Chapter 1621: How can I redeem myself?

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In Wuyuan's life, he passed quickly.
A week passed, almost every day I went to mountain climbing with Tang Yun in the morning, drinking tea and chatting in the afternoon, watching variety shows in the evening, and then drunk during the supper and had a good night's dream.
...
Wuyuan on the eighth day, early morning.
Finally, we still have to decide to go online and have a look.
The system was updated and the characters were read successfully.
"Oh!"
The characters appear in the reconstructed Skywind City, and on the big map in the north, a new main city is being built, which is the reconstructed White Deer City. The transformation of resources needs to follow economic laws. Therefore, the reconstruction and resource refreshment of White Deer City are almost always exchanged at equivalent prices, and resources are continuously extracted from Idol City and Qingguang City. .
Looking at my friends list, I have more than a thousand unread e-mails, most of which are messages such as comfort.
And right there, my eyes lighted up and I found a familiar ID. It was a voicemail from Yamayou Fusu. The event was sent 20 days ago, and he hadn't left at that time!
Is it ... this is a scheduled email? This is indeed the case.
Open the email and confirm the playback. In the next moment, the sound of Fu Su in the mountain echoes in my ear like a dream
"Brother Xi, I'm sorry."
"I don't know what mood to talk to you, so I can only choose to escape."
"Brother Xi, my body is not as good as it is day by day. I can feel that my life is constantly flowing away. I know this feeling very well. Now, I know she is waiting for me on the other side of the sky. So I ... even look forward to this moment. "
"It's just that I'm not willing, brother Xi, you are always my brother. When White Deer City was surrounded, how could you be so cruel and watch your brother and sister in your mouth fly under the enemy's iron hoof?"
"I know, you are for everyone's sake, you are a good ally, but ... but why are you so cruel?"
"Sorry, this time I am too wayward, I have no room to look back."
"Sorry, brother Xi, you will always be my best, best and best brother. At the end of the world, I will also pray for you. May you be safe and happy, no more suffering, no more dilemma."
...
"Drip", the voice is finished.
But I collapsed, sitting on the cold marble floor of Tianfeng City East Square with tears involuntarily. At this time, Fusu still used three "best" to describe me, my elder brother, I Really worth it? Was it my selfishness that drove him to a dead end, was it my cowardice that left him no choice?
Am I worthy of his elder brother?
Just like Fu Su said, I am too cruel, too much reason, so that I do not look like myself, or even like a person.
Suddenly confirmed the offline, and tore off the game helmet.
I dashed to the bathroom, turned on the faucet and pour water on my face to calm myself down.
Soon after, Tang Yun also went offline. She heard the movement and appeared behind me, quietly: "Brother Xi, what's the matter with you? Isn't it ... what happened again?"
"It's all right."
I shook my head and said, "It hasn't been online for a long time, and I'm a bit uncomfortable. I won't be here today, Yuner, you'll level it yourself."
"No, I'll stay with you."
"thank you……"
I stepped forward and hugged her tightly, and said, "Yuner, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I love you ... I really love you, but I ... but I ..."
"I know."
She hugged me tightly and said, "I will always be there for you, okay?"
"Ok."
I slowly let go of her, and said, "Suddenly, I want to eat sugar fried chestnuts ..."
She couldn't help but grin: "Why did you suddenly have an appetite? Since that's the case, I'll go out and buy it for you?"
"Uh-huh, I should have bought it myself, but ... I'm too sad and inconvenient. I can only aggriere my wife-in-law, hahaha ~~~"
"Hum, slacker."
She put on her beautiful coat and said, "Then I'll go. You can boil some water and make a cup of black tea for me."
"Well, let's order!"
...
She went down.
I stood on the balcony and looked at her back. I couldn't help tears, but I couldn't help but could not think, and couldn't make any decision.
After Tang Yun walked away, quickly went downstairs, went to the store, bought an iron pot, and then bought a bunch of charcoal for life here, then returned to the room, closed all the windows in the room, turned off the air conditioner and The alarm put the charcoal in the basin. After the fire, he held his knees and sat in front of the TV.
I have no choice. The nightmares and blame are like a mountain, and I can't breathe. I didn't believe that there would be depression in the world, but I really understand now, sometimes It is easier to die than to live.
Soon after, the room was steaming.
Breathing also became difficult, and the brain was dizzy. I know that this is already a sign of carbon monoxide poisoning. Soon after, I started to sweat coldly and my limbs became weak. At this time, I thought It is no longer possible to stand up and open the windows and doors.
"Fusu ..."
