Chapter 488: Should be constant: the taste of bitterness

[What is trust? I said that I believe in you, but there are still small doubts in my heart.
What is absolute trust? I said that after I believe in you, I still worry in my heart. I am not worried that you will lie to me. I am worried that if you do this or if you say something, it will hurt you.
To be straightforward, it is protection, that is, love you wholeheartedly.
Unfortunately, I know too late, I am destined to miss you, and I will lose you forever.
— should be constant】
How long is two years, 730 days, 17520 hours, 1051200 minutes, 63072000 seconds.
How many things can I do? But enough I understand what is called absolute trust.
I also learned that there was a crack in the feelings, just like a mirror, even if the repair is done, there will still be two halves of the figure.
Heart, I am wrong, really wrong, but I know it is too late.
Sorry, I said that it will protect you, but after the end of the world, I did not do it.
Sorry, I said that I believe in you, but what happened later is also emphasizing that I have never done it.
Sorry, the two years you gave me were destroyed by my own hands.
Regret? Regret, but I have no choice, I also admit that I am weak.
I never told you, I still have a twin brother, not that I don't like him, but I am embarrassed.
When my brother was kidnapped, it was actually my waywardness. After I went to school, I had to take my brother to eat cotton candy, so that my brother would be taken away and my brother would suffer.
After my brother came back, I was very happy and turned around him every day.
But it is because of me, I have to follow my brother who is learning Taekwondo. When crossing the road, a car rushes over and my brother protects me.
He went to a beautiful paradise, but left me alone in hell.
I thought I had forgotten it for a long time, but I always remembered it and never forgot my brother's request at the time.
He said that if there is a very cute and kind girl coming to me in the future, please help him take care of her, this is what he owes.
I didn't understand what it meant at the time, but I remembered the cuteness and kindness.
So since then, my subconscious mind has been positioned, and the girl I like is cute and kind.
The first time I saw you, I was tempted. The temperament of your body was clean. I smiled and had two small pear vortex on my cheeks. It was very cute.
I can't bear to hurt a small animal, so kind.
At that time, I thought, you are the lover who God designed for me. It doesn't take long for you to fall in love with you, and you will be sure at a glance.
Before the end of the world, we had a very happy life. After the end of the world, we were equally happy.
Until Mu Lan appeared, at that time, I didn’t think that she would give me a different look because of the clean and kind feeling she gave me.
I never understood why she seemed to like to follow me very much, but it is good to have such a variant in the team.
I don't know when, the relationship between us is gradually alienated, and then the thing that you bully Mu Lan is exploding.
When I saw it with my own eyes, I was so distressed that I was suffocated, because the beautiful image you had in my heart was shattered.
I chose to alienate you during that time, but if I knew the ending, I would not be making such a stupid decision.
Some mistakes really take a lifetime to make up for.
I believe in Mu Lan. After she returned to Mo, I was worried that she was suffering and I promised that your father said the engagement.
In fact, that is just a matter of expediency, and I have not taken it at all.
Meet you again, my heart is always beating because it never forgets you.
Like a person who was blindfolded, suddenly opened a few and saw a different scene.
You know what I was thinking after I was looking for you to help you out.
I am thinking, an outsider can trust you without hesitation, and why I have been with you for so many years, why not.
After all, I think that I am really looking for the kind of scum in the mouth.
I always thought that we still have the opportunity to be together forever.
As long as I want to understand what absolute trust is, when I understand it, another mountain is pressing on me.
The girl that my brother said that year, appeared, is Mu Lan.
I also understood why she always turned around me and understood why she was so excited about my reaction.
I understand why she is framing you everywhere, because she thought I was a brother.
I still remember that when I was a little, I asked my mother why my brother and I should be Yingheng. It sounds like I am calling someone.
My mother touched my head lovingly, because you are all one, and the eternal constant is that Xiaoheng can live forever.
The balance of balance is that I hope that Xiaoheng has no troubles, that everything can be balanced and stabilized, and there will be no bad things happening.
Whether it is Xiaoheng or Xiaoheng, you must support each other. When you can't move, the other will take the other way and continue.
So after my brother left, I took his way and embarked on the trajectory arranged for the family heirs.
Always protect my brother, for me, the of my world.
I never refused anything he said, including taking care of the little girl in his heart.
Nowadays, the little girl has grown up, and she has become so crazy.
I asked for help, so that the extra things on her body disappeared, standing and not talking and smiling, just like we met for the first time.
But as soon as I left her sight, she would become arrogant, slap something, and then self-mutilate.
"Should be big brother, should be big brother, where are you, where are you."
Hey, the sound of all kinds of things shattered in the room.
The man who sat on the corner of the balcony and wrote something quickly picked up the book and lifted his foot into it. "I'm here."
Inside, a woman dressed in white with some loose hair immediately rushed over, holding a man, smiling silly.
"Blue is very embarrassing today, no injuries." The woman seemed to think of something, and quickly took the man's hand and said happily.
The man licked her hair and smiled back: "Well, the blue is very embarrassing today."
"The blue that is very rewarding as a reward, take you out today and go." The weather outside is also very good.
Holding the woman's hand and walking on the street, there is a peaceful scene everywhere, without the sorrows and wolverines of the first few years.
A woman with a light blue dress on her face came and saw the two of us. After a moment, I smiled and nodded, then passed by.
I eagerly turned around and looked at her back and opened her mouth to talk. Only then did she find that she was full of tears at the moment, and the tears slipped into her mouth. I tasted it, it was a bitter taste.
Just like my heart at the moment.
Heart, I want to be able to be with you, but unfortunately it is difficult to do both.
You tell me whether my choice is right or wrong.