Chapter 55: Mother and daughter talk

"Sooner or later, why don't you say it?" Although the matter of harmony may be difficult for Niang to accept, but the matter is already so, Niang can only accept it. She is ready to be scolded.
"Still don't say, your mother returned to Sucheng, or let her play with peace of mind for a period of time, and then go back to Beijing to be happy, why should she worry about our affairs." He didn't want to mess with the elders. We all know that there is really no room for turning.
His parents still concealed them, but only said that because of Frost Frost, Ning Qing went to Ersao's side. It is estimated that it could not be hidden for a long time. The mother had seen the clues and always sent someone to ask whether Ning Qing returned to the house. . His father also ordered him to take Ning Qing back to his house.
He said hello to Ersao and asked her to help him round, but Ersao seemed to be very dissatisfied with his behavior. Although he didn't show it on the bright side, there was already a slight word between words. Thinking of the fact that Ersao was always enthusiastic about him before, even if he wasn't happy with Ningqing any more, he went to the second brother's house, and the two sisters-in-law were all happy with Yan Yue.
She also said that she wouldn't come again, and she didn't want to hide it. She was afraid that her parents would blame. Obviously, Frost's birth of the child angered Ersao.
Ning Qing looked at the scene passing by. He said that there was some truth. The reason for being a child is to make parents feel relieved. She has never dared to write a letter about things that are harmonious. She is also afraid of her parents.
Just like the last time I met Li Shuangshuang in Zuixianglou, she said that the mother had found a prescription for her pregnancy. The mother had seen her for so long that she had no children and could not stand on her husband's house.
But the paper can't cover the fire, and the mother will one day know that she also wants to confess things, and it will be convenient to write and receive in the future. Otherwise, every time I think about it, I feel a little guilty.
Seeing Ning Qing for a long time, Chen Jili felt uneasy and did not know what she was thinking, and felt that if she didn't say anything, it seemed that she would be completely lost.
"You... come back, I will treat you well."
"Don't say anything back, you can't."
"You can go back as long as you want, and the position of the head mother has always been reserved for you."
"Chen Jili, Li Shuangshuang has given birth to you, can you treat her wholeheartedly, and live your life well, don't swing about."
"Ning Qing." Chen Jili's tone increased a little, "Can't you accept Frost Frost like other women? I will be a bowl of water, and I will be responsible for both of you, and I won't be partial to anyone."
"Of course, you are more important, after all, you are my wife, I have a decent."
Ning Qing heard this, and there was a helpless smile on her face, "You are just responsible for her, I don't need you to control, and now I'm doing well, and you don't need you to be responsible."
"Chen Jili, please stop saying these words in the future, and I am no longer your wife."
"Furthermore, the matter of our separation, I don't want to hide my mother again." The mother will understand her, after all, I hope she can live happily!
Chen Jili frowned, he knew that Ning Qing would not listen to him. This woman had always been like this before she got on his horse. He thought that there was progress between the two, but now it seems that there is no.
"How exactly do you want to come back?" Chen Jili had some impatience in her voice. "Isn't it only when Shuangshuang left you that you are willing to come back? Well, I promise you, I will arrange for her as soon as possible. Leave with the child and never show up in front of you in the future, so it’s okay."
The meaning of the words Ning Qing if you don't go back, it is difficult for the strongman, not knowing the good or bad.
If Ning Qing was absolutely unbearable before, but now as a bystander, she understands it and does not blame him. There are countless men in this world who have three wives and four concubines. Virtuous, also took the initiative to accept her concubine.
On the contrary, it is like her, but in the eyes of others, it is not alive. The husband gave his wife enough dignity. As a wife, she should take it as soon as she sees it.
Thinking of this, Ning Qing seemed to understand a little, thinking that what Chen Jili showed was not love at all. In his heart, she and Li Shuangshuang were both his responsibilities.
