Chapter 82:

Why give up the opportunity to go abroad for further studies and high-paying and decent work in favor of government units in remote counties? The environment of poverty and backwardness is inconvenient in both transportation and life, and there is no repetition and monotonous work, which is completely satisfactory. Man is a very purposeful creature. When he does something, he usually has a goal he wants to achieve, even if it is just for fun.
"Jing Yan, let me tell you a story." Yun Shu sat next to him, stretched out his hands to wrap around his waist, and the whole person nestled in his arms.
The girl has a faint scent. It is not a perfume that girls currently use, but a natural fragrance of plants and trees. Yunshu likes to raise plants. Whenever she needs to live in a place, her house will become a small indoor garden in a very short time. It is planted with some easy-to-raise plants. Over time, her body is stained with natural breath.
It was natural for Jing Ye to get along with Yun Shu, but tonight when she was disturbed by the eighth wife of Shen Ze, it was a bit unnatural to face her closeness. Fortunately, his performance was not obvious, and Yun Shu was immersed in his thoughts, but he did not notice it. He quickly adjusted his mentality, relaxed his body, reached out and gently stroked her long hair, and passed his fingers between the smooth hair.
"Well, I listen."
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Before the birth of his brother, Yun Shu's life was normal, and his father always had a serious expression and did not smile. Every day, my mother is busy playing cards with other full-time wives to visit beauty salons, and looking for recipes to try various sons. In the same limited year, the two men had been like this, so much that she thought they were so natural. Until Tan Yunzhong was born, she followed her father outside the delivery room and waited. The nurse came out and told him congratulations when he was a boy, and the smile that had always been serious on his face suddenly bloomed.
And the mother in the delivery room, she rarely smiled so gently at Yun Shu, beckoned her to pass, "Come and see my brother, how cute he is, you must take good care of him as an elder sister." I do n’t know what this means. Obediently, I cling to the past and see the wrinkled newborn in my babies, frowning subconsciously, "So ugly!"
Suddenly caught a slap in the face.
"What a word! Who taught you!" Mother suddenly changed her face.
His face was hot, and Yun Shu reached out his hands to cover it, his eyes were puzzled and bewildered. I heard the news hurried to my family, because I was anxious to see the newborn, but I didn't notice the small point standing beside the bed. She fell to the ground under the crowd, but she raised her eyes to see the tall backs. No one helped her, she sat on the ground for a long time, watching them smile, and listening to them in turn praising how cute the newborn was.
Later, for a long time, Yun Shu often remembered that afternoon, when those pictures were played back in his brain, the heart would faintly ache.
Tan Yunzhong is not stupid, but he is so much spoiled. Many things will be delivered to him soon if he wants. When you can get what you want without the slightest effort, the effort is meaningless.
The two were three years apart, and they were naturally in the same school in elementary school. Tan Yunzhong cares about what is delicious and fun every day, while Yun Shu naively thinks that as long as her grades are good, she can win the attention of her parents. At least other children are like this.
What was the result?
The teachers knew Tan Yunzhong's identity and did not say anything on the surface, but they inevitably compared the sister and brother to each other. After Tan Yunzhong heard it by chance, driven by her ridiculous pride, she went to Yunshu and warned her not to take the first place again. Yun Shu ignored him, so he sued his mother.
Soon Yunshu was trained by his mother. "I taught you from a young age. He is still young in Yunzhong. You are an elder sister. You must know how to make him humble. You are a girl and you will always marry someone, but Yunzhong is different. He It ’s a boy who will inherit the family business in the future.
Yun Shu likes the word first, and likes to see her name on the top of the Hall of Fame, so she refuses to obey, and the consequence is that when she was in second grade, she was transferred to an ordinary middle school in a remote county and boarded in the school Only allowed to go home once in half a month.
"When did you know you were wrong and when you will come back."
The living conditions in the county are completely incomparable to those in the city. At the beginning, she was a bit difficult to adapt, but never thought of admitting a mistake. There, she met a good friend, the girl named Li Zhaodi, who was her roommate and roommate, and she called her Azhao.
A Zhao's family is located in a remote village within the jurisdiction of the county seat. The school is far away from home, and he will go to school with a torch before dawn, and go home in the evening. Many children like her. The conditions of her family are fairly good in the village. The elementary school was admitted to the middle school in the county, so she came to school here.
