Chapter 30: Vortex (top)

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Leo threw himself into the sofa in the hotel room. He stared at the glass on the table in front of him, the wall of the glass faintly reflecting a face, it was not as hot as before, but began to appear flushed-it was a nervous flush, accompanied by rolling Falling cold sweat.
His heart was beating fiercely, and every breath he was breathing was filled with the toxins of tension, anxiety and fear, which poured into the lungs and accompanied the blood to invade his body. He felt panic, shortness of breath, and dry mouth, holding an inverted cup and turning it over, his other hand reaching for a large glass bottle filled with water. His fingers were shaking so badly that he couldn't even hold the carafe's handle, and the water shivered and spilled over the table.
Li Biqing immediately took the water bottle, filled it with a glass of water and handed it to him. Watching him pour water into his throat, he said anxiously, "I think you need to go to the hospital, Leo, you look bad ..."
"No, I know what's happening with me." Federal agent refused to question, pinching the glass with his fingers, using the force to strangle it.
"Maybe you don't like going to the hospital, it's okay, many people don't like it, or should I go and ask a doctor?" The boy persuaded uneasily.
Leo raised his voice and exclaimed sharply, "I said no!"
"but--"
Leo smashed the glass in his hand! Immediately after the arm swept, he threw the full glass bottle on the floor, and the debris splashed and was a mess. He got up and kicked the wooden round table, was hitting the nightstand, and roared angrily in the loud noise: "I said 'No'! Can't you hear? No, no, no! I I don't want to see any doctor, take a bunch of inexplicable pills! This body is mine, I am the master, and I don't need others to teach me how to control it! "
His mood is completely out of control! At this moment, he is no longer the calm and self-disciplined FBI. Li Biqing cannot imagine how much psychological pressure should be allowed to make this man as tough as a steel bar.
If he goes on like this, he will be hysterical and must find a way to soothe and soothe the spirit as soon as possible, but before that, he must turn off the switch of violent emotions. Li Biqing tried to approach, pressing his hand on the federal agent's shoulder, and gently sliding along his upper arm, "Rio, relax, breathe, deeply ..."
His voice and movement are gentle, with a hypnotic inducement. This effect should have been good, but he forgot the most taboo point for a while-for a rigorously trained agent like Leo, he does not It's time to get close to him from the back in a flash!
While his hand was stroking from Leo's shoulder, the latter reflexively twisted his wrist and twisted, and his bent knee slammed into the fragile lower abdomen!
Li Biqing felt that he could avoid the attack, even though it was lightning fast and menacing. However, at that moment he hesitated, and then allowed the heavy knee to hit the lower abdomen. With severe pain as the center point, the power grid radiated to the whole body, and he tasted the pain of the internal organs being hammered into pieces. After making a scream, he threw himself backwards on the floor and huddled together.
Leo froze there, looking at him, as if nothing happened. He hit him? Did she use all her strength against Li Biqing, who had no resistance? This is his boy. He has always tried to protect him, he can't bear to be hurt a little, and even hesitated to choose the former when his safety and conflict with his favorite job. He is so sorry for him ... oh dear! Is he crazy? !!
The detective's lips trembled, and he slowly crouched down, stretched out his hand to the boy on the floor, but timid when he was about to touch, then stretched his hand again, and retracted again-he still can't believe it, to Li Bi Qing started with himself, which made him doubt about his ability to control himself, and he has never been so unconfident. Calmness, self-confidence, sharpness, and a strong desire to control the surroundings are his traits. Everyone always has a little bit of depth in the bone marrow-but at this moment, it begins to crack.
"Bi Qing ..." he murmured, painfully, trying to say a few more apologies, but in the end he couldn't say anything.
The Chinese boy survived the initial pain and began to breathe. He rolled over and staggered to try to stand, and federal agents couldn't help but support him.
"It's okay, it's not so painful now," Li Biqing extruded a consoling smile at him. "I should not touch you without saying hello, forget your self-defense response ..."
Until now, he is still not angry with him, just blame himself.
He has never been angry with him. Instead, he always angered him, blaming him, limiting him, threatening him.
He always cared for him silently, cooking for him, staying in the hospital to take care of him, and helping him with his work, but he was so busy that he only visited the hospital once or twice when he was injured.
He is gentle, clean, cute, tolerant, wise, talented ... deserves all the good words in this world, and he is just a paranoid, a drug addict, a problematic neurosis or mental illness!
"Don't show the pain and guilt of your face, it's really not your fault ... Hey, detective, you are all impressed in my impression. You know I like your face quite, but this expression It makes me feel guilty. "The boy said half-jokingly.
He said he liked him-even with such an unbearable self, he smiled and said he liked it.
