Vol 3 Chapter 93: Self-esteem

Zong Haohao is a person with extreme self-esteem, which is tantamount to a person with extreme inferiority complex. Such a person is easy not to love, and once loved, he is very easy to be extreme, especially when the woman happens to poke the scar that he cares most about.
Si Huang didn't know if the girl who was brought and destroyed by Zong Haohao in the previous life was the one in front of him, but whether it was or not, the time has advanced, and things have happened before him.
I thought that in this life, without the cold violence on the campus, having a job that I love, and walking down the road along the way, can make Zong Haohao change, but in the end, nothing has changed, just like Su Yueban. Again, everything is just a turn, still pointing to the result.
Zong Haohao's accusation and eyes made Si Huang feel disappointed and irritated, and the expression on his face became more silent, "Do you love her?"
"What?" Zong Haohao heard clearly, but didn't know how to answer this question.
Si Huang has already got the answer from his hesitation, "If you love her, you didn't bring her here after getting hurt. You didn't try to pursue her hard, and impress her with things other than looks. So what you love is only her dedication to you and her passion. After all, the person you love the most is yourself."
Zong Haohao wanted to refute, but he couldn't utter a complete word. Si Huang didn't deliberately rush to talk. He still said in a calm to indifferent tone: "You hate her for despising you, so have you been honest with her at first? You feel that you are hurt, and you have also thought about whether she was hurt at the moment when she knew the truth. You can make excuses for losing control of your emotions, but you cannot allow others to do so, so you love yourself most. You are the one who detests yourself."
"Now at this point, the person who forced you to commit suicide has never been someone else, but you are just yourself." Si Huang said, sneered in vain, "You have done the wrong thing yourself, but so many people are responsible for you. To make others feel guilty, how selfish is this?"
Zong Haohao's face was pale, he didn't dare to look at Si Huang's eyes, and he roared in his heart to refute: Don't be suppressed by this person anymore. Isn't he going to be crushed by him even to death? How can Si Huang, who has what he wants most, understand his pain? How could Si Huang know how much contempt and disgust he has received since childhood!
It’s just that his body is trembling fiercely, but Zong Haohao can’t say a word. He just thinks how bright Si Huang’s figure is at this moment, and it sets off how dirty he is, so he doesn’t hide in the dark and don’t be caught. So many eyes are watching.
However, people who live in the dark for a long time will yearn for light even more! Is it wrong for him to want to stand in the sun? Is it wrong? !
Si Huang was always looking at Zong Haohao, and naturally noticed the change in his eyes and expression.
Even if he couldn't fully guess his thoughts, he could detect some.
Because she herself understands what it feels like to be in the dark and despair.
It is precisely because of the knowledge and experience that Si Huang understands that there is nothing wrong with longing for and pursuing the light, but you cannot pin your hopes on others. You must chase and protect yourself, and you must have an absolutely strong heart. He and the body, but endure the light and heat brought by the light, don't burn yourself instead of being unable to bear it.
At this time, Zong Haohao was burned, and he either retracted into the dark or moved forward bravely.
He avoided Si Huang's eyes, but when he lowered his head, he saw a pair of beautiful black eyes.
I don't know when, the girl who was by him has woken up, and I don't know if she has been watching him since then.
Zong Haohao's body shook suddenly. He stared at the girl's face. After a while, he asked the girl in a low voice, almost praying for salvation: "Xiao Yu'er, do you like me?"
The girl looked at him quietly for two or three seconds, then shook her head.
Zong Haohao's expression was suddenly distorted, as if he wanted to laugh and cry, it was too distorted.
Su Yue half wanted to say something, but Yuan Liang stopped her.
"Didn't you say that fish can't live without water, and you can't live without the deep sea? You clearly said that even if you die, you are willing to die with me! You clearly said that the world likes the most and the only person who likes is me!" Even if Haohao's voice was hoarse, he couldn't hide his natural leisurely and bright. Just hearing this voice reminded people of a grief and noble son, and made people feel sympathy and sympathy from the bottom of their hearts.
The girl pursed her lips and opened her mouth, and she said a trembling and decisive voice, "I like the deep sea. He is a gentle, confident, and a little shy man! He can sing especially and will tolerate my waywardness. He won't lie! If he can't tell or don't want to tell, he would rather not tell or lie! I like him, I like him so much, too much!"
"You are not the deep sea...oooo-!" The girl shouted hoarse, crying more miserably than Zong Haohao, "You are not the deep sea, why are you lying to me! Deep sea will not lie to me! Not as ugly as you , Won’t do this kind of thing, it’s all fake...Go to die! Why not die! Do you think I’m afraid? If you have the ability, go to die! Push me down!?"
Zong Haohao shook his body, frightening Su Yueban and the others.
His attention fell on the girl, "I am the deep sea... listen to my voice, I am!"
The girl shook her head, "No, you are not as inferior and selfish as you in the deep sea."
