Chapter 138: Trust and apology

"So if you are willing to kiss me, I might feel better."
After Feng Xingyan finished his speech, he looked at Shang Zhen's expression in breath, but he saw that Shang Zhen was on alert and seemed to be somewhat resistant. This was also what he expected.
Feng Xingyan lowered the bitterness of his eyes and slightly raised his lips. "Relax, my body like this does not think of anything complicated. Our business is still on. You don't have to worry about what I will do to you."
He paused and said lightly, "This kind of psychology may be a bit morbid. When others avoid me, I especially hope that someone can mind my body and approach me."
Shang Zhen's expression of faint alertness gradually relaxed.
She did not expect that Feng Xingyan, who had always been very calm about life and death, still had such a weak side in her heart, but remembering the vigilance of those experts to him, several times suggested that Feng Xingyan should be moved away from the world. Mountainous area, whole-hearted treatment, Shang Zhen understands his psychology a little bit...
Feng Xingyan was unfortunate because he was infected with the K virus, but he was lucky, more than 100,000 inhibitors, he injected one every day, his parents had enough power to bring him back from Guimenguan. Sufficient ability to ask a group of experts for his effectiveness, to meet her more, and a doctor who knows K virus very well.
If he was not lucky, he would have died in country L, because the country would stifle danger in the cradle, and no accidents were allowed.
Feng Xingyan continued, smiling with a trace of indifference.
"Because of you, I always thought that I might be the first person to survive in the hands of the K virus. I never thought of giving up, but when I looked at it with some eyes, I understood that I had become alien. ,Is not it?"
"no."
Shang Zhen shook his head, "As long as you still have faith, you are not alien."
"Then, why don't you want to kiss me?" Feng Xingyan sneered. "Will you feel terrible even if you touch it lightly?"
Shang Zhen heard his eyes down, suddenly raised his eyes and leaned over his lips.
Feng Xingyan's eyes widened slightly, and in the dark space, she could see her flickering eyelashes under the moonlight, and a cold fragrance hit her, making Feng Xingyan suddenly feel like a dream.
But in the last second, he slightly tilted his head, let Shang Zhen's kiss fell on his face.
Although he has been taking inhibitors, Yan Lao also said that his saliva and sweat are safe, but he is still afraid that he cannot let Shang Zhen fall into a dangerous situation because of his uncontrollable desire.
When he kissed the corner of his mouth, Shang Zhen gave a close look. The man in front of him was very beautiful. The delicate outline of his face was tight. Looking elsewhere, it seemed to be hiding something.
Shang Zhen suddenly smiled, looked up like a mischief, and licked his earlobe.
In the still car, Feng Xingyan's breath became hurried! He turned to look at Shang Zhen, his eyes seemed to want to swallow her!
Shang Zhen snickered, "Actually, do you want a woman?"
She pretended to say easily, "You are twenty-three when you count your age. It's when men are impulsive. Not only is the range of activities limited, but they can't get close to outsiders, so are they very depressed?"
Her indifferent tone made Feng Xingyan's face anger looming!
He wanted a woman! But he never thought about others. From beginning to end, he only wanted her!
But she subconsciously escaped all this and pushed his intimate thirst for her to his physical hunger, so she was so afraid that he wanted to be with her?
Do you think he can't survive and feel that this relationship is fruitless, or after she was hit last time, she completely let go of the relationship between them and will never be tempted to him again?
No matter which one, Feng Xingyan felt that he could not accept it!
Even if he is dead, he is dead! Even if he...
......But if he died, why should he still hold Shang Zhen?
Rage came quickly, and Feng Xingyan's body suddenly slackened, and some self-deprecating hooked his lips.
Shang Zhen’s approach is correct. Now that he’s feelings are all false, he... he shouldn’t be so impulsive and forget his current status...
The cabin was quiet for a moment, and Feng Xingyan leaned back tiredly, closing his eyes and raising his mind.
"Maybe you are right, I... I want a woman."
The low voice and the ambiguous words gave Shang Zhen a feeling of trembling. She froze her face and watched her eyes and noses, but the next second, Feng Xingyan asked.
"Can you hug me?"
"Huh?" Shang Zhen hadn't reacted yet, and was firmly drawn into the arms with one hand, smelling her unique cold fragrance, Feng Xingyan's mouth was curled, and the exhaustion in her expression disappeared.
"Do you know?" Feng Xingyan asked suddenly.
Shang Zhen responded dumbly.
"In fact, after we had a relationship, I suddenly became interested in you, and your feelings for me were also very serious. At that time, I wanted to fulfill my marriage contract."
His thoughts suddenly cooled down.
"But at that time, Yue Mengru said that all of this was self-directed and self-directed. Even, the medicines were made by yourself. I didn't believe it, but I went to check and found out that it was really you who made it. Will take you to the hospital... to patch it up and be more disgusted with you."
Shang Zhen didn't speak. Her wide eyes were nestled in Feng Xingyan's arms. Her eyes had no focal length and no fluctuations.
The matter with Feng Xingyan seemed to be a matter of the last life. It might be very exciting, frightening, and delighting that night, but now, except for the pain, she remembered nothing and said it was meaningless.
Feng Xingyan continued, "I tell you this, not to shirk responsibility, nor to ask for forgiveness. I just want to say that in the future I will believe in you, no matter who is opposed to you, as long as I live for a day, I will stand by you. side."
He bowed his head, and at the temple corner of Shang Zhen, he kissed and kissed carefully, smiling bitterly, "I apologize to you for what I did before, Zhenzhen, you are a kind girl, I treated you like that before, You have not complained about me, I am very grateful, but now, even if it is hate, I do not want to have no place in your heart."
He wants to be her unique, he wants to possess everything of her! Knowing that it shouldn't be, you just can't restrain yourself.
But he did not hear a response for a long time.
Looking down, Shang Zhen has fallen asleep!
Feng Xingyan was stunned for a while, but when she saw that she could sleep so peacefully in his arms, she couldn't help but laugh.
Zhenzhen... Zhenzhen, what should I do with you?
When Shang Zhen woke up the next day, he only felt warm under the blanket! She didn't realize it, and later realized she was in a person's arms!