Vol 6 Chapter 28: Love-hate relationship (8)

"Do you want to change the established policy?" The little beauty is still a little worried after all, and she doesn't know whether she is worried about the future of the man or worried that the man is really tossing herself at home every day.
Wang Ai thought for a while and shook his head: "No, in theory I always have to run in with the club, even if I don’t play for the time being, it’s okay. As for the follow-up, I don’t believe that Bayern doesn’t need me, since Bayern can’t make any money from me. , Then it must be useful to have me. I also don’t believe that a dignified World Footballer, the King of Shooters can be left unused. So..."
Wang Ai looked at the two people in front of him: "Cherish the leisurely life at the moment. With all the fronts unfolding, Bayern’s starters won’t be able to do it for long. Although I can’t make much money for Bayern, Bayern is what I am after all. Earnings are not the same as those players who pay pure wages. When the club officials figured out that they just didn't make so much on me, and the more I was free to make less, it would be fine."
Huang Xin glanced at Little Beauty, and suddenly asked, "Do you have any other pursuits in football?"
Wang Ai thought for a while:
If you talk about passion, then it’s definitely not much. Once in trouble, I won the World Cup and the Champions League. I also won four of them. Then imagine the passion and can be as passionate as I was in the Olympic Sports Center back then. Thinking about football all day without thinking about anything is definitely not enough. I don’t have this motivation anymore."
"Can't the FIFA Golden Globe Awards?"
"Yes, but not as strong as before." Wang Ai shook his head: "No wonder I always heard that a person's biggest opponent is myself. Now I have no opponents in many technical fields. The biggest opponent is precisely my own emotions. , Excitement."
Shi Wenjun said: "Seeing your daily training is still quite hard."
"That's just a habit." Huang Xin analyzed: "Actually observe your inner heart, there is a lack of volatility, so will you gradually no longer want to play? I remember you said that you came to Germany to find the simplest football. Happy, are you afraid that you won't be able to kick it anymore?"
"Yes." Wang Ai turned his head and clicked on the video: "I know that my career is important to me, to you, to our little family, everyone, and of course the country. This is reason. But I I'm getting more and more emotionally exhausted. Perhaps all that a football star can get has the reason. A life that is too fulfilled will make people lose the motivation to struggle. The so-called born out of sorrow, and I just don’t have any sorrows now."
"The only worry is that you stop, right?" Shi Wenjun also adjusted the seat position and prepared to watch the video with Wang Ai: "You have to run constantly, and you always change clubs, isn't it because The day-to-day life makes you emotionally exhausted, and you have to look for freshness?"
"Perhaps? Sometimes I feel tired." Wang Ai reached out and pulled Huang Xin over, and accompanied him with Xiao Meiren'er. He simply spread his arms on the shoulders of the two of them: "I have been depressed since three years ago. Since then, I have been struggling with the conflict of emotion and reason, looking for motivation and finding a way to continue my football career. Now, except that the World Cup will make me burn again, even the recognition from the country will not let me I have been surging for a long time. This is really a terrible thing."
After watching the half-time ball, the little beauty suddenly asked: "Is there anything we can do?"
"Huh?" Wang Ai woke up from deep thought, his brows still frowned, and after he understood, he smiled, "Are you with me tonight?"
Then, the left rib and the right rib were pinched by two hands. Huang Xin has never combined with other people, and Little Beauty hasn't figured it out yet. Obviously, the reason for such nonsense was not enough to convince the two, and Wang Ai didn't take it seriously either.
Today, only he can solve his problems, including his small family, everyone, the Football Association, the Sports Bureau and even the government. All he can do is provide all logistical support. But for the inner question, Wang Ai has tried all the methods, but none of them worked. Even the emotional fluctuations brought about by the visit to the impoverished areas of Taihang Mountain have not been grafted on to his passion for football.
A king is too lonely. The weak will die, and the too strong and invincible will die.
On the afternoon of August 7th, in the canteen of Bayern headquarters, after eating a nutritious meal, everyone drove through the center of Munich and arrived at the Allianz Arena in the north of the city. At this time, the sky was still plentiful, and the lights of the stadium had not yet been lit. From a distance, it was a huge swimming ring placed on the ground. Whether in the youth of Tübingen or the World Cup in Germany, Wang Ai never came here, nor did the pre-season training. This was the first time he came to this famous stadium.
Accompanied by the Bayern players' bus, many home team fans crowded around, waving flags and shouting slogans. The Bayern bus drove directly into the underground parking lot. Wang Ai was shocked when he looked out of the car window. The parking lot could not be seen at a glance. It is said that there are 10,000 parking spaces!
At 4:50 in the afternoon, everyone filed in and arrived at Bayern’s red dressing room. The opposite blue one belonged to Munich 1860. I heard that 1860 had been thinking about selling the stadium equity to Bayern because of insufficient attendance, but they were not willing. Still hesitating.
Wang Ai came to his position where he posted the No. 20 post, personally took off the washed and hung No. 20 jersey, three pieces, and took out his sneakers from his backpack and placed it under his feet. There are no lockers in the dressing rooms here. They are all open. The backpack can be placed in the upper grid, and sneakers and sandals can be placed under the bench. The style is simple and indirect. Then there are no other decorations except the four large white walls, and of course there is no camera.
Wang Ai also took a look at the bathroom, and it was very simple. The switches and showers inlaid on the wall are all white. The difference is that the ceiling is made of plastic, and the other places are ceramic tiles or small pieces. , The stitching is not neat at all.
It's far from Stamford Bridge, but better than Meazza.
When Wang Ai came back from the visit, Heynckes had already walked into the dressing room and was about to speak.
While Wang Ai took off his clothes, pants, shoes, clothes, pants, and shoes, while listening to Heynckes’ tactical arrangements, he couldn’t help thinking of the tactical arrangements of Jose, Mancini and others. For comparison, of course there is Gao Hongbo.
At exactly 5 o'clock, the whole team got up to the stadium to warm up. Wang Ai noticed that the stadium was full at this time.
Originally, I was sighed about Bayern’s high attendance, but was told by Neeringer indifferently: "The attendance rate during warm-ups is only 70%, and most of them are coming to you today."
Well, I am a super star, but I don’t know if I can make a debut today.
The opponent is Monchengladbach, a small relegation team.