Chapter 40: 041

For Ji Yaoguang, who revisited the old place looking for memories of the past, it was quite comfortable during this spring break. The world of the two people is no different from a honeymoon trip again. It is said that it was just over a month, but for her, this A period of time is calculated by "years", and the whole person's mood has changed drastically.
Ji Yaoguang, who woke up early the next day, was unwilling to leave the warm bed. He leaned on the bedside table and flipped through WeChat messages. From time to time, he cast his eyes on Chang Yu who was still asleep, looking at her quiet profile. Give birth to a kind of quiet feeling of time. It's just that they are, but it's hard to find peace in others. The most news was sent by the agent Su Ci, which was nothing more than some job entrustment and the little complaint about bringing new people.
The second is Bian Yuting.
"Something happened to your ordinary friend." For fear that she didn't know, she swiped more than a dozen of the same sentence, and finally an exclamation mark was attached to indicate that she didn't know whether it was shocking or other emotions. The words are very familiar, but they pieced together a sentence, Ji Yaoguang had to think for a while before she knew what she was expressing. This ordinary friend refers to Cheng Henian, right? Her brows frowned slightly, and there was nothing unusual for her to go to Cheng Henian's circle of friends.
"What are you talking about?"
Bian Yuting was also swiping his mobile phone, so after Ji Yaoguang uttered this sentence, he immediately replied: "Go to the hot search on Weibo by yourself." After a while, he said, "You said I want or not." What about taking advantage of others'? Forget it, you answer the phone." Ji Yaoguang's gaze remained fixed on the screen for a long while, of course she was unwilling to answer, and she hung up the phone the moment it came in, and typed in reply: " She is sleeping, I will check Weibo first."
Who this "she" is is self-evident.
Weibo has already exploded, and Ji Yaoguang and Chang Yu’s interest in revisiting the campus soon subsided. The hot topic #程鹤年打人# was pushed up. This time it was more violent than ever, she The life experience from childhood to adulthood has completely wiped out the contradictions in the family. Of course, the wind direction is completely directed against her. Ji Yao lightly clicked on the blurry video at the front, and she could vaguely see her pulling and pulling a few men in a bar, and finally the beer bottle exploded on the man's head. As for the man, his face was a little familiar, and it took a long time to remember that he was Jiang Liu, the son of the old man of Shengtang. Ji Yaoguang didn't turn on the voice, but just by looking at the screen, one could guess what kind of foul language those people said. It was only a small internet celebrity who first released the news, and then it was forwarded by major entertainment media, and the truth of the matter was gradually distorted. Under their description, they slowly sketched out an unknown, corrupted private life, and a threesome. In the past four years, Cheng He also ran away from home and cut off justice with her father. She was also labeled "relentless" and "unfilial".
"Something happened, do you need help?" Ji Yao thought for a moment and sent a message to Cheng Henian. She didn't hate this person, and even said that she was a bit speculative. In Cheng Henian's body, she could see a little of herself. Not only did the fierceness and willfulness of the year of Crane be magnified, but she was slowly on the right track under the guidance of the people around her. It is not necessarily a bad thing to have edges and corners, but it deviates from the consensus of the public and is easy to be Apply the cured label. Feeling and feeling intertwined in her heart, waiting for no reply, she threw the phone aside, closed her eyes and fell into a dream in contemplation and meditation.
Of course Cheng Henian didn't have time to pay attention to Ji Yaoguang's news, she didn't turn on the phone at all. The whole person was curled up on the sofa, with cold and disdain between his eyebrows. Those noble princes always take themselves seriously, thinking that a little leisure and influence are great, and abandoning the identity behind him, what is he? Most of the New Year’s holidays are approaching, and the homes that I haven’t contacted for a long time also opened one phone after another. I was so upset that I found a bar to replace the resident singing at my hometown, and also used this to vent my emotions. Caused such a thing?
When the doorbell rang, the vigilance rose to a new height. After seeing the familiar face of the incoming person from the cat’s eyes, she put the person in the house and asked exhaustedly: "Drinking tea?" The cumbersome things, big and small, made her physically and mentally exhausted recently. Almost lost the desire to communicate with others.
Taking a sip of the paper cup from Cheng Henian's hand, a light fragrance spread between his lips and teeth, and Lu Yusheng said indifferently, "Thank you." Lu Yusheng's brows brows as his eyes glanced at the person who wandered back to the sofa. Can't help but get up. She didn't see the original Zhang Kuang and Ming Yan on her bleak face. She seemed to be too lazy to cover up her true state of mind anymore, and to show everything clearly before her eyes. Lu Yusheng's heart slammed, and she said, "You should be glad that no one has revealed your home address. If your wine bottle goes down, the bosses of Shengtang are all mad at you, relying on your position in the circle. I am afraid that for a long time, no one will come to you for cooperation."
