Chapter 30: Never let go of you

In fact, as a normal man, how could Li Jingyi fail to respond?
But, let alone whether Tang Nuan was willing or not, he was hurting her now, and Li Jingyi couldn't bear to hurt her again.
Li Jingyi breathed a sigh of relief by being alone, silently enduring, and barely bending the medicine to Tang Nuan.
"Does it still hurt?"
Finally, Li Jingyi asked lightly.
Tang Nuanhua stretched out her legs tentatively, as if it didn't hurt that much, and shook her head, "It's much better."
Li Jingyi nodded slightly, and took the ice bag that had just been set aside.
"This is an ice pack. Take it and apply a cold compress on your face."
Tang Nuanhua took the ice pack and put it on his face. Li Jingyi seemed to breathe a sigh of relief before he went out with the medicine box.
After going out, I didn't come back for a while.
Seeing that he hadn't returned for a long time, Tang Nuan suddenly felt a little depressed, and said to his heart, could it be possible that he even scared Li Jingyi away?
This is not okay, she wants to sleep with him tonight.
...
At this moment, Li Jingyi was in the bathroom of the guest room, just after taking a shower.
Wrapped with a bath towel around his waist, Li Jingyi stepped on slippers and wiped his hair with a dry towel while dragging out.
Drops of water remained around his belly button, and the faint pure black hair was stained with dew, which was extremely sensual.
Then, Li Jingyi sat down on the sofa and sighed with relief.
The reason why I came here is that I don't want to live in the same room with Tang Nuan painting.
Li Jingyi knew that in that respect, his self-control has always been very proud. No matter what kind of coquettish woman is in front of him, he can remain unmoved.
But just now, in the bathroom, in the room, seeing Tang Nuan painting in front of him, not hanging at all, he couldn't hold it anymore.
However, considering that Tang Nuan's painting had just been frightened and his body was covered with wounds, Li Jingyi reluctantly let him hold it back.
At this time, Li Jingyi stood up and swept the guest room lazily.
He remembered that he had put half a bottle of red wine here, and he looked around at this moment, but he didn't see it anymore.
It was probably put away by the servants, he thought.
When he was about to give up, Li Jingyi's gaze fell inadvertently on the corner of the wall, but found some suitcases stacked there.
How come these suitcases are stored here without no one to clean them?
However, Li Jingyi didn't care too much, so he could just let the servant clean up tomorrow.
Therefore, Li Jingyi stepped over the luggage, ready to go to the storage room to find some red wine.
However, Yu Guang was inadvertently attracted by the desk next to him.
And on that desk, there is a pure black notebook.
From the looks of it, this notebook is still very new, it should not have been more than a month after it was bought, and it has not been opened many times.
Li Jingyi frowned slightly and took the notebook.
Subconsciously flipped it casually. Originally, Li Jingyi was just curious and flipped it casually.
As a result, his face was inexplicably dark, and he turned his notebook's fingers and slowed down.
I saw a fancy signature written on the first page of the notebook, but I could barely tell that the signature was painted by Tang Nuan.
Turning to the first page, Li Jingyi found that the date of the note was written just a few days after the engagement.
When I opened the inside again, I saw a few love poems written by Cangyang Gyatso.
The first one was written on the first day after the engagement:
"You have been living in a secluded place in my wounds. I have let go of the world, but have never let go of you. The mountains and rivers in my life are for you to say goodbye."
Seeing this, Li Jingyi's expression froze, and a chill in his heart.
Who is the "you" in the poem? Farewell, who did you say goodbye to?
When I opened it again, I saw the second article, as if it were a continuation of the previous article:
"Thousands of mountains and rivers in your life, let you say goodbye one by one, the flowers of the burial are opened and closed, and the fruit of the Bodhi played the empty mountain. Tell me, how many deaths are implied by those footprints you hide under the fallen leaves? I am at large. I misunderstood each other on both banks of the Lhasa River, and then ran towards each other with a single sound."
Li Jingyi's expression deepened, and his brows were already unknowingly twisted together.
Turn it back again and it's the third chapter.
This third piece is not a love poem, but only a simple sentence.
"In this life, I will never let you go."
Seeing this, Li Jingyi's face suddenly became extremely ugly.
With a "pop", he closed the notebook hard and threw it back on the desktop. Li Jingyi's face was full of coldness and mockery.
Li Jingyi thought to himself, he was still too naive.
He thought that Tang Nuan had done so many things for himself over the past few days, which really changed.
He thought that she could accept herself and her identity as his wife.
But the love poem on this diary slapped him in the face, mercilessly, overthrowing so much self-righteousness.
In this world, who can make Tang Nuan paint still affectionate after being engaged, but the old love is hard to come by, who keeps saying that he will never let go, besides Gu Yihan, who else?
At that moment, Li Jingyi's heart, like a heavy shot, fell into the deep ocean, and then sank silently.
He smiled suddenly, and said to his heart, why bother?
She, why act too real! And he, why get too deep into the play!
At this moment, there was a little movement from the door of the guest room, and Li Jingyi recovered, and subconsciously moved away from the desk.
At this time, Tang Nuan painting opened the door and came in, and found that Li Jingyi was here. He felt strange and couldn't help asking, "Jing Yi, why did you come here? I was saying I couldn't find you."
Li Jingyi saw her, but his expression was very cold, "What are you doing?"
Tang Nuanhua was really taken aback when he heard this tone, only to realize that Li Jingyi's face was ugly.
Can't help thinking, what's wrong with him? Wasn't it okay just now? Why is there a black face right now, is it possible to be stimulated?
Thinking of this, Tang Nuan's painting was a little scared, so she said timidly, "Jing Yi, I...I want to sleep with you at night, can you go back to the room and accompany me?"
However, when Li Jingyi heard this, the corners of his mouth were sneered.
"Tang Nuan painting, in fact you don't have to embarrass yourself so much."
Tang Nuan's painting was a little confused, and he asked Li Jingyi what's wrong? Said this suddenly.
I had to ask in confusion, "Jing Yi, I'm not embarrassed, why do you say that?"
After hearing this, Li Jingyi turned around and saw that she was still persevering, and couldn't help but feel angry.
He obviously doesn't have him in his heart, so why do you still pretend to be this innocent?
Why act? Let him be deceived willingly again and again!
Suddenly, Li Jingyi's face was cold, and he strode towards her.