Chapter 216: Come for you
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Rebirth of a Star General
- Qian Shan Cha Ke
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- 2021-03-02 05:55:58
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The moonlight shines in the snow, and the two of them stand opposite each other in the light and shadow flowing.
No need to cover up.
He Yan's eyes fell on the Yinqiu sword in her hands. At this moment, she realized that the long sword was so heavy that she held it under her eyes, and she felt she could not hold it.
"When did you know?" she said softly.
"He Wanru's grandmother was found by me." Xiao Jue replied.
He Yan looked up at him violently.
His expression was as calm as ever, as he said, but it was a trivial matter. Thousands of complex emotions swelled in her heart, sour, panicked, and tense, and finally all sighed with relief.
"Sorry," He Yan tried to make herself look as easy as possible. "I didn't deliberately lie to you."
But why should she deceive, even herself, can't say an acceptable reason.
Xiao Jue leaned over and picked up the sword that was broken into two pieces on the ground. Only then did the sword in his hand be cut into two by He Yan's Yin Qiu.
He Yan watched his movements quietly and waited until he stooped to stand up before saying, "You already know everything?"
"Almost." Xiao Jue's eyes were clear and light. "You are Xu Zhiheng's dead wife and He Rufei wearing a mask."
When the word "dead wife" was exported, He Yan was shocked in his heart. It seemed that the secret that he was most unwilling to be discovered was uncovered by people, and it was a bit embarrassing for no reason. She had the courage to move forward in her life, and she was never afraid of thousands of horses and horses in battle. Only when facing the person in front of her, at this moment, she gave birth to a heart of retreat.
But she couldn't run away, she had to face it when she was found. Whether it is a past full of conspiracy and calculation, or a future that does not see the way ahead.
"Yes," He Yan said: "I am He Yan and He Rufei, your classmates."
Xiao Jue's eyes moved slightly. After a moment, he asked: "Why did you become the daughter of the school gate captain?"
"If you have found Mother Qin, you should already know how I died." He Yan smiled bitterly and looked not far away, the ice lings hanging on the trees, the ice lings like teardrops, clusters hanging At the end, "After I died, when I woke up again, it was now the'He Yan'."
"Maybe God looked at me poorly, and gave me another chance," He Yan shrugged. "If you say something strange, even if I say it, no one believes, maybe someone will think I'm talking nonsense. Language. However, since you have found me, I have come to believe it."
"Why do you want to exchange identities with He Ru?"
He Yan was stunned for a long time, always bright eyes, now also like a layer of fog, a little confused.
"Xiao Jue, no one can decide their own destiny when they are born. I am the same, when I remember, I am already'He Rufei'." She spoke slowly, "I only know, I The oldest brother will not live long. If I don’t do'He Rufei', the title of the He family will be taken back, so I must live in the name of'He Rufei' and just live my whole life like this."
"It's just that at that time I was too young to succumb to this fate, so I left the He Family and went to the Fuyue Army, earning military merit and receiving a reward. I did not expect that my destiny The older brother did not die, and was even healthy and healthy, so when I returned to Beijing, everything went to everyone. He did it as he did, and I did it as He Yan, which is very good."
There is nothing wrong with this. Although I felt that I had some grievances at that time, this was already the best ending I can think of. Whether it was He Rufei or He Yan, they could all withdraw.
He Yan tilted her head slightly, as if to force that little tear back, she smiled and said: "He Rufei is the famous Feihong general, Miss He Er is just a sick seedling who is not in good health. He Rufei’s name has found a good family relationship for himself. This is the end of the matter."
