Chapter 37: 037

It is not an illusion, it is real! That was the truth she had to face after making a wrong choice. All the words got stuck in the throat and didn't know how to say it. Ji Yao raised her eyes and watched her image fall into Chang Yu's eyes. No longer the coldness of the previous time, it was as gentle as a hot spring water. In her eyes, is she the whole world? Or does it mean everything at this moment? Ji Yaoguang was in a daze. She stretched out her hand and gently covered Chang Yu's eyes, feeling her eyelashes like a small brush sweeping across her palm.
"Am I the kind of person who is easy to empathize in your heart?" It was dim, and Chang Yu gently held Ji Yaoguang's wrist, and did not stop her movement. A sigh overflowed from the corner of her lips, from body to heart, where was she sorry for the person in front of her? Love is also due to her, and hatred is also due to her. I am afraid that the love of this life is tied to this person. It was the inexplicable doubts and quarrels that ruined her heart little by little. Will everything happen again now? Exhaustion and distress gathered together on the apex of her heart, and she was a little scared but still couldn't cross that hurdle.
"No." Ji Yaoguang denied it quickly. "I just think my previous self was too bad. But now I don't foolishly suspect that you are waiting for an opportunity to make noise because of a dream. What you said is better to talk about. "
"Yes." Chang Yu smiled softly, and other senses in the dark became particularly sensitive. Ji Yaoguang's closeness made her heart numb, as if she was gently swept by a feather. "What are you thinking about now? What do you want to tell me? Because of that strange woman, you are going to start to be awkward?"
Empathy can understand Chang Yu's mood, some pain is destined to be swallowed by himself, leaning forward, almost pressing on Chang Yu's body. Ji Yaoguang moved his hand away, met Chang Yu's calm eyes, and curled his lips. "I don't like her. She must have a story with the boss wife on the other side. I think she must be the one who caused the opposite. Business. All in all, she is not a good person, so you are not allowed to approach her." Ji Yao's lightly coquettish tone, with a bit of arbitrariness and arrogance in the last few words.
"I don't like her either. I won't be close to her." Chang Yu felt soft in her heart. She smiled and said again, "But in any case, she is Yu Sheng's friend. Don't go with the story about her and the other boss If you guessed it, don’t make a rash definition. If you think of a person, your impression is subjective and always one-sided."
"I know." Ji Yaoguang's ending sounded long.
Chang Yu nodded, and said, "I feel that there is one thing necessary to do now."
Ji Yaoguang stayed blankly and asked, "What?"
Chang Yu calmly replied: "Go home." Less than half a month before the Spring Festival, the things at hand come to an end temporarily, it is better to let go of everything at this time and walk the road that was almost left behind. . Perhaps we should also go to Z University, hoping to drive away the uneasiness hidden in Ji Yaoguang's heart from past memories.
There is nothing to worry about when she is young. Her studies and work have been carried out in an orderly manner according to the plan, if she had not met Ji Yaoguang. Being immersed in art, she also has a yearning for literature. The Z University of Literature and Art Academy are side by side and adjacent to each other. Some geniuses can easily reach her ears. Before they really meet, she has already heard of her. first name. All the professors of the Academy of Letters praised this man, and she often walked around in the School of Music, adding a bit of legend. But who can predict the future development trajectory?
Z University is located in S city, and they are all locals. When they graduate, they don't have the worry of being separated from the mountain and the water. Compared with City H, where business has taken off, City S has accumulated thousands of years of rich heritage, and wherever it goes, it has a quaint style. Escape safely from the crowded airport, people who come and go just care about their own pace, and rarely focus on the unrelated people around. Ji Yaoguang, who walked to the square, took off her sunglasses, spread her hands, and made a gesture of hugging the city.
"Let's go." Chang Yu was more cautious than her, paying attention to the dynamics of people around him, helping her put on her sunglasses, holding her hand to prevent him from going crazy under the public. The taxi driver drove the music radio, and from time to time the ardent accent came from the gentle singing, and he always had an inexplicable affection for beautiful people. Lifting the luggage out of the trunk, the two of them walked into the square yard. The withered branches of green vines climbed on the wall, and the tiny buds protruded out of their heads. From the loneliness of winter, a hint of spring can be seen Breath.
