Chapter 25:

In the crowded bar, colorful and low-brightness lights are flying across the dance floor, but outside the dance floor is a dim and safe environment.
Bass drums, loud music, frantic dancing, hot wine... Young men and women enjoy the night's unique carnival and unrestrained under the influence of alcohol.
And in a dark corner, on a large leather deck, a pair of young people are lovingly embracing, and people passing by are throwing ambiguous eyes at them, but it is not surprising.
Here, this kind of forgetfulness and indulgence is not uncommon, much more exaggerated than this.
The boy's chin rested on the top of the girl's hair in his arms, and the corners of his lips hidden in the dim light, there was a smile that no one could see, his eyes seemed to be slightly dizzy.
He hugged her tightly, feeling her warm and soft body, feeling her breath rushing to the skin of his chest through the thin sweater. This kind of hug eased his inexplicable intolerance.
The strong alcohol in the air seems to be absorbed by the body along the pores. He obviously didn't touch the alcohol, but he felt that he was drunk.
This feeling is very strange.
In fact, he hated the touch of others since he was a child.
For example, the group of children in the orphanage.
When he first went to the orphanage, he suffered a lot of touches. There is a group of children who are older than him. I don't know where they heard that he is a "lunatic". Since then, they have been teased and entertained. They once caught earthworms and threw them into his collar, poured ink on his clothes, or secretly burned his hair with a lighter.
The calmer he was, the more angry those children seemed.
People are all like this, struggling to do one thing, always want to achieve the desired effect, what they want is to watch him go crazy.
Later, the rumors spread to the elementary school he was studying, and the same thing continued to happen.
Until one day, he locked one of the boys in an abandoned toilet on the second floor of the school, and taped his lips to prevent him from calling for help.
He kept him all day long.
After that, curiosity and teasing became fear and fear, everyone avoided him, no one came to trouble him, and no one came to touch him again.
He had always felt that the touch between people was as uncomfortable as the earthworm that was put in his collar back then, but after meeting her, it changed completely.
It's like a soft dream lying on the cloud and being embraced by clouds.
The young man held the girl in his arms quietly, smelled the fragrance of her origin, and counted his faster and faster heartbeat.
Four hundred and ninety-eight, four hundred and ninety-nine, five hundred... dream, it's time to wake up.
There was a slight husky hoarse in his voice, as if it were the fundamental tone of a bass bass.
"Zhang Man, get up, your mother is gone."
When Zhang Man heard him, he let go of him with difficulty breathing, raised his head, and glanced nervously at the door of the bar.
Sure enough, no one.
She breathed a sigh of relief. If Zhang Huifang caught this, she really didn't know how to explain it.
When a person relaxes, the memory of the body begins to flow back.
She blushed when she remembered the hug that lasted for a few minutes.
His embrace is really warm...The heartbeat has been madly accelerating since just now, almost suffocating.
She exhaled gently and adjusted her breathing. Fortunately, Zhang Huifang didn't stay for a while, otherwise she might die from a heart attack.
Zhang Man's cheeks were hot, but the light in the bar was so dim, he...should not notice. She raised her eyes and peeked at the young man beside her, but saw that his gaze was faint, his expression did not fluctuate in the slightest, and his beautiful fingers held the transparent glass and sent it to her mouth, as if he wanted to drink water.
Zhang Man was slightly taken aback, and suddenly he became balanced.
There is no water in his glass at all.
Zhang Man was a little funny in his heart. He looked so calm, he must have some feelings in his heart. How to say, she is also a good-looking girl.
In order to ensure that they would not encounter Zhang Huifang on the road, the two waited a while before leaving the bar. Li Wei didn't speak, and walked straight to the station, obviously intending to take her home.
The two stood under the stop sign and waited for the bus. The station in N City this year only had simple stop signs and seats, unlike the closed ones that were built later to protect against wind and rain.
It's nearly nine o'clock, and winter, plus night, together is the most horrifying cold.
Zhang Man rubbed his cold fingers and looked at the boy's profile, with some doubts in his heart: "Li Wei, what did you just tell the security guard, why did he let you in?"
"I said I came to my friend."
"Huh? I said this before, but he didn't let me in."
The teenager paused and explained patiently: "I'm talking about the owner of this bar."
Zhang Man was surprised: "Do you still have this kind of friend? When did you meet?"
She seemed to have heard people mention that the bars in this area were opened by the most powerful people on the road in N City, and he even knew these people...
How did she never know these things?
Hearing her question, the boy pursed his pretty lips, and his Adam's apple moved slightly.
"Not a friend, I met when I was in the orphanage."
It's just someone who doesn't hate him or exclude him as much as others, and is not a friend.
Zhang Man heard him take it lightly, feeling like a cat scratched in his heart.
So she didn’t stop, and continued to ask: "Li Wei, tell me, how did you meet each other?"
The boy was silent for a while: "...Do you really want to know?"
Zhang Man nodded vigorously. She wanted to know everything about him.
Juvenile Yan said a few words concisely, with a strong generalization ability, as if summing up some physical formulas.
"The owner of this bar is seven or eight years older than me. He was also living in the orphanage at the time. I did him a favor when I was a kid, and the relationship was okay. He left the orphanage before he was an adult and was in N City. There is also a career in Z City. When I was in junior high school, he went back to the orphanage to look for me once. Seeing that I didn’t have any friends, he asked me if I wanted to follow him. I didn’t agree. I heard that he is doing well now."
"Then... why did you come out of the orphanage and live by yourself?"
The boy looked down, without much expression: "...The orphanage is too lively, I don't like it. I applied for several years, and it was not until the second year of the second year that the courtyard recognized my ability to live alone, and then issued a certificate. ."
In other words, if the orphanage could approve early, he would have thought of living alone.
Zhang Man's heart is tight, how unhappy is it that he would rather stay alone than escape from that place? He was an understatement, but there seemed to be a stormy sea in her heart.
Who doesn't like the excitement, but the most uncomfortable thing is that all the excitement and carnivals around have nothing to do with him.
She felt contradictory.
She obviously wanted to know everything about him, but she didn't dare to continue asking, because every time he said something, her heart felt uncomfortable. She suddenly felt that if she could go back a little bit when she was born again, she wanted to be by his side from when he was very young, hold him in her arms, and say to him, "Don't be afraid. I will always be by your side and never leave you.