"It's just that they might be afraid of me showing signs, dragging down the entire He family, and not trusting me, so after that, I killed my life." He Yan laughed at herself, "This should also be the punishment of God. "
Those who rebelled against fate were eventually obliterated by fate. If she was still obediently doing "He Rufei" in the He family at that time, not going to the battlefield, not competing for military merit, or being a general Feihong, perhaps when the time came, she and He Rufei would return to their positions and would not lose their lives.
but……
If someone asks, if time can go back in time, can she have a chance to choose again, will she leave the He family? He Yan thought, she should still be able to. It was precisely because she embarked on a path that was completely different from her destiny, she discovered that the vastness of the world, the fireworks, and the atmosphere hidden in the four houses are completely different.
"your eyes……"
"It was the He family who blinded him." He Yan interrupted him. "But they probably didn't expect that I would be able to live well without eyes. It's all a blessing to you." She smiled slightly. "You I remember what I said to me after Yuhua Temple that day. Even if I am a blind man, I will be the most different one among the blind."
Xiao Jue breathed slightly.
What he said was not a harm to He Yan. If He Yan is just a blind man, after losing threats to the He family, he may be able to save his life. It was because of her failure to admit her fate that she reassured the He family again and took her life away.
"Xiao Jue, don't blame yourself." He Yan seemed to see what he was thinking, "I don't regret my choice at that time. If I didn't meet you, I didn't even have the courage to live. In the Mid-Autumn Night at Yuhua Temple, there should be no such person as'He Yan' in this world."
Fate is cruel, but fate is also mysterious. Every seemingly inadvertent choice creates unpredictable results. Now that she has become Hesui's daughter, she is no longer a blind man, so she appears one by one in front of her eyes, unable to tell whether she is more sorry, or more happy.
"I am He Yan, and I am He Rufei." She smiled slightly. "When I woke up, I accidentally hit and rushed into Liangzhouwei's new barracks. I told you that it is not false to want to build meritorious cause, because only standing Only at the same height as He Rufei can he debunk his lies. My life doesn’t matter, but because of me, He Rufei has killed many innocent people. This is unforgivable. I owe it to myself Take back."
"Now I have become Wu Anhou, and I have the ability to fight against him. I have to do these things next. Sorry Xiao Jue, I did not deliberately deceive you, but there are some things that are ridiculous to say, Maybe I am timid myself and do not know how to face you."
"You have been lying to me," he said.
He Yan's fingers curled slightly, taking a deep breath, "Sorry."
"Did you like me and lied to me?" he asked.
He Yan suddenly looked up, he stood in the wind, standing tall, as usual as before, but it seemed to be back to the original, never reach the distance.
"No."
Xiao Jue looked at her indifferently.
"I didn't lie to you." He Yan paused and swallowed the sourness between her throats before continuing: "When doing He Rufei in the Xianchang Hall, you took care of me a lot, took medicine for me, and directed me Swordsmanship. When you were He Yan in this life, you always protected me."
"You always show up when I am in crisis, Xiao Jue, I liked you before, now, I like you more."
Once some words are spoken, it seems that all concerns are gone. He Yan knew very well that Xiao Jue was a person who hated betrayal and deception. This was related to the accident of the Xiao family. Therefore, when she was in Liangzhou Wei, she was also so sensitive when she found out that she was a man in disguise. And now, she is debunking a bigger secret. For Xiao Jue, from the encounter with herself, it is a complete lie.
She has no power to ask Xiao Jue to forgive.
"I'm not the real Miss He Da," she took a deep breath and showed a pretense relaxed smile. "It's really not what I want to involve you. I originally wanted to make a contribution in Liangzhou Weili. Your competent cadre is just fine. I did not expect that you will come to this step between you and your majesty. Your majesty has given you and me a marriage, and you can’t resist the purpose, but...but..." she looked at Xiao Jue, "you don’t need to This family matter is in your heart. You only think that we are a cooperative relationship. If you have a girl you like in the future, I will explain to her that you and I are just playing together. When the time comes, you have to dissolve the marriage contract or quit me. , It doesn’t matter."
Xiao Jue suddenly felt cold in his eyes and slowly asked, "Have you taken it off?"
