Chapter 39: Cheng Yan's memory

When the two of them returned with the ice lantern, Lin Mo put the ice lantern in the yard before the rest of the family was still asleep. Cheng Yan Lin Mo and the two lay down on the bed after washing. Lin Mo was not sleepy now.
After the light was extinguished, Cheng Yan lay back on the bed, Lin Mo nestled in his arms, and the two chatted in a low voice.
After chatting for a long time, Cheng Yan flashed the previous dreams in his mind, and some of his memories had been restored. Cheng Yan hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to speak with Lin Mo.
"Momo ... I said before that I don't have any memory ..."
"Well, you said, what happened?" Lin Mo asked casually.
"I restored some memories a while ago."
Lin Mo heard it, and immediately hesitated, holding still the previous movement. Wei Yan's eyes flashed with a variety of complex emotions, the room was dim, and Lin Mo was always buried in his chest, Cheng Yan didn't notice it for a moment.
"Well, is it ... then what do you remember? For example, name or something." Lin Mo was silent for a long time, and said.
Some memory restored? After recovering the memory, isn't Cheng Yan now? Will he be spoiled like he is now? Will you suddenly forget everything you have now when you restore your previous memories? Lin Mo was suddenly filled with these suspicions that made him headache.
"Momo, what's wrong with you?" Cheng Yan looked down at him, wondering. As soon as Cheng Yan heard Lin Mo speak, he felt something wrong in his emotions.
"... It's okay, let's talk about your memories first, what memories have been restored? Do you know what your previous identity is?" Lin Mo buried his head in his arms and muffled.
The whole body is covered with cricket scars, with internal forces and martial arts, and the rules of life are as self-disciplined as soldiers. It is impossible for ordinary people to come.
"It's been confirmed now. If the young general in the dream is me, then the current emperor should be my brother."
General ... Emperor ... Brother ... Where is Cheng Yan? Royal people ...
"Cheng Yan, if there are other people around you, then I will leave you." Lin Mo looked up at him with a firm face.
He likes Cheng Yan very much, so he can't stand the presence of other people around Cheng Yan. Cheng Yan can only be alone. If Cheng Yan no longer belongs to him alone after completely recovering his memory, he can only choose to leave.
At the very least, he could remember the time when the two of them were together.
"I only liked you alone, and no one else." Cheng Yan heard Lin Mo say the word leave, and he was stagnant, and subconsciously held him tightly in his arms.
go away? He will not give Lin Mo a chance to leave him.
"The one in the dream, I followed the army to the border at the age of fourteen and returned to the Imperial City until the age of seventeen. I didn't stay there for a long time and then returned, so there can be no other people in the government except the servants and guards." Cheng Yan explained.
When he returned at the age of 17, he still received a letter from his emperor. I just don't know what happened when he was eighteen years old. He lost his memory and lost his memory. It was not until a year later that he recovered.
It is a pity that since the dream awakened that day, he has not continued to dream that dream, nor do he know what happened when he led his soldiers to the imperial city in the dream.
"Fourteen years old ... then the injury to you ..."
Fourteen years old ... still a teenager, just on the battlefield? As soon as Lin Mo thought of the injury on his body, he was having trouble breathing.
"It's okay, it doesn't hurt anymore." Cheng Yan turned to her side and buried her head in Lin Mo's neck, whispering.
Lin Mo reached out and touched his head, but did not speak. It doesn't hurt now, then? On the verge of death many times, how did you persist?
Lin Mo thought, maybe in some ways, he and Cheng Yan had the same experience.
"So ... don't leave." Cheng Yan saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, and was anxious in heart, raised his head against his forehead, and stared at his eyes.
The darkness of the room did not bring any obstruction to Cheng Yan's sight. He saw it clearly, and Momo looked at him with distress in his eyes.
"As long as you have no one else, I won't leave ..."
"There will be no one else." Cheng Yan was relieved to get his answer. The intensity of holding his waist was a little tighter, and there was no one except Lin Mo.
"Do you think I am selfish?" Lin Mo whispered. He suddenly thought that it was ancient and not modern. It was normal for them to be three wives and four concubines, let alone a royal.
"No." When the two of them got married, he had assured Lin Cheng and Lin Xiu that there would only be Lin Mo alone in this life, whether now or later.
"But I can't have children. You are destined to have no children in the future."
If ordinary daughters can't have children, the man will certainly serve, let alone a royal person. Cheng Yan may also be Wang Ye, will the man in that palace tolerate that Cheng Yan has no offspring? Perhaps the courtier would marry his daughter to him for some benefit, and the emperor or queen mother would push a hand behind him.
Lin Mo is now flashing fragments from various novels or TV dramas in the palace. He always feels that one of them will happen to himself.
