Chapter 42:

Jiang Yan's hands are quite strong, especially in this state where the wine and atmosphere are burning out of control, Gu Fei's palm joints are a bit painful because they are squeezed together. Sugar also panicked like a small stone.
Gu Fei looked at Yi Jing with Yu Guang. Yi Jing was being dragged and talked by Wang Xu. No one noticed the tendency of Jiang Yan to crush his hand in the room. .
"What's wrong?" Gu Fei whispered.
Jiang Yan didn't say anything, but looked at him against the wall, his hands still clinging tightly.
Gu Fei looked at him for a while and then turned away, looking at a table of dishes and buns.
He is not left-handed, he needs to eat with his right hand, and now Jiang Yan has no intention of letting go, he can only watch the food on the table in silence.
In fact, he could feel that Jiang Yan was a bit out of control at the beginning, but he had returned to God at most in three or five seconds.
At the moment, I ’m so embarrassed, overwhelmed, and not wanting to suddenly give up my thoughts. People like Jiang Yan, who are heavy and sensitive, are facing the current situation. I guess it's almost leveled.
Gu Fei lifted the soup bowl with his left hand and took a sip. This is Wang Xu's lamb belly soup, which tastes pretty good.
"This soup is not bad." Gu Fei turned to Jiang Yan.
"Ah." Jiang Yan responded, loosening his hands.
"Taste it?" Gu Fei said, using his thumb to lightly click on the back of Jiang Yan.
"Is it a tripe?" Jiang Yan asked, holding his hand and finally letting go.
"Yes." Gu Fei pulled out his hand, hesitated again, and pressed the mint still in his hands to Jiang Yan's palm.
"I don't really like lamb tripe soup," Jiang Yan whispered. He didn't squeeze his hand this time, took his sugar, lowered his head and peeled it slowly under the table. , Tube bone soup, pork belly soup ... "
"Say me hungry." Gu Fei picked up his chopsticks and put a lamb belly in his mouth.
"Me too." Jiang Yan threw the sugar into his mouth, turned his head sharply after two seconds, "isn't that candy?"
"No, do you like that? That's a whole lot of sugar brought back from Japan by Liu Fan's friend, and I still have a whole pack." Gu Fei said with a smile.
"Give me a few, just two or three." Jiang Yan nodded, this sugar fits his style with Pan Zhi's mentally handicapped.
"I'll give it to you on Monday," Gu Fei said, "hey, I'll read the review on Monday."
"... Write it." Jiang Yan sighed.
A large group of people eat together, especially this half-sized child. Generally, everyone will be full in 20 minutes, because they are rushing to eat. They have not seen meat in a cabbage garden for ten or eight years. .
When you are full, start drinking slowly and bragging.
Jiang Yan did not join the chat, just listening.
In the past, the process of gathering with classmates was similar. There was also a bragging session, but the bragging was far worse than the group of 8 in front of me. Jiang Yan listened to old music, but a few girls were quite involved and very face-saving.
"Jiang Xuan!" Wang Xu didn't know when he finished blowing his nirvana, and suddenly stood up and drank Jiang Xing's cup, "Go with my brother!"
"Ah?" Jiang froze.
"I respect you for a drink," Wang Xu drank a lot, his face flashing red now, "respect our secret weapon!"
"It's not a secret for a long time ..." Jiang Yan looked at Wang Xu's face. If you don't drink it, I promise to express your expression. I will stand up with my own cup. "It's all a team. Grand, right? "
"You don't drink as well as you play!" Xu Xu pointed at him.
Jiang Yan was speechless, took the cup and nudged him, then raised his head and drank the wine.
"Fresh!" Wang Xu roared happily and drank the wine, "Love you!"
"... No love." Jiang Yan sat down helplessly.
"I still want to love!" Wang Xu threw the cup smartly. "In the future, something Xu Ge covers ..."
"Sit down." Gu Fei pushed Wang Xu's arm back to his head and pushed it away, wiping the mop with his face thrown away.
"Dafei!" Wang Xu shouted as if he had found a new continent, while pouring wine into his glass, "We two ..."
Gu Fei didn't wait for him to speak or wait for him to finish drinking. He got up and picked up his glass, drank a glass of wine, and then grabbed his arm: "Sit down and have some food."
"Oh!" Wang Xu looked at him, confused with excitement.
"Don't let him drink any more," Gu Fei turned to glance back at Yi Jing who wanted to avoid, "how can I get back after a while?"
