Chapter 58:

"Eh?" Lin You was surprised and asked a moment, "...now?"
"Well, I'm sorry." Xiao Xiao looked really sorry.
Lin You quickly waved his hand: "It's nothing. Since it's a friend's business, let's give priority to that."
"It's a pity that I can't see the fireworks show. After the smoking ban is out, it's not allowed to put it in the New Year..." After the ice cream on the skirt was wiped off, there was still a sticky feeling. Linyou released his hand and smiled, "But the next Just come together again."
Xiao Xiao: "...um."
She usually has less time all day long like this, and this "next time" is probably to wait until next year. Linyou should also be aware of this.
She came here clearly to make her happy, but the ending was not satisfactory.
Xiao Xiao pursed her lips slightly, and finally just said, "I will send you to school."
The way back was much quieter than when I came. Xiao Xiao is not a person who will look for topics. Once Linyou doesn't speak, there is usually only silence between them.
Lin You usually doesn't hate this kind of situation. As long as she stays with Xiao Xiao, she is very happy. Even if she does her own thing, it is natural, but today there is no more silent silence for no reason.
When approaching school, Lin Yu bowed his head and typed on his mobile phone, and asked the dormitory if he wanted to bring a meal, sighing.
She knew that the atmosphere was not good, but she couldn't help it.
The car parked at the back door of the school where they met today. Linyou got up and said goodbye to Xiao Xiao, and was called by her.
"grapefruit."
"Ok?"
Lin You turned back, Xiao Xiao's white fingers rested on the steering wheel, and squeezed and loosened. Those black and white eyes stared at her and said again, "Sorry for today."
She has apologized for the third time.
Linyou curled her hair and smiled at her: "You don't need to apologize, I'm really not angry, so I can't feel good about it."
Xiao Xiao said: "But you are not happy."
"..."
Linyou took a slight pause and said, "No. I'm just a little pity. It would be better to go back to sleep."
Xiao Xiao didn't speak, but just looked at her silently, as if judging the truth in her words.
After a while, her mobile phone rang again, Xiao Xiao glanced at it, instead of picking it up immediately, but said to Linyou: "...I know."
...What do you know?
Xiao Xiao drove away.
The long-awaited appointment ended in a not-so-beauty atmosphere, and Linyou sighed gently while covering her face.
Lin You didn't lie, she didn't feel angry, nor was she unhappy because Xiao Xiao had something to end the trip early...just a little unwilling.
Even himself was surprised. After Xiao Xiao finished that sentence, Lin Yu's first reaction was "She would have other friends." Then the acupuncture-like sourness churned in my heart earlier than the loss of interrupted dating.
Lin Yu understood that this was jealous.
Jealous of the person who knew Xiao Xiao earlier and walked into her life earlier, there was also a little grievance left behind.
It's really bad.
Linyou stood there for a while and walked to the cafeteria.
She comforted herself: it is normal for friends to have people who pay more attention to being jealous. When the girl friend Song Yuan ran to play with other children, she was also very unhappy...so, this does not mean anything.
...But what is the urgent matter, must Xiao Xiao, who is far away in the suburbs, come back to solve it?
No matter how you think about it, the kind of treasure you try to monopolize is unwilling to be excavated by others. There was also a slight anxiety, reminding that things seemed to be different from what she thought.
Lin Yu returned to the dormitory with dinner.
The other two roommates went out. Luo Chuchu was waiting for her meal. When she saw her face froze for a moment, she asked carefully: "You were dumped? So fast?"
Linyou thought about her thoughts and poured herself a glass of water. After half of her drinking, she did not respond. She choked and replied speechlessly: "...Nothing happened, and what does it mean to be "so fast"?"
Luo Chuchu: "Condemning the man who actually dumped you means nothing."
Linyou: "Everyone said they were not in love!"
She sat on the chair and lay down on the table. After a while, she looked up again and asked Luo Chuchu: "...Is it so obvious?"
Luo Chuchu nodded: "It's rare to see you so low."
Lin You: "I mean... did I look like I was in a relationship before?"
"Of course!"
Talking about this, Luo Chuchu may have a lot of words to say: "Not only me, but the other two people also think so. First, you recently came out early in the morning and returned late. You woke up at 6 o'clock in the morning and smiled all day. You said you were studying in high school If you're so hard-working, can't you fight for the test next door? Still looking at the phone, smiling silly at the screen, and sometimes inexplicably laughing when seeing some plants, not saying who it is when you go out with others all day. Prepare at least two hours before going out..."
Lin Youwai wailed: "Ah-it's okay, don't talk, I get it."
In a heavy mood, she went to change clothes and wash her skirt, while washing, reviewing her recent behavior.
Before the lights went out at night, Linyou still thought about Luo Chuchu's words, and took out her mobile phone and posted a message in the forum: How to determine whether you like the same-sex relationship, or simply rely on friends?
Very few people responded, Linyou refreshed for a long time, and finally saw a point that should be useful.
Anonymous A: See if you want to do it with her, if you like it, if you don’t want it, it means friendship.
Do you want to do it? Lin Yu thinks for a moment, what should the two girls do? By hand?
Xiao Xiao's hand...
Luo Chuchu came out to find a hair dryer after taking a shower. Suddenly he heard Lin Yu's depressed screams. He was startled and asked blankly, "Why? Is your favorite character dead again?"
"Not at all!" Linyou raised his red face and whispered back, "They will live for a hundred years and be happy."
Luo Chuchu: "... OK."
Linyou, who retracted her bed, held her mobile phone and could not calm down anyway. She felt that she could not meet Xiao Xiao for two days before she forgot about it, otherwise she could no longer look directly at Xiao Xiao's hand.
