: Finale (Part 4)

As for his eyesight, Xiao Chonghua had long expected nothing.
Since he was blind, he had to learn everything from the beginning, read and ride horses, and live daily life. He groped for study, and until now, he can still take care of himself.
Two letters from He Lantu have been received.
The letter said that Ouyang Nuan recovered well and had no problems, except that she did not want to return to Kyoto.
Xiao Zhonghua smiled bitterly. She didn't want to see him again. As long as she knows she's living well, that's enough. Xiao Chonghua comforted himself. It's just invisible, it's just loneliness, it's just that there is another person in my heart who cares about every night and night. These are much better than knowing that she died suddenly.
"Brother, would you take a break?" Mu Hongxue's looks were even better than before, raising her hands and feet gently and charmingly, more charming and beautiful, and the crowd watching the crowd made a sound of astonishment.
Xiao Chonghua's eyes were ignorant of where he looked, and when he heard the words, he laughed a little, without stopping. "No, I'm used to it. If you're tired, take a break."
Mu Hongxue sighed.
After three years of conditioning, Xiao Chonghua can also clearly see the shadow of a person, so as long as he rides slowly, it is not a big deal for him.
Ouyang Nuan looked at Mu Hongxue beside Xiao Chonghua from afar, shook his head slightly, and turned to tell Hongyu: "Let's go."
Ruby wiped the tears that came out when she did not know, and nodded firmly, "Yes."
"Mother! Look! The malaysian, white and snowy, how beautiful!" The three-year-old boy almost jumped up, his face flushed with excitement, and his bright black eyes flashed with a moving luster, A little hand held Ouyang Nuan's finger, scratched, greasy, sweaty.
Ouyang Nuan was a little lost, as if he didn't hear it, his face looked a little colder, and he seemed to be remembering something. After a while, his face suddenly had more ridicule.
There are more and more people watching.
There was almost no water flow on the wide road. Ordinary people have never seen such a battle, and they rioted, pushed and pushed, and everyone tensed their necks to watch.
Ouyang Nuan had protected the children very well, and she was in a state of absurdity. In addition, the red jade calamus was also there, and nothing would have happened. Who knew that the crowd suddenly started to be noisy and cluttered, and some people were faintly screaming that there was a big beauty there, and the crowd behind them really started to commotion. You pushed me and gave up, and Ouyang Nuan felt something faint. No, he looked down and followed his son, but disappeared.
"Nianer!" Ouyang was anxious, wondering what to do, "Nianer! Where are you !?"
You crowded me in the crowd, scrambling to watch this rare sight, and lost a little child. To them, they didn't notice it.
"Nianer! Where are you !?" Ouyang Nuan had never been in such a hurry, only to feel the panic and panic she had never experienced before, and quickly defeated her. Ruby and Acorus quickly greeted the guards to look for it, but there were too many people, and after a short time, the child disappeared.
"Ooooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh at the center of the road, a child fell to the ground, it seemed to be pushed out by the crowd, and it hurt, but he couldn't find his adult, so scared, covering his eyes Howl wept.
Xiao Zhonghua heard something wrong, quickly grabbed the reins and jumped off the horse.
Someone immediately helped up from the side.
"Regent……"
"What's going on?" Xiao Chonghua asked.
"It's nothing, it's a child pushed out of the crowd, don't worry, I'll let him leave without delaying the trip."
Xiao Chonghua gave a faint hum, and said slightly, "Help me."
"Yes." The attendant carefully helped Xiao Chonghua pass by, and Mu Hongxue saw something wrong from afar. She was slightly confused and came over on horseback.
"Woohoo ... mum, mum, where are you ..." Nian'er was terrified and kept crying.
"Why are you here alone?"
Nian'er suddenly stopped crying, looked up slightly, a handsome and pale face, smiling at himself.
It was the uncle who had just rode on the big horse, and Nian Er looked at him strangely.
Xiao Chonghua didn't know why, but an unusually familiar feeling surged in his heart, but couldn't tell what was going on. He just gently asked, "Did you hurt?"