This description made Zong Haohao's face changed drastically. All his emotions were driven to the top by these two words, and he looked resentfully at Si Huang who gave him such an evaluation.
At this sight, his eyes widened, and he realized that Si Huang didn't know when he had already walked in front of him from three meters away.
Zong Haohao was so frightened that he took a step back, and then stomped on air, losing his balance.
Amidst the screams, Zong Haohao fell to the void, his eyes widened, and he reached out to grab his light, and did not let go until he died.
One hand grabbed his wrist and fixed Zong Haohao in midair.
Zong Haohao had only one foot still on the ground, his body was completely tilted, and his body was fixed with this hand.
This posture made him very weak, and his life was not under his control.
He looked up and saw Si Huang's face, and he smirked with a sarcasm, as if to mock Si Huang for saving him.
Si Huang has shrunk: "Do you still want to die? Do you feel the taste of death? Will you be afraid?"
Zong Haohao opened his mouth and found that his throat was so dry that he couldn't speak. It was caused by a momentary shock.
He lowered his eyes, but didn't want to show his timidity in front of Si Huang, "Let go."
Si Huang looked deep, as if he hadn't heard what he said, "You want to decide her life, then I will decide your life now."
Zong Haohao thought that Si Huang wanted to pull himself back, raised his eyes and glared at her angrily, and tried to withdraw his hand hard. Why can't he even decide his own life! ?
Then he saw Si Huang's eyes without unnecessary emotions, and the strength that bound his wrists suddenly loosened. Because of his forceful pulling of his hands, his body was even more inclined.
For a moment, Zong Haohao's mind went blank and only confused, why did Si Huang let go? How could he let go?
Then came the feeling of body falling, no longer able to catch anything, the powerless fear that life is really about to die.
"Ah..." Zong Haohao wanted to shout, only the phantom on the roof was left in the visible line.
Death, real! Close again!
Life, only the last few seconds left!
Do not……!
Suddenly, his waist tightened, something confined him, and the tremendous strength almost shut him down.
The last sight saw a cold and handsome face, and the other's eyes became colder and oppressive.
Zong Haohao's brain went white, his eyes became dark and he passed out into a coma.
On the top of the building, Si Huang was surrounded by police, and Su Yueban and Yuan Liang also ran over.
Su Yueban's expression was still in shock, staring at Si Huang incredulously, unable to say a word.
Yuan Liang also looked at her, and then poked his head over the railing, just to see Zong Haohao being carried into the balcony by one hand.
Yu Yu believes that Si Huang will not commit murder. If Si Huang wants Zong Haohao to die, he doesn't need to do it himself, is it okay to be accused of murder.
His courage has grown a lot after experiencing too many things around Si Huang.
When the police came to arrest Si Huang, Yu Yu said directly: "Zong Haohao is fine, you will know when you go down and take a look. We won't run away, we can go by ourselves, so let's forget the handcuffs."
The police had heard about Si Huang's fame and background in the capital, and after considering it for a while, he agreed.
The girl named Xiao Yu'er was also rescued and followed them without saying a word.
When they went downstairs, Qin Fan had brought Zong Haohao, who had passed out, to the police.
Although Zong Haohao did not succeed in suicide and murder, his behavior constituted an offence and he needed to be taken to the police station.
Of course, if Si Huang wanted to protect him, it wouldn't be impossible.
It's just that Si Huang is not in the mood to do this.
The police downstairs also began to retreat, and Si Huang and others took the elevator directly to the parking lot.
As soon as the elevator door opened, a group of reporters had been waiting here.
When the reporters saw Si Huang and the others, their eyes flashed green, and they gave themselves a compliment in their hearts: How awesome is this waiting for the rabbit! ?
Regardless of the mood of Si Huang and the others, the camera and camera are used together, and the problem will be raised one by one.
"Hey! You...Uh!" Su Yueban was the first to lose her breath, hissing was about to curse, and Si Huang was startled by the look in his eyes halfway through her words.
Si Huang retracted his gaze, calmly faced the camera to answer questions, his tone was neither humble nor overbearing, easily calming the scene.
"I just returned to China today, and I have been shooting new films abroad before. The name of the new work is "Mystery Country". The reason for my going abroad on the Internet is all fictitious."
"For what happened today, Fenghuang Entertainment will give all fans an explanation. In addition, there is no accident between Deep Sea and its female fans. Don't worry."
"I sincerely hope that everyone can look at the problem rationally, and give more tolerance and understanding on the basis of morality. Don't blindly criticize, thank you." Si Huang looked at the camera, bent down deeply, and stood up when he raised his head again. Zixiu leaned forward, "I have already answered your questions, so trouble to give way."
She was expressionless and could not be said to be cold, but the expression in her eyes made the reporters feel an unspeakable deterrent, and one by one gave way.
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First today! (After eating the table yesterday, I felt very sleepy when I went home. I thought about lying down for half an hour and then getting up for a second shift. The alarm clock was accidentally adjusted to the morning. After I woke up, I found that the time was not enough! Sorry! I will make up for it today. !)