Chapter 121: Life and death

Lu Zhanxing was like a trapped beast in a cage. His emotions were too exciting. It took Gu Mang a long time to explain everything to him.
As a bystander, Mo Xi can hardly describe Lu Zhanxing's expression after listening to the truth.
In fact, since Gu Mang began to tell "Zhen Long Bai Zi", the emotion on Lu Zhanxing's face has been changing. From stupidity to blankness, from blankness to ecstasy, from ecstasy to anger, from anger to sorrow, the stupidity in the middle collapsed countless times.
When everything was over, Lu Zhanxing suddenly collapsed on the cold stone bed. He opened his eyes wide and stared blankly at the low ceiling of the Yin prison.
After a long time, he murmured like a nightmare: "I ... have not failed you ..."
Gu Man's eyes were soft and moist, his voice was hoarse, and he whispered, "You never have."
"I did not disappoint you ... I did not disappoint you ... ha ha ... ha ha ha ha!" Lu Zhanxing's forehead meridians protruded, and his emotions were so full that his cheeks became red. He laughed wryly, but he cried with a smile. He probably felt ashamed and raised his hand to cover his eyelids, but the tears still leaked from the cover of his arms and slipped to the bottom of his hair.
He wept quietly, "I haven't failed you ..."
Gu Mang sat down beside his narrow stone bed and turned to look at Lu Zhanxing. He couldn't see Lu Zhanxing's eyes, of course, and the man was still covering with strong arms.
Gu Mang was silent for a moment, and suddenly whispered, "Zhan Xing, can you always see them?"
A word without a head, but Lu Zhanxing understood it.
Mo Xi also understood.
Can you see them from time to time? Seeing 70,000 people crossed the river and came to you. Those brethren who had fought with you side by side and drank hard liquor with you before countless expeditions on the battlefield, came to you with your oaths, and you were Thousands of dead people are surrounded by them, and they mutter to you day and night. Gradually, you can't see the world in front of you, and you unknowingly live with the dead.
You have become a living tombstone, with the name of the dead soul engraved on the heart.
Can you see them often too ...
Lu Zhanxing's dry lips froze. For the first time, no decent sound came.
It was the second time that he said--
"Always."
"..."
"I see them all the time."
After a long silence, Gu Mang said, "Me too."
A dark candlelight dripped a stream of candle tears.
Gu Mang said: "Show stars, a Fengming Mountain, we have both become dead. Do you blame me?"
Lu Zhanxing slowly pulled his arm down, exposing half of wet black eyes: "What?"
"I flicker you ... flicker you followed me on this path. I promise to give you an empty future, you follow me, but the good life did not last a few days, but became a criminal and a reckless husband. Gu Man looked down at his hand, "I have been thinking for a while what kind of person I am."
His long, thick eyelashes trembled softly, casting a soft shadow on the bridge of his nose.
Gu Mang said gently: "I know that Zhonghua has a lot of evaluations of me, praised, degraded, stigmatized, high-profile ... I never cared, because I felt that I had been doing the right thing Things, I can't live without my conscience. "
"But after the war, Fengming no longer had an account of my conscience. I kept saying, to change Zhonghua and even Kyushu's view of slaves, I always said to everyone who followed me, I would bring They go home and give them a much better future than they do now. But as long as they lose a game, I will be beaten back like a beaming clown. As a coach, I ca n’t even have a minimum fairness for me. Brothers begging. "
My ears seemed to sound like I didn't care:
Gong Gao Zhenzhu! How high the slave climbed, how miserable it fell!
He is the next flower to bleak!
No, he deserves to be compared with Hua Po An? Hua Po An has the ability to create a country. Anyway, his brothers can be rewarded and begged for benefit. He is just a rolling dog in a quagmire. He is a liar! He tricked a bunch of fools to follow him to death, what can he get from following him? Dream?
What an amazing beast, ha ha ha ha ...
The mocking laughter hovered like a vulture.
Gu Man closed his eyes slowly.
When he opened it again, he looked at his hand with fine cocoons and said, "Now I finally want to understand. I turned out to be a grave digger, half a lifetime, buried all my brothers in the pit."
"..."