Nian Er stared at his face, and for a moment forgot to cry.
Xiao Zhonghua smiled again, slightly bowed his head, and touched his head: "Don't cry, I'll let you find your father and mother later."
"Huh!" Nian Er nodded his head vigorously, heading to the side, seeing Ouyang Nuan standing not far from himself, quickly jumping for joy, and flung into her arms: "Mother!"
Ouyang Nuan remained motionless, silently watching the man standing in front of him, his face was calm, a little embarrassed, and he didn't speak.
Mu Hongxue was stunned and looked at the scene stunned, Ouyang warmly nodded to her, and then pulled the child away.
Xiao Chonghua could not look at him, he could only dimly see the large and small outlines, but his eyes were still blank.
The other side was silent, he was just a little strange, and while weird, somewhere in my heart, somehow, suddenly a little pain.
"Mother, why don't you speak?" The child asked naively.
Ouyang warm smiled and said, "Let's go back."
It was a very light and light voice. Obviously she didn't want him to discover his existence. However, Xiao Chonghua still heard this voice. He only felt his heart tightening, and then he felt uncomfortable.
The voice ... is clearly ... Xiao Chonghua's heartache is almost impossible to breathe.
Xiao Zhonghua couldn't agree: "Warm son! Isn't it you?" He couldn't help taking a step forward.
Ouyang Nuan has turned away with a thought.
Xiao Chonghua walked over quickly, but suddenly fell, his heart was aching, his mouth was sweet, and a sigh of blood burst out of blood.
The others were frightened, Mu Hongxue shouted Ouyang Nuan's name, but Ouyang Nuan hardened his heart and did not look back.
"Mother ..." Nian'er saw Ouyang's warm and indifferent face, knowing that mother was angry, but why was mother angry? Is he running blind?
"Nuaner!" Xiao Chonghua couldn't breathe, his mouth was sweet, and his steps were messy, but he was still struggling to catch up, but his eyesight was blind, and a lot of things had been knocked over in Cangcang. It's a wolf howling. There are more and more people, and he can no longer tell where the two vague figures are, just a mess in front of him ...
Ouyang Nuan didn't know why, listening to such a voice, his heart even shook irresistibly. Three years, this time is not long or short, there has been resentment, that resentment is overwhelming, but today, see you again, more, but I do n’t know how to face it, Ouyang Nuan hugged the child and speeded up pace.
Nian Er didn't know why at all, but just looked at it all ignorantly.
Too many people, Xiao Chonghua still failed to catch up.
Originally, he wanted to go back immediately, but Xiao Nian was very disappointed. Ouyang Nuan thought, now that he has been a stranger, why worry about getting into it and simply let him continue playing. Nian Er was still a child, and soon forgot his discomfort, and for a while he didn't know which crowd he went to see the fun. Ouyang Nuan shook his head with a smile and slowly followed him. After coming out for a long time, looking at his cheerful back and forth running away, I felt a little lacking, and my heart was a little upset. As soon as he wanted to speak to tell him to go home, Ruby and Acorus suddenly looked forward alertly. Ouyang Nuan looked at them nervously with a sneer and raised his eyes in doubt-a slender figure stood in front of them.
The sun shone lightly and shone on the comer's bright and smooth face, which was slightly pale, but there was a strange flush on his cheek. For a moment, he didn't move at all.
Until the man took a step forward, Chang Pu suddenly jumped up and said sharply, "You ... what are you doing?"
Little need to argue, Xiao Chonghua could detect in which direction Ouyang Nuan was. He forcibly suppressed the rolling blood on his chest, but his tone was very peaceful: "I just want to see you."
Changpu rushed out of his mouth and said, "Is it to see if our lady is dead?"
Xiao Chonghua seemed shocked, then sighed softly, silent. Ouyang warmly said: "Yipu, you must not be rude!" Aipu said wrongly: "Miss! How hard did you escape from death!" In Aipu's simple mind, Xiao Chonghua always felt that she had betrayed her faith, even though Hongyu explained it to her A hundred times, she couldn't understand.
