Chapter 2369: Dirty mood

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A vague syllable popped out of his lips, his voice was very hoarse and very light.
An Xiaowan fell asleep, so she didn't hear it at all.
Jing Luochen felt a little uncomfortable, struggling to wake up, but felt a little numb and weak.
Eyelashes, trembling even more.
An exquisite face like a painting, which is pale like paper itself, now gradually has a trace of blood.
Finally, after struggling for more than ten minutes, he opened his eyes.
The vision is blurred, and the eyes even hurt.
He couldn't help but closed again, but then, because of the desire to see An Xiaowan, he restrained himself again, tolerated the pain and dizziness, and opened his eyes again.
Sight, focus slowly.
The vision gradually recovered.
Jing Luochen only felt very uncomfortable, vain and powerless, and the whole person felt a sense of collapse.
Even fingers are difficult to move.
These days, he has been in a terrible nightmare.
It was like falling into a terrible swamp.
Whenever he was deeper and deeper, and was about to be completely submerged, An Xiaowan's voice suddenly appeared. Through the murky, through the terrible dark and dark clouds, just like this, with a ray of sunlight, pulled him out of it a little.
At first he could not hear what she was talking about, but he felt a little warm in the heart.
Later, he began to look forward to her coming every day.
In addition to this time, it became empty and weak, making it difficult to survive.
The tenderness and warmth of the voice, with a force, finally pulled him out of the swamp little by little.
He finally wanted to understand one thing.
In fact, whether the elder sister is in this world is beyond his control. He has his own life and should not be affected by other people.
He obviously also has things he likes, people who like to get along, things he likes.
He should not be defeated by a word.
An Xiaowan once said that he is a man, even if he feels very annoyed and powerless, he must persist. And as long as you persist, life will always get better.
He couldn't live up to what An Xiaowan taught him so much.
He couldn't make An Xiaowan feel sad, and she couldn't make her feel that he was so vulnerable.
So he struggled, trying to get out of the swamp.
Then he heard Lu Bei's voice again.
Lu Bei's voice, with a little vicissitudes and fatigue, and countless distress and depression, gave him a very strange feeling.
He felt that Lu Bei should think he could not hear outside voices.
Therefore, he always said something inexplicable.
Jing Luochen couldn't hear every sentence clearly, but vaguely distinguished some of them.
E.g……
"Luochen, wake up soon...I regret it, why should I leave you because of my obscure heart."
"It's all my fault, I should stay with you and protect you."
"Actually, I'm just afraid... I'm afraid of staying with you, some things will be out of control."
"Luo Chen, you are such a beautiful person, how can I use these dirty moods... to stain you?"
For the rest, Jing Luochen felt too vague and did not hear it.
Just these few words are enough for him to worry, and I don't know why.
What do these words mean?
Why is Lu Bei afraid of him? Why did he leave him because of his "heart"?