Chapter 14: Memory fragmentation (1)

Memory fragmentation (1)
That night, Claire had a very strange dream. In his dream, he saw that "the other self" grew up quickly and became a slender young man. The young man was very handsome and dressed in a tailored white suit. Smiling in front of the mirror and making a tie, then sitting in a strange car to a company, the people in the company politely greeted him, called him...
Just as the name blurted out, Claire felt the whole world whirl around, and when he suddenly opened his eyes, Carlo's serious face was zooming in front of him, reaching out and shaking his shoulders: "Claire, get up, be late."
"..." Claire took a long time to get out of the dream.
The dream is too real. The place where he lives is completely different from that of his home. The white car that goes out when he goes out is not the same as the floating car that can be seen everywhere in the empire. The silver-gray building of the company is a building he has never seen before. That is definitely another completely different world.
But what is terrible is that everything in that world is clearly printed in his mind. Even the smiles on the faces of men and women who greet him in the company are very clear. Even if the dream wakes up, he also thinks that things are like The same thing he has experienced personally.
Is your illness getting worse? What is the relationship between that person and himself?
Sometimes he can't even tell who he is in the dream, or Claire.
Carlos sees his roommate sitting in bed in a daze, can't help but frown, and slaps Claire's shoulder hard: "Wake up? Go to class!"
"..." Claire was completely awake by the squad leader's slap, and immediately got up to wash his face and brush his teeth.
When the two rushed to the classroom, it was already 7:59. The teacher was coming to the classroom. The two quickly sneaked in from the back door and sat down in their seats.
Seeing the two guys in the front row, Xi Wei was panting, apparently running all the way, could not help but stretch out his foot and gently kicked Claire's sitting in the front row: "Claire."
Claire turned around and Xiwei recruited and waved. He consciously put his head together: "Xiwei, you call me?"
Xi Wei got in his ear and asked, "I came so late, have you overslept?"
"Well... I have a nightmare again," Claire whispered. "I think my illness seems to be more serious."
Xiwei said: "You will wait for me in the afternoon and go downstairs to wait for me. Let's go to the hospital soon."
"it is good."
The two said a few whispers, and Caro curiously erected his ears to eavesdrop. As a result, he did not hear anything, and he had to look serious at the podium.
In the morning, there are three consecutive classes of imperial history. The teachers who teach the lectures are gray and the tone of speech is very serious. The focus of this lesson is "The Battle of Ismail". Xiwei has long checked this information and knows that since this battle, humans have split into two major regimes, the Lacy Empire and the Strand, and the battle ended. That year was also the year when the empire was founded. However, the classmates apparently did not know this historical knowledge. The teacher released a lot of precious video materials on the big screen, and the children looked like they were watching the movie.
It is Claire's expression that is a bit ugly. He often has an explosion in his dreams. When he looks at the scene of the war on the big screen, he only feels a splitting headache, and the nerves in his brain are as uncomfortable as burning with fire. Claire simply closed his eyes and squatted on the table.
Xi Wei found that the alpha in the front row was sleeping, and his heart was helpless. This class is actually very interesting for the children. The voice of the old professor is like the narration of the movie. The scene of the interstellar war on the big screen looks very spectacular. Many children under the stage are very happy.
Claire can fall asleep in such an interesting history lesson, and Xavi really admire his sleep.