Ouyang Nuan smiled indifferently: "Since it is here, go to Hanshe and sit down." Then, holding the child's hand, she turned around.
At this time, Mu Hongxue had already caught up, and when she saw this situation, she wanted to explain something, but she just said, "Sister Nuaner, this time the regent gave me back to Gaochang, and I will marry Jiu Ge soon. . "
Ouyang Nuan was surprised for a while, but didn't show it. I do n’t know when Mu Hongxue ’s admirer becomes Mu Xuanyuan? Or is it another political marriage? Mu Hongxue subconsciously wanted to take a step closer, but Chang Pu looked at her with a sullen expression.
Along the way, Xiao Chonghua no longer insisted on not letting people help him, and Jin Liang escorted him to other hospitals.
Went to the door of the house, Fang Yan was waiting at the door. Seeing so many people coming back, he raised his eyebrows and didn't speak, just glanced at Ouyang Nuan with some worry.
"A guest is here, go and prepare some wine and dishes." Ouyang asked softly, and then said to Xiao Chonghua and Mu Hongxue, "Everything is free, and you can tell Fang Ye what you need."
Xiao Chonghua was only silent for a while, and smiled: "I'm disturbing for a few days."
Ouyang Nuan sighed secretly, nodded, and turned to take the child away.
Chang Pu said muffled as he walked, "Miss, what's so great about the regent, this is our place, let them go!"
Ouyang Nuan looked at the fading sky, and said faintly, "Why don't you take my heart for someone I don't care about. He can't stay long."
"But, miss--"
Ouyang Nuan laughed abruptly: "Why is it getting more and more sloppy, be careful not to marry in the future."
"Huh," Chang Pu said unhappy: "Slave just hates that princess in the demon."
Ouyang Nuan smiled and shook her head. In the past three years, she thought a lot and slowly realized the strangeness of the matter. Although others didn't tell her anything, she still guessed a little. Xiao Chonghua must be for the country. Only then can you give up on yourself, or in other words, this is a disguised protection, but for Ouyang Nuan, this protection is a kind of inscrutable harm. What kind of pain does the abandoned person, the person left in place, can he realize? Now she wanted to rebuild her old days, but she no longer had the strength. ,
She—I really feel too tired. Such a life, take good care of you, and live your life well, very good, very good.
The candlelight swayed, and the night was getting dark. Hongyu hugged Nianer to rest. Ouyang Nuan sat at the table alone and dreamed. I wonder what Xiao Chonghua came for. Is it really to tell her Mu Hongxue has nothing to do with him? A long sigh ... shaking his head with a bitter smile, I really thought about it, maybe just passing by. He got up and blew out the candle, and lay on the bed, but couldn't sleep. It seemed that it was raining lightly outside, listening to the sound of ticking, and strayed until it was about to dawn.
He was faintly hearing someone talking outside the door, his eyes opened, and the sky was already bright. The rain outside the house was still like last night, and Li Li didn't stop. Some people deliberately lowered his voice while talking. Ouyang Nuan also heard in the room. Unclear, she called out the door: "Ruby ..."
"Yes, miss." Ruby replied respectfully, pushed the door open and walked in to serve her to get up.
She cooperated with the dressing, and casually asked, "Who is outside?"
Ruby dressed her up, looked at her face, and said carefully: "The Regent had brought the medicine for replenishment in the morning, and said that it was prescribed by the best Physician in Kyoto, which is very good for Deficiency, see Miss Waiting outside the door without waking up, I was put on by Pupu, as if there was a dispute-he stood for a long time, his clothes seemed to have been wet by the rain ... "Hongyu said.
Ouyang Nuan sighed, "Let him in."
"Yes." Hongyu couldn't help smiling, Ouyang Nuan shook her head involuntarily. The two girls each had their own ideas, one desperately trying to stop and the other desperately trying to match.
