Chapter 351: Heart Attack 10

In fact, at the beginning, Lin Xiaohuan didn't want a result.
She was afraid, terrified, disgusted, and despised the nature that she was born with, because it was at least superficially displayed in the eyes of others, and was not allowed or accepted.
Lin Xiaohuan has always remembered a scene, she can't remember what year, month, and day, but just vaguely remembered when she was about a few years old. One day, my brother talked about three words at home, maybe his brother did n’t Knowing where to look, maybe where the elder brother heard it, made the parents furious.
They scolded Lin Xiaohuan's elder brother and warned them that their two children must never have that kind of dangerous, abnormal and disgusting thought.
Homosexuality is abnormal and should be burned to death.
At that time, Lin Xiaohuan couldn't understand what the three words meant and what it meant, but she just memorized the scene firmly, including her parents' tone and expression.
But when puberty started, she found that her attention was completely different from other girls.
She has despaired, spurned, and struggled for herself, but these are useless, she has no way to like a boy, and no way to be a "normal" person.
At this time, the Internet is a good choice, because there will always be a group of people on the Internet who share her thoughts and troubles. Although they are far away, they do n’t even know what the other person looks like. Layer screen, but warmed each other's hearts.
Lin Xiaohuan once saw such a word. A child asked his mother what homosexuality is and how to look at it. The mother explained that men and women are like the opposite poles of a magnet. Most of them are attracted by the opposite sex. Overcome great resistance to embrace each other.
How easy it is to hug together.
This is the first time that Su Xin has ever received such a memory. Although she can't remember what happened before, she is inexplicably determined that this is the first time she has received such a memory.
Maybe this is not the most desperate and humblest and most angry memory she has received, but it must be the saddest so far.
Su Xin couldn't remember what kind of people she was with, but at least she felt that she must have been in love with some people.
Those people should be girls, and they are excellent girls who will spoil her.
She felt that her ideas had changed, not unexpectedly, but subtly.
Where would Su Xin not know her temperament, it would be impossible for her to serve others.
And that person, or those people, is definitely not proud and awkward, because she doesn't like it, so love is too tired, and she is lazy.
She is more arrogant and self-centered. She is more arrogant and awkward than she is. She does not conform to the three perspectives, and there is no romance or embarrassment.
"I……"
Chu Muyu got stuck, I don't know how to say.
"I don't blame you for not responding to my likes. I hate that when you know that I like you, you still say Wu Yubing and break up and love in front of me. I hate that you gave me hope to annihilate it yourself, as long as you Take care of me a little bit, and you wouldn't be like that. "
"Thank you for your reminder. Hang up."
Chu Muyu's heart didn't catch fire, but she felt uncomfortable.
She wanted to go in and go to Susin and make things clear.
But even if she goes, it is impossible to understand, or that they will not discuss any results before.
There was a little guilt in Chu Muyu's heart, but it was only a little bit.
Even if Su Xin said so, she didn't feel how wrong she was.
Su Xin knew that this was the case, so she couldn't expect any guilt on this person, and then her conscience was disturbed.
Chu Muyu is not only used to Lin Xiaohuan being good to her, but also used to be held by people around her.
Of course, this is not the vast majority.
When Chu Muyu returns home, or when she sees some people, she will be very inferior.
And this kind of inferiority, she will not show it exactly, but will seek an emotional shelter from those around her, make her feel that she is loved, needed, and cared for.
This is part of the reason she always changes her boyfriend, the main reason is her wave.
So it was difficult for her to realize her mistake.
Chu Muyu thinks that if others like her, she has to endure her bad, and bear her emotional vent, even if they are not a couple.
She thinks it is natural to like someone and give to her, so she feels relieved to enjoy others' kindness to her instead of responding accordingly.
Therefore, Lin Xiaohuan's dedication to her is just a necessary part of a secret love in her opinion.
Lin Xiaohuan likes her, so she will be bullied by her, and she will endure her bad.
What a willful and unreasonable selfish person.
Su Xin went out from the bathroom and returned to the box.
"What do you have to say to me?"
The dishes on the table have been withdrawn and the table is clean.
"I do want to talk to my aunt."
