Chapter 120:

Xu Xingzhi is a very good person to talk to, and it's easy to talk about Tianer. If you don't want to be cold, just talk to him about the cat. If you meow, he can speak for three minutes.
For people like Jiang Yan who are easy to talk with and embarrassed with strangers, cat slaves like Xu Xingzhi are good.
"Now I have written down all the things you said. Go back and sort them out. I will contact you if you have any ideas," Xu Xingzhi said. "In fact, we are very informal now, and it is easy to judge mistakes ... But let ’s do it first. You can tell me anything when you think of it. "
"Okay," Jiang Yan nodded, thinking again and hesitating. "Just ... the cost ..."
"Fee?" Xu Xingzhi looked at him.
"Is that if it can be treated, how much does it cost ... probably how much?" Jiang Yan asked.
"Super expensive," Xu Xingzhi said.
"Ah." Jiang froze.
"Funny, if I can help, I will not charge for it," Xu Xingzhi smiled. "But the cost of other treatments is certainly not low. I don't feel it for two days a day, and it is indeed not low for a long time."
"Oh," Jiang Yan suddenly felt a lot of pressure, and his brain was spinning at a high speed. The tutor's money was definitely not enough. He had the expenses of tuition and living expenses. He usually had to pay for everything, and there was no estimate to save it. How much, it seems that I need to find something else, but then the time will be very tight. He turned and asked, "Can you estimate it? I need to think about how to arrange money ... ... "
"Your friend's sister," Xu Xingzhi looked at him, "you pay for it?"
"Ah?" Jiang Yan turned back to God suddenly, "that ... it's not ... I'm ..."
"But this is the next step to consider," Xu Xingzhi said, "can you treat it, how to treat it, and to what extent, these must be taken step by step. 11 years old with a lifetime to come. "
"Um." Jiang Yan answered.
Yeah, hold on to hope, and there's a lifetime behind.
This is not only Gu Miao's life, but also Gu Fei's life.
Jiang Ye looked at the time when he came out of the cafe. It was almost two hours.
"It took so long," Jiang Yan said, "I'm really sorry."
"It's okay," Xu Xingzhi said, "I'm fine today, you go back to the dormitory."
"I'll send you out," Jiang Yan said, "are you going back to school? How do you get back?"
"I live next to the school, just walk back," Xu Xingzhi smiled. "No need to send."
"I'll send you," Jiang Yan said.
Xu Xingzhi glanced at him: "OK."
"My lord is unaccompanied all night," Jiang Yan said, "would it bother you when you go back?"
"No, it's very elegant, and usually doesn't stretch out its paws," Xu Xingzhi said with a smile. "Generally this kind of situation just ignores me and has to coax."
"... Ah," Jiang Yan laughed, and the cat who stepped on his face without playing was very elegant. "You are so loving."
"Well," Xu Xingzhi nodded, "the love of a single dog is no longer available."
Jiang Yan smiled and didn't speak. As soon as the dog was laden, his pride was born. If he didn't control it, he would subconsciously want to abuse the dog.
This behavior must be controlled, after all, it depends on each other.
I was immersed in the emotion that I was not a single dog. I had a boyfriend haha ​​hehe hehe hee hee hee hee hee hee yeah oh also about five seconds, Jiang Yan suddenly remembered the sentence Xu Xingzhi before.
"Your friend's sister, do you pay?"
Suddenly he felt a little embarrassed. He didn't know if Xu Xingzhi had thought of anything else. Although compared to the steel mill, the people around him were basically calm and relaxed about it, but Xu Xingzhi was just a new person. He still didn't want to be exposed somehow if he wanted something.
"Go back," the two walked to the gate of the school, and Xu Xingzhi said, "I'll tell you what news I have here."
"Well, thank you," Jiang Yan said.
Watching Xu Xingzhi slowly walk down the road, he turned back to the dormitory.
The people in the dormitory are still in the library. Recently, everyone has begun preparing for the final exam. Except for eating and sleeping, almost everyone is reading and reviewing every second.
Jiang Yan sat at the table and looked at the neatly arranged books. In addition to the professional books, there was also a stack of books on psychology, including various case studies.
Review it first, Jiang Yan sighed lightly. When looking at these books, he will feel anxious and weak, how to arrange the time, and to what extent can he fight without delaying himself or pulling himself? You have to live with Gu Fei, and sometimes you dare not think about it.
He knew that Gu Fei would not agree with him. Gu Fei had said long ago that he did not want anyone to "pay" for him. If he did this, he would definitely pressure Gu Fei.