After school in the afternoon of the same day, Xiwei and Claire came to the hospital in the northeast corner of the school according to the agreement.
Because of the closed education, the São Paulo College has a group of children living on campus and cannot go home on weekends. Therefore, the school’s hospital is very large, with a high-rise building and many professional doctors to solve the medical problems of the students. .
Xiwei looked at the signs of the departments on each floor of the door, and took Claire to the third floor and stopped in front of a door that read "Psychological Counseling Room."
Claire looked up at the word on the door and stepped back in fear. Siwei simply grabbed his hand and slammed him over him: "Don't be afraid, if you are sick, look for a doctor, or it will be more serious."
Reminiscent of the clear dreams of last night, Claire had no choice but to nod and pale, and Xiwei slammed the door of the counseling room.
The female doctor sitting at the desk was very young and beautiful, with a thick blond curly hair. When I saw two children pushing the door in, I couldn’t help but say, "Students, are you in the wrong place?"
Younger children rarely have psychological problems. Since she was working in school, this is the first time she has seen such a small child running to the psychological department. Dr. Mia felt that the two children in front of me were very cute. They couldn’t help but stand up and walk in front of them. They said softly: "Where are you uncomfortable? I will take you to a specialist, okay?"
West Wei pulled Claire's arm: "Say to the doctor."
Claire said this in a whisper: "Doctor, I often have nightmares."
Mia said with a smile: "Doing a nightmare is not a disease, many people will have nightmares."
Claire said: "But my nightmare is very strange. I am connected every night. There is a person in my dream. He stayed with me when I was very young. I grew up with me. I was Claire when I was awake. It seems to be him when he falls asleep..."
Miya’s more listening is more wrong. If the child is telling the truth, it is very serious. This is a typical schizophrenic precursor. Thinking of this, Mia finally put away her smile, gently touched Claire's golden head and asked, "What is your name?"
"My name is Claire."
"Don't be afraid, you come in with me and tell me the details of the dream."
The female doctor's smile was very gentle and cordial. Claire looked back at Xiwei and Xiwei shook his hand and comforted him: "Go in, let me know clearly with the doctor, I am here waiting for you."
Claire nodded and turned to follow the doctor into the treatment room.
Unlike Claire's imaginary closed depression in the hospital, on the contrary, the treatment room is very warmly decorated with brightly coloured pictures on the walls, and there are many green plants in the house. One plant has just blossomed and the flowers are beautiful. Drops, the air in the room is very fresh. Mia arranged the psychotherapy room in such a way as to relieve the patient's stress and allow the patient to relax and talk to the doctor.
Mia took Claire to the lounge chair and let him lie down. This said: "Claire, come, relax, close your eyes, concentrate on listening to me..."
She opened the music smoothly, and the rhythmic soothing music melody made Claire relax, the sound of the tide seemed to scream and the sound of the beach, Claire gradually lost consciousness, he felt like he came to a strange world, surrounded by Everyone is saying something weird, but he can understand the meaning of those people.
"Where are you at the beginning of the dream?" Seeing hypnosis succeeded, Mia asked softly in Claire's ear.
Claire frowned and tried to remember. After a long time, he replied: "I live in a strange house. A woman will take me out to the sun every day... Later, I seem to grow up and be sent. There is a lot of classmates in a class..."
Probably the hypnosis of the psychiatrist let Claire put down the defense in the subconscious. He will slowly sort out and recall the things he dreamed of, and the fragments in the dream will gradually become connected together, just like the pieces of memory are stitched together. A complete picture.
Mia listened to his slow story, and was shocked to discover that this child's dream is completely another person's life!
Is it a double personality?
But from the medical knowledge she has, this cannot be defined as a dual personality. Because Claire is just dreaming, he doesn't do anything as another person. The true dual personality, when people become "other", will involuntarily do something to perfect that personality, will make new friends in another identity, establish their own social circle, the owner often does not know What does the deputy personality do? Different personalities are like strangers who have never met each other.
And Claire’s dream, in his dreams, reproduces the clear life of another person, but it is like a kind of –
The brain is severely traumatized and loses memories after the memory.
But now he is only five years old, how can there be so many memory fragments appearing in his mind?
Mia listened more and more confused, could not help but ask: "Tell me your name, what is your name?"
Claire: "..."

What do people around you call you?

At this moment, Mia found that the brainwaves in the test screen began to fluctuate drastically. Claire's fist was tightly held on the side of her body, and a sweat was oozing from her forehead. His hands and feet even began to struggle fiercely.
Mia was shocked and immediately awakened Claire: "Claire, Claire!"
The child lying on the soft sofa suddenly opened his eyes. It was a pair of clear, bright eyes that were as blue as the sky after the rain. But when Mia was on the pair of eyes, she had the feeling of backing hairs. Because, at that moment, the sharp eyes shot in Claire's eyes were not like a five-year-old child.
Claire glanced at her, then turned back and looked at the white wall in front of him.
The suffocating silence lasted for a long time. Mia regretted her humiliation for the children. She actually used only mild hypnosis to let Claire relax and help him recall the dream. It is reasonable to say that this kind of mild hypnosis will not What caused the negative impact, how did Claire seem to wake up completely changed personally?
Mia looked at the child's head with some worries. What surprised her was that Claire twisted her head and avoided her hand. Then she said, "Doctor, my situation, can you not tell classmates, teachers, and Have parents?"
"This……"
Claire said: "Psychologists should be obligated to keep patients confidential, right?"
The original psychotherapy was confidential, but Claire was still young and should tell his parents about the situation. Mia was hesitating, but she saw a simple smile on her face. She looked at her with confidence: "I am very scared. I especially trust the doctor and sister to tell you these secrets. Don't tell others, good. ?"
Then he gripped Mia's finger with a soft little hand.
Mia was so softly held by her child that she couldn’t help but say, "Okay, I promise you not to tell others for the time being. You will go to the hospital to find me at the weekend. I need to make a detailed assessment of your psychological situation. Look, you don't need to ask your parents to come."
Claire nodded: "Know it."
He came down from the seat, Mia took him to the outside, and Xiwei worriedly went forward: "How is it?"
Mia hadn’t spoken yet, and Claire took the initiative to say,
Nothing, not serious.

After saying that he turned and left, Xiwei immediately followed him and saw his face ugly. Xiwei took the initiative to hold Claire's little hand in order to express his comfort.
Claire pulled his hand back and looked back at Xiwei and said, "Don't pull me, let me go."
"..." actually awkwardly awkward? Xiwei took a look at his head. "What happened to you?"
Claire, who was almost stunned, touched his head and turned back to sigh with Xiwei: "Don't shoot my head!"
Xiwei felt that this little guy was very funny and couldn't help but gently messed up his hair and said, "Okay, I know that your heart is uncomfortable, don't make trouble, you will be cured slowly, always Will be cured."
"..." Claire's mouth twitched, ignoring Xiwei, and turned away.
Xi Wei looked at Claire, who was stiff and stiff, and suddenly had a strange feeling - the stupid Claire? How do you change someone?