Yi Jing smiled helplessly: "He doesn't listen to me."
"He listens." Gu Fei said.
"Listen!" Wang Xu nodded immediately, "I listen!"
Gu Fei ignored him and squeezed out of Jiang Yan.
"Why go?" Jiang Yan asked.
"Wash your face," Gu Fei said, "by the way, get some fruit for Ermiao."
"Well," Jiang Yan glanced at Gu Miao who had fallen asleep on the chair beside him, "I have been asleep for a long time ..."
"It's time to sleep." Gu Fei wore a jacket and squeezed out from behind a group of people.
The room continued to be noisy, and yelled with a smile. The wine bottles were almost empty, and Yi Jing pressed them without asking them to drink.
Jiang Yan still leaned against the wall in the same old posture, holding his arms and watching the group of blushing and smiling people. The atmosphere did not change, but when he looked at the back of Gu Fei opening the box door, he suddenly felt a little cold.
Probably it had been crowded with Gu Fei before, arms next to each other, legs touching ... oh, also grabbed hands.
He felt that his state today was amazing. When he thought of the scene where he just grabbed Gu Fei's hand, he didn't fall in awkwardness, and even some pride.
What a pity? I do n’t know, the thinking of the teenager is so mysterious, so suddenly shameless!
Probably because of the bar, he is not how bad the alcohol is, but he can't adapt to this kind of drinking like Zha Mengzi.
Every time after he drunk so drastically, he would have a happy feeling of stepping on the clouds and taking the wrong medicine. The last time he drank his loved one, this time he held on to his hands and looked like a rogue.
And this time, his shock and embarrassment of this kind of behavior did not last long, such as now when he thinks back ... just want to laugh.
It's terrible. People's cheeks can be thickened so easily.
Gu Fei went out for a long time without returning to the box. Jiang Yan had to stand up. He was going to the toilet. He wanted to go just now, but Gu Fei went to wash his face and then went to urinate. It felt a little less so. Suitable.
He couldn't bear it now, and stood up and squeezed out of the box.
"Jiang Ye!" Guo Xu yelled in his ear as soon as he squeezed to the door, "Where!"
Jiang Yan was a little dizzy, and was startled by his throat again. He almost banged his head against the door. He turned his head and saw Guo Yang's nose flushed, his eyes flashing with excitement.
"Go to the toilet." He patted Guo Xu's arm, opened the door and went out.
"Hurry up! We two haven't drunk yet!" Guo Xu opened the door, poked his head, and shouted.
"Ah." Jiang Yan waved his hand.
It seems that these "Northerners" have the same amount of alcohol. They are all crazy, the alcohol is gone, and they are drinking a fart.
Gu Fei was not encountered in the toilet, it was estimated that Gu Miao had taken the fruit.
When Jiang Yan was washing his hands after going to the toilet, his cell phone rang. He took it out and looked at it. He was surprised to see Shen Yiqing's number.
He glared at the number for a long time before finally answering it.
"Is it Xiaoyan?" Shen Yiqing's voice came over there.
Although it was a bit resisted, and it felt a little lighter for a long time, when I heard this voice, Jiang Yan still felt that the kind of familiar and calm and restrained voice always gave him the familiar feeling for life Can't be erased.
"Ah." He answered.
"Are you at home?" Shen Yiqing asked.
"No," Jiang Yan turned off the faucet, smoked out as he walked out, and stood next to the window in the corridor. "Eat out."
"Are you smoking?" Shen Yiqing asked again.
"Um." Jiang Yan leaned against the wall and looked outside, suddenly feeling a very cheerful.
Shen Yiqing didn't speak, and after a while he said in a cold voice, "You still can keep yourself wherever you are."
"Well, I don't want to keep it, am I just such a person," Jiang Yan frowned. "You just call to ask this?"
"Li Baoguo called me and said it was a bit of money," Shen Yiqing said. "Tuition and food expenses ..."
"He called you?" Jiang Yan stopped.
He never expected that Li Baoguo would call Shen Yiqing for money, which suddenly covered him with a strong sense of shame and made him almost breathless.
"I think these expenses are due by the parents, so they didn't agree," Shen Yiqing said, "I still have money on your card?"
"Yes." Jiang Yan gritted his teeth.
"The money is for you. Although we are no longer a family, we still have feelings," Shen Yiqing said. "I hope you get the money."
"I see." Jiang Yan took a hard breath.
"I just want to say this, then I'm hung up." Shen Yiqing said.
