Chapter 2969: Fanwai: The rest of the life will never be (1)

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I still like you very much, like a lonely city, a thousand horses will also run to you. - Song Nanmo
I also thought about what it would be like if I didn't know you.
Perhaps very dull, slowly aging in the years of the flow.
In the face of a person who can't say that he likes it or can't say love, he will guard her, and spend the rest of his life in an ordinary way.
But at some instant, God lit a fireworks in my ordinary life.
It may not know the importance of this light to me, but it has changed my life.
In fact, I am not a fate with her.
A beam of light, there are always people who like it, there are always people who like it, and there are always people who remember it.
Even if she is just a palace lady, she can't stop her from shining.
The most powerful person in the world likes her and likes a degree of paranoia.
At that moment, I felt that I was so self-disciplined, so small.
I don't like her less than him, but I can only accept any punishment, and the silence of forbearance.
I can die, but I can't give in.
That is me... the bottom line...
When I was imprisoned in the Clan House, I thought a lot. My Ama and Emei were also the door-to-doors. I heard that my mother had a heart-felt person before I was married to Amma.
Although it was a rumor heard from the relatives, I always felt that the amount of what was missing in Amma’s eyes was a little less.
It was also a long time later that I read Emei’s suicide note to understand that the original mother had already had a heart, but because of the family, she had to marry Amma.
There is always a kind of obsession in her heart, and no one complains.
Maybe the mother did not think that the two children she gave birth still could not escape this fate.
First, my sister, then me.
My sister’s business was not clear at first, but I only had one side.
At that time, I didn't even understand why my sister didn't stop Ama, she must marry Chi Heng.
If you can enter the palace, you will not be accompanied by the side of the king. In the future, you will enjoy the rich and noble status and honor.
Yeah... this is me at that time, how ridiculous.
Ronghua is rich and noble, and there is no use for it.
If I can be with someone I like, even if I live in the mountains, live the sunrise, and the sunset, I feel a kind of happiness.
Of course, this kind of comprehension seems to be too late.
I have always regretted that the fate between us seems to be always a little worse. If I first secretly love you, then I will not believe it at first sight.
When I was in the garden, I was moved.
At that time, I still don't understand why it would move. As soon as the brain turns, I want to say that you are the palace lady of the sister's palace, and then push the boat in the water.
I never thought that I would be such a person, like a counselor, to calculate this.
She also often said that I am self-disciplined and cautious, not such a person.
Actually... I care a lot more than she imagined, but she doesn't know it.
The first time I had a conversation with her was the reason why my little brother died. In fact, I didn't feel right at first, but I didn't think so.
She is very clever, not like a maid, but like a witch who sees the heart.
I don't even dare to look directly at her nephew in many cases. I don't dare to be too close to her. I am always afraid that I will jump too fast, and I will hear it when I am in the dead of night.
The heart seems to tell her how much I like her.