Chapter 377: she left

Qin Fang's eyes set off a stormy sea. He stared at the medical record for a long time before raising his head to look at Qiao Ran again.
No wonder when he came back from abroad, she felt that she was a lot thinner and haggard. It turned out that she—
Looking at the medical record again, the abortion date was the night he went abroad.
His pupils shrank violently and his knuckles turned white, "Qiao Ran, you...was the one I left the night?"
Suddenly she understood why she called him and asked him if he could go back to the hotel, and suddenly understood why she had missed calls after turning on the phone!
Qiao Ran quietly watched the change of expression on Qin Fang's face. There was no expression on her face, and a faint mockery flicked across her lips.
Qin Fang saw that Qiao Ran was extremely calm, as if nothing had happened, his heart tightened, and an unprecedented sense of fear spread to his limbs.
He stepped forward two steps, clasped Qiao Ran's slender shoulder with his big palm, and hugged her into his arms.
In almost an instant, Qiao Ran broke free, and she took away the medical records from his hands.
In front of him, he tore the medical records into pieces and threw them into the trash can.
If she keeps these, it means that she can't let go of the past, but she sent him all the things he gave her, tearing up all the traces of her passing through his children.
She really wants to end with him!
Qin Fang felt a little flustered involuntarily.
"Ran Ran, I don't know, I'm sorry..."
Qin Fang felt unspeakably uncomfortable, and his throat seemed to be pinched tightly by an invisible hand, causing him to block it badly.
Seeing the annoyed and painful expression on Qin Fang’s face, Qiao Ran closed his eyes and opened them again. His voice was a bit difficult to say,
Qin Fang, who do you pretend to be painful and self-blaming now? ?"
Qin Fang opened his mouth, trying to say something, but found that he couldn't say a word.
She is obviously not far from him, he can put her in his arms as long as he reaches out his hand.
But his arm was as heavy as if it was filled with lead.
Is he still qualified?
What he did has already made her frustrated!
"Qin Fang, even if you knew that I was going to have a miscarriage that night, in the face of Qin Xi who was in a car accident, would you still choose to go abroad?"
Qin Fang's tall body trembled fiercely.
He shook his head, "No... If I know you have a miscarriage, I will stay with you..."
Qiao Ran looked at him fixedly, thinking that after a few days of calming down, he would feel better, but facing him, there was still a tearing pain and discomfort.
She knew that there were some things that she didn't need to say, but she still said it.
"You turned off your phone on the way to the airport, didn't you just want me to contact you?"
Qiao Ran's words caused Qin Fang's tall body to step back abruptly.
He pressed his lips tightly, his eyes were scarlet.
He wanted to deny that it was not what Qiao Ran said, but could he continue to deceive her?
Can't!
This girl who loves him wholeheartedly has experienced the most painful moments of her life.
He was not by her side when she needed him the most, so would he still speak for himself in a clever tongue?
He doesn't have that face to coax her!
Qiao Ran saw the emotional changes in Qin Fang’s eyes. Although he knew who he really cared about in his heart, when everything was ruthlessly torn apart and revealed its truest side, she would still be caught Feeling hurt!
Even if he knew that she was going to have a miscarriage, he would still go abroad when Qin Xi had an unpredictable choice in a car accident!
This is the difference between love and not love!
Who can she blame?
You can only blame yourself!
Tomorrow morning he knew that the relationship between the two was not equal, he was just greedy for her body, and maybe a little bit like it, but she was definitely not the one on his heart!
The child she shed as soon as she learned about it, perhaps God punished her for her self-love.
On the night of the graduation party, if she forcibly broke away, the two would not have subsequent development.
It was she herself who lusted for his embrace, his kisses, and his breath.
She sank unconsciously and easily handed over herself to him!
Isn't that all men? The easier it is to get, the less you will cherish it.
In his heart, she may be just an accessory of him, too natural, without surprises and preciousness at all!
Qin Fang lowered his eyes, with deep regrets in his eyes, and his voice was as hard as it sounds from the depths of his throat, "Qiao Ran, I don't know how to make up for you, you say, as long as I can do it Yes, I am willing to do it..."
Qiao Ran looked at his tight and handsome face, his voice was faint, and there was no emotional ups and downs, "The best compensation is to stop struggling!"
There was confusion in Qin Fang's mind. He closed his scarlet eyes and shook his head, "Except for this, I promise you everything!"
Qin Fang never wanted to separate from her. After learning that she had a miscarriage, it was even more impossible to separate from her!
Qiao Ran knew Qin Fang's temperament, so she didn't want Qin Fang to know about it after the abortion.
He is not a completely bad person. Although he is a bit machismo, he also has a sense of responsibility.
