Chapter 1242: Determined to be theirs

For Zhou Yi, the existence of Smith Zhou is like a smashing stick, which messes up his already good mood.
At such a time, it is really difficult for him to maintain his former mood. However, in the face of his little baby, he had to smile.
Because he didn't want this newly born little guy to learn the distress of learning so early. Even if this is impossible, he hopes that he can face her with a smile all the time.
Happy, laughing. This is everything Zhou Yi wants to give to each of his children, although he can not guarantee that they will spend the rest of their lives, but he hopes that in their childhood, they can guarantee them all.
This is probably the idea that every parent in the world will have. In contrast, although he said that he has many conditions that other fathers do not have, but he also has more distress. The little spider often hangs a word, the greater the power, the greater the responsibility. This sentence is placed here, probably the greater the power, the greater the trouble.
There is a lot of trouble in him, from this world, from this family. Everything is piled up together, so he can't be sure that he can guarantee that these children's childhood will be what he envisioned. Escape, this is not a solution. Because there will always be some trouble to find the door. Turning a blind eye, this is actually not a reasonable solution. Because you can't solve the problems in front of you anymore. They will only accumulate more and more until you feel overwhelmed.
Zhou Yi has always been a bystander to the world. What he has experienced in the past is to disappoint him. For this world, he has already lost the mood at the beginning. At that time, he was much simpler than now, because at that time he only wanted to change the world. And he did, the world really changed because of him, and at the same time, he was also changed by the world.
The ideal has become a reality, and the passion has become a loss. From the brilliant gods to the hidden people who don't ask the world today, this is the proof that the world has changed him. From his point of view, if the world has a string of wires connected together, then he is from the beginning, desperately throwing the moth into a detachment who broke free. However, he is detached, but the people around him are not.
Whether it is his mother, his lover, his children or even his friends, they are still struggling in this world of wires. In fact, this means that he did not completely break free. By the connection between him and these people, the world itself is actually connected with him.
He is going to go back sooner or later. He was not willing to admit it in the past, but after these things happened today, he had to admit it, unless he could break all the embarrassment in himself. But how can this kind of thing happen?
Thinking about this, Zhou Yi’s heart has already made some determination. And this determination also prompted him to start acting on his own. But before he did, he still had something to do. For example, to convince these people around you, this is more important than anything else.
After all, it takes time and process to change the environment around you and change the world. If he can't convince Ada of them, then when they start to act, their grievances and add-on behavior will become the biggest obstacle. He does not want to have problems with his family because of certain things, so he must get their support and understanding.
This is not a simple matter. Because both Ada and Qin, they are extremely independent and independent women. It is impossible to want to bring their blind obedience in one sentence. Even if I say what I have in mind, then in all likelihood will lead to their resentment and rejection.
This is easy to be sure. However, since this determination has already been made, this step is inevitable. And this step is also the time to step out.
The time is getting late and the guests are already exhausted. After watching her stunned mother sleep, Zhou Yi has already called Ada together and intends to confess what they have in their hearts. And when he was just about to speak, Ada was already sceptical and said to him.
"What do you want to say, do you mean that you intend to violate the agreement between us?"
Such a straightforward discourse and a fluent way of speaking immediately put the words in Zhou Yi’s stomach in his throat. Indeed, half a day ago, I still vowed to make a guarantee, but now I have to go back and forth. This is really something that I can’t say. However, remembering the determination he had made before, Zhou Yi took a deep breath and then opened his mouth to Ada.
"Sorry, although I promised, I am afraid that some things have to be changed."
"So Ada is right. You really want to violate our agreement and start your dangerous career again? Have you considered our family because of this? Zhou Yi, you are already several The father of the child, can you say that you did not consider them before making such determination?"
When I heard Zhou Yi’s words, the piano with a big belly couldn’t help but frown.
Like Ada, she is also a determined opposition. And because of her big belly, her opinion has become more expensive. It can be said that at this time, the weight of a piano is more than a few Zhouyi, and when she clearly shows her opposition, even Zhou Yi, who has made up her mind, feels the heavy pressure.
However, he withstood this pressure, and under the threat of Ada and Qina, he explained to them so quietly.
"I certainly considered the children, not just the children, I have considered you, my mother and Xia Weisi. It is precisely because I have considered so much, I will make such a determination. Please believe me, this It is a last resort. If there is a better choice, I will not do this."
"It's ridiculous, what is called if there is a better choice. In my opinion, keeping our life today is a better choice. Zhou Yi, I think you are unwilling to be lonely. Or you are tired of us at you. Life around me, I want to start a new life. If that's the case, we can leave. Just like I warned you before, I will take them away from your eyes."
Aida said something in her mouth, but Zhou Yi did not doubt her ability to act. She said so, maybe it is really possible to do so. And if she did, then Zhou Yi is really going crazy. Therefore, he immediately raised his hand and sue.
"Calm down, Ada, how can I have this meaning. You are simply not thinking about it? Listen to my explanation? I really have my hardships and considerations."
"Difficult? Well, I have to see how you can explain it."
Ada is not completely unreasonable. At this time, she gave Zhou Yi an opportunity to explain more or less. Zhou Yi also seized the opportunity in time and said to them.
"Benner found me today and told me about what happened in the world recently. He told me that a country with a large population has fallen into the brink of destruction because of the conspiracy of Hydra, because of the radiation effects of nuclear bombs, where life lives. More than a billion people are likely to die at any time. In order to save the billions of people, he hopes that I can help them, even if they can save more, he said so to me. Even for this purpose, he made a thing that surprised me. That is, he stumbled in front of me and sent me a pleading."
"So you are sympathetic?"
Keeping an absolute cold, Ada said with a sneer at Zhou Yi.
"The relationship between the lives and deaths of those people has something to do with us. Don't forget, you have saved them once, but how are they doing it to you? Why, do you want to make such mistakes again?"
"I know that the original things made you very opinion, Ida. I also admit that his actions did give me some sympathy. But this has nothing to do with sympathy. If it is only because of sympathy, I will not necessarily I am determined to do this. The reason why I will do this is more because of our children and you."
I guessed that Ida’s reaction was echoed and smiled, and then he came up with an explanation that he had brewed for a long time.
"When Benner left, I said this to me. He hoped that I could treat those people's gratitude as a blessing to my little baby. Although this sentence is not enough for me to completely change my mind, but he is Let me think of some problems that have been overlooked in the past. That is, children will grow up after all. And if we continue to turn a blind eye to the changes in the world, then when they grow up, what will they face? world?"
"A piece of scorched earth, ruins, displaced people, human beings struggling in pain and despair. This is not the world I want them to see, this is not the future I want to give them. Is it true that when they grow up? I found that the world has become what I have portrayed, and then I went back and asked me why the world became like this, why did it become different from the ones I described in the story, and I told them, Is it because I have turned a blind eye to the sufferings of this world?"
"No, I don't want to do this. Because I don't want my children to resent me, and I don't want to see them seeing their father with a disappointing look. So, I have to do something. For them, for us. I. Ada, can you understand my current mood?"