Chapter 83:

When I woke up in the morning, the room was very quiet, and it was quite lively outside. The elementary school students who were on the summer vacation shouted like crazy, and occasionally caught the cursing sound of the old lady. (The best experience in novel reading lies in [])
Jiang Yan yawned, took a glance at the time with his mobile phone, and it was okay. After washing and eating, it was just a good time to take pictures.
"Grandson!" He shouted into the living room as he got out of bed, "get up!"
There was no response from Pan Zhi in the living room. He put on his clothes and walked out of the bedroom: "Sun ..."
There was no grandson on the sofa in the living room, only the folded small towels and pillows. He froze and called Pan Zhi with his mobile phone.
"Are you up?" Pan Zhi answered the phone over there, and when he heard it, he was outside. The background sound was very messy.
"Where did you go?" Jiang Yan said as soon as he heard the movement. "Don't tell me that you have the habit of exercising early now."
"What kind of exercise early!" Pan Zhi said, "I'm spreading out here early, and I bought you and Gu Fei delicious food. After you finish packing, hurry down or you should be cold."
"No, what's wrong with you?" Jiang Yan quickly entered the toilet and squeezed toothpaste while holding his cell phone. "I need at least 20 minutes."
"Washing your face while urinating, and brushing your teeth while shit, I called your grandfather for more than ten minutes." Pan Zhi said.
"You call my grandpa every day," Jiang Yan said, "I just want to ask why you are so amazing."
"Just look at Fei. In the morning, ask me if you're up. I said I didn't meet. He asked me what I want to eat. He went to buy ..." Pan Zhi said.
"Let him buy it, what are you robbing?" Jiang Yan said vaguely as he brushed his teeth.
"Don't you think he is like a caretaker for his daughter-in-law and daughter-in-law?" Pan Zhi said, "As a straight man in a new era, I can't stand being taken care of by my brother's boyfriend. "
"I think his style is very similar to that of the new era, the scumbag wants to hook up with my girlfriend." Jiang Yan said.
"That's the difference between a guy like you and a straight guy like me ... Don't talk nonsense and quickly pack up, I saw him coming," Pan Zhi said, "how inappropriate it is for me to get along with him alone. . "
"I see." Jiang Yan hung up the phone with a smile.
After hanging up, I remembered that I didn't correct Pan Zhi's wife and girlfriend's statement, which seemed a bit problematic.
When Gu Feiyao reached the early stall below Jiang Yan, Pan Zhi was eating on a table, which was already full.
"Early." He greeted Pan Zhi in the past.
"Early, if you're hungry, you can eat two bites," Pan Zhi said. "I want some steamed buns, not steamed yet."
"It's okay, I'll wait for Jiang Yan to come down," Gu flew upstairs and looked up. "Is he up?"
"Get up," Pan Zhi glanced at him, "Did you not contact him?"
"Anyway, I will come down." Gu Fei smiled.
After Pan Zhi crowded the boss to urge the bun, he sat down, and Pan Zhi asked him a little awkwardly.
He really did not contact Jiang Yan. Since Jiang Yan sent the news last night, he has never contacted Jiang Yan, although he thought that Jiang Yan was very bad this night.
But when he thought of Jiang Yan's news that he didn't know how to reply, he was afraid to contact Jiang Yan. He stayed awake all night and woke up to sleep. His mind was all about Jiang Yan's problem.
He didn't know how he would answer if Jiang Yan asked him in person.
When Jiang Yan came out of the corridor and came over to this side, he raised his hand and waved there.
Jiang Yan smiled at him and waved.
This smile made him have the urge to rush over to hold Jiang Yan and kiss him hard.
"Where is the pig?" Jiang Yan walked to the table and squeezed a bun from the basket drawer that Pan Zhigang brought to take a bite.
"When I was a kid, I always ate early at home. My mother said that the outside was not clean. I was really envious of those classmates who ate out early." Pan Zhi sat down and looked at a table. "I want to Whenever I can have breakfast outside myself, I will order everything on the table earlier. "
"Don't you have been eating outside since high school." Jiang Yan said.
"Yeah, but it is still not addictive, I haven't been able to slow down for ten or eight years." Pan Zhi drank soy milk.
It was a bit too rich early, while Gu Fei listened to Jiang Yan chatting with Pan Zhi, immersed himself in bitter hardship, and finally left half a drawer bun.