She worked very hard, listened carefully during the class, and took the time to ask the teacher during the lessons, or consult with her classmates. Yunshu was also the first high school in the city's best middle school. In addition to being clever, he also worked hard. After she transferred to school, A Zhao would discuss any problems she didn't understand. In return, she worked hard to take care of Yunshu in her life.
The two were very good at one time, until something happened later.
auzw.com That was near the middle of the third semester of junior high school. A Zhao's performance is among the best in the school. The key high school in the county can be said to be absolutely stable. The teacher likes to tell students about some college life, and A Zhao has always been yearning for it. She agreed with Yunshu to go to the county first middle school, and then study hard together and take the university in the same place so that she can go to Yunshu often.
However, during one weekend, A Zhao's mood was a little bit wrong when he returned home after returning home. After Yun Shu repeatedly asked, she cried and told things to Yun Shu.
A Zhao had a three-year-old younger brother who had just finished elementary school and was ready for junior high school that year. His grades were not good enough for him to enter the junior high school in the county. His parents were not willing to let him continue in the village school. The clenching relationship paid an expensive school selection fee and crowded people into the county's middle school. A Zhao's family is in good condition, but compared to other people in the village, she can only normally provide two children to study in the county, which is already the limit. However, the school fee paid by my younger brother almost exhausted the savings of the family and was barely enough for one person to read.
It is self-evident to choose who to abandon.
Yun Shu tightly held the silver, bank, and cash that she had saved a little bit of her private house money, and Kach couldn't sleep at night, tossing and turning to sleep until the day was about to dawn. Before falling asleep, she thought about it and told A Zhao when it was dawning that she should not be upset. She lent her money to continue her schooling, to overcome the current difficulties first, and to talk about the future.
But when she woke up, she never had a chance to speak again.
A Zhao jumped down from the six-storey dormitory building corridor window when it was dark. The aunt Su Guan was awoken, and when she opened the door, she saw a person lying on the ground. The blood spread on the ground, like a blood-colored flower. Many people with light sleep were awakened, opened the window and looked down, and screamed all over the campus.
Those who committed suicide by jumping off the building were very scary, but at that time, Yun Shu saw A Zhao's body far away, and felt not only scared but heartache. It was the first time she realized the fragility of her life. She felt sorry for Ah Zhao, and was not pitying herself. They have similar situations and have the same sympathy, but at the same time there are differences. She is much better than Ah Zhao.
It was the most vigorous age of curiosity, and it was also the period of real awakening of self-awareness. At that time, Yunshu was not looking at the future like most people around it, but was looking for what exactly made her and Azhao a lot. Girls like them meet such misfortunes.
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"Compared to studying abroad or accepting a high-paying job, government work is really a bad option. It will continuously lower my quality of life, but it is the best way to achieve my aspirations. I hope One day I can really speak, and do my best to keep those girls like A Zhao from everything she has ever encountered. "
"I have shaken. Applying for a graduate student at a foreign university is just because the coward wants to escape, stay away from all this, and never come back."
"Thank you for giving me the courage to stay."
Yun Shu said at the end, his voice choked. Her face was buried in Jing Yan's arms, and hot tears soaked the thin summer t-shirt, as if the fire was burning his heart.
"Don't be sad, I will always be with you." He comforted softly. "It will be reported there in early September. I will go to Jiangcheng to record the show at the end of August. Although I can't accompany you to report, I can go with you to watch it recently Look, find a house to buy furniture and decorate your little garden. When I return from Jiangcheng, I will send you a little pet. "
"Good!" Yun Shu answered, his voice was dull.
"It's too late now, go to bed."
Yun Shu left his arms after a while, his eyes were slightly swollen, and the eye sockets and nose tips were slightly red. She stood up, stepped on the couple's slippers and walked to the door of the room. She opened the door and turned around. "Then I'll sleep first."
Jing Yan pretended not to understand her eyes, "Good night."
Yun Shu paused for a moment, then replied, "Good night."
After the room door closed, Jing Yan sat back on the sofa, squinting slightly, and lost in thought. He had mixed up with the public security system, and the government had stayed the same. Compared with boys, girls are naturally weak, and it is more difficult to climb up in such a place than anywhere. But since Yun Shu thought, he would do his best to clear the obstacle for her.
The original Tan family's identity should be an excellent starting point for Yunshu to help super high, but the opposite is true. It can be said that the Tan family pushed her on this road. She chose the South District instead of the West District because she was afraid that the Tan family would step in to stop it.
But now it doesn't matter anymore, with him here, don't try to reach out again this time! The friendship that was previously stored in Xu Shaohuai is also time to come in handy.
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