Chapter 1083: Self-anesthesia

Science has always been the most powerful weapon that human beings have in their hands.
Coming from the obscured and dark medieval, it is the power of science that has made humans step by step onto this path today. It is also that science has changed the lives of human beings and given a new order in human society. And this is what the so-called gods can't do. Otherwise, there will be no story that the Holy See, which used to be the whole of Europe, can only be huddled in the small Vatican.
In the eyes of people like Tony, since science can push the gods down the altar, it can naturally do things that the gods can't do. For example, let the child who has been determined by Zhou Yi to be resurrected to be resurrected.
Of course, with the current technology, this kind of thing can't be done at all. Because the technology mastered by humans does not involve the metaphysical category of the soul at all, even in life, it is only a small fur. It is harder to make a dead baby, especially a baby who has not developed, to be more difficult to achieve than to create Frankenstein.
But Tony is not reconciled. Not only because he can't accept the child, he just left him, but also because he can't face the wife who was tortured in this pain.
He blamed it all on his own. This is his fault, so he must find a way to solve the problem.
However, this method has not been found.
Think of nanomedicine technology as the key to breaking the game. I don’t know how to go through the day and night after a long time. Tony finally had to admit that he did not have the ability to do this.
Although nanobiomedical technology is powerful enough to claim to be able to change the existing medical system, it can cure all diseases and pains of human beings, and even change human life and prolong human life. But it definitely does not have the ability to let a life that has not been born to have its own life.
That is already beyond the scope of science. Even in mythological stories, only in the most hidden and most bizarre corners can you see a glimpse of the corner. Of course, such myths are mostly deceiving. The real situation is that even a can not build a new life without the support of the soul.
The soul is the cornerstone and root of all things. Only if you have a soul, can you really have a life. In contrast, the body really can only be regarded as a less important skin.
Tony, who can't understand this, can't succeed. In the same way, it is impossible to do this without a science that thoroughly studies the existence of the soul.
This is a reality and a blow. The most serious injury in this kind of attack is ultimately non-Tony.
He could not save his children, and it would be impossible for Mary to recover from the current despair and pain. And the way Mary looks like this, the more he has the pain and pain in his heart. As Zhou Yi said, this is a process of constant self-distorting and destruction. When he accumulates this accumulated pressure to the limit and the critical point, it is when he breaks out and destroys everything around him.
This is not just a week for Zhou Yi to see. Anyone who has a deep understanding of him and who is closely connected can see it.
For this situation, most people are worried, but they are unable to change anything. Including Maria Hill, including Coulson, and even the friends of Tony's former friends and the avengers of the Avengers, they can only persuade Tony to let him leave this ideological burden and hope he can Get out of this shadow as quickly as possible. Other than that, they can't do anything. This is not enough for Tony.
What he needs now is the power that can really help. Rather than this cheap sympathy and comfort. It’s just that there is no one who can do this. Therefore, he can only suffer alone and torture alone. And as a result, it becomes more and more gloomy and more and more violent.
At this time, there is no one White House staff dare to touch his mold. And he did not care, and the work in his hand was handed over to the hands of Maria Hill. I am completely immersed in the anesthesia of alcohol, and rely on this short-lived illusion to seek a little psychological relief and comfort.
It can be said that this is the same choice that he has to do under the helpless failure. And for his choice. A special existence can't stand it anymore.
Austrian! This existence created by Tony, this will regard Tony as the existence of his father. It is really impossible to accept his decadent performance.
In his view, Tony should be an insatiable existence, an indomitable fighter. Rather than being suffocated under the blows and pains, the waste that can only be consumed by alcohol can only be consumed. It was not his father in memory, nor the Tony Stark he knew. So he has to bring him back on track, and this starts with a face-to-face conversation.
In the dead of night, Tony still has no spirits in his office, numb his nerves with the strongest sensory stimulation, and eliminate the pain and torture in his heart. At this time, the electronic lock of the room was suddenly locked up. At the same time, windows and telephones are all under the control of electronic components, and they are automatically caught in the embarrassment. Even the projection device on the desk was silently activated, giving the interior a grotesque view.
Such a scene, if it is normal, will inevitably shock Tony and directly alert him. But now, Tony has not done so. He was still lying on his seat, like drinking water, and the bottle in his hand was poured against his mouth. There is no distraction to pay attention to other meanings.
Saying that he is unconscious, can you not see these changes? That is a statement that is simply untenable. Because in any case, Tony is now surpassing the level of mortal in physical fitness. So no matter how much wine he has given himself, he can't numb himself to the point where this change can't be seen.
This can only be said that he simply does not want to pay attention to this, even if these things represent unknown, it is dangerous.
For his attitude, the use of his ability to sneak into the Austrian innovation is somewhat acceptable. So immediately, he opened his mouth and said to Tony in a tone of near condemnation.
"How long are you going to do? Tony Stark, have you forgotten your mission and responsibilities?"
"Mission? Responsibility?" Tony, who was so angry, but his eyes were sober, suddenly revealed a self-deprecating smile. "It’s all this time. Do I still have any mission and responsibility to bear it? My mother can't even save her own children, even her own wife can't protect. What qualifications do I have to talk about my mission and responsibility?"
"Mr. Maria, I am sorry. But this is not the reason for your lack of energy. Tony Stark, don't forget. You are the leader of this country, leading the hundreds of millions of people The leader of the future. If you even stop, how can they go forward? How can you be able to stand up to your own efforts and struggles?"
Ao Chuang thinks that what he said is a golden jade, but for Tony, this is all a big talk, empty talk. He had heard a lot of words that made him sick, so he immediately countered the words with disdain.
"Hah, it’s really nice to say. Then I want to ask you, what do I have to do to be able to stand up to my previous efforts and struggles? What can I do to be satisfied?"
"Of course, cheer up, let go of this unnecessary emotion, re-enter it into your work, and continue to struggle for the wider human community. It is like the ones you have done before. Father, personal and overall interests. How to choose, these should not be taught to me. You have taught me more than once, and what choices should be made at this time. Now, you don’t even know what to do? ?"
Ou Chuang said of course, and for his words, Tony’s heart suddenly came up with evil fire.
Choose! Of course he knows how to choose. It's like choosing between humans and friends, just like making a choice between the state and the individual. He has always chosen the object of the absolute number, because he always believes that this will be the best choice. But now, when everything happens to him and he is allowed to make such a choice, he discovers how it is and how disgusting it is.
Abandon personal feelings, give up the now painful and helpless wife and the child who can no longer appear, and do what you should do in the past. This kind of thing sounds right, but is this kind of thing a thing that one should do? Can someone who does such a thing be a person? It is a beast, a cold-blooded machine.
In my heart, this idea was born, and under such an idea, Tony immediately smashed the bottle in his hand directly on the desk where Ao Chuang appeared.
"Give me shut up. You are a with no feelings, do you know what you are saying? I am not your cold-blooded machine, I am a person, I have my own feelings, I have my own blood. And tears, my mother can't do the degree of you as a jerk. I am so satisfied with your answer? If you are satisfied, just get out of it, I don't want to see you again!"