Chapter 4487: Drunken Allure (13)

Chu Bingxuan had a feeling of being stabbed by the knife all the time, all numb.
This heartbreaking pain could hardly bear him.
He knew it was so painful now, only because he was too bad for Xin Lan at the time, and too indifferent.
He can't blame others, but he can only blame himself.
But he regrets and hurts no more, and does not let Xin Lan belong to others in the future.
As long as he thinks of her being with other people in the future, and his children are called other people's fathers, he can't stand it and feel crazy.
He couldn't allow other men to hug her.
She is his, it's his.
Chu Bingxuan felt uncomfortable, his eyes were thicker with bloodshot eyes, "I love you very much, really love you, you have to believe me."
With that said, Chu Bingxuan put Xia Xinlan's hand on the position of his heart, allowing him to feel his heartbeat and his fear of his fear.
Xia Xinlan looked at Chu Bingxuan like this, and felt uncomfortable.
She didn't break away from Chu Bingxuan, but instead was pulled by him very well, she sighed: "Chu Bingxuan, if you treat me so well at the beginning, say nothing, I can't bear to leave you, then I was very Like you, if you can be a little gentle to me, don't be too good.
You are one-tenth of me to Lin Ruo-die, and I may die to you.
But you said that to me like that before, so ruthless, and your girlfriend still satirized me with your goodness to her... these me..."
Listening to Xia Xinlan's words, Chu Bingxuan's heart was broken.
Sure enough, it was all his fault. At first, he was too ruthless. At first, he did not expect that his heart was already on her.
At that time she often appeared in his sight, he would feel annoyed, but then when she left, he realized that he was already used to it, already liked it.
But after understanding, the world can't find her.
He endured a long time of thinking and suffering, and she always fell asleep when she was going to sleep.
He would dream of being indifferent to her, dreaming that she would turn away and never turn her head again.
Those are the secrets he once had in his heart, and he didn't tell anyone.
He didn't realize how painful his words were, but now he found that some words were really hurtful.
Even Xin Lan recounted these facts calmly, and he felt that his heart could not stand it with a knife.
He now understands that some hurtful words cannot be said casually.
Xia Xinlan continued: "Really even if you are kind to me, we will not be like this. Now, you are kind to me and I have seen it, but I can't help comparing and thinking, so You give me time to let me slowly forget those, you and Lin Ruodie who have forgotten the past."
"Xin Lan, as long as you give me the opportunity to chase you and let me accompany you, it doesn't matter if you don't agree now, I will wait for you with you."
Chu Bingxuan was very serious when he said this.
As long as Xia Xinlan does not really reject him, he will have a chance, he will treat her very well, so that she can forget those pasts.
In fact, Xia Xinlan's heart is still in Lin Ruodie.
But Chu Bingxuan had sent someone to check, she just had to wait for the result.
"Then I'll go back to the dormitory first, so go back!"
Chu Bing's dazzling gaze was full of reluctance. What should I do, now he can't stand it for a while.
He watched Xia Xinlan step by step out of his sight, and his heart seemed to be empty.
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