"Waste." Jiang Yan felt his stomach.
"It's packed, and when it comes to stray dogs and cats, it's fed." Pan Zhi took a plastic bag and packed the buns.
Today I took a picture of clothes. Ding Zhuxin collaborated with a self-owned brand on a series, so it was easier to shoot in her studio shed.
Pan Zhi and Jiang Yan have completely different personalities. Gu Fei sometimes feels that their relationship is good because of complementarity. Jiang Yan is not likely to talk to unfamiliar people. Female models chatted.
Both girls pulled him to talk when they put on makeup.
"Admire it?" Jiang Yan sat and waited for makeup. By the way, look at the brand's brochures first.
"Um." Gu Fei nodded.
"How was your chat with your mother yesterday?" Jiang Yan asked.
"An argument, but it's okay, it's impossible to chat with her." Gu Fei smiled.
"Is Gu Miao troublesome?" Jiang Yan asked again.
"No, I drew it myself yesterday, and I'll show it to you," Gu Fei said.
"Okay, do you have that style of avatar?" Jiang Yan smiled.
"Almost, I think that the rabbit on the head is already the peak." Gu Fei set the camera lens up and looked around.
"I sent you a message yesterday ... why didn't I return?" Jiang Yan asked a little hesitantly.
"I'm asleep," Gu Fei still held his camera, "I didn't hear it."
"Don't say that you have left me a root nerve," Jiang Yan said.
"It was too sleepy yesterday," Gu Fei said softly, turning his head to face Jiang Yan with the camera, looking at his side from the camera, "I just fell down and slept until this morning ... I'll change the beep , You won't hear it. "
"Forget it," Jiang Yan glanced at him, "still sleep at night, dark circles are coming out."
Nini beckoned Jiang Jiang and asked him to make up.
When Jiang Yan stood up and walked over there, Gu Fei's hand gently supported him.
His body blocked Gu Fei. No one saw this concealed movement, but the temperature in Gu Fei's hands was still very clear in summer, and his waist swept warmly.
Jiang Yan is now accustomed to make-up. He can sit there with his eyes closed, and sometimes he can even make a nap.
Gu Fei said that he fell asleep and fell asleep until this morning, which is not true.
He is familiar with everything about Gu Fei. If he sleeps so dead, he ca n’t have dark circles. Not only this, but maybe other people do n’t notice it, but Gu Fei's face is not obviously tired. He can see clearly.
Gu Fei didn't sleep well that night.
And it's not because of his mother and Gu Miao. If it's really because of them, Gu Fei wouldn't say no.
It was because of his own message, the time when he wanted to withdraw that time could not be withdrawn.
He didn't know if Gu Fei had thought about the future, and he didn't know if he asked, would there be a feeling of entanglement with his boyfriend for a result.
Or Gu Fei thought about it, but there was no answer.
When taking pictures, Gu Fei was almost the same as usual, and he would patiently remind him of his movements and angles. Although he was not very steady and a little bit unhappy, when he saw Gu Fei, he would still feel comfortable.
Every movement of Gu Fei made him comfortable. When holding the camera, when kneeling on one knee, when bending down to find the angle, and even when looking down to check the photos, he felt unable to look away.
Occasionally, he met Pan Zhi's eyes, and Pan Zhi smiled at him meaningfully, and then continued to stare at the girl next to him. Of course, he would quickly return a meaningful smile.
When he was ready to leave after taking today's photo, he saw that Pan Zhi had added WeChat to a female model. When they left, they were still frowning.
"What efficiency are you ..." Jiang Yan said.
"Both are idle and efficient," Pan Zhi said, pulling his cell phone. "But I really like her look, at least not the red face of Snake Jing."
"Really," Jiang Yan thought about, "I didn't notice."
"That's it, don't say it's a woman. Even if you are a handsome guy, you may not be able to notice it in your state," Pan Zhi said, "I know what kind of status you are in love with."
Jiang Yan glanced at Gu Fei walking in front.
What status?
There are also times when Pan Zhi is looking away. Although he is still handsome today when he looks at Gu Fei, he is trembling and wants to pounce on various rubbings, but his heart is still dull.
He found that Gu Fei had a side he had never understood, that is, this person was very capable, no matter what kind of thing, Gu Fei could hold it.
Maybe it has something to do with Gu Fei ’s living environment from childhood to age. He has to deal with many things like this and has developed a habit, but for himself, facing this state, he only feels like being wrapped in thick cotton. Be in.