"Um." Jiang Yan closed his eyes, and the smoke that came up made his eyes hurt.
"I still want to say one more thing," Shen Yiqing said suddenly, "I hope you can see your own problems in the new environment. Don't always feel that your rebellious period has not passed, and your grades don't tell you anything. Personality and temper are the decisions. What's the road under your foot ... "
"Don't you teach me," Jiang Yan opened his eyes and dumbed his throat. "I've heard enough. Facts have proven that your lessons are not useful to people like me! I'm not a twin! I'm not on the same channel as you ! It's never been this way! I hear everything you say is training! You hear everything I say is thorns! Now I'm home! Isn't it finished! "
The last sentence was yelling.
After yelling, he hung up the phone, stared at the wall for a long time, shoved the phone back in his pocket, turned and leaned against the wall, leaning his head in for a few deep breaths before he came over and opened it. eye.
As soon as I opened my eyes, I saw Gu Fei standing with a large fruit plate two steps away from him.
He stared at Gu Fei, not knowing what to say.
"Eat?" Gu Fei handed the fruit plate over. "Just got the waiter to cut it."
Jiang Yan took a slice of watermelon: "Out-of-season fruits have eaten their brains."
"Then you eat it?" Gu Fei put the fruit plate on a small table next to it and took a slice of watermelon.
"I'm too smart," Jiang Yan said, "take a few slices and lean on the average line, trying to align with my dad, Li Baoguo."
"Li Baoguo is not very stupid, the card counting is quite good." Gu Fei smiled.
"It's also very powerful to ask for money," Jiang Yan said, and then he was blocked for a while. He felt that the roar that had just cleared him had no confidence or stand because Li Baoguo asked for money. He took a bite of watermelon "Fuck."
"You have skins when you eat watermelon?" Gu Fei looked at him in surprise.
"Shut up!" Jiang Yan spit up the crushed watermelon rind in his mouth into the trash can next to him. "That's what people in our city eat."
"I see." Gu Fei laughed while eating.
Jiang Yan was a little bored at the moment. He felt that his emotions were not very stable, and he was easily affected. He had a good mood in the evening when he had a pleasant and relaxing night, and this call was completely lost. .
He doesn't want to go back to the box right now, and the people in the house that made him feel happy may now become the source of his irritability.
Gu Fei didn't say much, and didn't seem to be in a hurry to return to the box, so they leaned against the table in the hallway to eat the fruit plate.
Watermelons, oranges, small tomatoes ... Anyway, after eating a belly of meat, I just eat some fruit and get tired of it.
It wasn't until the plate was dried up that he raised his head and gave Gu Fei a look.
"We have eaten up Queen Miaomiao's fruit." Jiang Yan wiped his mouth.
"Well, go and cut her a plate later." Gu Fei said.
"Did you just hear any great big secrets again?" Jiang Yan looked at him. His body, which had been hot because of wine and heating, was gradually neutralized by cold fruits.
"It's not a big secret," Gu Fei said, "I already knew about your retirement ... Is it you ... is your adoptive mother?"
"Yes," Jiang Yan nodded, dragging his fingers in the empty fruit plate, and slowly scratching the notes with the remaining water at the bottom of the plate, "Li Baoguo asked her for money."
Gu Fei raised her eyebrows in surprise and didn't speak.
"Gu Fei," Jiang Yan smeared out the painted notes again, "you have been particularly upset, how did you solve it? It looks like it's unpretentious to look at it light and light all day. "
"Drink a little wine and sleep." Gu Fei said.
"Really," Jiang Yan frowned, "does it work?"
"It doesn't work," Gu Fei said.
"How about playing with me?" Jiang held him.
"If there is any solution, it won't matter if you get used to it," Gu Fei said. "So many things, you can't bother to worry about one by one."
The two were still standing in the corridor, without any intention of moving, looking at the empty fruit plate together for a while.
After a while, Jiang Yan heard the sound of skateboarding.
"Huh?" Gu Fei turned his head.
"Gu Miao?" Jiang Yan looked up and saw Gu Miao slipping over the clothes and school bag holding him and Gu Fei from the box.
"Ah! Miao Miao, please slow down, your brother ..." Wang Xu took a coat and hurriedly ran out behind him, only relieved when he saw Gu Fei and Jiang Yan standing in the corridor, "I rely! I thought you two eloped! Walk around! "
"Lost?" Gu Fei asked.
"What's the matter," Wang Xu said as he dressed, "change the place! Sing!"