Su Xin likes to talk to smart people. Smart people don't need to say anything. At a glance, she knows what it means and can understand it.
"Auntie, do you send someone to follow me?"
"What? Did anyone follow you?"
Chu Yanxi was surprised.
"Last time I was shopping, I reflected through the glass and watched that person shoot me. Wherever I went, he followed. Isn't it aunt you? I thought ..."
"How do you think it's me?"
"Because never ... I thought you were worried about me and Chu Muyu, so ..."
Su Xin's face was at a loss, and she frantically frowned. The pretend was quite similar, but the 14th Lord said that the follower was sent by Chu Yanxi.
"Do you think I need to follow you for this?"
Chu Yanxi froze and looked unhappy.
"I'm sorry aunt ..."
Chu Yanxi saw an uneasy expression on the face of the girl sitting opposite, and her expression eased.
She was a little funny, but she couldn't show it, she was still serious.
"I didn't expect you to think so, when did you find yourself being followed?"
"several days ago."
"Then you think about whether you have encountered any people and things, this thing can not be ignored, and now it is very messy and dangerous outside."
Chu Yanxi groaned for a while and said, fingers rubbed each other for a while. "No, I'm pretty sure I didn't, because I basically won't meet anyone, so I will remember everything very clearly."
Su Xin shook her head.
"Will it be people and things you have never noticed? Now there are many bad people in the society, some are mental illnesses, and it is dangerous to be followed. Do you need me to hire a few people to follow you to ensure your safety? . "
"No need, Auntie, thank you."
Su Xin quickly shook her head. What did this man want to do? It is not enough to send someone to follow her, and how many more?
"Then you can remember my contact information. If something goes wrong, you can call or send me a message and ask me to help."
"Aunt ... it's too much trouble for you."
Su Xin shook her head, but her expression was doubtful and grateful.
"Do you think why should I be so kind? I don't look like someone who would talk to you like this?"
"Ok……"
"I just don't want me to regret it. You have already told me about it. In the future ... I won't forgive myself."
Chu Yanxi's words are beautiful and her expression is very in place, but this can't hide the fact that she concealed that she sent someone to peep at Su Xin and was just about to reach Su Xin's contact information.
"Okay, thank you Auntie."
Su Xin smiled. At this time, not only could she not be angry at the table and talk about mmp, she also had to cooperate with the other side to act, showing a somewhat happy expression.
"Also, I'm not worried about what happened between the two of you."
Chu Yanxi said leisurely.
"Do you think the two of us will never be together? Because we are both girls?"
"Not really."
Chu Yanxi shook her head, and she did not discriminate.
"Hey……?"
"I don't discriminate, and they are no different from normal people."
Regardless of gender, being able to walk in the sun with a loved one is a right that we are born with.
Chu Yanxi feels this way. Anyway, two girls will not get sick together. It makes sense that if women go to Ji and exclude the way of blood transmission, women will never get AIDS.
"Anyway, we won't be together anymore, it's impossible between us, please rest assured."
"Auntie, I'm leaving now, bye."
"Goodbye, if you have something, remember to contact me, no matter what your relationship with Mu Yu is, but the relationship between you and her does not prevent us from communicating, you should know my relationship with Mu Yu, not too Regrets, you must talk about trouble. "
"it is good."
Su Xin nodded, did Chu Yanxi mean her and admire her? No matter what Chu Muyu does, it has nothing to do with her?
Su Xin really didn't think how much Chu Yanxi cared about Chu Muyu. She was weird. Chu Yanxi made people watch Chu Muyu prevent her from getting into trouble. Why should anyone follow her?
Su Xin walked out of the restaurant and Chu Muyu on the side came out.
"It's okay? My mother didn't make it difficult for you."
"Auntie is reasonable, how could I embarrass me?"
Chu Yanxi's acting skills are deep and cheeky, she's just shameless.
"That's good ... Are you going home, let's go back together."
"Anyway, yes, I want to tell you something."
"what?"
"The contract we signed with the landlord is about to expire, and I don't plan to renew it."
"You're moving out?"
"Changing places."
"Because of me? You just want to stay away from me?"
Su Xin did not speak, and power was the default.
"Lin Xiaohuan, you ..."