Chapter 74: Extra (1)

"Divorce."
"Leave and leave—"
The voice suddenly magnified in my mind, and the dilapidated eyes found the focus again, and there was no trace of another person's existence in the empty room.
Chang Yu folded her hands on her chest. Since signing the divorce agreement, she had sat in this posture for a long time, as if she had not heard the sound of Ji Yaoguang leaving. Divorce, what a hurtful word, was finally uttered from her mouth, and after the hysterical madness, the one turned around without making any reservations.
"It's divorced, so that's fine." Chang Yu sighed softly with his clasped hand, his expressionless face loosened his thoughts, and finally fell silent again. When the phone rang, her extremely dull thoughts that had been cut into pieces slowly returned to the cage, and the familiar name flashed on the screen-at that moment her eyes were dimmed.
Not her...
When she picked up the phone to answer the call, her feelings of loss or even desolation disappeared in an instant, and she restored her calmness and competence as before. On the other end of the phone, Josie's voice sounded a little anxious, as if she was more immersed in the incident than her client. "Yaoguang, she has gone abroad. The media don’t know where they got the news of your divorce. You’re going crazy now. You'd better not go out. Eh, I said, what’s the matter with you. You have only been married for one year? Have a good talk? Have to fall to this point..."
"It's too late." Chang Yu sighed. She switched her phone to the other end and looked at the agreement on the coffee table in a daze. When I write the name, I use every stroke very hard. Writing three words is equivalent to ending everything in the past. In fact, Ji Yaoguang is also happy, right? She can appear in all kinds of news with those Yingying and Yanyan openly, and no longer have to worry about her indifferent pillow person. Curled up on the sofa, Chang Yu's tone gradually returned to calmness: "Josie, I want to tell you one thing, don't be angry, and don't worry."
"You said."
"My contract with Shengtang is about to expire, and I won't renew it. You know, and the studio I prepared before let it go."
"What do you mean?" Josie's voice suddenly rose.
Chang Yu chuckled lightly and said word by word: "I plan to quit the entertainment industry."
There was a long silence on the other end of the phone. After a long time, a sigh fell in his ears: "Have you thought about it?" She is a friend of Chang Yu, and naturally will not interfere with any of her decisions at will. If you are too tired, stop and rest. The phone was hot in her ears, and Chang Yu's silence made her realize that this is not a joke, "I'll help you get rid of all the work. You have a few days to think about it."
"Don't think about it." Chang Yu took over, "I have already decided, I'm sorry Josie, I'm afraid I can't stay in this circle anymore. I can't even act well, what acting?"
"Is it because of Yaoguang?" No matter how cautious it is, I can't avoid mentioning Ji Yaoguang's name again and again in front of Chang Yu, and come to such an ending-regret and pity will not be less in her heart, so these two are in Where are the people in the center of the storm? Ji Yao is far away and Chang Yu quits the entertainment circle. Why bother?
"No." Chang Yu obviously didn't want to delve into this matter, and after a few casual words with Josie, he hung up the phone. Staring at the screen for a long time, she chose to shut down, stretched her aching limbs, and turned around in the empty house. The books on the shelves are neatly arranged, none of them have been driven away. The pearwood chair remained as it was, as if someone was sitting on it reading a book, turning around with a smile from time to time. If you want to stop thinking, why should you leave some traces at home?
Knives, sandalwood, grinding wheels...
The face of Ji Yaoguang was sketched in her mind. She didn't know when she sat at the table. The knife in her hand deviated due to the dissociation of her thoughts, and a long, wound was brought out on the tiger’s mouth, and Chang Yu was at a loss. I don't know.
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Entertainment magazines have always focused their attention on the two of them. When they lost the face of the parties, various absurd versions emerged, and people only chose the most ups and downs as the truth. Ji Yaoguang, who had flown abroad, only showed up at the airport, while the reporter squatting downstairs and waiting had never waited for Chang Yu's appearance.
The sculpted person slowly overlaps with the image in his mind, but it is not a living thing at all, and he is a little dizzy. Chang Yu glanced at the cold color of the mountains and mountains outside the window, all his calmness was torn apart, and he was about to finish it fiercely. The little wooden man threw it out the window and lay on the table and cried silently. After a long time, she adjusted her emotions, stood up blankly, and found the phone that had been left aside for a long time.