Leo felt that the things in his body—whether it was called emotion, spirit, or soul—would not matter—the things that could dominate his brain collapsed in the boy's smile, and then another completely strange Way back together.
He is still Leo, but Leo is different from before.
-In love with Li Biqing's Leo.
He clasped the boy in front of him desperately, wishing to burn himself into a pile of flames, only to provide him with warmth in the snowy night-if he needed him to do so!
The boy didn't know he had accomplished a feat, and he lightly conquered another powerful man, a fierce lion, despite the weakest psychological defenses when the other was anxious and depressed.
He only felt the enthusiasm and determination that came from the hug. It was something he was deliberately trying to get, and when he really got it, he started to feel guilty-he had the unreserved trust of the black-haired agent.
I'm just a deceitful deceit ... The boy silently spit in his heart, but when he chose this way from the beginning, he cut off his chance to turn around.
He must go on according to the set goals, can not turn back, can not turn, tell him not to be obsessed with the scenery along the way, go step by step.
He put his hands on the thick and strong back of the dark-haired detective, breathing with the other's heartbeat. After a long time he said softly, "Would you like to lie down on the bed? It may be more comfortable lying down."
The agent still took him to the large double bed deep in the room, and his tingling hands and feet touched the soft quilt, and he was drunk drunk. Li Biqing touched his sweaty forehead with the palm of his hand, "Do you want to drink some water, or something else?"
Leo was silent, struggling, weighing whether to ignore the body's cravings for drugs. If it was satisfied, he would quickly return to calmness and reason, and maintain it for a while. If it doesn't matter, God knows that it will stir his brain into a pot of things. He can't see his loved boy groaning / groaning on the floor after awake, absolutely not!
He closed his eyes violently. "In my travel bag, there are three pill bottles in the inner dark bag. Help me get them."
"Immediately!" Li Biqing ran out, and the travel bag was still in the car. A few minutes later he returned, carrying their luggage, and rummaging through it to find three small white pill bottles without labels. He held up to Leo and asked, "Is this it?"
Leo nodded. The other person immediately poured a glass of water, watched him open the medicine bottle, and swallowed half a palm of the tablet.
"What kind of medicine are these? Do you need to take such a large amount?" Li Biqing couldn't help asking.
Leo frowned habitually, looking like he didn't want to answer, and didn't bother to lie.
The Chinese-born boy thought the matter was a little serious, and he perseveredly asked, "It's useless if you don't say it. I'll take the medicine bottle to the hospital and ask."
"... sertraline hydrochloride, buspirone hydrochloride, and alprazolam." The agent answered with a very low voice.
Li Biqing thought for a while, and felt that the names of these medicines were familiar. After all, this is not his specialty, but as long as it is related to life and death, he will be involved in every aspect ... The last word activated his memory, and he cried in surprise and utterly: "These are healing nerves Functional medicine, anxiety, depression, or other mental disorders ... "
"--Or all." The black agent's fist clenched on his side, said desperately.
He looked so sad that he wanted to completely destroy himself from this world. What happened to him? Li Biqing felt that he had to do something, not only to appease Leo, but also to put an unforgivable past behind him. It opened like a dark mist, a secret door opened to the bottom of his heart, burning like flames, burning them around People have nowhere to run on the island.
He grasped Leo's hand tightly, and put his two fists in his heart, as if it was a ritual to pass his emotions to the other side-so many complex emotions, it was difficult for him to break apart. The explanation is clear, but the most central and strongest one, he further explained with action-
He bowed his head and kissed him.
Easily pry open the cold and wet lips, he thrust his tongue in, and kissed him deeply in the shocking eyes of the other party.
He was off track again ... track, but what could be done? The scenery he passed was so beautiful, so beautiful and seductive that it was worth him to break the contract with the Devil like Faust, and say the sentence that lost his life: "How beautiful, please stay!"
Leo's hand easily broke the restraint of the other's weakness, and slowly climbed the soft chestnut hair behind the boy's neck, holding the back of the head to deepen the kiss. He seemed to have reacted, as if sleepwalking, with a kind of concentration that didn't care about the whole world.
He just wanted to drown in this kiss-he had waited so long and escaped so long, trying to maintain a balance on the wire of runaway and self-control, and finally can no longer force himself and suppress himself.
As for what the kiss meant, was it an over-relief soothing therapy, or a awakening attempt at the beginning, he didn't want to think at the moment.
— Does it matter, they are kissing. At least this moment, they have each other.
The medicine began to flow, Leo tried to catch his fainting consciousness, and enjoyed a moment of paradise, but the tired and twisted nerves could no longer stop him from tossing, and he could not resist sinking into the darkness-but until the last He still clutched his boy's wrist tightly.
Unless the other party is determined to break free, he will never let go.
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