Hey, stuffy, can't breathe, can't work hard to struggle, can't tear up even after struggling ...
After three people had dinner together at noon, Gu Fei was ready to go back, and Gu Miao had to be taken to class in the afternoon.
"Then we two went shopping?" Pan Zhi said, "I can walk for hours with Jiang Yan blindly walking around."
"Um." Gu Fei nodded with a smile.
Jiang Yan didn't speak, Pan Zhi went to the side and he glanced at Gu Fei: "Let's go."
"Dine together at night?" Gu Fei asked, "Wang Erpie?"
"Say it again." Jiang Yan was a little uncomfortable.
"Brother," Gu Fei looked at him, "I ..."
"Let's go." Jiang Yan interrupted him.
"Wait for Pan Zhi to go," Gu flew to Pan Zhi, "I invite you to a big meal."
"Shameless, Pan Zhi was eating pie while Pan Zhi was gone, and Pan Zhi left for a big meal," Jiang Yan squinted at him, "shameless."
"Ah," Gu Fei laughed. "Will you have a big dinner tonight? Or before he leaves tomorrow?"
"Come on," Jiang Yan answered.
"Don't you come back again," Gu Fei said, "the endless loop."
"Yeah, are you upset?" Jiang Yan looked at him.
Gu Fei didn't speak, watching him silent for a while, and sighed softly: "I thought about it, I've been thinking about it since you asked me if I thought about having a boyfriend."
Jiang froze, watching him silent.
"I may think more than you think, but this thing is not clear enough to answer every sentence," Gu Fei whispered, "isn't it?"
"Probably." Jiang Yan couldn't turn a little.
Until Gu Fei left, he and Pan Zhi walked along the road aimlessly for a long time, then he slowly returned to his senses and frowned.
Gu Fei said that he thinks more than him, maybe, at least he didn't start thinking from the time of "Have you ever thought of having a boyfriend", even after Pan Zhi asked such words this time, he thought he should be careful Think about it.
But what he wants is an answer, and he doesn't need to say so clearly. He only needs that answer.
I've thought about it, I will be with you in the future, no matter what.
That's it.
Maybe he still thinks about the problem from Gu Fei's completely different angle from his usual thinking. What he wants is the result. Gu Fei wants to talk about the process.
But think again, set the result, all processes are directed at this result, and start with the process, there may be countless results.
Jiang Yan sighed softly.
Gu Fei, you think a lot, what do you think?
He and Pan Zhi walked all the way to the shopping mall in the city center, eating and drinking all the way, and finally sat in a mall chair and listened to an hour's song.
A self-service jukebox was placed at the door of the shop across the street. Jiang Yan never expected that people in this small broken city would be able to let it go, and there was almost no interruption in an hour.
Some sing well, some sing no one, when they sing, they basically read the lyrics aloud, and they tune to the point where people think that the power of this machine has been stunned ...
"Well, do you want to sing a song," Pan Zhi said, "open them eyes and know what singing is."
"I prefer to hide it." Jiang Yan hasn't sang for a long time. He used to sing with Pan Zhi before, but in this case, he still prefers to sit here and listen to the tune.
"Then I'll do it," Pan Zhi stood up, adjusted his clothes, "You record it for me and I'll send it to friends."
"... Your four grandpas are dying, can you not send something so joyful?" Jiang Yan said.
"I don't send it to Lao Yuan," Pan Zhi thought for a while, "what should I sing?"
Without waiting for Jiang Yan to answer, he has already passed by and said, "Red Sun, let me see if there is an accelerated version."
Jiang Yan laughed, and they almost sang the song every time they went to the k song. As a final end, a group of people roared together.
Pan Zhi sang very well. Although the pronunciation of Cantonese is not good, under the background of those people, he was like a professional singer. When he spoke, someone passing by stopped immediately.
Jiang Yan held his mobile phone and recorded to him.
Pan Zhi was almost crazy. Someone saw that he sang very vigorously. When he finally accelerated, he turned sharply and pointed at Jiang Yan: "Even if fate is turbulent and fate, even if fate is twists and turns, fate threatens you to be uninteresting. Do n’t let your tears go down, let alone let it go, I wish I could stay with you forever ...

The people next to him all looked at him immediately, Jiang Yan almost wanted to give him a middle finger.