He squeezed his eyebrows, forget about it first, and leave it alone if he can't solve it.
review.
"Er Miao," Gu Fei squatted in front of Gu Miao, "brother asked you again, really not willing to go again?"
Gu Miao bowed her head.
"Looking at my brother," Gu Fei said, "don't you want to play there anymore?"
Gu Miao raised her head, and Gu Fei repeated it again: "Don't you want to go?"
Gu Miao nodded.
Gu Fei didn't speak. She watched her for a long time and patted her arm. She stood up, poured herself a glass of water, and said, "Okay, don't go."
Gu Miao immediately happily picked up the skateboard and waited to go out with him.
"If you don't go, my brother will go to school in the afternoon," Gu Fei said, "you play by yourself, my brother will have a lesson in the afternoon and return after class. You don't have to wait for me, understand?"
Gu Miao nodded.
After stepping on a skateboard with Gu Fei to school, Gu Miao happily stepped on the skateboard and rushed back.
Gu Fei looked up at the sky, sighed, and slowly walked into the school.
Gu Miao refused to go to rehabilitation. He has tried it twice. Gu Miao showed his determination with two screams. Gu Fei couldn't force her. Gu Miao's more and more screams made him physically and mentally exhausted. .
Do n’t go, do n’t go.
In the morning, he went to the rehabilitation center and wanted to return the money he had previously paid, but he did not succeed. The other party stated that this was a one-time fee, not a number of times, so there was no way to refund the money. I hope Gu Miao will still Can continue to participate
According to Gu Fei's previous temper, this money must be taken back, and he will also return.
But this time he turned away and said nothing.
He didn't want to say one more sentence.
He couldn't blame Gu Miao, he could only blame himself. There are experience classes in the center, which are charged according to the number of times. You can experience it several times before deciding.
Now, once after so much money, Gu Miao refused to go. In addition to feeling helpless, he had no power to be angry.
"Gu Fei," the class leader found him in the classroom after class. "Do you have time now?"
"Um." Gu Fei answered while packing.
"That's it," said the monitor. "You know that there is an event in school now?"
"I don't know," Gu Fei answered.
He really didn't know. He would not stay in school for an extra minute except to take a class. He had no contact with other students at all. Not to mention any activities in the school, that is, what happened to his class. May not know.
"You are too lonely," the monitor said with a smile. "I don't know the school's activities."
"Say something." Gu Fei said.
"The school has an activity where I write a song for the school," said the class leader. "I hope everyone will come and write for our school ..."
"Don't participate," Gu Fei interrupted, and stood up. "I don't have time, neither will."
"How could it not be, you are too modest," the monitor also stood up. "Your classmate in the fourth grade said that you would compose music, which is great."
"Who said it." Gu Fei said.
The squad leader quickly said, "Just ..."
"You'll let anyone come to me." Gu Fei said.
"... Gu Fei," the squad leader sighed after sighing. "Every class is attended by everyone, and they want to win for their class ..."
"So only I can win in my class?" Gu Fei said.
"It's boring to talk like this," the squad leader frowned. "If you don't want to, you don't want to, why are you talking so bad?"
"I said at the beginning that I didn't have time." Gu Fei walked out of the classroom after taking things.
The squad leader is actually pretty good. To be honest, he is also responsible for the things in the class.
Previously in the Fourth Middle School, all activities he participated in, whether it was school or class, whether it was competitions or eating, were all due to Jiang Yan.
Without Jiang Yan, he didn't want to participate.
Without Jiang Yan, he wouldn't even attend this university.
Without Jiang Yan ... he took out his cell phone and looked at the time, and suddenly missed Jiang Yan.
However, Jiang Yan is not like him. R has a lot of lessons, and now he is nearing the final exam. Jiang Yan has no time to talk to him at the moment. When he talks before bed, he listens to Jiang Yan yawning there. It has been shortened, although most of the chat now is Jiang Yan talking, he listens.
When walking to the school gate, Gu Fei still sent a message in the past, he couldn't hold back.
-I'm fine. I just want to tell you that I miss you suddenly.
It took about three seconds for this news to be sent. Before Gu Fei had time to put the phone back in his pocket, Jiang Yan's phone call came.
"Are you not in class?" Gu Fei answered the phone.
"No class now," Jiang Yan said with a smile in his voice. "I'm going to pack up and go to the library until the evening."
"Don't eat?" Gu Fei asked.
"Eat, just take turns to eat with Zhao Ke, leave a seat alone," Jiang Yan said, "how about you, no class?"
