Chapter 196:

Autumn is rainy.
Tang Jiao looked at the rain outside the window and confessed: "Prepare the autumn clothes for me. I want to get colder after an autumn rain."
Yotsuba sighed and replied.
Tang Jiao looked for a book and read it on the sofa in the study.
Yotsuba hurried to prepare some hot tea and snacks.
After a short time, there was a knock on the door. Tang Jiao raised her head, and Si Ye said, "Miss, Doctor Yue is here."
Tang Jiao was a little surprised. She raised her eyebrows: "Why did he come?"
She and Yue Jiawen are not so familiar, right?
Thinking of this, Tang Jiao went downstairs: "Let's go, go downstairs and take a look."
Yue Jiawen was sitting in the living room. Shen Lianyi was not at home today. She went to the hospital regularly at this time of the day.
Tang Jiao went downstairs and said with a smile: "Doctor Yue came here, but what advice?"
Yue Jiawen was not familiar with her, and the only contact seemed not very good.
Especially last time, when she shot someone and finally left, Yue Jiawen's expression was quite difficult to express.
However, Tang Jiao felt that his heartbroken look was meaningless.
After all, no one knows what others think, and it is silly to add one's own moral values ​​to others.
Tang Jiao sat on the sofa and explained, "Doctor Yue is drinking tea."
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao, nodded and lifted the teacup. He seemed to be thinking about something, the whole person was a little absent-minded. Or maybe... nervous.
He didn't speak, Tang Jiao couldn't say anything, she just looked at him quietly, with a faint expression.
After a while, Yue Jiawen finally spoke: "Can I talk to you alone?"
Tang Jiao raised her eyebrows. Although she didn't know what he wanted to say, it was her own family. She thought for a while and waved her hand.
Si Ye was a little worried, but Tang Jiao said with a smile, "I don't think Doctor Yue is stupid enough to do anything at my house, and I think Doctor Yue knows my personality, I will really do it."
In this way, Yotsuba was relieved a bit.
But because of this, she left cautiously, focusing all her attention here.
Tang Jiao raised her eyebrows, and said politely: "Doctor Yue has anything to say directly."
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao and fell silent.
Tang Jiao said softly, "Doctor Yue is not here to perform mime, right?"
With a slight smile, she was innocent.
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao and wondered for a moment what would happen if Tang Jiao was not with Gu Tingyun.
After thinking about it, I lowered my eyes and thought I was ridiculous.
Where are there so many ifs in this world?
If so, if many people's destinies are different.
And a few words are true. If that day, Tang Jiao had many suitors around him, so what was he?
Thinking like this, I feel very ridiculous.
He coughed and finally calmed down.
Yes!
Why bother to think about the impossible! There is always more things waiting for him to do.
Thinking of this, he actually became calm.
Yue Jiawen eased his emotions and said, "I want you to do me a favor."
Seeing Tang Jiao raising his eyebrows, he immediately continued: "I want to ask you to persuade Qi Ye, the day after tomorrow will be my mother's death. I want to ask you to help me persuade him. I just ask him to go to the grave. Look at my mother and worship."
Yue Jiawen's whole body was lonely, he said: "I know this is embarrassing for him, but it has been so many years. The man is no longer there, and it should be the dust returning to the dust. The man is dead, should he be held accountable? Did she do those things when she was alive?"
Tang Jiao didn't expect that what Yue Jiawen was going to say was this. She actually didn't understand it, but looking at Yue Jiawen's expression, she pondered for a moment and said slowly: "Your mother... or her mother? Or, your mother. ?"
Tang Jiao was taken aback by her bold thoughts, but Yue Jiawen's tone clearly meant this, right?
Yue Jiawen raised his eyes to look at Tang Jiao. His expression was painful, not the usual appearance. In fact, after thinking about it carefully, Yue Jiawen and Gu Tingyun are still somewhat similar.
It's impossible to tell where they are similar, but if you look closely, they are actually similar.
It's just that Gu Tingyun's cold noble son's temperament is too obvious, and Yue Jiawen is more like an introverted nerd who reads well.
So if you think about it together, there won't be any.
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao.
Tang Jiao took a sip from her teacup, and said, "I have no reason to embarrass Qiye because of your request. He always has his own ideas in doing things. I don't think it is appropriate to ask me for such things. Forgive me. I’m afraid I can’t take your time."
Tang Jiao politely refused, and then said: "Actually...many things happen and they happen. You can't say nothing just because people are dead. Moreover, people say that it is easy for people and difficult for themselves. Think about it if you put yourself in it. Thinking, if you changed you, would you still be able to say forgiveness like this?"
If she smiled like nothing, she said seriously: "It doesn't seem to be possible, right?"
Yue Jiawen didn't know if he could, but he was quiet for a long time when he heard Tang Jiao's words.
After a while, he said: "You know who I'm talking about."
This is very positive.
Tang Jiaoruo smiled like nothing, but she didn't say anything.
Yue Jiawen dried the tea, as if he was using wine to relieve his sorrow.
He said: "Gu Tingyun and I are half brothers."
Tang Jiao's hand holding the teacup stiffened, she was not surprised at this.
"Actually my mother is very difficult."
Tang Jiao let out a soft hum from her throat.
She smiled and said, "Who is not hard in this world? Can hardship do such a thing?"
Her voice was cold and cold.
It doesn't matter if others know it or not, Tang Jiao knows, this incident has too much influence on Gu Tingyun.
