Vol 8 Chapter 56: Yangfeng (6)

"You came late, so you don't know about some things when you started. Actually, I haven't seen much. Huang Xin can see more, mainly because I heard a lot." Xu Qinglian suddenly smiled and looked at Kang Si when she said this. Said: "What about you, did you join the doctor's side in 2003? Huang Xin was in 1996, Wen Jun was in 1998, and I was also in 1998. Leoni was in 2000, and you were in 2003. It's not too late, you want You don’t need to ask me if you were brought back early. But you are a fool, what a chance at that time, he took a person to Spain, and then you, if you take him down early, maybe we will have nothing to do gone."
Kang Si shook her head again and again: "No, no, even if he has me first, you can't escape."
Xu Qinglian smiled sweetly: "That's right, anyway, there were some things you didn't know at that time..."
Kang Si listened with pricked ears to Xu Qinglian talking about those old things. This talk was from the restaurant to the car, from the car to the kindergarten, and from the kindergarten back to the living room at home.
"Understood? The doctor doesn't hesitate when he should make up his mind, and when he should be cruel..." Xu Qinglian sat on the sofa and pursed her lips: "Sometimes I suspect that his smile is a mask for himself , it turned out to be a cold-blooded animal."
"Cold-blooded animal? Snake?" Kang Si subconsciously received it.
Xu Qinglian put her hands on her chest and let out a ferocious "Aw", and said clearly, "Tyrannosaurus rex!"
"No wonder you are riding a tigress." Kang Si immediately panicked as soon as she said the thoughtless words: "No, I am..."
Xu Qinglian clapped her hands: "I wanted to be a free horse, but unfortunately he caught me and rode it hard for three days, and then fed me concentrated feed, so I was tamed so hopelessly... "
Xu Qinglian's words were very low-key, her eyes were dangerous, Kang Si was quick-witted, and said loudly: "I'm pregnant, you can't do anything to me!"
Xu Qinglian nodded kindly: "That's right, hehe... In short, you don't have to worry about the doctor's affairs, you should worry about other people. It is true that you should suppress the affairs of the football circle in recent years, and it is also for them Well, if you don’t press now, big things will happen in the future.

Kang Si was also taken away from her thinking: "Your relatives are also..."
Xu Qinglian shook her head, and said seriously this time: "I will take care of my relatives, you know how difficult it is for our small family, if we lead a gang of thugs alone, this family will not have a good life, so, to be simple, just us A few are good enough, right?"
Kang Si nodded hurriedly, Xu Qinglian suddenly stopped talking, stared at the desolate courtyard outside the window for a long time in a daze, then came back to her senses and smiled at Kang Si: "Xiao Kang, I have a question for you, tell me the truth."
Kang Si nodded: "What else do we have to hide?"
Xu Qinglian shook her head and smiled: "Let me ask you, from the time you met the doctor to the time you actually came in, there were almost ten years. You experienced him having children, getting married, and having several women. To be honest, have you ever thought about giving up? You Have you thought about anyone else?"
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Kang Si pursed her lips, Xu Qinglian smiled and said, "Don't worry, if you want to ask me, I will tell you."
Kang Si lowered her head: "This, this is probably not the ideal life for any girl, is it? Maybe many people in the upper class are like this, but I am actually from the common people. So... there is no specific person, but I have definitely been shaken."
Xu Qinglian nodded: "Actually, it's not just you. Huang Xin hesitated for five years, and Wenjun also hesitated for more than three years. If you count Momo Lake, it will be even longer. Unlike lions, they probably only hesitated for a few days." In just a few minutes, they were deeply entangled. But in the end, they came together. We have thought about the reason many times, and even discussed it many times, but I found out today that we may have overlooked a hidden reason.

Under Kang Si's curious gaze, Xu Qinglian shook her head with a complicated expression: "The doctor's character background is either moderate or extreme, but usually people will be paralyzed by his smiling appearance. But those of us who walked into his heart know that, He is so good to his friends and lovers, he can't be better, he will give you everything and tell you everything, but what about enemies and bad guys? It's the other extreme, he doesn't have any feelings, I mean, even humanitarianism They have no feelings at all, and only pretended to be a little humanitarian because of the situation."
Kang Si blinked: "This seems to be related to his study of those classics, right? A strong concept of enemy and friend."
Xu Qinglian spread her hands: "Do you know what this kind of personality represents? Gap! The gap from one end to the other. Others are ten meters away, and he is fifty meters away. But since we have reached his heart, we can bear it." If he is all well, then we will be very far away from his other side, once he looks at us with another face, our psychological gap will be too big to imagine."
"He, he, he..."
Xu Qinglian shook her head: "He didn't scare us. We didn't know it before. Didn't we analyze it today? Even I dare say that if we really leave him, he won't do anything to us if he explodes in anger. It will take time, as long as we don't really hurt him, he will probably treat us as passers-by in the end, this may be his limit for us, or there is still some left to spare."
"But the psychological gap is still there. If you think about it, what we were facing was a person who talked about everything, had everything to do, and told us everything frankly, but suddenly became a person who said nothing, couldn't do anything, and did nothing. People who hide from us and even hate us, we have to bear as much bad as we have accepted. If he is not extreme, it is fine, but he is, so..." Xu Qinglian pointed to her chest: "We are all afraid .

"I'm afraid of hurting him." Kang Si whispered, "I'm also afraid of hurting ourselves."
Xu Qinglian let out a sigh of relief, raised her head and thought for a while: "Actually, I haven't been waiting for him all the time in Daqing. I've been thinking there for a whole thousand days. Every day I wonder whether I should leave him, and if I leave him, I should find him. What kind of man. I’m not afraid of your jokes. Actually, I’m not picky about men, and I don’t have any expectations, as long as they can be used. But in the end, the last, I hesitated until he came to me. I didn’t think about it. From the time he opened the door The moment he appeared in front of me, I knew I was doomed, and I was destined. At that moment, I really didn’t hesitate to let him go out naked, and I even thought it was right for him to beat me up. .

Kang Si was shocked by Xu Qinglian's intense feelings, and it took her a long time to come over and joke, "Then did he beat you?"
Xu Qinglian laughed: "Does it count if you stab me? The kind of stabbing with your life?"
Just when Kang Si was laughing with her, Xu Qinglian suddenly went up and held her face: "Don't think I forgot that you called me a tigress just now, let alone think that pregnancy is all right. Any man will do."
Kang Si didn't dare to move, her little face turned pale with fright.