Unsurprisingly, the two elders still don't know where to travel, and Ji Kaiyang still stays in H City to solve some things. In the huge yard, only the housekeeper is fixing the messy branches with scissors. When he saw Ji Yaoguang, he was stunned at first, then pushed his glasses, showing an expression of ecstasy, wanting to give the little princess an eager hug, but looking at his outfit still dispelled the idea. "Miss, are you back? The old lady misses you very much."
"Bo Tao, don't laugh." Ji Yaoguang stepped forward and hugged him, then smiled, "I don't know what virtues my parents are? They wish everyone would disappear in front of them. The peace of the human world. Don’t let anyone busy. The two of us will go out in a while."
S City is not just the hometown of Ji Yaoguang alone. Going home is a happy event for her, but in some respects it is quite cruel to Chang Yu. Only after interacting with Chang Yu for a period of time did she learn about the painful past. In the eyes of everyone, Chang Yu, who is so glamorous, how much pain and loneliness did a person endure? I drove to the cemetery. During this time, more and more people returned home, and they could hardly find a parking space. There was a light rain suddenly on the clear day. When he stepped into the cemetery, there was no smile on Chang Yu's face, and all that was left was sadness and solemnity.
Before the age of eighteen, Chang Yu had always been happy, with enlightened parents and honors that most people couldn't ask for. She was also the most anticipated daughter of heaven. It's just that everything ended in the stab of tire friction, and the loud noise and ignited fire ended her happy career. As she rushed from school to the hospital near the college entrance examination, she could only hug and cry with the white-haired grandfather who gave her to the black-haired grandfather. She has never lacked anything in material, but her mental loneliness has always tortured her. The ordeal did not end. At the age of twenty, she sent away her last relative, leaving only those distant relatives who were almost uncontacted. Having resolved everything in a false sense, she greeted those who made irresponsible remarks with a cold face. Saying that an actor is an actor, saying that such a shameless person from a scholarly family, saying that everything is a scourge-suddenly broke free from memory, Chang Yu couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears on his face. Turning her head and looking at the worried person in her eyes, she pulled the corner of her mouth hard, bringing out a pale smile.
"Mom and dad, and grandpa, I will take care of Chang Yu." Offering a bunch of flowers, Ji Yaoguang put his hands together, and his tone was extremely religious and sincere. She didn't come to this cemetery very often. After she got to work, she didn't even make contact with City S, but she made a solemn promise every time. In a daze, I remembered that she had sent Grandpa away with Chang Yu. They were already together at that time. Chang Yu, whose emotions were seldom obvious, cried silently while holding her at night. "I only have you left." Chang Yu said this. Chang Yu completely handed her body and mind into her hands, but how did she treat it? How long did the care like a treasure last? Ji Yaoguang moved in her heart and suddenly stretched out her hand to hug Chang Yu tightly in her arms. At this time, all the sweet words were not as good as a warm hug.
"I'm sorry." This apology was spoken to Chang Yu and also to the elders. At the beginning, I was really a bastard, and he resolutely signed the divorce agreement, and finally blamed Chang Yu for his pain.
Chang Yu's hand was placed on Ji Yaoguang's waist, and his strength grew stronger and stronger, as if he wanted to melt her into the blood. His face was pale and his eyes blurred, and the smile that burst out from it was fragile and touching. After leaving the cemetery, she took Ji Yaoguang back to her home, squeaked, opened the door, and oncoming was a breath of dust. I can't remember how long it has been since she has been back to this place. Even if she returned to City S because of filming, she basically stayed in Ji's old house. Gently wiped off the dust on the photo frame, his fingers stroked the face that gradually blurred in his mind, Chang Yu put down the photo frame and whispered: "Let's go back."
"Don't take it away?" Ji Yaoguang pointed to the photo frame. She only saw the appearance of Chang Yu's parents from the past photos.
Chang Yu took a deep breath and shook her head and said, "No, I remember it in my heart." He said that returning to City S was to smooth out the anxiety in Ji Yaoguang's heart, but in the end she was still silent in her emotions. There is joy but also pain in City S, and every time it comes out, it is bloody. She is not a merciless person, she is not as cold and calm as the face. She knows the crux of her unhappiness, but this is something she must face when she returns to City S.
Ji Yaoguang stood still. After a while, she suddenly knelt on one knee, took Chang Yu's hand, and gently dropped a kiss on the back of her hand. What is repeated is the posture when proposing marriage, but the mood is different from the past. Chang Yu's face was reflected in a pair of beautiful eyes, and she whispered: "You are the world. I cherish the unparalleled in my life."