Chen Jili may feel that he has done well enough, give them points, let them live in harmony, worry about food and clothing, the two women are not disappointed. In other words, Chen Jili is a responsibility to her and may have love for Li Shuangshuang, but that love is not enough for him to give up for her.
In this way, Chen Jili may not love either woman, maybe she doesn't love Li Shuangshuang enough, or she has loved it, and it has faded.
Thinking of this, Ning Qing asked: "Chen Jili, do you love Li Shuangshuang?"
Chen Jili doesn't quite understand the meaning of Ning Qing, but he knows that if he loves Shuang Shuang, Ning Qing will never go back with him.
"I do not know."
He really didn't know whether he loved Shuangshuang. At that time, Li Shuangshuang was very good in appearance and talent. At that time, he was proud of her favor, because so many years of yearning women only fell in love with him.
And Li Shuangshuang's life is so pitiful, maybe it is the compassion of the teenager, or maybe she really loves her, and they naturally walk together. Sometimes they exchange books with each other, sometimes they bring small things to each other...
Later, Mr. Mu was informed that Mr. Mu was very satisfied with him and said that he was willing to entrust Frost to him, which was also regarded as an account of Li Shuangshuang's dead father. At that time, he was full of promises as soon as his head was hot.
It’s really impulsive to think about it now. After all, marriages that were promised without parental consent, and then there were many twists and turns.
Ning Qing asked again: "Do you love me?"
All of a sudden Chen Jili was asked, he didn't know what it was like to Ning Qing, only knew that they were very fortuned, first he had been his fiancee for many years, of course, the marriage letter was bound by the interests of the two, and later The two procrastinated and eventually collapsed, and their marriage letter was invalidated.
Later, he learned that he knew what happened to the marriage letter, but Ning Qing did not know that Ning Qing had always treated him as a fiancé.
At that time, he was approaching Li Shuangshuang, and he didn't even notice that the little girl sitting in front of him started to change. He knew Ning Qing's feelings for him, maybe he was enjoying the happiness brought by this clever little girl. She didn’t say it, he certainly pretended not to know.
When Ning Qing stood in front of him with red eyes and told him that she liked him, he only started to face Ning Qing's feelings towards him. In the face of such an affectionate little girl, he couldn't help but reject her. Perhaps he wouldn't refuse to have a feeling for Ning Qing that he couldn't tell clearly.
Because of other disliked women, he will refuse mercilessly and will never give them any chance.
Therefore, he likes Ning Qing.
"You are my wife, it should be love!" Otherwise why can't you let go of her.
"Chen Jili, you don't understand what love is at all, love cannot be shared, it can only be monopolized." Ning Qing is really a pitiful man in front.
Later, the two were speechless all the way, and Chen Jili had been thinking about Ning Qing's last words.
Chen Jili really didn't have any words. When it was dark, he sent Ning Qing to the door of Ning Mansion.
Zhang Rulan brought back two wives, and after a day of cleaning, barely able to live.
Ning Qing looked at the bright lights in her parents' house and had mixed feelings in her heart. After four years, Ning House had the appearance before she got married.
Ning Qing hurried forward, Chen Jili saw her look anxious, can not help but be happy for her.
"mother."
When no one arrived, Zhang Rulan heard the voice of his daughter and hurriedly let the wife open the door.
Ning Qing advanced room, Chen Jili followed behind. Zhang Rulan saw her daughter standing in front of her, and the heart that had been hanging was finally released.
"Your mother-in-law is back for a day. It's better for you to be a daughter. It's not too conscience to see your mother now." Zhang Rulan habitually fell in love.
Ning Qing heard the familiar tone, holding the soreness in her eyes, stepped forward to hug Zhang Rulan, and said in a charming voice: "Mother, my daughter misses you so much."
Zhang Rulan continued to count down: "I want to think about my mother's mouth! I haven't written a letter to my mother for a long time. It's not that Ji Li writes from time to time. I thought you had something wrong."