"I won't go." Jiang Yan whispered quickly.
Gu Fei glanced at him, and turned around and nodded at Wang Xu: "OK, let's go."
All the people in the room came out, noisy.
After leaving the hotel, everyone immediately walked across the street to see how Wang Xu was familiar with the road. It is estimated that he chose this place.
Jiang Yan walked in the end. After everyone passed, he saw Gu Fei and Gu Miao still standing on the side of the road.
"What's wrong?" Jiang Yan asked.
"Aren't you saying you can't go?" Gu Fei said.
"... I mean I won't go," Jiang said for a moment. "If you want to go, just go and stay with me."
"No more, get Ermiao back to sleep," Gu Fei grabbed Gu Miao's head, "I wouldn't come over for dinner without you."
"Why." Jiang Yan asked.
"It's boring," Gu Fei stretched out and pushed the bicycle next to a taxi next to him. "Let's go, brother."
Gu Miao was already sleepy. Gu Fei didn't let her continue to slide back. The bicycle jammed in the trunk and hit a car.
"A moment ..." Jiang Yan hesitated for a long time until he saw the sign at the intersection before saying, "Would you like to go straight home?"
"Where do you want to go?" Gu Fei asked.
"I don't know," Jiang Yan rubbed his head, "I just don't want to go back to Li Baoguo."
"Um." Gu Fei answered.
The car was parked at the entrance of Gu Fei's store. The shop was still on. When Jiang Yan got out of the car, he saw Gu Fei's mother inside. For the first time in so long, it was the first time she had seen her after 9 Stay in the store.
"Wait for me." Gu Fei said.
"Oh." Jiang Yan watched him bring Gu Miao into the store, gave it to his mother, and then turned around the shelf a few times. When he came out, he took a big plastic bag and packed a lot of things.
"What?" Jiang Yan asked.
"Eat, peanut beef jerky and the like." Gu Fei replied, turned and walked forward.
"Where are you going?" Jiang Yan stepped up alongside him.
"Steel mill," Gu Fei looked at him, "don't you want to go back."
Jiang Yan said nothing and gave him a thumbs up.
The steel factory's cabin seemed to have been here in the past two days, so it was clean and clean, and even the cloth on the sofa with broken legs was changed.
"Li Yan is really virtuous," Gu Fei put things on the table, and skillfully started to light a fire in the middle of the stove. "Basically the things in this room are packed by him."
"It's not virtuous at all," Jiang Yan slumped on the sofa, exhaling a long breath, and he felt a bit looser. "What did you take? Let me see."
Gu Fei brought the bag next to him.
In addition to all kinds of peanuts, all kinds of beef jerky, there are also a bunch of chicken fillets, including ham sausage and instant noodles, filled with a full pocket, Jiang Yan laughed: "This configuration is enough to drink until tomorrow It's morning. "
"Can you still drink?" Gu Fei turned his head.
"Don't have any prejudice against us southerners," Jiang Yan took the bag of peanuts, opened one pinch, and slowly chewed. "We southerners just drink slowly, like me, fashionable People in the southern city drink more slowly ... "
Gu Fei laughed: "I'll see if there is any wine left."
"Return to the store if you don't have one." Jiang Yan touched the cigarette and lit it.
"Yes, boss," Gu Fei picked up a few cardboard boxes by the wall, flipped them, and squeezed out two bottles of white wine. "Red Star Erguotou, these people have changed their taste recently."
"Anyway, Erguotou, native." Jiang Yan stretched his legs while smoking a cigarette.
"Did you have to pour it on you?" Gu Fei looked at him.
"Yes," Jiang Yan said, "I don't want to move, I'm not in the mood."
"Remember this moment, my brother," Gu Fei kicked the small table to his leg, poured the wine and put it in front of him, took a few disposable plates, took out the snacks in the bag and put them on the top. On the table, "Except Ermiao, I haven't waited so much."
"Isn't the barbecue very considerate when I get back to the barbecue." Jiang Yan smiled.
"Then remember from the last time." Gu Fei sat next to him.
"Oh," Jiang Yan took the cup and took a sip. "Really?"
"Really." Gu Fei took a piece of beef jerky slowly torn.
"It's so unbelievable, haven't you paid a woman ... a man ... a boyfriend, a girlfriend or something?" Jiang Yan asked.
"No," Gu Fei said.
"... Oh." Jiang Yan turned to look at him.
A three-second silence in the heart of the chat I couldn't continue because I suddenly raised such a naturally awkward halo question.