Chapter 53: Heart disorder

Xu Hongben thought that he had to first explain to Yu Qiu what it meant to be a heartache. As a result, he saw that the young disciple who had just arrived at the eighth floor of the refining had nodded very much. "I don't know, of course, I know."
"Is it?" Xu Hongyi saw that this time he saved the explanation, and he said directly, "I don't know what to do. Xiaoshidi is now deeply in the heart."
"Oh." Yu Qiu nodded.
"...I don’t seem to worry about the younger brother?"
Yu Qiu looked at him in confusion, as if this kind of thing would not require people to worry.
Xu Hong couldn't help but ask, "Are you sure you really know what is a heartache?"
After asking him, he paused again and then sighed, "Yes, you know, maybe it was what I heard before." But this kind of thing, I have never experienced it myself, I can’t really understand it."
Yu Qiu naturally won't be honest. Actually, he has experienced it many times. He has to laugh. "Maybe. But I am not too far away from the peak of refining. I will experience it sooner or later."
Xu Hong nodded. "This is true."
"The so-called heart disorder is essentially the peak of a realm, but the state of mind can not make itself into the next realm. After all, the breakthrough of the mind will always be more difficult than the cultivation." Yu Qiu said, "So This is actually not a great thing, everyone will have it, but some have made it easier and more difficult. And the heartache... is always the most personal thing for every monk."
Xu Hong looked at him with amazement. This statement about the heartache is not the angle he has never heard of before. In the past, he only knew that the heartache was an obstacle on the road to comprehension. It was stopped in front of the next realm. If it could not be moved, it would not enter the door. As for what is its essence, he has never seen anyone who dares to say so arbitrarily. However, it is not a matter of purely arbitrarily reminiscent of the remarks made in the autumn, but there are still some truths.
"Then the heart of the younger brother..."
"It's his own business." Yu Qiu said, "If he thinks that there is a need to ask for help, and take the initiative to find us, I will naturally help him all. But if it is not his own help, I will never Will intervene without permission."
Xu Hong was a little embarrassed. He leaned on the back of the chair and looked at the messy marks on the top of the living room for a long time. He finally sighed, "It seems like it should be."
He secretly said: It is no wonder that both Master and his brother are allowed to go to chaos by Xiao Shidi himself. After all, the only one who has the right to choose how to face the heartache is the monk who is trapped in it, whether he chooses to face difficulties or choose to take the road back and forth. Others who want to help can only help with this choice. On the contrary, it is too abrupt to try to convince Xiao Chunmian to change his coping style.
"Today's conversation with your younger brother... The harvest is far beyond my imagination." Xu Hongdao, "I didn't expect the teacher to have such a view."
Yu Qiuxiao laughs: nonsense, I am also a little bit worse on Yuan Ying.
"It is important to cultivate and express. In fact, it is even more rare to have a unique view." Xu Hong suddenly had some interest. "Is there any interest in being a disciple, I can be with my master or father..."

Thank you for your kindness!
Yu Qiu interrupted him quickly and wiped the sweat.
I think it’s good now.

Seeing that someone actually refused to be an opportunity to become a disciple, Xu Hong was quite upset.
For a long while, Xu Hong finally came back to God and sighed again. "Yu Shidi really sees the land!"
In fact, Yu Qiu is only afraid of trouble. Anyway, he does not need any Master Jin Dan to teach.
"So in the eyes of the younger brother," Xu Hong asked. "What kind of state of mind do you need most to break through to the foundation?"
Yu Qiuzheng wanted to answer, and suddenly he paused again. He looked up and looked at it.
Xu Honggan cough, "I don't care, I have been bothering my heart for a long time."
"Since Xu Shixiong asked, I naturally know everything." Yu Qiu said, "The process of the monk breaking through the heart, that is, the process of continuously improving the state of mind, I think, in essence, is the process of exploring its own way."
Xu Hongru has realized.

Or to go further.
Yu Qiudao,
It’s the process of finding your own way and then moving on this road.