"Well, I'm ready to go back," Gu Fei said. "Go and shoot some night scenes at night."
"Where's the night scene?" Jiang Yan immediately asked.
"When we two celebrated our birthday, you put fluorescent tiles there," Gu Fei said. "It's grassy now. Shoot at dusk and then at night."
"I want to see it," Jiang Yan said.
"I'll send it to you after I finish shooting." Gu Fei smiled.
"Do you still have traffic?" Jiang Yan asked, "I suddenly wanted to see you now."
"There is still some traffic on the face," Gu Fei said.
"Fuck," Jiang Yan smiled for a long time, "I just look at my face."
Gu Fei hung up the phone and sent a video request.
When Jiang Yan's face appeared on the screen, he suddenly felt a little distressed.
They have n’t had a video for a long time. Jiang Yan had time to talk before going to bed at night, and there was no video at that time. For at least a month, he did n’t see Jiang Yan.
Jiang Yan lost weight.
The weight was very obvious, not because it was his boyfriend. Even if he looked at it personally, he could see that Jiang Yan was thin, his jaw was sharp, and he was very tired.
"Why are you so thin?" Gu Fei frowned.
"Are you thin?" Jiang Yan touched his face. "No, I'll go to the cafeteria tomorrow and say, I don't feel anything."
"What do you eat every day?" Gu Fei asked, "You didn't lose so much every day like that in your senior year. Didn't you say that your school meals are good?"
"It's good, and I eat meat three times at noon ..." Jiang Yan took a mirror out of the drawer, sat on a chair, and turned to lean against the table. "I look in the mirror every day, and Didn't feel thin, is this lens thin? "
On the screen, you can see the books on Jiang Yan's desk. The small bookshelves are lined up, and Gu Fei can see a book next to Jiang Yan's ear in the lens.
Psychology XXX, when he squinted his eyes and wanted to see clearly, Jiang Yan put his mobile phone in front of his face, and only his face was left on the screen.
"Is this still thin?" Jiang Yan asked.
"Thin," Gu Fei nodded. "Are you reviewing too hard? I see so many books on your bookshelf, are they all professional books?"
"Yeah, it's okay," Jiang Yan smiled, turned and pointed the camera to the bookshelf. "It's three and a half rows, mainly because there is still a lot of ... materials."
Jiang Yan ’s lens was so dazzling that he seemed to notice something and quickly pointed the camera at himself, but Gu Fei was almost sure. Although he still could n’t see at a glance in the past, he had several XX psychology, XX psychology and He still saw the two words of psychology in the treatment.
"Well," Gu Fei smiled, and said softly, "Brother, pay attention to your body."
"Relax," Jiang Yan said, "I run every morning now."
"I'm not saying that you don't exercise," Gu Fei said, "you review ... be restrained, don't fight too hard, I'm not scaring you, you're really much thinner."
"I see." Jiang Yan said with a smile, and put the phone in front of his face again, and kissed him.
"Don't worry me." Gu Fei looked at him, and the band-aid on his right eyebrow had been removed, because he was close to the camera and could see a small scar.
No, this is not a scar. Such a small scar should have been long overdue, it is impossible to see it at all.
Guermofei stared at the trace for about two seconds, and it was judged.
Jiang Yan has the habit of turning pens when reading, and most of the time he finishes the pen with his nib rushing up. This should be poke by the nib, and the little way has been stuck in the palm of his own primary school. The ink dots are the same.
As for how the pen poked on the eyebrows, Guermofei didn't need to infer it.
After hanging up the video, Gu Fei was very unhappy.
When riding a car back against the cold wind, I felt confused.
Jiang Ye showed him the schedule. Although he couldn't recite all the lessons, it was clear that Jiang Ye didn't have any courses related to psychology.
Jiang Yan is reading psychology books for Gu Miao.
At the moment I wanted to understand, Gu Fei couldn't describe his feelings.
He was afraid that Jiang Yan would carry Gu Miao, and he couldn't stand the hard work that Jiang Yan had done for him.
No one had ever done such a thing for him, and his relatives couldn't share the pressure, and now Jiang Yi silently carried it over.
He had no way to tell whether the sourness in his heart was touching, distressed, or helpless.
I just felt anxious in the air around me.
Gu Miao was in the store. Before going to the store, Gu Fei went home and took his own camera. Usually, if he did n’t take pictures for Gu Miao, he rarely took her, but today he plans to bring Gu Miao .
During this time, he always wanted to make Gu Miao accept some changes. For example, his brother no longer promised not to leave, for example, he could no longer be comforted immediately when he screamed.
