Chapter 1962: Fanwai: If the people are rainbow, they will know (2)

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In fact, sometimes I admit that I will become very embarrassed in the feelings for her.
I like you a word, I can't say it for years.
Maybe it is because of forbearance, I can still stay with her no matter how many years have passed.
I just didn't think that we had a half-way in our lives.
When I first saw Fang He, I knew that he could take my light away.
Not because he looks better than me, but the peach eyes and the curvature of the mouth.
He is exactly the opposite of me...
His enthusiasm and radicalism made me feel inexplicably annoyed, but there was a hint of envy.
Yes, I envy him.
Envy that he can approach her with such recklessness, then express his love in desperation.
But I can't do it.
At that time, I felt that I was caught in the quagmire of the abyss, and I wanted to escape desperately, but I could not go ashore anyway.
During that time, as long as I heard the voice of Fang He, I could not concentrate.
His brisk tone is like a deep sarcasm that makes me feel... I am about to lose her.
The only person who has been with her is me, but now...
At that time, I even hoped that Fang He could disappear from this world forever and never exist again.
I don't know if my resentment is too deep, or because Fang He's own life is too bad.
He really disappeared, or he couldn't say disappearing, but became a 'vegetarian'.
I heard that he was in a car accident on the road to buy flowers for her. It was Qixi Festival, and he probably wanted to confess with her!
In the dark side of the heart, there is a touch of inexplicable ecstasy. At least, he can't take her away.
Although I know, I can't have her. Because I know that this matter must have an impact on her, so I can't be bothered by her at this time.
I think there is something I can wait for, wait for the day to wake up, or wait for us to graduate, to an age where we need to be a family.
But what I didn't expect was that I couldn't wait that day.
My family has been targeted by competitors who have illegally smashed our company by illegal means, and our stock has plummeted.
But my parents were very prestigious in the business world, and the emergency program was launched very quickly, and the company quickly stabilized.
Unexpectedly, they even went directly to the killer.
When I got a call from my uncle, I knew that there would be no future between me and her.
The person who first went is me, not her...
Once upon a time, I always thought that I would always be with her. No matter what happens, even if the person she finally chose to marry is not me, I can always keep her.
Never thought about leaving her, it turned out to be a decision for me.
While sitting on the plane, I can feel that my feet are likely to run off the cabin at any time, and then forget all hatred and stay with her.
But I know, I can't do this.
There are always many choices in life, and every choice is so difficult.
And that choice was the hardest choice since my lifetime, no one.
The days in the United States were much harder than I thought, and my parents gave me a sum of money, but the money was in a specific bank, and the leaders who killed my parents always sent people to stare at the bank.
I know that they want to catch me, and then they are quick.
After all, for the money. In a country where guns can be used freely, it is not a big deal for them to kill one or two people.