"You told me before we got married that you couldn't have children, and I didn't care about them," Cheng Yan said patiently.
For Cheng Yan, it is better to have no children. Without a child, Momo would always focus on him. Without a child, Momo's love for him would not be halved.
"But ..." Lin Mo looked at him and stopped talking.
"Momo, what are you worried about?"
Lin Mo began to speak, but didn't know where to ask, and finally buried his head in the bed, silent.
"Speak it out? I don't know if you don't say it. Today is the first day of the new year, and you should be happy." Cheng Yan opened the quilt, kissed his forehead, and whispered. .
"You don't care if there are any children, but what about the others? The emperor, the queen queen, and the ministers who see your interests in the court, I think they will force you to compromise." Lin Mo thought and said.
"Although I only restored a part of my memory, I can be sure that the emperor will not interfere with these things. As for the other people ... Momo, have you forgotten your identity? They can raise it, and I can also refuse it." Cheng Yan said.
If it doesn't work, just give them a chicken and tamarin. After all, the people of Lao Guo knew that Cheng Wang was cruel and bloodthirsty, and he was not cruel, but it really hurt his prestige in front of the people.
Cheng Yan hugged Lin Mo, his chin resting on top of his head, and his right hand was gently soothing along his back. However, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, his eyes narrowed.
How could he make someone bully him?
"Have you figured it out?" Cheng Yan calmed him for a long time and whispered.
"Hmm ... I figured it out." Lin Mo slowly moved half of his head out of the bed, carefully stroking his chest.
"Do you have anything else to ask? If you don't sleep, you won't be able to get up tomorrow." Cheng Yan asked, touching his head.
"Remember why you suffered amnesia?" Lin Mo looked up at him and asked.
Although they are here at the borders of several countries, even if they are besieged by enemy forces, they should not escape here, nor should they fall to the bottom of the cliff. Unless they are chased and flee to this side, they will jump off the cliff when they are forced into despair.
Perhaps there are other entrances to the three mountains surrounding Daling Village, and Cheng Yan may have escaped from the other side of the mountain.
"These haven't been remembered yet." Cheng Yan's tone was helpless. Except for the experience in the dream, he didn't remember much. Many of them were the experience of killing the enemy at the border, and the rest was childhood.
"One or two months away, the second brother will go to Beijing for a scientific examination. At that time we will go with the second brother. Maybe you think of some more at that time."
"Okay, listen to you."
Lin Mo felt that during this time, Cheng Yan successively remembered the previous events, which were related to the spiritual spring water. After seeing Cheng Yan's injuries, Lin Mo was worried that there might be dark injuries in his body, so he put spiritual spring water in what he ate and drank every day.
It seems that it is the spiritual spring water that is working. Perhaps the amount of spiritual spring water for Cheng Yan can be increased a bit.
Cheng Yan patted his back regularly to coax people to sleep, and stopped slowly until Lin Mo's breathing calmed down.
Back to Beijing? It was time to go back, and he had to find out what had happened before his amnesia. It is also possible that all of this was within his previous plan, except for the accident of amnesia.
Hopefully, within two months, he can remember other things. Cheng Yan hugged the person in his arms and closed his eyes to sleep.
In the morning of the new year, Lin Mo was awakened by Cheng Yan again. Change the red clothes that Mother Lin prepared for them last night, Lin Mo and Cheng Yan went to breakfast after washing.
As soon as he entered the house, Lin Mo saw a red patch inside, especially the four children in his family. The clothes were pure red and there was no trace of mottled.
Lin Mo stomped his feet, straightened his mouth and resisted the urge to laugh. He felt that the clothes on himself and Cheng Yan were not so eye-catching. At least their clothes had other colors. Red was only part of it.
"Uncle Four, you and Uncle Cheng are also wearing red clothes!" Lin Xiaoya saw Lin Mo walking in, and raised her mouth with a smile, matching her red clothes, a proper little Fuwa.
"Yes." Lin Mo's eyes narrowed slightly, and he smiled.
Lin Mo's dress was found by Lin's mother and Lin Dazhen after visiting a lot of ready-to-wear shops. The style is still relatively new.
"Mother, why is n’t Sige ’s clothes all red? It ’s too red to wear so red, it always feels uncomfortable.
Lin Xing naturally also saw Sige and Cheng ’s clothes. He looks good.
"It's going to be a festive dress for the New Year. I didn't say anything when I saw Achen. Why do you have so many opinions?" Lin mother said to Mo Geer while they were serving dumplings.
Lin Chen: ...
He kept silent, Lin Chen didn't say anything, and ate dumplings with his head down, and he didn't even hear things outside the window.