Chapter 58: reconcile

At the dinner table, the atmosphere between the two was a little dignified.
Wang Dahu silently picked up a chopstick and almond spinach and put it on the plate in front of Li Qingran, then lowered his head and choked rice.
Li Qingran nibbled the corner of her lower lip, and opened her mouth as if she wanted to say something, but she didn't spit out a word in the end.
At night, two people lay on the bed, separated by a gap, and slept back to back.
The quartz clock on the wall ticked away, making annoying sounds, and at midnight, it began to rain again.
Wang Dahu opened his eyes and sighed long.
He sat up, put on slippers, and opened the door. Although the living room was dark, he saw the slender figure standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.
Wang Dahu slowly walked over, but stood still a step away from him.
The rain slammed on the glass. From here, the whole world outside the window became hazy.
Li Qingran turned his head slightly, and the pair of pupils who had always been cold seemed to be soft at this moment. Looking at Wang Dahu, he said with some grievances, "I'm cold."
Then, the next moment, he fell into the hot arms of the vice.
Holding the thin body in his arms tightly, Wang Dahu sniffed the light fragrance in his hair and thought with a sigh: What a wayward and elusive person this is!
"Feet hurts, too," the muffled voice continued aggrieved.
After listening, Wang Dahu sat cross-legged on the ground and hugged him in his lap.
"Deserve it!" Wang Dahu distressed and touched the thick bandaged ankle, but his mouth was smashed, and he said, "Who made you not to sleep in the middle of the night, ran here to punish the station, asking for it!"
Li Qingran pursed his mouth, and slammed his head on which fiery chest.
"Let's ..." After a long time, Wang Dahu asked him, "What are you worrying about?"
I felt a moment of stiffness in my body, and Wang Dahu's eyes were slightly darkened, and he said with an "injured" voice: "Can't I even say?"
"Will you leave me?" Suddenly, Li Qingran asked in a dumb voice.
"What?" Wang Dahu looked down at him in surprise, really did not expect that he would ask such a question.
As if waiting for some kind of trial, Li Qingran's body began to tremble involuntarily. He left Wang Dahu's chest, looked at the silver-lined rain silk outside the window, and said slowly: "I don't actually look like you think That's a kind-hearted, innocent person. In the final analysis, it is the murderer's blood that flows in my body. Dirty is my essence. "
"Do you know? Since going to college, every day I think, what are you doing and talking to in places I can't see? Every night I look at your sleeping face, but in my mind only One thought, I want to tie you to the bed, lock it at home, and let no one touch you, no one has the possibility of taking you away, voila! ... "Li Qingran smiled bitterly:" I am such a lunatic . "
Maybe this horrible possessiveness will one day make him a devil and do irreparable harm to his favorite person, just like his father ... someday he will surely ...
"So happy!" A low, husky voice suddenly sounded, and Wang Dahu hugged the person in his arms tightly again, and he almost said in tears: "Of course, I'm so happy."
Li Qingran: "... didn't you hear what I just said?"
"Hear it! Love me so much that I want to kill me!" Wang Dahu choked, "This is really the most beautiful love story I have ever heard!"
Love words?
Li Qingran didn't know why. Suddenly he felt like a fool after being worried for so long and worried for so long.
"Because then, you are usually cold!" Wang Dahu kissed his slippery face, and he was like a sneaky mouse: "Every time I say I like you, I love you, you are not silent It ’s a very coping phrase, "Huh!" Hee hee ... But today your true confession finally made you understand. It turns out that you, the lady, hide a heart so hot and love me under the cold appearance, really, really touched me It's up! !! !! "
"Did you know?" Wang Dahu pressed the corner of his lips against his white jade-like earlobe and said softly: "The ones you think about, in fact, I have thought about them too! Our family is so beautiful, so smart, it will definitely attract a lot Men and women, what if someone better than me appears? "
"So you see, this has nothing to do with whether you are the murderer's son. You want to monopolize the other, want the other to keep yourself in mind at all times, and you will be worried and cranky when you don't see it. This is what you love It ’s a normal thing. As for what you said about your nature, how many years have the two of us known? Will you hide it from me? You! It ’s a bad mouth, a small heart, and a dry vinegar. People, the broad-minded man in the world can stand your temperament. "
Li Qingran pursed his lips, then pursed his lips again, and raised his eyebrows, "That's really hard for you!"