But after a few words, Jiang Yan suddenly felt a bit sore in his nose. I don't know if it was because Pan Zhi looked at him with a serious look, or because he thought of those extravagant days in the past.
Or just because ... thought of Gu Fei.
He stared at the screen of the mobile phone. After Pan Zhi finished singing, he quickly lowered his head and stood up, turning to squeeze out of the crowd who were applauding.
By the time Pan Zhi had caught up, he had returned to normal.
"How!" Pan Zhi put his arms on his shoulders. "I watch the video."
"Recorded several paragraphs," Jiang Yan lowered his head and nodded on the phone. "I'll send it to you, and see for yourself."
"I knew we shouldn't be walking around today, we should find somewhere to sing," said Pan Zhi. "I haven't sang for a long time, or ... next year, let's go out and play with a bunch of people. It ’s OK, it ’s enough to eat, drink and sing.

"Okay." Jiang Yan smiled.
"I'm thinking. I'm definitely not going to take a school with you, but I have to smash money with my parents to stay in a city with you," Pan Zhi stretched out, "I used to think that even you Let ’s go. I still have a group of friends. Now I find it ’s not the case. It ’s most comfortable to be with you. If you are not there, I will miss you ...

"Control," Jiang Yan said. "You are a straight man. I do n’t know what you think of me when you say this."
"My idea for you is that we two should be iron sons for the rest of our lives," Pan Zhi said. "No boyfriend, wife, wife or child is better than iron sons."
Jiang Yan laughed, "Ah, yes."
"Don't be happy," Pan Zhi said with a loud voice, "I just don't like men, or I have nothing to do with Gu Fei."
"Otherwise you talk to Gu Fei." Jiang Yan said.
"Forget it, you know," Pan Zhi said. "I may not beat him."
After mixing with Pan Zhi for an afternoon, when Gu Fei and Gu Miao were waiting in the Wang Xu's store, Jiang Yan's mood was a lot better, just listening to Wang Xu and Pan Zhi, he always wanted to laugh, Wang Asahi blazed wildly, even Yi Jing took it out for a long time.
"Don't think you grew up in a big city," Wang Xu patted the table and looked at Pan Zhi. "It's really cattle, and I ask you, can you drink me?"
"... I can't drink, I don't want to drink at all," Pan Zhi looked at him, and sighed after a while, "I
Why should I lower IQ and talk to you for so long?"
"Because your IQ is not high, just the woman you just sent to the circle of friends," Wang Xu said, pulling out her mobile phone, "I think your IQ is not high and your aesthetic is not good."
"Xing Xing Xing Xing, OK, I'm low, I'm all low," Pan Zhi held Wang Xu's hand. "That woman, it's better than your squad leader, really."
"Cut, not at all sincere, but I'm still not convinced." Wang Xu stared at him.
"Convinced, so convincing, five-body suit," Pan Zhi said, looking out the door. "Ah, this is a real beauty."
Wang Xu glanced back: "Yes!"
Gu Miao, holding the skateboard, went into the box, walked directly to Jiang Yan, put the skateboard against the chair, took the cup in front of him and drank all the water.
"Slip back?" Jiang Yan smoked a tissue and wiped the sweat on Gu Miao's forehead.
Gu Miao nodded.
"Miao Miao, goddess?" Wang Xu pushed his cup over. "There is still water here."
Gu Miao looked at him and did not respond.
"I haven't drunk, clean." Wang Xu said.
Gu Miao looked at him indifferently.
Pan Zhi reached for the cup and poured water into Jiang Yan's cup. Gu Miao took it, raised her head, and drank it.
"Ah." Pan Zhi couldn't help laughing.
"Er Miao, thank you brothers." Gu Fei came in and said a word.
Gu Miao stood up, bowed at them, and raised her hand again, banged his fingers against Jiang Yan, and raised his thumb.
Jiang Yan immediately raised her hand and returned one to her.
Gu Fei greeted them and went out to wash their hands again: "Wang Xu, get a wet wipe for Ermiao."
"Okay." Wang Xu immediately found a wipe and wiped her hands.
Jiang Yan looked at her and wiped her hands. Gu Miao was in a good mood. She should have a good time this afternoon.
Pan Zhi, who had been sitting next to him, stood up and sat beside Wang Xu. Wang Xu looked at him: "Why do you want to fight with me?"
"... I need to fight for pie?" Pan Zhi was a little speechless.
