Chapter 81:

"I'm so sorry, but unfortunately you are not me."
Hearing the sound, Zhang Man suddenly turned his head. The young man who was supposed to be on the other side of the Pacific was standing behind her at this moment, hugging her lightly, with an unclear look in his black eyes.
Most of the alcohol was gone in an instant, half was fright, half was surprise.
"Li Wei? Why are you back?"
She thought she was dreaming, but when she looked at him carefully, she knew it was true.
After half a year, the boy seemed to have reduced a little. He turned around wearing the black wool coat Zhang Huifang bought him for the Chinese New Year last year, and surrounded the scarf she gave him.
It's him, he really came back.
Zhang Man turned around excitedly, but he moved too quickly, his head was dizzy, and he couldn't stand it now. But there was a string loose in my heart, it didn't matter if I couldn't stand, he was there.
So she was not in a hurry to stand still, instead she held the milk tea with her arms around the boy's waist, leaning against him without bones, and closed her eyes.
Li Wei was held by her, and the violent spirit in her heart finally got some comfort.
The two men stood on the sidewalk in front of the North Medical University and looked at each other.
Cheng Zimo and him looked at each other for a long time, and knew in his heart that the victory was divided.
Perhaps, he is not qualified to compete with him.
She just pushed him away like that, but in the next second, she hugged the young man she was thinking of.
Cheng Zi clenched his fist silently, squeezed the corner of his mouth, after all, he didn't say anything, and turned away.
...
Here Zhang Man is leaning against the boy's chest, breathing in the familiar taste of him, and rubbing his face against the placket of his coat: "Boyfriend, when did you come back? I don't know... …I just looked at your positioning, but I didn’t see it. I thought you turned off when you slept..."
Who would have thought that someone who had been thinking about it for half a year suddenly appeared at this moment, like a dream.
After drinking, her mind was rippling again, and it was difficult to think about it. She completely forgot what he saw and heard just now, so she didn't even think of explaining it.
The boy didn't speak for a long while, his eyebrows were knotted, and he couldn't stretch it out.
He finally sighed, hugged her in a compromise, and smelled the heavy alcohol on her body. After a long pause, his voice was low and dumb: "You...go drinking?"
"Ok."
Zhang Man didn't want to listen to him asking these irrelevant questions, and hugged him tightly.
The answer is so simple, I don't know to lie to him.
There was an indescribable soreness and awkwardness in the young man's heart, like drinking a whole jar of old vinegar in the winter.
He took a deep breath and gently pushed the person away, trying to calm his mood, but the suppressed hostility in his heart intensified after seeing the two cups of milk tea in her hand.
"Went to buy milk tea together?"
"Hmm..." Zhang Man was pushed away, a little unsteady. Hearing his question, his dizzy head remembered what Liu Mumu had told her today, so he shook the unopened cup of milk tea before his eyes. , Happily shook his fingers and counted: "Add pearls and red beans, 70% sweet, and remove the ice."
The night breeze roared, and the cold air made the young man's breathing difficult for a moment. The cold air sucked into the intake pipe and reached his lungs, causing dull pain in his chest.
Pearl red beans, seven minutes sweet to ice. She remembered the person's taste clearly.
So, they went to drink and buy milk tea together, did they go to the movies together?
He also knew that person, he seemed to be called Cheng Zimo, a doctoral student of Q University. Q is a few kilometers away from here, so I didn't go along the way.
There is only one possibility. After they finish dating, the other side carefully sends her back, and then the two of them say goodbye at the door?
The smog in Beijing became more and more serious in the winter. Those fine dust particles invisible to the naked eye followed his breath, grinding his lungs, rubbing painful with every breath.
The boy couldn't help thinking of the scene just now.
He got off the plane and took a taxi. He couldn't wait to see her, but when he got off the taxi, he saw the man holding the his heart, his vine.
Also hugged twice.
He looked from a distance, only thinking that his temples were about to explode, and when he paid the money, his face was so pale that the hospitable Beijing driver was startled. No greetings, he drove away without a word.
The boy's eyes were red, and his hands clenched his fists before he could not resist throwing the eye-catching milk tea that kept dangling in front of him.
No, you have to control your emotions, and you can't lose your temper in front of her as soon as you meet.
Who knew that at this time, the groggy girl was not afraid of death and added a fire: "Yes, I have to send her milk tea."
As soon as she finished speaking, the youth in front of her tried to maintain the sanity finally collapsed.
Still want to see him?
He clenched her wrists, broke her five fingers with great force, grabbed the unopened cup of milk tea, and walked to the trash can on the side of the road.
The next second I was about to throw it in, my hand was caught.
"What are you doing."
Zhang Man was anxious, and didn't know why he suddenly became angry. He looked up at his face.
This look gave me a shock.
Under the dim street lamp, the blue veins of the young man's forehead protruded, and his red eyes fixedly looked at her, his eyes filled with pain and anger, and suffocating despair and helplessness.
So Zhang Man's other half of his drunkenness also disappeared.
The dizzy head began to turn, she thought about what had just happened, and the conversation with the two, only then knew that he might have misunderstood.
She made him uncomfortable.