Chang Yu V: Goodbye.
No matter what kind of commotion caused, she uninstalled the software directly from the phone. Nearly a hundred phone calls were turned from start to finish, and none of them could rekindle the light in her eyes. Now that we have reached this point, don't contact us?
It has been a week since I got out of this door.
The dazzling sunlight fell on my eyes, and I felt a little uncomfortable after getting used to the darkness of the curtains.
After bidding farewell to the entertainment industry, I should also say goodbye to the H city full of memories.
I can’t wait for Chang Yu for a long time. Few people still have the patience to stay. When Chang Yu came out, she was silent. She was looking for the wooden figure she had thrown away from the building, but there was no result after all. Like the relationship between her and Ji Yaoguang, after an impulse and decisive abandonment, there is no trace of it.
"What are you going to do next?" Looking at Chang Yu, who had lost a lot of weight while sitting in the car, Josie sighed faintly in her heart, and inevitably began to complain about Ji Yaoguang again. Will she be alone? Happy in another country? This is the fault of two people, but who will bear the last pain? These are things she doesn't know but can't help but secretly speculate in her mind.
"Go to Lu Yusheng." A smile was cast in the corner of Chang Yu's eyes. His friend disappeared after leaving the music scene, but he was eating all over the country and finally stabilized in S City. Thinking of S City, I felt a pain again. I can't leave completely. I can easily evoke some memories anywhere. If city H brings a kind of regret, city S is beautiful like a dream-only under extreme contrast and pain can one know that one's heart is alive and able to It throbs in the chest.
Lu Yusheng took out a can of Coke from the refrigerator. After he left the circle, he obviously started the era of willful behavior. Carbonated drinks that could not be touched were filled with the refrigerator, and several waste cans were crushed and thrown away. In the trash can. Chang Yu refused her kindness and made a cup of tea by herself, using the light fragrance to expel the strong cola taste.
"Being trapped by love and losing a lot of weight, can't you let go of yourself like me?" Lu Yusheng lay on the sofa and laughed lazily. "There are quite a few new discoveries and people I met while walking around looking for food. The chef friends are all over the country. The days when you can eat and drink at will are ten million times stronger than the almost perverted constraint at the beginning. It is more comfortable to be yourself."
"I can see that you are at ease." Chang Yu lowered his eyebrows and replied faintly, "I plan to open a bookstore by the sea in Linping District."
"Really planning to quit? That can be your dream. With more than ten years of experience in it, how can you let it go?" Lu Yu raised his eyebrows in surprise, "I thought you were still adjusting your mentality. Will go back to that circle. Your work preparations are almost complete, right? Do you have the heart to give up? If you are afraid of meeting Ji Yaoguang, she has already gone abroad now, and you will never meet."
"It's my own problem." Chang Yu sighed and threw the topic back to Lu Yusheng, "Didn't you leave when the crowd was watching? Why I can't."
After a moment of silence, Lu Yusheng chuckled softly: "You really decided? Just like giving up Ji Yaoguang, giving up the circle you have worked hard for more than ten years? You are now in the heyday of your career." Zhong inevitably brought the exhortations from people who came over. In her thoughts, Chang Yu should act in the entertainment circle and live a life of prosperity, that is her stage. The annihilation speed of a star is at the level of most people's expectations. Once you give up, it is not easy for people to dig her out of the forgotten corner.
"I don't want to talk about these things anymore. The decision I made will not change." Chang Yu shook his head, "Come to S City to relax, I will devote myself to a new job. Actually, thinking about it now, acting is not that way. Important" The heart was plucked out of a piece of flesh because of Ji Yaoguang's departure. Even the one you love the most can be given up. What is there to miss? Turning her head up slightly, she blinked her eyes and expelled the face in her mind, "I asked you to ask you for a favor. There are some lyrics and music here. I want you to sing and release an album. I know you are leaving. It’s gone to the music scene. This album will not be released and is purely a private collection."
"Is it the lyrics and music left by her?" Lu Yusheng was stunned, and then asked again after a while, "What is the name of the album?"
""Starlight"."
The author has something to say: Attention, this is an accident, after their divorce.