Chapter 1277: In the heart of **** in heaven

What is a monster? Monsters are chaotic, irrational, and ugly, driven only by their narrow desires. They have changed not only their own appearance, but also their inner heart, their souls have been completely corrupted and fallen.
They simply cannot be called a sound life, because they are sadly unable to even have their own reasons. However, the monsters of Christian change are not the same, because he is different from other monsters at this point.
Although it is the same ugly and terrible, the same is irrational, and even the same bloodthirsty. However, the Christian mind always remembers a thought that he wants to protect his children. He wants to protect them from living in this cruel world.
This was a tough question. The Christian has made the most straightforward explanation of his own body and suffering. But now, this problem is no longer difficult, because Christians already have power, and this power allows him to finally do everything he has vowed.
He can easily get food, medicine and water, and he can easily protect his children from any harm. This is the power he gained after he became a monster, and he who received such power also paid a very heavy price.
Everything as a human being is gradually moving away from him. He is no longer able to eat human food and water as a person. For him, fresh flesh and blood has become the only food that can fill his hunger and stomach. And this is the slightest of all his changes.
Compared with this, no longer feel pain, no longer feel joy. Everything becomes numb, and all human emotions are replaced by wild . This is a more serious situation.
I don't know when he has lost his ability to speak. I don't know when he started to feed on his own kind. The chaotic thinking replaced his former reason. When one day he even forgot his name, he was really completely turned into a monster.
A crazy monster, a bloodthirsty monster. When this kind Christian finally fell to this point. He also returned all the suffering he suffered to those who treated him like this. He began to attack his own kind, using their flesh and blood to satisfy his appetite. He began to kill and use his painful sorrow to satisfy his twisted animal nature.
His existence is terrible and desperate. Because of his existence, the town where he originally lived became a real human sneaky. All the people, all living lives, did not leave here because of his threats, but he was used as food and stuffed into his insatiable stomach.
Almost no one can escape his clutches, except for his children.
It's hard to imagine that such a chaotic, completely distorted deformed monster would still remember the existence of his children. What is even more unimaginable is that he can restrain his distorted desires for these poor children, and they have not hurt them from beginning to end.
It seems that even if he forgets his existence, he does not forget their existence. It is as if their meaning is completely above his life, because even if he has lost all of himself as a human being, he has not lost his mission as a father.
He continues to care for them and raises them. Take the way of a monster. And such a special relationship has been maintained until the emergence of the Hydra.
The Hydra discovered the existence of this monster, and they also found those children who survived the human race. Out of curiosity, they stretched out their claws. And this naturally caused the monster's counterattack. The monster is powerful, and the power he gets at such a huge price is simply not something that ordinary people can fight against. So at the beginning of the contact, the Hydra did have some heavy losses.
However, the Hydra is a Hydra after all. Once its elite power intervenes, even with the power of this monster, it is impossible to stick to it. He was arrested, and the children he was protected were naturally not immune.
Later, Hydra discovered the connection between the monster and these children in the investigation, from their evil scientific research and bad hobbies. They kept this monster and the children together and wanted to see This monster will not make any unusual moves without providing any flesh and blood.
They thought that monsters would attack these children in extreme hunger, just as some beasts would use their flesh as food in the most hungry situations. However, this monster did not do as they intended. His belief in the soul has kept him protecting these children from beginning to end, using his own life and using everything he has. Even if the Hydra guy used all kinds of means against him, he still adhered to this last line.
It's hard to imagine how this belief was carried out in his chaotic brain. But that's how he did it. Until now, he is still trying to protect his children.
This is an admirable spirit, because the light messengers never imagined that the human beings in their eyes could do such a great degree. Just as a father, this kind of almost miraculous thing was done, which made them really have to look at this monster.
Maybe he is ugly, maybe he is terrible. But through the ugly appearance, the embarrassing movement. It is the gentlest and most selfless heart of a father in front of all the light messengers. His greatness is not at all comparable to that of ordinary human beings. Even a dark and desperate world cannot hide the light that comes out of his heart.
This is a great father. However, he is also a sad father. Because he made such a huge sacrifice, he could not be understood by anyone. No one knows his story, even his children. Although he has become a monster completely, he still barely retains some of his appearance, but such a face is already different from the fathers of these children.
For these children, he is just a monster. In their minds of understanding the changes in the world, their fathers are probably already dead. Perhaps it is in a corner of this cruel world, perhaps in the hands of this monster. Therefore, their mood for this monster is very complicated.
There is hatred, hatred, and gratitude. But the only thing that is not there is the kind of love for the father. Their love has already been given to that Christian, so in any case, this monster is not likely to get everything that belongs to him.
If he suddenly thinks at this time, he may be lucky. Fortunately, I became an awkward monster, and I don't have to accept this sad reality. Fortunately, the best side of myself was left in the hearts of these children and became their eternal memories.
He may not want his appearance to be recognized by these children, because he must not be willing to let these children bear the nickname of a monster child. But is this really fair for him?
The light messenger does not think so. He believes that such a great father, such a noble soul, should not be so buried. So he almost immediately wanted to tell the story he saw. He almost immediately wanted to tell the children what the truth was.
He doesn't care how ordinary people look at this noble monster father. He only hopes that these children will know that a great man has made such sacrifices for them.
Yes, he wants to do this. But in the end, he did not do this. Because when he was going to do this, the monster seemed to feel his heart and screamed at him.
Obviously, it has become a monster that has lost its mind. It is impossible to have any emotions that belong to human beings. But he was screaming at the light at this time. The kind of sadness and desperate ordinary people may not feel it, but the light messenger can feel it. He can see the murky tears that this monster is drooling, and he can understand the inner pleading of this monster.
He didn't want his children to know that their great father became a monster. He didn't want to see the disappointment that the children showed after they knew his true identity. They are his own, he would rather have nothing to do with his own death, and definitely do not want a little bit of unhappiness in their lives.
He only needs them well. As long as they can be good, he is really satisfied.
Everything else is not important to him, and how he becomes himself is not important to him. Only those children, only those children.
Perhaps the surviving soul is doing something, and his chaotic mind is almost constantly repeating this thought. In the face of this monster's statement, the light messenger finally sighed and stopped his movements.
He can't go against the pledge of a great father. I am afraid that the only thing he can do for him is to give him a special tolerance.
Maybe he used to kill, maybe he has lost his way. But in any case, his soul is shining, as the sun is shining. As the apostle of Ming Wang, he was willing to accept such a life into the land sheltered by his master. This is his authority and his compassion and compensation for the great father.
However, some people do not want him to do this. Because this good show has only just begun.