Zhang Man felt completely uncomfortable, seeing him feel uncomfortable, she felt even more uncomfortable, so her eyes were red.
"This milk tea was not owned by Senior Brother Cheng. Liu Mumu asked me to buy it. She paid for it. You see, she gave me twenty yuan, which is the remaining money..."
She flipped her pockets eagerly, and suddenly remembered that she had spent the remaining money on her own milk tea, so she changed her words in frustration: "Ah, I spent the rest."
After changing her mouth once, she felt as if she was lying. She was anxious for a moment, and tears fell down her anxiously. The explanation was mixed with sobbing: "It was really Liu Mumu who asked me to bring her. I will have dinner in the group tonight. Wudaokou, she asked me to buy her a cup of royal tea..."
"Senior Brother Cheng said that he had something to do with Beihang University, so he followed me on the way. I don't know why he followed me to the school gate... I was dizzy after drinking alcohol today, and I really didn't pay attention..."
I was planning to talk more details and explain, but suddenly I was gagged.
A kiss after half a year, warm and urgent, with sadness and resentment.
The young man held her firmly with his hands, pressed her with his lips, and sucked.
He hadn't hugged her for half a year, hadn't kissed her, and didn't expect to see her in someone else's arms when he came back.
At this time, he probably knew that he had misunderstood, but he was still angry after thinking about it. It was really uncomfortable in his heart and there was nowhere to vent.
So he bit her with a bit of strength.
Zhang Man was so dizzy by the kiss, his head began to spin again, he was intoxicated in the familiar kiss of the boy, but he was suddenly bitten by him.
Feeling aggrieved: "...Why bite me."
"Has he ever kissed you like this?"
The young man's voice was tough, with rampant anger, but his fingers gently stroked the corners of her eyes to wipe away a few tears for her.
Zhang Man widened his eyes: "What did you say? Of course not. Why did he kiss me?"
After she finished speaking, looking at the corner of the young boy's red eyes, it was even more unpleasant in her heart.
In the previous life, Qin Shuai asked her to watch a movie, and he was so furious. At this moment, when he saw Cheng Zi holding her silently, he could calmly restrain himself and gently wipe her tears.
The eyes were obviously red, and the whole person looked desperate. The hand that hugged her waist was trembling slightly, but he couldn't control her bite, and he retained his strength.
He would rather hurt herself than bite her.
This teenager, he seemed to love her more than she thought.
Zhang Man flattened his mouth and wanted to cry again.
She lifted her drunk-red face, held out three fingers in a regular manner, and raised her head above her head: "I swear, absolutely not. I didn't know he was interesting to me before today. He just hugged me suddenly. I pushed away immediately, and you came over as soon as I wanted to reject him."
Her voice was soft and soft, she was talking to herself and hugged him, hugging his waist, with a crying sound: "Really, boyfriend, do you believe me is okay? I like you the most, no. , I only like you."
It took about a minute before she heard the boy's response: "...Hmm."
The voice is very muddy, with nasal sounds, and I don't know whether it is "um" or "hum".
Zhang Man was sour and sweet in his heart. After hugging him for a long time, he stood on tiptoe and kissed him on the cheek: "Then you accompany me back to the bedroom, okay? Give the milk tea to Liu Mumu, tonight... Let's go home."
"……Ok."
...
For the convenience of the two of them, Li Wei bought a three-bedroom apartment near B University in Haidian District when he first freshman year. That time Zhang Man didn't think he was spending money indiscriminately. After all, she knew how much house prices in Beijing had risen in the next few years, and she even urged Uncle Xu to buy a set.
Before the two of them had been together for four years undergraduate degree, they would come back to live on weekends or holidays. Every month, Zhang Man would accompany him to the hospital for another psychological treatment.
Later, his mental state was basically stable, slowly becoming once every two months, once every quarter...
During his absence for half a year, she would come to clean from time to time, but the house was kept clean and tidy.
After serving milk tea to Liu Mumu, the two went to the supermarket again, and it was too late when they returned home.
As soon as he walked in, Zhang Man became nervous.
The teenager just ignored her, letting her act like a baby, explain, and show loyalty. He just stayed unmoved and didn't know whether to calm down.
Zhang Man is still very guilty.
She turned on the light in the living room and carefully glanced at the expressionless person next to her: "Why didn't you tell me when you came back today?"
If he told her in advance, she would pick him up at the airport, how could this happen.
"The day before yesterday, I finished all the tasks. I didn't have time to tell you."
He did scientific research every day and night. Even before Christmas, New Year's Day, and Chinese New Year, he stayed up late. Finally, after casting that paper, he asked his supervisor for half a month's leave and came back to look for her.
In fact, I wanted to give her a surprise. She had become a fright because of the fright-his heart was still aching even now.
The boy snorted coldly, changed his shoes and walked in.
Zhang Man touched his nose, followed with a guilty conscience, took off his coat graciously, and hung it on the hanger at the door.
Seeing him walk into the bathroom, she hesitated and blushed.
After all, it's the age of blood and energy, and after living together for another four years, it is inevitable to be affectionate, but it has always been restrained and has not done anything excessive. In fact, Zhang Man was a bit sad, and she knew that he respected her very much. She didn't take the initiative to mention it. Maybe he wouldn't take that step before the two got married.