After a while, it was Nianer bouncing in, holding rose cakes in his hands, Ouyang Nuan glanced, and said, "I haven't had breakfast, who will give you the cakes?"
Nian'er glanced at her with a grin and said vaguely: "Uncle gave it."
uncle? Ouyang Nuan shook her head. This child is really, usually seeing people not so intimate, he called his uncle in a blink of an eye.
Iris looked uneasy, turned his eyes, and smiled at Ouyang Nuan warmly: "Miss, let's go out today."
Ouyang Nuan looked at her, shook her head with a smile, and Changpu broke her face. After all, she was dragged out by Ruby, and was dragged out by the way, and there was the idea of ​​sitting in the pastry.
There was a polite knock outside the door, and Ouyang Nuan sighed secretly. What should be avoided was "Come in."
Xiao Chonghua's slender figure came over, Ouyang Nuan pointed a chair across from him: "Please sit down."
Xiao Zhonghua tentatively touched the wall, then sat down without a word.
Ouyang Nuan saw that his face was pale and his hair was still a little wet. It should have been rained. He sighed gently, took the cup on the table, poured a cup of hot tea and put it in front of him: "Are you okay?"
He didn't move, just looked at her like this, his face looked strange, as if sad: "Warm son, do you hate me ..."
Ouyang Nuan shook her head gently, took the cup and took a sip of tea. Her fingers slowly circled around the edge of the cup, and she slowly said, "No, I don't hate anyone, and I don't blame anyone."
Xiao Chonghua was shocked when he heard it, his face was paler, and his lips were a little bit sloppy, but he couldn't say a word.
Ouyang Nuan saw his long, white fingers holding the table tightly and tightly. The blue tendons on the back of his hands were exposed, his head was down, he could not see the expression on his face, and he saw the thick black lashes trembling, A pair of eyes narrowed almost empty, seemingly fragile.
Ouyang warmly looked at him helplessly, without speaking.
"Can you ... forgive me?" Xiao Zhonghua trembled with an imperceptible excitement.
Ouyang Nuan frowned slightly, only feeling inexhaustible fatigue, "There is nothing to forgive."
"Can you ... go back with me."
Ouyang Nuan sighed in her heart, faintly opened the topic and said, "Zhonghua, beautiful flowers bloom once, they will fade."
Xiao Zhonghua heard a big shock, and the blood on his face faded into paleness. He closed his deep eyelashes tightly, and the cold wind outside the house blew in, bringing the original cold room out of desolation.
After a while, his voice sounded slowly again, but the original clear voice had a kind of exhaustion and weakness: "You have taken good care of Nian Er over the years."
Ouyang warmly looked out the window, his face was still expressionless, there was a little bit of wonder and a little bitterness in his heart, but there was no attachment and heartbeat, and what seemed to follow was only endless fatigue. She licked her dry lips and said lightly, "He is my son. This is natural."
"I know ... I just want to--"
He wanted to explain, Ouyang Nuan understood, but she was too tired. After life and death, she had almost forgotten everything, so why remember it again?
"Xiao Chonghua-Actually, it is no longer important to explain or not. I no longer hate you, but my fate with you has already ended. You do n’t have to force it anymore. I believe that you will be better than me People appear. "
Xiao Zhonghua didn't answer. Ouyang warmly turned to the beginning and couldn't bear to look at his painful expression.
For a long time the two of them were sitting like this, relatively speechless, until the hot tea on the table gradually became cold. He sighed halfway, "As long as you live well, I won't force you." Then he got up and walked out slowly.
By noon, the rain was getting lighter, and a layer of water vapor permeated the air, making it misty. I don't know where Ruby went to Pubula, Ouyang Nuan walked alone in the courtyard. It was overcast, and the air was cold and wet, as if even the bones were cold and cold, making people extremely uncomfortable. Ouyang Nuan gently patted the water vapor sticking to his body and walked towards the medicine pool in the backyard. Behind the courtyard is an independent medicine pool, which is a hot spring that attracts the mountains. Made of jade, it is exquisitely cute and very precious. Ouyang Nuan spread her long hair and immersed her body in the warm hot spring. The pores of her body were completely relaxed and she began to breathe comfortably.
