Chapter 15:

Zhang Man was standing behind him, very close to him, but he heard him call another girl in such a gentle voice.
The sour feeling is so uncomfortable.
She kept trying to convince herself that maybe that girl was just a relative of Li Wei, or some familiar friend, even though she had never heard him mention it.
She waited patiently for him to hang up, smiled barely, suppressing the sourness in her heart that was about to explode, and asked him inadvertently: "Li Wei, were you calling just now? Hmm...you have other friends? , Janet...who is it?"
When I asked, I didn't dare to look at him. He lowered his head, rubbed the toe of his shoe unconsciously against the ground, so nervous that his palms were sweating.
The boy's answer did not hesitate: "Janet is my mother. I was just calling her."
When Zhang Man heard this answer, his sour heart relaxed. It turned out that it was his mother.
The corners of her mouth curled up sweetly, smiled at him and nodded, her eyebrows crooked.
Just say, how could he be so gentle to another girl? She must be special to him.
But Zhang Man didn't pay attention at that time. After hearing the boy's answer, Chen Feier, who was standing by, instantly changed his face.
Later, Chen Feier hurriedly pulled her away and told her very seriously that Li Wei was lying.
"Manman...he just lied. I heard that his mother died of dystocia when he gave birth. He must have a girlfriend. Manman, don't you like him?"
Young people who are ignorant of love, the first reaction is always denial.
"No, I didn't like him."
Although he denied his feelings for him, Zhang Man still chose to believe that the young man she secretly liked: "Mayfair, you must have remembered or heard wrong, he doesn't need to lie about this kind of thing."
At that time, with the reddish sunset above her head, her side face was stained with pale pink, and her smile was firm and brilliant. She feels that she is brave and sensible, not dazzled by jealousy, knows right from wrong, and can choose to trust him.
It is a pity that a lie cannot be true, even though the liar does not realize that he is lying.
Chen Feier felt a little anxious when she saw that she didn't believe her. She took Zhang Man to find some of Li Wei's neighbors when she was a child, and they also went to school in a middle school.
"We have never met Li Wei's mother. I heard my mother said that he died when he was born."
"His father became more and more abnormal after his mother passed away due to dystocia."
"Yes, if his mother is there, he won't need to go to the orphanage..."
Zhang Man no longer remembers how she returned to the classroom. How could she realize his illness at that time? After hearing all this, she only knew that Li Wei really lied to her.
How much she trusted him before, and how uncomfortable she is now. She feels that she is just a joke, guarding her thoughts in her own right, and she feels wise and brave.
Oh, it turns out that they are all sentimental.
People like him, no matter how difficult physics problems, no matter how complex logical puzzles, can be easily solved, but they have spread a lie that can be easily broken.
It seems that he really didn't care about her, and he didn't even bother to bother about lying.
First love is the saddest memory in every girl's heart. A heart was first soaked in the sour plum soup, then pulled out and wringed out.
What does he think of her? How could he tease her like this? What was the gentleness in his eyes, the streets he walked with her, and even the hugs under the street lights that day?
Seventeen-year-old Zhang Man really felt heartache for the first time. Her heart seemed to be pricked by someone at that time.
It turned out that his lie was the sharpest knife in the world.
That day, Zhang Man didn't even study at night. After returning home, she lay down on the bed and cried depressively all night.
She realized that she was broken in love. In other words, this relationship began with her and ended without disease in her.
All the tacit understanding and tacit understanding she thought were all her own passion. Perhaps the Li Wei she knew was not the real him.
The real him didn't take her to heart at all.
The next day, Zhang Man, who was in a calm mood, chose to confront Li Weidang.
She grasped the last glimmer of hope and possibility, and tried to make herself calm: "Li Wei, you don't have to lie to me anymore, as long as you tell me who that girl is, I can understand."
There was a moment of doubt in the boy's eyes: "...Which girl?"
The more he pretended to be stupid, the more uncomfortable she was. I felt like I had run over fine stones, not bleeding, but it was worn out, and every breath was painful.
-"It's the Janet you talked with last time."
The young man actually laughed at that moment, with an unbearable tenderness in his eyes.
The boy whom she secretly liked, the boy whom she thought he liked also, lied, not changing his face and heartbeat.
— "Janet is my mother."
Zhang Man closed her eyes, and she clearly heard a deep valley cracked in her heart. In N City in November, she felt that she was standing on the glacier of Antarctica, shivering with cold.
On the same day, she applied to the class teacher to change her seat.
After returning from the teacher's office, Zhang Man began to pack his books and everything without saying a word, planning to move to an empty place on the other side of the classroom.
At that time, the teenager was reading a book. Seeing her movement, he put down the book and turned around to stare at her.
When she was about to leave with a pile of textbooks, the boy grabbed her sleeve.
In the dry early autumn, there was a patter of rain that day, and the rain floated in from the windowsill, bringing a little coolness.
The young man's clean and strong knuckles firmly tightened her sleeves, and looked at her so fixedly, with red eyes.
"Are you...changing seats?...why?"
Zhang Man hardened his heart and wanted to pull his hand away: "There is no why."
However, the young man stubbornly grasped her firmly, just didn't let go. That was the most stubborn time Zhang Man had ever seen him since he knew him.
His lips were unbelievably dry, and bloodshot eyes quickly covered his entire eyeball. He pulled her tightly, rolling her apple up and down, opening his mouth with difficulty.
It seems that the next sentence is to stay.
The more he did this, the more she felt that he was hopeless. She felt that she would collapse if she stayed with him for another second.
So Zhang Man didn't let him say it, she broke his fingers one by one, and smiled faintly.
"Li Wei, you really make me feel disgusting."
. ...
Just like the day in the previous life, a soft light rain began to float outside the window, and the air was slightly cool.
Zhang Man buried his head in his arms, his eyes moist from the memory.
Maybe the sensitive and paranoid teenager didn't know why she left him until the end of the previous life.
How could she know at that time that he was just sick, and he had never lied to her.
If she could learn more about him at that time, would she be able to find out that he was actually sick?
So after that, can she try to understand him and accompany him to the end. Did he choose to commit suicide in the end?
But the initial assumption is wrong, how can we get the correct answer? You can't think about these things at all, otherwise you will fall into an endless loop.
After Li Wei died in his previous life, these series of assumptions made it difficult for Zhang Man to sleep all night long...
Seeing that the young girl who was still in good spirits was lying weakly on the table at the moment, the boy thought she was sick again, frowned slightly.
He raised his hand to close the window, but couldn't help calling her: "Are you uncomfortable? Don't sleep on your stomach, you can catch cold easily."
Zhang Man raised his head, yawned slowly, and blinked in a concealed manner: "No, I'm so sleepy. You see my tears are coming out."
"Next physics class, listen well, test this weekend."
Zhang Man stretched his waist, looked at his serious side face, and curled his lips.
"……it is good."