Lu Zhanxing didn't say anything, he turned his head.
He looked at Gu Mang for a while and said, "Jun Shang will not reverse the case for me, right?"
After waiting for Gu Man's answer, he said, "I want to know that too. The old gentlemen, the black magic tactics ... our new junior is still too immature, and he can't keep anyone who is in my position."
Gu Meng bowed his head and said, "... Show Star, I'm sorry. I didn't do anything except tell you the truth."
Lu Zhanxing stared at the zenith for a while and paused.
The tears at the end of his eyes had dried up, and after a long time, he said, "It's okay. I don't blame him or you."
After unloading the "criminals" puppet, Lu Zhanxing relaxed. Although people have complicated feelings in the face of their death sentence, for Lu Zhanxing, he is not so unpleasant at this time.
"I was unlucky myself and became the one who won the Zhenlong chess piece." Lu Zhanxing took the two wooden dice that Gu Mang brought to him, and slowly rubbed, "Do you remember when we played dice when we were young? I I always lose to you and I have to give you all the pastries. I've always been out of luck. It has nothing to do with anyone. "
He said, throwing it a little, two wooden dice rolled and rolled on two "ones".
Lu Zhanxing said: "Look, I'm right."
Gu Mangong bowed his head, his shoulders shook slightly, and he half-chirped and said, "I heard a long time ago that there is a casino ghost in Chonghua, and that person always likes to wear a bronze mask. He will win every gamble. The gaming table has never been defeated. "
"..."
"That person is you, right?"
Lu Zhanxing didn't say a word, and froze.
"You want to throw a few points is just a few points. You're not out of luck," Gu Mang said hoarsely. "It's you who keep me all the time and want to give me snacks."
Lu Zhanxing looked at Gu Mang in front of him, and sighed slightly.
He certainly wants to protect this little guy. It's almost doomed since they first met--
At that time, he had just been bought back to look at Shu House, not long ago, and saw only four-year-old Gu Mang was bullied by Murong, forced to paint his face with oil paint, and a bowl filled with water on his head. Stand still on the pile.
Xiao Murong's son laughed wildly and publicized, and said to him: Stand for an hour, if the water in the bowl spills out, today the slaves of the entire mansion followed without food.
There was a wailing in the belly of Lu Zhanxing, and he said that he had really lost blood mold for eight lives. How could such a little ghost persist for so long? It seems that on the first day of entering the government today, he will be hungry.
But he didn't think of anything. When the dinner was served in the evening, the master of the room still sent each of them two big, white buns. At this time, Lu Zhanxing only heard that the little child was really suffocated and stood still for an hour. This result made Murong Merci very upset. In the end, the other slaves were not affected. Gu Mang's supper was buckled for no reason.
Lu Zhanxing listened to his ear, ate a hoe, and hoeed a to find the little companion. He rummaged through the huge Wangshu Mansion, and finally found Gu Man, who was squatting by the grass in the back garden—
"Hey."
He patted Gu Mang's shoulder, and turned around a small face in oil paint, his mouth moved silently, and Saturn was on his lips.
Lu Zhanxing couldn't see his features, he could only see those black eyes, as bright as stars at night.
Lu Zhanxing was surprised: "You, why are you eating soil ..."
Gu Mang was extremely grieved. The four-year-old kid with a crisp voice cried: "Brother, I'm hungry."
Lu Zhanxing looked at those cub-like helpless eyes, and his heart melted. He hurriedly took out the hoe, and whispered: "For you, don't cry. Hey ... brother brother covered You, you little pitiful. "
At this moment, Lu Zhanxing looked at Gu Mang in front of him. After removing the armor and glory, Gu Mang was as helpless and as nothing as the little guy who had quietly bowed his head to eat the dirt.
They worked hard for nearly half their lives, but in fact got nothing.
Lu Zhanxing's womb stained his face, gradually showing a hint of helplessness and gentleness. He raised his hand, his dirty hands touched Gu Man's face, and wiped his belly with Gu Man's wet eyes.
"Man, don't cry."
"..."
Lu Zhanxing rolled a faint smile: "Brother is covering you, you little pitiful."
Gu Mang closed his eyes wryly, his eyebrows were hurt, his throat throbbed bitterly.