"Belittle my pie? Let me tell you! As far as our city is concerned, Wang Er pie ..." As soon as Wang Xu talked about his pie, he became enthusiastic, and stared at Pan Zhi, as if promoting an ambassador .
When Gu Fei came in, he saw the empty space around Jiang Yan, and then looked at the helpless Pan Zhi who was pulled by Wang Xu. He sighed and made a break: "Captain, all hungry, eat first Right. "
"Wait for you to eat early! Wait!" Wang Xu stood up and went to the kitchen.
Gu Fei sat down, and Pan Zhi relieved over there: "I really want to hit him."
Jiang Yan laughed. Although he was still upset with Gu Fei, he felt embarrassed in all kinds of confusion when he thought about it, but Gu Fei sat down beside him and smelled the familiar breath on Gu Fei. You will feel better in an instant.
Once people contradict each other, it is simply unreasonable.
Gu Fei lowered his arm, reached under the table, and touched his leg lightly. He took a look at Gu Fei, Gu Fei smiled at him, and grabbed his hand and squeezed.
Pan Zhi cleared his throat.
"What?" Gu Fei laughed and looked at him.
"I didn't see it," said Pan Zhi, "Gu Miao, shall we go to the kitchen to get pie?"
Gu Miao looked at him holding the cup.
"Let's get the pie?" Pan Zhi lay on the table and asked again.
Gu Miao reacted this time, and was probably hungry. She stood up and followed Pan Zhi to the kitchen. When she got out of the box, she took the door with her.
Gu Fei turned back and kissed Jiang Yan as he closed the door.
Jiang Yan also went very quickly to take a bite on his neck.
"Salty, right?" Gu Fei asked.
"Um." Jiang Yan sipped his tea.
"Er Miao is very active in making games today. I spent a long time playing with it, sweating." Gu Fei smiled.
With a smile like Gu Fei, and when Gu Fei talked to him so quietly, Jiang Yan would feel that he was a person with no stand. In this case, he wanted to stare at Gu Fei so much Nothing to worry about.
What upset, what anxiety, what, what, all tossed aside.
Until the end of Pan Zhi's virtual fourth grandfather funeral and leaving after two days of vacation, he never thought about the issues that bothered him.
After sending Pan Zhi away, he and Gu Fei returned to the rental house, tired for a long time on the bed, and those uneasy in his heart slowly recovered.
Like those weeds that can't be killed, they will re-emerge if they don't pay attention.
After all, the roots are still there.
Gu Fei was lying on the pillow and playing with his mobile phone. He hugged Gu Fei from behind: "Hey."
"Huh?" Gu Fei touched his arm.
"I'll read the book for a while, please accompany me," Jiang Yan said, "will not go back tonight?"
"Okay." Gu Fei turned over and lay flat, pulling his arms towards himself.
"Would you like to ... read the book?" Jiang Yan asked.
"I'll copy the homework first." Gu Fei smiled.
"Gu Fei," Jiang Yan asked quietly after a long silence. "Don't you want to go to college?"
"If you want to take the exam, it's local," said Gu Fei. "Those garbage colleges."
"Is it because of Gu Miao?" Jiang Yan asked.
"A lot of questions," Gu Fei put his mobile phone aside, "Er Miao couldn't change the environment. I can't leave her to go to school elsewhere regardless of her. She and my mother, if I am not there, it will be a mess.
"Um." Jiang Yan nodded. In fact, he was very clear. Gu Miao couldn't even accept the skateboard to change the wheels. Gu Fei didn't say these questions, he could think and understand, but he still felt something was wrong However, he couldn't think of it anyway.
The two of them were lying on their backs, not talking for a long time.
"If I go to school after the exam," Jiang Yan said, "you still stay here, right?"
"Um." Gu Fei answered.
"Then what?" Jiang Yan looked at him.
Gu Fei frowned slightly, turning his face to look at him: "I don't know what will happen. Some things are not possible now ..."
"What do you mean?" Jiang Yan sat up. "Do you have no confidence in other places?"
"No," Gu Fei sat up, "I didn't mean that, I mean ..."
"Gu Fei," Jiang Yan interrupted him. "You asked me if you wanted to fall in love with you, or wanted to have a love with you, right?"
"Um." Gu Fei grabbed his hand.
"I was thinking why you asked me that, now I know. I want to fall in love, I want to fall in love," Jiang Yan pulled his finger and said, "It's you."