"What else?" Cheng Henian looked at Lu Yusheng coldly, like a small hedgehog with sharp thorns erected all over her body, but quickly let out in Lu Yusheng's plain eyes, she didn't I was in a joke, and I didn't have the strength to use my bad temper to confront the person in front of me. Taking a deep breath to calm her emotions, she asked, "What are you doing here?"
Lu Yusheng raised his eyes and said quietly: "Chat."
"You said." Cheng Henian curled his lips, with a cold smile on his face.
"As long as you continue to write songs and sing, as long as you have any involvement with the crew, you will not be able to escape the siege completely." Lu Yusheng put down the cup, curled his lips and smiled, "Furthermore, you have many fans now, and they are considered to be. The person you are concerned about is greatly restricted in your every move. Freedom is a luxury. You just seek freedom as much as possible."
"Yeah." Cheng Henian nodded and answered calmly, "I know what I want, I have my own way of life."
Lu Yusheng glanced at Cheng Henian deeply, and was noncommittal about what she said. She stood up, turned a topic, and asked Cheng Henian in a relaxed tone: "Let's go, go out to eat." Although the online remarks are like snow flakes, they are not as scary as they are in real life. Walking on the street is not necessarily everyone. I know you, or I am excited to come up with a curse. Especially in this time period when most of the people have left H city-people who traveled far away return home, H city begins to become empty and lonely, the prosperity ends, and the music is gone, and it belongs to its original and most authentic Look like.
Most of the stores were closed, and Lu Yusheng drove straight to the destination. Cheng Henian, sitting in the passenger seat, fell into a rare silence and depression. After wiping off the surface color, he slowly revealed a poetic temperament.
"Most people are familiar with a way of life. This way allows them to move forward, to surpass others, to conquer others, to gain money, reputation and power. When a person's behavior is contrary to this lifestyle, such as It is said that she is willing to live downstream, has no desire to compete, and rejects opportunities that others cannot envy. All her behaviors are no longer in line with the behavior pattern recognized by the people of the times, then she will be regarded as a neurotic." The clear voice is in the car. Cheng Henian looked straight ahead, she twitched the corner of her mouth and showed a pale smile, "I apologize to you for my previous rude and malicious conjecture of your behavior, but I still choose to refuse your kindness."
She is an ordinary person, she clearly knows the way she wants to go, but when other colors are reflected in her eyes, she still can't help but be moved and hesitate, but this can't shake the general direction that has been determined in her heart. . To be selfish, what she arranged for herself was a path that only cared about her own happiness. Too many considerations brought too much burden, it is better to abandon it all.
Lu Yusheng hadn't talked about cooperation with Cheng Henian for a while, but the thoughts in his heart never calmed down. Cheng Henian’s behavior seemed naive and absurd to her. She was deeply puzzled by it. She thought it was the edges and corners that had not been smoothed by society. But now after listening to her truthful words, suddenly A little bit of realization. She uses her own eyes to see a person, to a large extent, her subjective emotions are at work. Her ignorance of Cheng Henian was far more angry than her rude offense, but she was relieved at this moment. Do not do to others what you do not want; in the same way, do not do to others what you want.
The car stopped at the entrance of the small alley. Compared with the excitement some time ago, it has already fallen back to its original point. The doors of the quaint shops on both sides were almost closed, and only a few families ran out with three or two children, laughing and playing with toys in their hands. When he was at the door of the store, Lu Yusheng hesitated a little, his eyes stayed on the plaque in the other direction for a long time, and he sighed in awe. However, in the "Zhixinan" restaurant, the young woman stepped out a few steps, took Lu Yusheng's arm, and said enthusiastically: "You are finally here." There was not a single customer in the restaurant, even the waiter was left. One or two, as if it was just for Lu Yusheng to open it alone.
Cheng Henian still has a slight impression of here, but the last time she was there was the "Spring Banquet" at the opposite door. Although she had never met the woman who held Lu Yusheng face to face, she had seen it several times from the video and live broadcasts forwarded by Lu Yusheng. A pretty woman, but I don't know why she can't feel intimacy. The gaze swept over her red lips, and finally fell on the nails painted in Dancome color-is this dress convenient for showing off her cooking skills?
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