She still remembered that Gu Tingyun couldn't let go of life and death. At that time, his spirit was not very clear, but he still couldn't calm his mind. There are always a lot of ambiguities in this world, Tang Jiao thought, if one day her mother did the same, she would probably go crazy.
Some injuries can never be recovered.
What others say is useless.
She said seriously: "You are not him, you have no right to ask him what to do. After all... it is not you who are hurt."
Yue Jiawen smiled bitterly and said, "You really know it."
Tang Jiao narrowed his smile, pondered, and said slowly: "No, I don't know. But no matter what, I can see his pain."
Yue Jiawen: "But the matter has passed, my mother is dead. I know he is difficult, but...actually, what's wrong with letting go?"
Tang Jiao chuckles and laughs, and retorted: "If things didn't happen to you, you can naturally say things like this and let go. You are not him. What right do you have to say such easy things like this! Oh! Yes, it is precisely because you are not him. So you can say it easily. People, that's so selfish."
Tang Jiao couldn't help but said, "Doctor Yue, I originally thought you were a very upright person, but now it seems like that. Have you been abandoned when you were a kid? If not, why would you say it's better to let go? Did you touch your conscience when you said it was better to let go?"
Tang Jiao looked at Yue Jiawen coldly, and sneered: "No, you are just talking from your standpoint."
She got up: "Excuse me for not being able to accompany you, so please do it yourself."
Tang Jiao doesn't want to say anything to him anymore if he doesn't talk too much.
Yue Jiawen looked up at Tang Jiao, Tang Jiao's eyes were like a fire, enough to burn people.
He swallowed hard, but he still spoke.
"I also lost my mother."
Tang Jiao was taken aback.
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao seriously, his eyes were reddish: "My mother was snatched away less than a month after I was born. I have never called a mother, I didn't remember her in my heart. I had everything I had when I was a child. My father’s life is my father. My mother will only appear in photos. Gu Tingyun and I are less than a year apart."
Tang Jiao stopped, she thought that Gu Tingyun's mother didn't marry into Huo's family voluntarily.
But... So it was robbed?
It is not surprising.
Yue Jiawen was not looking at Tang Jiao. He lowered his head and said, "In order to save my life, my father did not dare to take my mother back. He took me to Shanghai from Beiping overnight. Later, my mother took Gu Tingyun and Huo family away. It killed my grandfather's family, and it also killed my grandfather's family."
Wiped his face.
Yue Jiawen said: "My grandfather's business failed, and my grandfather killed himself with a glass of poisoned alcohol. After the failure of my grandfather's home, he came to see my mother with a knife, stabbed her, and then committed suicide."
He smiled bitterly and said, "Is Gu Tingyun painful? Yes, he is painful. But who is not? My father and mother Qinse and Ming, never thought of Mrs. Huo Jiadang's past. But they robbed her, my mother. After giving birth, there will be postpartum depression. Being pregnant with Gu Tingyun so quickly will only make her condition worse. She escaped and looked for our father and son in Shanghai. We didn’t even know that she deliberately lost Tingyun.

He was completely defeated, and said: "My mother is crazy because of this. In fact, we don't know if she lost Gu Tingyun during her illness. My mother has been reunited with us for only ten years, but the next four For five years, she thought every day that she could find Ting Yun and be forgiven by him. When she was dying, her only wish was the same."
Tang Jiao said nothing.
"I don't know why I want to sit here and talk to you today, but Tang Jiao, no one is not painful. The world is like this, we are all hard. I know Gu Tingyun can't forgive my mother, but I really beg You, please help me and persuade him. My mother's only wish is to see Gu Tingyun one day and hear him say forgiveness in person. That's it."
He whispered: "There is no revenge, nothing else, nothing. Only Gu Tingyun can forgive her."
The scene was quiet.
Tang Jiao bit her lip for a while, she whispered softly, "Yue Jiawen, I'm not good at what I said just now, sorry."
Tang Jiao is a straightforward person and doesn't twitch.
Yue Jiawen smiled bitterly and shook his head.
But Tang Jiao said again: "But I can't help you persuade Qi Ye. I can't do it. Forgive me for nothing. If I know that this is his greatest pain and I want to force him to face it, then I don't think I can count on him. Friends."
Her voice is very soft, but firm: "I hope he is good, forgive and not forgive... I think let him follow his heart. I apologize for what I said just now, but Yue Jiawen, even if you lose your mother, You still have a father. But what did your mother do? She deliberately brought Gu Tingyun out, and then lost him. She can completely let Gu Tingyun take care of Huo’s parents. For her behavior, it’s me instead of me. I will forgive. No matter what she did next, I will not forgive. What's more... She did nothing. She has suffered a lot, but can she hurt others when she suffers? Anyway, I said Do this. I won’t help with this."
Tang Jiao took a deep breath, "Actually, you have found the wrong person. I am cold and selfish. I will not let you use this to hurt Gu Tingyun."
She smiled lightly and said, "Yue Jiawen, forget it? Actually, you should also leave your own way. Don't look for Gu Tingyun, everyone is well, what's wrong?"
Yue Jiawen looked at Tang Jiao for an instant, half-hounded, serious: "I can't do it either.
He got up and said, "Maybe I came wrong, but Tang Jiao, I can't give up. This is my mother's only last wish, the only one."
The bell rang, the doorbell rang.
Yotsuba hurried in: "Miss, the old lady next door would like you to come over."