But the effect is not ideal.
He had wanted to let go for a while, and make up for the cost of Gu Miao's rehabilitation treatment.
But now seeing Jiang Yan's skinny jaw and books on the bookshelf in just one month, he felt he couldn't slow down again.
Jiang Yan will definitely say that it doesn't matter. He is willing. He has no problems. He can do it.
But he didn't want to.
He couldn't accept a love life that couldn't be easily given.
Gu Miao hasn't changed, he and Jiang Yan can never get rid of such a life, and even if Jiang Yan can survive under such pressure, what meaning does it have?
In his life, why let Jiang Yan bear the pressure.
"Er Miao," Gu Fei put the camera bag on the checkout counter, and cried Gu Miao who was still stepping on the skateboard at the door, "Would you like to take a picture with your brother?"
Gu Miao's head quickly penetrated through the crack in the curtain, and his eyes looked at him very brightly.
"Even on such a cold day, there is a sweat ... hat, scarf," Gu Fei looked at her. "Also wear gloves and wind. If you sweat out, you will catch a cold."
Gu Miao entered the shop, dressed as he asked, and looked at him with anticipation.
It's been too long since I took Gu Miao out to play, and she was surprisingly obedient at this moment.
"Go." Gu Fei took the camera bag.
"Dafei," Liu Li leaned in from the backyard. "Bring a little noodles when I return."
"Isn't it available in the store?" Gu Fei looked back.
"She doesn't eat," Liu Li pointed at Gu Miao. "Just when I asked her if she had noodles, she nodded. I showed her the noodles and threw her temper to the ground."
"... I see," Gu Fei sighed, "I'll buy it later."
After going out, he bounced on the top of Gu Miao's head: "Er Miao."
Gu Miao raised his face and looked at him.
"You can't be rude to Uncle Liu," Gu Fei said. "You can't throw anything you don't want to eat to the ground, remember?"
Gu Miao nodded.
"What a good day today." Gu Fei was a little emotional.
The road here was uneven, Gu Miao couldn't step on the skateboard all the time, holding the skateboard all the way and following him.
Going to the place where Jiang Yan laid the fluorescent tiles for him last time, there was flat ground. Gu Miao immediately stood on the skateboard and ran forward.
It's been a long time since he came only once after his birthday.
Standing here now, full of memories, that night and night, with the temperature of the night breeze, Jiang Yan's bright eyes and smile in the dark.
"Follow the light and get your gift." Jiang Yan's voice was especially clear in his memory.
And that colored light.
Gu Fei stood quietly.
Now they can no longer see the trace of their 18-year-old day, and the scene in front of them has returned to its usual lonely desolation.
The paint that is not completely faded on the abandoned fitness equipment is the only color in front of you.
In addition, there is only hay, loess, and snow accumulating on the roadside. Fortunately, there is sunshine. At this moment, the sun is pretty good, and all of them are covered with warm colors.
Gu Fei found a stone and sat down, took out the camera, mounted the lens, raised the camera and looked slowly from the viewfinder.
A red shadow passed over the camera.
Today, Gu Miao is wearing a red down jacket, jumping from the scenery with low saturation in front of her, with a bright and full touch of beauty.
Gu Fei did not have time to press the shutter, so he whistled.
Gu Miao responded quickly, passing over him again, and he snapped two photos.
"Er Miao is awesome!" He looked down at the camera screen, and Gu Miao was all in his eyes. "As good as Peter Pan!"
Gu Miao was very excited. She didn't come out to take pictures with her brother for too long. She was praised again. She stepped on a skateboard and dangled in front of Gu Fei.
"My eyes make you dazzle," Gu Fei said with a smile, "you get there ..."
Gu Fei didn't finish talking. When he was about to raise his head, Gu Miao swept past like a gust of wind, reached out and took the camera in his hand.
"Er Miao!" Gu Fei called her and jumped up. The camera was too heavy. Gu Miao was unstable, "Stop!"
Gu Miao was too excited, probably because she hadn't looked at her at the moment, she was anxious.
But Gu Fei's words didn't help much. Gu Miao, who was in her excited little world, stepped on the skateboard without stopping, rushed forward to the side of the road, and turned again.
Gu Fei was too late to chase after him. He watched the camera slide from Gu Miao's hand, and the camera smashed down on the ground.
"Gu Miao!" He yelled.
The author has something to say: 继续 Continue o (≧ 口 ≦) o tomorrow. Black hair shouted instead of the half-dead author.