He Yan sighed pretending to be indifferent, "Actually, getting married doesn't mean much, really. You don't look at Yan Nanguang's happiness, you think there are many benefits to getting married. I have married myself. Be happier. Maybe I am the one who is more suitable for a person, and the two marriages are so unlucky," she joked: "When you rest me, and I have finished all the enemies, I will ride one by one and go all over the rivers and lakes. It’s better to live an ordinary woman’s life in this house, not very good. It’s just a pity that you,
she seemed to worry about Xiao Jue sincerely,
It’s a good way to stop your marriage.
Xiao Jue coldly said: "He Yan."
"Don't put on such an angry look." He Yan smiled and said: "It's me who is sad. It's easy to cheat a marriage, but it is now exposed. Fortunately, I am a person with a very broad mind and everything is always I can think of it. As soon as today is over, you and I are just as ordinary classmates. Xiao Jue," she said seriously, saying, "Thank you, whether it is the past or the present."
She smiled lightly and seemed to care nothing, like a careless young man in Liangzhou Wei. However, only He Yan knew that when he said these words, every word was like a knife cutting through the heart.
She likes a person so much, and has experienced a lot with this person. Xiao Jue has given her the warmth and value she has never had before. She thought that she had grasped the moon, but in fact she just grasped the reflection of the moon under the water. She should be back on her way again.
Don't be greedy in your feelings. If you don't have that greed, maybe it's not so sad to be separated now.
He Yan raised a big smiley face, thought for a moment, then stretched out his hand to Xiao Jue, "Hey, this is your drinking autumn, and now you have returned to the original owner."
The young man didn't move, her beautiful eyes condensed on her, and the emotion that He Yan couldn't understand was surging. At the next moment, he strode forward, and He Yan handed Yin Qiu back to him.
He did not catch the sword.
The hand grabbed He Yan's arm and gently dragged it into her arms.
He Yan was startled, looking under the cold black robe, it turned out to be a very warm embrace. Like the most brave general, has the softest heart.
"Xiao Jue, you..."
He Yan leaned in his arms, and could hear the other person's heartbeat clear and powerful, more intense than any other time, as if to show the unknown feelings of the youth. She looked up and saw Xiao Jue's chin. He supported He Yan's waist with one hand and pressed He Yan's head against his chest, as if to appease, as if to fear her escape.
"Sorry."
"what?"
The youth's voice was forbearing, hoarse and deep, "There is no first time to recognize you."
In an instant, He Yan's eyes were wet.
Since the long days, it seems that she walked alone in the night for a long time. No one found her existence, and no one cared about her sorrow and joy. No one apologized, no one cheered, happy or sad, the beginning or the end, it was all her story.
Until one day, someone found her.
The only person in this world is her light, the source of all her splendor.
"Hello," she wanted to make the atmosphere a little easier, "Xiao Huaijin, you're like this, I'll be reluctant."
He hugged He Yan tighter, whispering in her ear: "I missed you twice."
"This time, I won't miss it again."
He Yan stunned.
She broke away from Xiao Jue's arms and looked at him with surprise, "I am not Miss He Da, I am He Yan."
"I know."
"I lied to you, from my last life to now."
"I know."
"I've already married someone." She seemed difficult to tell. "Xiao Jue, even so, are you the same as before?"
She didn’t think that married people would be inferior, so many women in the world who had been abandoned were not as bad as others, but it was just because of bad luck or involuntarily, and chose a wrong marriage, and Does not prevent them from gaining happiness.
But it turns out that when faced with people they really like, even if they are fairies, they will secretly worry about whether they are in line with each other. Joy makes people timid, timidity makes people humble, not to mention... she has received too little love, and there are certainly few.
In the night, the youth's eyes are like autumn water, and all the indifference and ridicule are removed, and the warmth is incredible.
Xiao Jue smiled: "Why not so confident, even if you have been married, in my eyes, you are just a girl."
He leaned down slightly, staring at her eyes.
"What about General Feihong, I only came for He Yan."