Looking up at the ceiling, I murmured: "Sorry, I failed to protect my siblings and I did not protect you. It was my cowardly disappointment that disappointed you. Now, I am coming to atonement, and I am here to see you Now, I'm going to kill the dragon. We can really cook the dragon meat together this time ... "
At this point, consciousness began to blur and was about to fall asleep.
It feels good to die.
Everything is released ...
...
My mind was blank, but I did n’t know how long it took. Ear screams from Tang Yun and the sound of her struggling to open the doors and windows. When I opened my eyes, I saw her crying as a teardrop Just sit in front of me.
"Yun'er ..." I was totally weak and couldn't help it.
"Asshole ... you asshole!"
She cried as she cried out: "I felt something wrong, and it turned out to be like this when you came back ... If you just left like this, what would I do? You want ... you want to leave me alone Throw it in a strange place? What will I do next ... what shall I do next? You let me ... you let me ... "
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..." I burst into tears: "I can't get through this level in my heart, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ..."
Tears blurred my vision, and I murmured, "When we brushed the door of life and death, you said, life and death are two sides, and life and death are connected. I didn't take it at that time, but I didn't expect those things to be true."
She looked at me, biting her silver teeth, and said, "My brother Ding Mu! After you die, you deserve Lin Su, but what about me? Can you deserve me? Can you deserve the sister? You deserve Cheng Cheng ? So many people who love you are waiting for you to cheer up, but you have chosen to give up, I know you are in pain, but ... Seeing you so sad, do you know that I am even more uncomfortable? "
"Sorry, Yuner ..."
I leaned on the wall, tears lingering: "I'm sorry ... I couldn't save Sister Sister at the beginning. Now, I can't save Fu Su as well. I don't know how useful a person like me is ..."
"you……"
She gritted her teeth: "This is not your responsibility at all. The person who killed him indirectly is the of the organizing committee, not you. You are gone now, who will get justice for Lin Su? You thought you were going like this Is it atonement after all? If you leave now, who will accompany me in the future and who will I live with in the future? If you leave, who will your father serve for him? If you leave, Beichen So many people have really become a piece of loose sand. Who can guide them in the future? If you leave, Jianmo, Lin Che, Wang Jinhai, and those who quarreled clearly, who can convince the public? If you go, sister , Cheng Cheng was bullied, who can protect them? If you leave ... "
"sorry Sorry……"
I clenched her hand and shivered, "I was blinded for a while, I couldn't hold my heart for a while, I'm sorry ... I'm really sorry, Yuner ..."
Her eyes flushed, and tears kept falling: "Now, still want to burn charcoal to commit suicide?"
"I don't want ... I don't want ..."
I rushed forward and hugged her tightly: "You wake me up, sorry, I'm really sorry."
"Fusu is in the sky, and I certainly don't want to see such pain, brother Xi, cheer up ..."
"Well, I must, I must be cheering ... Yuner, don't cry."
She knelt on the ground, tears rolled down, and a pair of beautiful eyes just looked at me like this: "You know what? You scared me ... I almost lost you, I ..."
"sorry Sorry……"
"Well, let's clean up the room ..."
"Ok."
...
Soon after, the inn owner rushed upstairs, looked here, and stunned: "You ... what are you doing?"
"It's okay, okay, boss." Tang Yun said.
"How messy this room ..." the boss frowned. "The walls and ceiling have been smoked, this ... I'm afraid ... Do you want to burn charcoal? No, this room can't be lived for you, you compensate, and then Just move away, this room has been made dirty by you! "
"Boss, why isn't it clean?" Tang Yunxiu frowned lightly.
"What do you say, how dare you burn charcoal in your room, do you say this house is still a clean house?"
"nonsense!"
Tang Yun was angry: "You can let us move, but why do you say the room is not clean? Have you brushed your teeth in the morning? Why is the room not clean? Tell me clearly!"
The boss frowned: "Hurry up and get your stuff, the compensation for compensation, let's go!"
"I won't compensate."
Tang Yun stood up and said lightly, "How much is this homestay? I bought it all."
"you……"
...
In the end, Tang Yun spent 2400W to buy this small homestay, but I was a little speechless, so I actually bought a homestay for a breath, but Tang Yun did not lack this money.
"Why, unhappy?" She, already the shop owner, asked me with a smile.
"Without being unhappy, I feel like a waste of money." I said.
"Who said this."
She pouted and smiled: "In the future, it can be used as a base for our tourism and dating. I come here every spring when canola flowers bloom. I have my own storefront. I want to live anytime.
"It makes sense, then I will invest half of the shares."
"Okay, thank you boss ~~~"
"..."