Xu Hong was silent for a long time, and suddenly sighed. "In fact, similar words, Master seems to have told me."
"The reason is that it is always the case." Yu Qiu nodded, no surprise. After all, Zhao Wei is also a person who can go to Jindan. These basic understandings will not be bad.
Xu Hong then seemed a little troubled. "Master also said that the road of Jian Xiu is narrower than ordinary people." This is what he had been puzzled before.
"Because the sword is nowhere to go." Yu Qiudao, "There is no room for sorrow on the road of Jian Xiu."
Xu Hong suddenly stunned and looked at Qiu Qiuqiu. "Is there a study on the martial arts in the younger brother..."
"Oh... because I knew a sword repair before." Yu Qiu squinted, "Although he stopped the Golden Dragon peak."
Jin Dan’s sword repair! Farther away than Zhao Wei! Xu Hong suddenly apologized. "I don't know which senior? Can you recommend it?"
... is your own...
Yu Qiu waved his hand. "In fact, it was just a chance to see it. It can't be reached now."
Xu Hongben also felt that the hope was not great. He was not too disappointed. He only asked nervously and hopefully. "What did the predecessors say?"
"He also said that as a sword repair, if you want to truly go ahead," Yu Qiudao, "The first step is to find a way to make yourself go forward."
When he said this, the birds outside the house sang the sounds of the insects, and the ears of the incoming people were a little lazy and stuffy in the midsummer.
When the words of this sentence fell, Xu Hong felt that everything was quiet.
In the silence, he seems to chew this sentence, chewing from the beginning to the end, and chewing from the tail to the head. Then gradually the bird began to sing again, and the insect began to sing again, but the lazy and sultry heat seemed to be filtered by the filter cloth, leaving only a clear and clear.
Heartache, heart disorder, Xu Hong looking for his own heartache for ten years.
Until now, he suddenly found out that the heartache was to him, but it was not a stone in front of the door. On the contrary, there is no stone in his heart, and naturally he can't find it. In his heart is actually a fog, the door is not stopped behind the stone, but after the fog.
However, after the fun, Xu Hong did not solve everything.
Finally, I opened up the fog in my heart. What Xu Hong saw was not his own path, but... a lot of roads that looked similar. Every one seems to be able to walk, but look carefully, and it seems that every one can't keep him going.
Yu Qiu did not bother, Ren Xuhong was there.
For a long while, Xu Hong finally passed back from the entrance and then sighed. Before he was finalized, he was the peak of refining, and he was still the peak of refining after he was settled.
"I finally understand why my father always said that I am not suitable for being a sword." Xu Hong's look is a bit lonely. "The things that are taken for other sword repairs are impossible for me."
Then he was very excited. After all, he has been stuck for ten years. Every progress is commendable. "Now I finally found the reason. It is better than a headless fly. I am very grateful to the younger brother today."
Yu Qiu nodded. "I am very happy to help Master Xu."
Then Xu Hong finally sang to Yu Qiu, carrying a far greater harvest than originally imagined, and happily left... Leaving halfway, Xu Hong slammed back and returned, "Yu Shidi, if you still have a chance I can contact the sword predecessor, please be sure to ask me a few words for him. As long as he can give me one or two words about this situation, I am grateful!"
It’s hard to see in autumn.
"Just say there is still a chance," Xu Hong said. "If you don't, you don't have to be stubborn in the younger brother. After all, I am very grateful now."
Nodded in autumn, "I will try."
Xu Hong rejoiced and resigned.
Yu Qiu took a face and thought about the situation of Xu Hong in this world, and he was very troubled and frowned. Xu Hong at the moment is indeed too strange. Although I heard that Xu Hong had been in the refining peak for ten years in the past life, Xu Hong has always been a standard sword repairing figure since Yu Qiu had a memory. It has never been like this. I don't know before.
Since Xu Hong has already asked him, Yu Qiu decided to do his best to solve this problem.
After all, even if you don't look at the grievances of past lives, Xu Jin is willing to go to Xiaochunmian for the sake of Xiaochun, and Yu Qiu should also vote for it.
But how should Xu Hong’s problem be solved...
Thinking of Xu Hong’s pre-existing encourage, Yu Qiu licked his own eyebrows: Did he really want to find Xu Hong in his previous life to ask?
After Xu Hong left from here in autumn, naturally he would not throw all expectations to Yu Qiu, but stay in front of Zhao Wei.
Zhao Wei woke up in the afternoon and finally recruited him. He raised his eyebrows. "How? It’s rare for you to be so aggressive."
"Master, the disciple just talked to a younger brother today." Xu Hong replied, "I suddenly thought of many things."
Zhao Wei is undecided. "You often can't figure out a lot of things, but it's just useless."
Xu Hong slammed his head down.
"Actually, I think that you are also very good. Don't always listen to your screaming there." Zhao Wei held his own leg and sat on the bed. "It is important to build a foundation, but as a monk, there are always some Repairing something other than it."
"For example, your own way?"
"Yeah." Zhao said with a smile. "To tell the truth, if you are not a sword repairer, you can't say that you have already built a foundation." I am just like you. But you always choose to be a sword. Repair, why?"
Xu Hong looked up and revealed a look of remembrance.
At the same time, Yu Qiu took the crane to the Luoxing Peak, one of the three peaks of the outer gate, and stopped at a place on the hillside of Xuanyang, looking at a road in front of him.
Heart road.
He has been unable to ask Xu Hong for anything in his life anyway... But if you see it again in your heart, you may find something.