She thought about it and contacted her girlfriends.
Yuzu: Yuanyuan, what do you think if I like girls?
Real dog:?
Real dog: Are you in love with me?
grapefruit:……
It's really impossible to chat this day.
Linyou and she were poor for a while and then talked about the matter seriously. After telling about this time and Xiao Xiao's affairs, as well as her own mental journey, she was quiet there for ten minutes.
Real dog: Actually I want to persuade you to give up early
Real dog: but all right
Real dog: I will always stand by your side
It’s a real dog: But I think if you think about it, let’s not talk about the difficulties after being together. People may only be friends for you, don’t have too much hope.
Linyou was silent.
She also thought about this issue. If Xiao Xiao couldn't accept it, her mind would only embarrass the relationship between the two.
But without trying, Linyou is impossible to give up. If you give up so early, thinking that Xiao Xiao will later set aside her love, marriage, and childbirth with others, she can't accept it-she can't even bear Xiao Xiao's friends who have a better relationship than herself.
Linyou returned to the WeChat interface, and the voice recording in front of her and Xiao Xiao met in the chat box.
After she came back, she had been entangled in this matter. Without taking the initiative to contact, there was quietly over there.
Instead, the sister sent a message to thank the last concert ticket. Lin You saw a photo of the concert site posted in her circle of friends, with the words: accidental and beautiful day.
It seemed that the situation was much better than when I just resigned and came back. Linyou felt less worried about it and was relieved.
After soothing, he fell asleep, Lin Yu thought of Xiao Xiao, closed his eyes.
Just give it a try. Before she fell into a deep sleep, she thought about it and tried it out, starting with making Xiao Xiao realize that she was more than just a friend...
Despite this consideration, Linyou couldn't think of a good way.
With more concerns, the issue of the amusement park Linyou was thrown behind his head the next day, returning to the usual mode of getting along. However, she found a few opportunities to flank Xiao Xiao and asked her about homosexuality. The results were pretty good.
Next, how to go further...
"Grapefruit?" Xiao Xiao called her.
Lin Pomeo recalled: "Ah, here it is."
She is shopping with Xiao Xiao.
Today is Linyou’s birthday, and Christmas. The shops on the street are decorated with Christmas decorations. There is a tall Christmas tree in the small flower bed on the street. It is decorated with colorful lights. It should look good when lit at night.
Xiao Xiao's gift has been prepared for a long time, it is a Christmas gift box of brand-name cosmetics, simple and rude. But Linyou is a great vulgar, and she still likes this gift more than the reference book, the Plant Encyclopedia, which Xiao Xiao gave her as a return.
It happened that Xiao Xiao was also free today. After having dinner with friends at noon, Lin Yu asked her to come out and play together. By the way, Xiao Xiao enriched various wardrobes of the same style.
Halfway through buying clothes, Linyou saw a dessert shop by the road.
"These two Christmas limited editions are so cute--"
She hesitated in front of the display window outside the shop.
The chocolate-covered chiffon cake roll is made into a stump, and the red and colorful strawberries are decorated with cream to make a simple villain, followed by a white chocolate moose standing sign; on the other side, the red velvet cake is piled with soft houses and Christmas tree, gift box ribbons under the tree come to life.
They are so pretty...
Xiao Xiao decided for her: "Buy everything."
"I can't finish it." Linyou said, "It's just a bit tired. Let's take a rest here. The cake can be eaten one by one, it's not big anyway."
Xiao Xiao decided all by her.
As they walked into the store, Xiao Xiao asked which one she preferred.
"Well, then I choose..."
Linyou swayed from side to side, glancing across the window and saw a pair of durians. Huang Chengcheng's fresh colors are particularly conspicuous in the colorful shapes, with mangoes in the middle, and the most important thing is that the cream is decorated with broken nuts. The two pieces are like a love together.
"..."
It's a couple. Her tone changed: "Xiao Xiao, do you like durian?"
Xiao Xiao: "Not annoying."
"Then this."
Lin Xiao, in Xiao Xiao's doubtful eyes, chose the pair of indistinguishable durian melaleuca, then ordered two cups of coffee and sat in a quiet corner of the store.
They put the things down and Linyou took a bite of the cake with a small spoon and pursed her lips slightly-she really didn't get used to the taste of durian, let alone the mango sandwich.
Note that her Xiao Xiao was silent for a while: "...Grapefruit."
"Ok?"
Xiao Xiao said: "Why choose this? Yuzu doesn't like the taste of durian and mango."
"Eh? This..." Of course Linyou can't say that she was thinking about decorating flowers carefully, denying her words, "Fortunately, it's not particularly annoying, just want to eat today."
"You don't like it."
Xiao Xiao tears her out mercilessly: "Last time you bought fruit, the boss recommended you durian. You frowned; last month, when you bought Xue Mei Niang, she specifically said you don't want mango filling."
Linyou: "..."
She didn't know whether she should be happy that Xiao Xiao would write down her preferences, and insisted, "Occasionally, there are times when I want to eat."
"..."
Xiao Xiao looked down at the delicate cream decoration on the cake, thinking of Linyou's recent anomaly, and what she said when she saw Baihong when she mentioned Linyou last time.
"It doesn't look like a friend, does that little girl like you?" Bai Hong seemed to be joking, and the tone was a little more serious. "Xiao Xiao, the child is not sensible, you can't mess up, or ask clearly."
is it?
Xiao Xiao did not know how to describe his current mood.
She didn't want to follow Bai Hong's suggestion, but she did want to understand Linyou's ideas. So she asked directly, "Is it because you are with me? Yuzu likes me?"