Knowing that she had a miscarriage, she would surely blame herself and would not be separated from her easily!
Qiao Ran was a little tired physically and mentally, and didn't want to argue with him, and didn't want to talk to him any more.
"Qin Fang, don't make me look down on you!"
Qiao Ran turned around to leave.
Qin Fang hugged her from behind, held her hand around her waist, and gradually tightened, with his firm jaw resting on her shoulders, "Ran Ran, will you give me another chance? I know I have a lot before. In the bad place, I didn’t put my heart and soul into the relationship between us, but I knew it was wrong. Let’s see how well I will perform in the future?"
When Qin Fang said these words, a deep pain appeared in his eyes that he hadn't even noticed.
Qiao Ran broke away Qin Fang's big hand on her waist little by little, and walked a few steps forward, in a cold voice, "I said, we can't be possible!"
She strode away, her slender figure, with an unprecedented determination!
...
weekend.
Qiao Ran came to the apartment where Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu were renting.
The three had a hot pot together.
Last time I came here for hot pot, Qiao Ran and Qin Fang were still in love.
Now the two are in the same situation.
Qiao Ran drank a bottle of beer for the first time, and a faint blush appeared on his white cheeks, "I have something to tell you."
Looking at Qiao Ran with a slightly serious expression, the sights of Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu fell on her little faces, "What's wrong, is it important?"
"Our school has a quota for exchange students to country K. I submitted the application form and it has been approved."
Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu both showed surprised expressions in their eyes.
Wen Ruanyi grasped Ye Qingyu's little hand, "Are you going to school in Country K? How long?"
"More than two years!"
Qiao Ran didn't plan to go, but recently Qin Fang came to the school to look for her whenever he had time, which had seriously affected her studies and life.
Most of the time, Qiao Ran is a soft-hearted and talkative person.
But such people do not make decisions lightly, and once they make a certain decision, they will not look back easily!
She has already missed one time about falling in love with Qin Fang, and she won't make herself wrong again!
His current stalker is nothing but guilt for her, but she doesn't need it.
One is not two wide, everyone is happy, is the best ending!
Wen Ruan and Ye Qingyu glanced at each other, Qiao Ran's heart was decided, and they couldn't say more!
Especially Wen Ruan, she knows how much Qiao Ran likes Qin Fang, even if Qin Fang was not around at the time of the miscarriage, she did not resent Qin Fang, and she understood his dreams and pursuits!
What crushed her was that Qin went to other girls on the night of her miscarriage, and Qin Fang didn't like her at all!
Wen Ruan patted the back of Qiao Ran's hand, "Just do it when you think about it. Yu'er and I will always be your best friends."
Ye Qingyu nodded, "I will visit you with Ran Ran during the holidays."
Qiao Ran held their hands with a smile on her thin white face, "Okay, thank you."
...
Because of closed training, Qin Fang couldn't go out to find Qiao Ran every day.
When I went to look for her again, it was already half a month later.
He bought breakfast and waited early downstairs in Qiao Ran's dormitory.
After waiting for nearly half an hour, all the roommates in Qiao Ran's dormitory came down, but she did not see her.
One of the roommates knew Qin Fang, saw him standing like a sculpture, and walked towards him.
"Are you looking for Qiao Ran?"
Qin Fang nodded, "Is she in the dormitory?"
"Don't you know? Qiao Ran is going abroad today."
With a bang, Qin Fang's breakfast fell to the ground.
The cold face tightened sharply, and her pupils shrank, "What did you say? What did she do when she went abroad?"
"She went abroad as an exchange student!"
Qin Fang felt a sudden pain!
After several seconds, he reacted, "When was she on the plane?"
"She went to the airport an hour ago."
Qin Fang turned and ran.
He took a taxi at the school gate, added money to the driver, and asked the driver to rush to the airport.
In the morning, there was a traffic congestion on the airport road, and when there were still a few hundred meters away from the airport, it became a long queue.
Qin Fang gave the driver the money, opened the door, opened his slender legs, and ran forward frantically.
He didn't stop, and ran to the airport lobby in one breath.
He looked for Qiao Ran anxiously and flustered on his face, but there were people coming and going, he didn't know where she was?
Qin Fang has never been so flustered and anxious. He is like a headless fly with an empty heart. At this moment, he knows what he really lost? !
"Qiao Ran! Qiao Ran!" He shouted, ignoring his image.
There were countless pictures of two people together flashing in my mind. He was embarrassed by her arms, and she personally gave him the appearance of a scarf knitted for him. She stood on tiptoes and gently wiped away the rice grains from his mouth... …
He never thought that she would just disappear into his own world like this!
Why is such a soft little girl so unrelenting to be so cruel!
"Qiao Ran, come out for me, don't go, don't go, okay?"