But he didn't want to think, even if she was willing, would she be embarrassed to take the initiative to mention this kind of thing?
The two took a shower separately, and Zhang Man came out of the bathroom wearing a bathrobe, suddenly feeling that the atmosphere was different from before.
Within two steps, he was hugged into the master bedroom by his waist and thrown on the big bed.
He didn't pity her at the moment, his handsome face flushed with great strength. The mattress was so soft that she sank in and bounced again, only feeling that the bones were about to fall apart.
The thick hair of the teenager will be half-dried and piled wet on top of his head. He was only wearing a pair of pajama pants and his upper body was not dressed, so he stood in front of the bed and looked at her condescendingly.
Zhang Man gave him a random look, then closed his eyes shyly. This kind of him is too aggressive.
Seeing that she closed her eyes, the boy was dissatisfied for a moment, and he hummed, "Manman, open your eyes and look at me."
Zhang Man nervously grasped the quilt under him, opened his eyes obediently, and swallowed without holding back.
He has always attached great importance to sports. When he was undergraduate, if he was not busy with scientific research, he would go to the gym several times a week. There was no fat on her whole body, and her strong arms and well-defined abdominal muscles made her cheeks flush.
When they were intimate, they were all dressed in clothes, at least in a bathrobe. She had never been forced to look at him carefully.
At this moment, she truly realized that when he grew up, he had gone from a teenager to a man full of danger.
The boy stood by the bed and looked at his girl. She permed her curly hair, making her face as big as a palm. She has fair skin, maybe just after taking a bath, she is still slightly red.
Snow-white bathrobe, snow-white quilt, snow-white skin, black hair that is as soft as seaweed.
The picture is too shocking.
His eyes stopped at the neckline of her bathrobe.
Compared to when she was in high school, the places where she should have grown flesh are all grown.
The young man kept his eyes dark, his Adam's apple rolled up and down, and closed his eyes.
From the age of seventeen, he often dreamed of her. In his dreams, he had done everything.
In fact, he always knew that she was willing. When she was young, he always endured it. He didn't feel anxious about some things at first, but today he suddenly understood that his vines are so good, except for him, a bunch of people around are staring, so ah, it is better to be as fast as possible.
He knelt on the edge of the bed, carefully brushing away her long hair on the pillow side, and pressing it up.
The depression of six months respectively broke out completely at this moment.
Zhang Man was holding the quilt nervously, catering to his passionate kiss, but he was shy and confused. Even if he was affectionate in the past, he was still restrained and cautious. He had never been like today, and seemed to have no scruples.
The masculine body pressed tightly against her, covering her tightly.
When she got here, she had a foreboding about what would happen today. She was expecting and nervous again.
A quarter of an hour later, under the flexible fingers of the teenager, the two finally met with sincerity. Just when Zhang Man was too nervous to breathe, he suddenly got up and took something from the bedside table.
Zhang Man realized something, opened his eyes in shock and looked at him.
The next second, I suddenly felt a bit wronged.
"...You have a plan! When did you buy it?"
She thought he was just the result of love, and she couldn't help herself, but she didn't expect him to be premeditated.
The teenager looked at her, smiled, and opened the small package: "I just took it at the supermarket at the checkout. I had a plan."
After speaking, he put it on in front of her, pressed it up again, and pushed her away with his knees.
Zhang Man was so wronged that his heart trembled. He had never been like this before: "Li Wei...Did you break your studies in the United States?"
She started to think about it, and she had been so restrained four years ago. Why did she just come back from the United States and become like this? Although she was willing, she still couldn't make it through... Foreign countries are always open, is he...
"Well, I lost my studies. Someone taught me for half a year."
Sure enough, he actually...
A heart fell so painful, aggrieved and heartache, like a big rock in his heart, Zhang Man pushed him away with tears and slapped him on the shoulder indiscriminately: "Then you go to the person who teaches you, do you still What are you doing back?"
"...Manman, you can't help but be reasonable. There is no one else. Am I looking for someone to teach me?"
His voice became more hoarse, and he refused to separate her again: "You are in a dream. You taught me for six months..."
He looked at the girl who was covering her ears from sad to dull and shy, and smiled lowly.
After so many years, her face is still so thin.
But this kind of thing, if two people are thin-skinned, how can it be carried out, he must be the bad guy.
He sucked the tears from the corners of her eyes, and grinded his teeth: "Come on, cooperate with me, okay?"
His body was tight enough to explode, but he still bit his scalp and retained the only remaining sanity. He pressed her against her, broke her hand covering her ears, and whispered in her ear: "Manman...I am I turned 22 last month, shall we get married?"
She didn't avoid it this time, but laughed in a trance, and wept again for a long time.
She stretched out her hand, hooked his neck, and brought him down.
"...Okay, let's get married."
Hearing the reply, the boy couldn't hold on anymore, pinched her slender waist, and sank heavily.
The blood boiled completely at this moment, and his scalp was numb. He leaned over her ear, gently and solemnly: "I love you, Manman."