Lu Zhanxing said: "This is the last time. Your brother will protect you. The way forward is whether to go forward or backward, continue to move forward, or to return to your hometown."
"Man, I'm glad you can tell me the truth. Although nothing seems to have changed, at least I know that I have not betrayed my 70,000 robes, and have not betrayed you. The stone in my heart has finally fallen."
"Go down, any choice you make, your brother Lu will be happy for you." He said, will bite the lower lip and endure forbearance, but Gu Conglan, who had been crying for a long time, came over, his forehead against his forehead, hands hard I patted it on Gu Mang's shoulder. "Who made you my brother. Although we never worshipped the handle."
Gu Mang wiped away the tears on his face fiercely and raised his black eyes: "Bye."
"..."
Before Lu Zhanxing responded, he put on the cover and walked out of the cell. Within a while, he mentioned two pots of pear blossoms in the jail.
Gu Mang held back his tears and solemnly said, "Lu Zhanxing, today, I'm good. You and I can only meet again when the autumn is cut. I was born homeless, fatherless, and helpless. Dare not to indulge, to be extraordinarily afraid, to have forbearance in front of others, to have a rare love. Only ... Only in front of Brother Lu, can you realize that you had a family and an elder brother. "
He said this, and Lu Zhanxing's eyes were also red. The two took care of each other from childhood to support, and the situation of supporting each other was vivid and flashed.
Gu Mang said: "Thanks to my brother for taking care of me for more than 20 years."
Lu Zhanxing looked up, he thought about himself after a few months, he would not ask any more, and would not like to have any deeper relationship with others, but listen to the words, sincerely, crying blood, can not help but surging, hot blood move.
He endured the tears, and took the pear blossoms in Gu Mang's hands. He said, "I have nothing like duckweed in my life. I never thought that I could have a well-known brother and family in the world. The name is outside, the life is close, and you can still meet with you. You used to be informal, unbelieving, and disdainful. But today ... I really feel very happy today! Well! Bye bye! "
"Even if it is a slave, even if the limit is approaching, even if the road ahead is unknown. We are happy today! We two, do not want to be born on the same day and the same month, but it is difficult to die on the same day in the same year, but remember for a lifetime, Huang Quan Don't forget! "
The two immediately drank their headaches, bowed down, and laughed hand in hand, but with tears in their laughter, and tears in their eyes.
Gu Mang said: "Brother."
Lu Zhanxing laughed and said, "Since then, neither of us has been lonely. I went to the Yincaodi Mansion and knew that he had a real brother."
In the sad, heroic, hopeless, and radiant laughter, the situation in the jail cell began to blur and become more and more distant, and the figures of the two brothers gradually became hazy.
Lu Zhanxing ...
Gu Mang ...
brothers.
It turned out that Gu Mang had gone to see Yin Lu Xing in the prison, and the two had made an eight-week relationship, and had family and brothers. Therefore, Lu Zhanxing's reactions in the time mirror are not sincere.
Lu Zhanxing was never abandoning Gu Mang's dreams and abandoning 70,000 renegade traitors. His sincerity ... his sincerity is clearly--
"Brother protects you, the way forward, whether to go forward or backward, continue to move forward, or to return home, is up to you."
"Let's go down. Any choice you make, your brother Lu will be happy for you."
"Who makes you my brother?"
It turned out that in the autumn, when the sword was cut, the yin and yang were separated, and it wasn't just Gu Mang's last robe that took away. The one who fell off and took away was Gu Mang's only relative.
I have just worshipped, I only have it, and I have only had a few calls—
He is the only one in the world.
Brother.
The author has something to say: 赶 Hurry to the field tomorrow to prepare for the wedding of relatives. Tonight I will save the manuscript 嗷 because tomorrow I will not be able to touch the computer the day after tomorrow, and I will save the manuscript again ... cover my face ... … After I save the manuscript, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I will be a garbage for three days ... Do nothing, eat ... When this spicy chicken is so happy ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! ] Tomorrow evening, if I do n’t need my help to prepare the wedding arrangement, I can reply to birds! Momma! !! ps. Update is still the same, I still have a draft to burn for a while ...
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