Vol 10 Chapter 1454: Twelve commissions from the world of old acquaintances

Fluttershy walked to the tea shed. The female shopkeeper who looked not much older than her smiled at her as she cleaned the table: "Sister is going to drink tea? Come and sit here."
Fluttershy licked her dry lips and nodded, "Um...that, how much is a bowl?" His hand subconsciously squeezed a corner of the cloth bag.
Qin Gu said: "One penny and one bowl."
"Please bring me a bowl..." As soon as I sat down, the tea arrived.
Although the man was very reluctant, he still came to sit opposite Xiaodie. Xiaodie said again: "Please give him another bowl of tea..."
The man murmured: "It's really a waste. It's just a bowl of water. It costs a penny and a bowl, which is enough to buy half a catty of coarse grains."
Xiaodie was aggrieved, and the other party complained along the way because she didn't bring any more jewelry and silver when she escaped.
She began to wonder if it was true that the other party kept saying that she loved her instead of her identity and family background.
The tea and fruit are really fragrant and refreshing. After a few mouthfuls, the fatigue of the whole person is gone.
In the rising tea atmosphere, Fluttershy felt her eyes trance.
The eloped couple drank tea nervously, buried their heads as much as possible, for fear that someone in the crowd would recognize them.
Even more afraid that a group of people suddenly ran out from the end of the road to catch them back...
But until they finished drinking their tea, these coincidental and bridges did not happen.
Fluttershy looked at the end of the road, feeling a little lost inexplicably, but was dragged by Dashan and hurriedly left.
The two regained their strength once again embarked on a thorny and bumpy elopement road.
Xiaodie never expected that Dashan's home in the "mountain" was so remote, and what made her more and more disturbed was that she found that the farther away she was from the town, Dashan was less caring and tolerant of herself than before.
The shoes were worn out, his feet were worn out, and the nature of Da Shan was gradually exposed, but at this time Xiaodie had no way to retreat.
It's sparsely populated, densely forested, and the howling of wild beasts comes from time to time in the forest...
No matter how tired or painful, she had to grit her teeth and follow Dashan's more and more calm footsteps.
She recalled that when she was at home before, she was the only daughter and the young lady of the family. Even if she was eating and dressing, she was served by someone. She had never suffered such a pain.
Fluttershy had already begun to miss the carefree days of her previous life, and she already regretted running away with this man. Because of the other party's diligence in front of him, because the other party said that he would be nice to him, he plunged in without any shame.
However, Xiaodie still has a trace of hope in her heart: Da Shan said that he is a man of strength and does not understand the wrinkled sentiment of those scholars, but he is more practical and more able to live than those scholars.
Therefore, in fact, following a man who can live a pragmatic life, the future life can be peaceful and harmonious.
When he finally arrived at the "home" of the two thatched huts, Xiaodie felt a moment of loss, but subconsciously felt that since Dashan is really as diligent and practical as he said, why there are only two thatched huts so dilapidated? And his mother and brother-in-law looked at her with strange eyes?
They took away her burden, and then asked her to cook and sweep...
So in her indifferent and mocking eyes, she went directly from a girl in a boudoir to a maid serving the old and young.
Dashan looked at her without the admiration, tenderness, care and care in her eyes. In addition to drinking and reprimanding her with those people during the day, she also vented without pity at night.
She thought about leaving, but she was no longer innocent, and she still eloped with this man voluntarily. Going back, even if you have your parents asylum, you won't be punished, but the end result will definitely not get better.
Furthermore, she found that she could no longer leave-she was pregnant.
The new life in her belly is like bringing new hope to her deadly depressed life. She thinks that the arrival of the child will change the mountain and the family's attitude towards her.
However, with the birth of her daughter, the reality has not only not improved, it has become more difficult.
Not only the family, but even everyone in this place looked at her with contempt, just like how incompetent and shameful she was to have a daughter.
She was puzzled. In her short life span of more than ten years, she was the only daughter in her family. Although she occasionally heard rumors that there would be some patriarchal patriarchs outside, she did not have any experience.
In this environment, people's behavior and personality will also change subconsciously. She subconsciously caters to the rules of survival here, strives to cater to her husband, and breaks through the values ​​of others.
She was pregnant again the next year, and she hoped that she would have a son just like everyone else. However, the reality is still so bad, she gave birth to a daughter.
At this time, Xiaodie found that her heart had changed unknowingly and was assimilated by everything here. She found that she did not like this daughter, and even some resentment was because of her daughter’s status in the family and the village. Low is so unwelcome... She thought, if she had a son, her husband's fairness and others would definitely not treat her like this.
Fluttershy became numb during the days of working and talking coldly, becoming like the women around him: old and vulgar.
In the end, she was so numb that she didn’t know when her belly got bigger again. She was lying on the delivery bed numbly. Someone in her ear said,
It’s a money-losing guy again. It’s really a useless thing. You drown.
She said to that. There was absolutely no response to what the rough voice said, and she only mechanically followed their requirements. Even if the fist and rolling pin fell on her body, she would only giggle.
Xiaodie finally fell. She felt that life was passing by, and her consciousness left... Is this dying?
At this moment, she didn't even have the most instinctive desire to survive, and the godless eyes were completely gray.
Well--
But why do I feel so painful~EbookFREE.me~ There is a shiver from the depths of my soul.
It’s painful, depressed, and uncomfortable... Xiaodie found that even this feeling of pain and uncomfortableness was a long and strange feeling to her, but it was precisely because of this pain and depression that she realized her existence. .
The most painful life is not because you feel the pain and depression in life, but because you can't even feel the pain and depression.
At this moment, Xiaodie, whose perception returned to her body again, wanted to cry, instinctively wanted to struggle, and wanted to escape the numbness and darkness.
what--
Xiaodie yelled out with all her energy-except that she had cried and yelled at the "home" just after Dashan, and greeted her with insults and fists, and then she became obedient and never yelled.
A feeling of weightlessness swept through her body, and Xiaodie felt like she had fallen from a high altitude, falling...
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