"Your daughter is okay, so you are blindly worried." Ning Qing looked at Chen Jili in the corner of her eye. He thought more thoroughly than she did.
Zhang Rulan opened his peace like an octopus and disgusted: "He is not too embarrassing in front of Ji Li, and he still does not let go, what does it look like."
Ning Qing stepped back two steps and looked at Zhang Rulan, who was a little old, "Are you my mother? Haven't seen you in a few years, I still hug you."
Chen Jili looked at the pair of hard-hearted mothers and daughters and stepped forward to salute Zhang Rulan. "Ji Li had seen her mother-in-law and was in a hurry today. Only now she came with Ning Qing to see her mother forgive sins."
Mother-in-law? ?
Ning Qing glared at him, and Chen Jili pretended not to see it.
The two spoke decent words again. Zhang Rulan saw that the time was getting late and he said: "Ji Li, it's not too early, please go back to the house first. You will sleep with me tonight instead. Our mother and I haven't seen each other for a long time. words."
Zhang Rulan had already said that, and Chen Jili knew that this was a matter of reason. Even if he was worried about what Ning Qing would say, he retired respectfully.
After Chen Jili left, Zhang Rulan looked at Ning Qing, who had lost a lot of distress, "Tell my mother, is it because you have no children?"
Knowing that the daughter is not like a mother, Zhang Rulan looked at Ning Qing and Chen Jili as a wife, and they knew there was a conflict between them.
Ning Qing saw Niang asked, and did not intend to hide from Niang, saying: "Mang, it is not that my daughter does not write to you, but I have no face to explain to you."
Recalling how strong the determination was to marry Chen Jili, how ridiculous it seems now.
Upon hearing it, Zhang Rulan knew something was wrong, and anxiously asked, "Why? What happened?"
Ning Qing feared that her mother was worried and quickly said: "It's not a big deal, just... Ji Li and I had been separated a year ago."
"What? Heli?" Zhang Rulan could hardly believe his ears. "Isn't that the stinky kid who brought you a child?"
Ning Qing saw her mother's appearance of killing Chen Jili. Sure enough, her temper was inherited. "Mother, don't worry, it's not the way you think it was. It was written and written by myself."
Zhang Rulan almost couldn't lift his breath. "Did you have a problem with your head? What's the difference between a woman? It's not necessarily our fault to have no children. What if Chen Jili doesn't give birth? What are you worried about?"
In Zhang Rulan's eyes, it has been determined that it was because there was no child. It's no wonder that she didn't dare to write to her for a year, and she stupidly gave way to her, and she knew that her daughter was brave and did not expect her to be stupid Ruin the marriage. This is how to do? Her daughter has no husband, how can I live in the future?
In an instant, Zhang Rulan thought about all kinds of possibilities.
"Mother, not because of children." Chen Jili never thought of having a baby with her. She has always been wishful thinking. "It is because we have no feelings between us."
"What is not affectionate, is marriage a child's play? Say and leave, and leave. After marriage, it's just a life. How can love be a meal or something?" Xu is Zhang Rulan's life, Xu is old, and for Ning Qing's mouth Feelings, feel far less than the guarantee of marriage.
"Mother..." Ning Qing didn't know how to explain to her mother, nor did she want to blame Chen Jili for all the responsibilities. "It's already the case anyway, just accept it."
Ning Qing told Zhang Rulan that she was doing rouge during this time, hoping to let her mother know that she could have a good life without Chen Jili.
Zhang Rulan listened to Ning Qing's current situation and planned for the future as if listening to the heavenly book.
"What do you mean, you plan to live like this for a lifetime?" In Zhang Rulan's opinion, earning money can certainly solve the problem of livelihood, but a woman without a husband is pitiful and has no children.
She would never let Ning Qing pass this way, and she remembered Chen Jili's attitude. She obviously regarded Ning Qing as his wife, and there was still room for maneuver.
"Let's go first. Let's talk about the future things!" Ning Qing somehow thinks of Hua Bo at this time.
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