Soaking in the warm water, letting the warm water waves gently stroke her body, feeling warm and lazy all over, the thoughts began to go away, and her mind was blank.
After taking a bath, I felt much more comfortable. Ouyang Nuan slowly walked back, but did not expect Mu Hongxue already waiting for herself at the door.
Seeing Ouyang warm up, Mu Hongxue said softly: "Regent, his eyes are invisible."
Ouyang Nuan didn't say a word. She had already seen it, but she felt that all of this should be over. Why should I ask? Since we have our own lives ...
"He was blind for you, do you know?" Mu Hongxue couldn't help crying, but she held back her tears. "At first I thought why did you marry this man, cold and ruthless? No, but then I think you are right, because he is a very good man, willing to endure grievances for your safety, willing to bear all the wrongs, but when she comes back, you are poisoned, life is alive, he In order for you to live, knowing that everything is a trap for Xiao Tianzhang, he still took you to Nanzhao and let the witch doctor save you, but he drank the gold carving blood himself, and endured the pain of biting the heart, Even his eyesight is blind. For the past three years, he has been sick in bed every so often because he ca n’t get up. Pain, you know, he did it all for you, why do n’t you forgive him? What if he did something wrong, it's all for you, for you! "
After listening to Ouyang Nuan, she felt like a gust of wind was blowing across her ears, causing waves of ripples, but what could she say? She saw and heard the truth, but she might as well not know the truth. Injuries to each other are too severe, can they be warmed together? She has lost the ability to love her, and even if she stays with him, she has no confidence to take care of him. What he needed was no longer his wife who didn't want to face everything, but a woman who could stand alone. She is really struggling.
Mu Hongxue left in disappointment. She didn't wait for Ouyang Nuan to answer because Ouyang Nuan couldn't answer her. She returned to her yard, but saw Xiao Chonghua playing with Nian Er, and Nian Er clung to his body, looking very close.
Somehow, seeing this scene, her heart was slightly sour and bitter. But she didn't want to say more at this moment.
Xiao Chonghua couldn't see her, but Nian Er opened her eyes wide and wondered, "Mother!"
Ouyang Nuan stood on his back and never looked back. When I heard that, I couldn't help but twitched slightly, then lowered my eyes and squeezed the corners of my lips tightly, forcing a bitter taste.
"Nuaner." Xiao Chonghua sighed, carefully fumbled over, walked to a place not far from him, stopped slowly, hesitated not to step forward.
After a long time, Ouyang Nuan finally murmured.
"I……"
"It goes without saying, I'm doing well, you can go back." Ouyang Nuan's voice was very flat, as quiet as water, as if seeing through everything, the faint waves were not alarmed.
Xiao Zhonghua's heart was tight: "Warm children ..."
Ouyang Nuan laughed softly, silent for a while, and said, "Nianer, leave."
Nian'er looked at Xiao Chonghua and Ouyang Nuan, and said, "But my uncle can't see him. How can I leave him here?"
Xiao Chonghua was comforting. Looking at Nian'er being so sensible, Nuan Er had taught him well, obediently and subdued, and it hurts people.
"Gone." Ouyang Nuan said without hesitation.
After all, Nianer didn't dare to disobey his mother, and finally glanced at Xiao Chonghua, said uncle goodbye, and stumbled back. Ouyang Nuan pulled on his little hand and froze tightly again, silent for a while, and left without looking back.
Xiao Chonghua smiled, but did not have the strength to chase again. The physical discomfort gradually expanded, and the sound of the toxin spread almost broke through the blood vessels. The auricles were transmitted very clearly. The body was tense for a long time, and there was some slight trembling. After all, can't you keep her ... The vague figure is getting smaller and smaller, and gradually he can no longer see it. He clenches his teeth, and suddenly he makes a sound, forbears a moment, finally, his knees are soft, and he kneels directly on Ground.