"No hard work, who taught you to be my wife! We have to entangle each other in this life. If you live a hundred years old, I will live a hundred years and a day, letting me look like a goose bump into your life The last video, and then you wait for me for a while at Nai He Bridge, and we will go together for the rest of our lives. "
Listening to Wang Dahu's gentle but deeply stabbing all his words, a drop of hot tears could not help flowing from Li Qingran's eyes and stained his cheek, and also stained Wang Dahu's chest.
"Why? Why do you want you to be so good to me? I don't deserve it."
"Well, well, you should be the one I owed you in my life, and I will pay it back in my life."
Lowering his head, depicting his teary face with the tip of his tongue, he asked with a dumb voice, "Is it still cold?"
"........."
"Enter the house! Go to the bed and cover it with a quilt so it won't be cold."
"........."
"Rest assured that I will always be with you!"
It was probably because the "hearth" next to him was too warm, or because the words just said had relieved something in his heart wonderfully. Li Qingran didn't use it for a long time and soon fell asleep.
Looking at his sleeping face, Wang Dahu raised his hand and touched his skinny cheek.
Deep self-blame hit his heart.
Actually, it wasn't that he hadn't noticed something wrong recently. It was just that Wang Dahu mistakenly thought that his spirit was bad because he was too tired to study, so he ignored Li Qingran's sensitive inner thoughts.
Since the two met at the age of seven until now, for the entire thirteen years, except for the time when Wang Dahu was once trafficked, they are almost together 24 hours a day, going to school together, going home together, having fun together, Hugging and sleeping together. But after arriving at the university, although they still live together, the time spent by the two people has been greatly reduced, and the places where they meet each other have also been greatly reduced. Different from himself, although he is lonely and not good at communication, it may be said that from the bottom of his heart he does not want to be too deeply involved with people other than himself, so naturally after the two have less time with each other, he will Began to feel uneasy.
In addition, deep in his heart, he has never forgotten his father's affairs, which makes him even more cranky.
Secretly sighing, full of love, Wang Dahu kissed his white forehead, what should I do to make you feel at ease? What should I do to make you really understand that in this life, I will not leave you no matter what happens?
"It's really a little fool!"
"No!" Wang Dahu raised his hands and hit a big cross in the chest: "You will stay at home honestly for me, and I have asked someone to take a leave from school. Your ankle is swollen like that, People are as thin as a piece of paper. When the wind blows, they will fall down, so let's go and get healthy! "
Li Qingran calmed his face and looked very unhappy.
Wang Dahu came to him with a smile, took a sip on the bloodless lips, and said, "Thank you, I can rest for a few days, let's say, what I want to eat in a while, I'll buy it now, Make sure you get your weight back in the shortest possible time! Dry, hold your arms! "
Regarding Wang Dahu's indirect complaint, Li Qingran raised his head and glared at him with "many ways" (in the eyes of Wang Dahu), but his face was not as ugly as it was just now. Obviously, he still felt "slightly" that he could stay with him at home happy.
The two of them used up breakfast together. Wang Dahu watched him take his medicine, hugged him on the sofa in the living room, and put a plate of crystal grapes and a few miscellaneous books on the coffee table in front of the sofa.
"You stay well at home, I go to the grocery market, I will be back in about half an hour." Wang Dahu, dressed in clothes, picking up a basket of vegetables, hurried out, as if it was catching up with the supermarket The housewives of today are full of unparalleled fighting spirit.
Li Qingran shook his head, watching his flustered back, a warm and clean smile on his face.
"Beep beep--" Just then, a beeping sound rang.
It turned out that Wang Dahu's phone had fallen to the ground.
Li Qingran walked slowly and picked it up.
Looking at the flashing "mushroom" words on the screen, he held the fingertips of the phone and turned white.