There was a rush of footsteps. When I saw Xiao Chonghua, I was surprised, and stopped quickly to support him: "Big Brother ... Big Brother ..." Mu Hongxue is already his righteous sister. This is Xiao Chonghua's return to her for her constant help Thank you, with this thank you, she can make her ascend to the throne of Empress Gao Chang.
But the poison of heart-running spreads unbelievably quickly. Xiao Chonghua glanced at her vaguely, knowing that it was Mu Hongxue, but she could hardly speak, but after a while she felt pain and her face became red. Cold sweat almost wet his robe.
"Come on!" Mu Hongxue screamed.
Hearing the sound, Nian Er couldn't help turning back, but was startled and shouted to Ouyang Nuan: "Mother, uncle seems to be sick!"
Ouyang Nuannuan's chest tightened, and she turned back suddenly, her face slightly changed.
Xiao Zhonghua murmured lowly, and suddenly his chest tightened, causing pain in his whole body.
Mu Hongxue suddenly encountered this situation. For a moment, she didn't know what to do. She only shouted loudly.
Xiao Chonghua was so painful that he couldn't control himself. He had already suppressed it just now. Who knew that once the poisonous blood was attacked, it would be so powerful, but for a moment, it was like a torn heart and almost lost his mind. "Nuaner ..." he murmured, looking at the man's disappearing direction, sweating heavily and dripping along the tip of his hair.
Mu Hongxue almost cried. She didn't know what to say or how to comfort him, but she saw Ouyang Nuan standing opposite, but Xiao Chonghua couldn't see it. She couldn't help but deliberately said: "Since it's so painful, why bother you? Save her? Is she blind, is this a good life? Do you have to toss yourself to death ... "
Xiao Chonghua held his body, and occasionally groaned in his mouth. It was boring, only the continuous black blood spilled along the corner of his mouth, which stained his shirt.
Xiao Chonghua was already delirious. He murmured a person's name in his mouth. Even if Cuanxin was suffering, his heart was already distorted, but under his eyes, he could only hold the figure of the next person.
Ouyang no longer hesitated, came quickly and said, "No matter what, the priority is to find a doctor first."
Nianer pulled her hem, as if a little scared, flushed and afraid to speak.
Ouyang Nuan looked at Xiao Chonghua. He was in pain that he couldn't speak, and his mind seemed to be unclear. Only the sweat of the bean was soaked in his shirt.
"Doctor is coming right away." Ouyang Nuan's tone suddenly became blank, and there was some faint pain. Through her slightly trembling voice, it was extremely clear and echoed in the cold air.
"The toxins in the Regent's body have accumulated for too long, the meridians are chaotic, and the blood and blood are both lost. Fortunately, they have been restrained with drugs that suppress toxicity.
"Okay." Ouyang Nuan interrupted him and opened the door to see the mountain road: "Can you save him?"
The doctor looked at Ouyang Nuan's face and shook his head: "There is no cure for the root cause, but he can only reduce the pain of each episode as much as possible."
Xiao Chonghua was unconscious, and all the black blood on his shirt was coughing, but his body was aching and spasmodic. He was still suffering in his dreams, his eyebrows were wrinkled and his voice murmured.
Ouyang Nuan sat in front of the bed and looked down at Xiao Chonghua, not talking or making a noise.
"Nuaner ..." After a while, Xiao Chonghua suddenly opened his eyes, no longer struggling, looked at her direction, and murmured vaguely.
Ouyang Nuan trembled slightly and raised his eyes to look at him.
"Nuaner ... Nuaner ..." Xiao Chonghua gasped, as if he was tired, as if he had recovered some consciousness, and stopped moving for a long time.
Ouyang Nuan watched him carefully, and saw that his eyes were closed tightly, his breath was heavy and heavy, and his body was sweating, and he had no reason, so he let his voice down: "Zhonghua, are you awake?"
Xiao Chonghua's eyelashes trembled, but she didn't open her eyes, but she repeatedly called her name in her mouth, like a nightmare, and memorized it.