Chapter 1373: : I am a broom star.

"Actually...you fell into that way at the time, it was all for me, right?" Chen Xi was a little surprised. She didn't expect He Yajing to experience so much in the past, most of it was because of herself.
At this moment, Chen Xi suddenly realized that she was like a broom star, not only hurting his parents, but also hurting so many people around him.
"Xier, never have any thoughts that affect you."
"I am willing to give birth to you, it is my business, and everything I have experienced is also my decision."
"So, it has nothing to do with you, understand?" He Yajing turned her head slightly, just to see that the expression on Chen Xi's face was not very good.
I knew in my heart that this daughter of my own had a very similar temper.
But He Yajing didn't like that Chen Xi always took to herself when he had any problems. This was not a good thing.
Over time, others will only think that you are a bully.
"Mom, you should rest first, I think I need to slow down."
"Suddenly accepting so many things that I didn't know before, I...I can't help myself." After chatting with He Yajing casually for a while, Chen Xi got up from the bed and glanced at He Yajing who was still looking at the ceiling in a daze and said .
Immediately, Chen Xi left He Yalin's room directly.
"What's the matter?" Back to the room, Chen Xi took off without hesitation and shoved herself onto the bed.
Suddenly knowing so many things that she didn't know before, she felt that she especially needed to slow down her nerves now.
Jiang Mochuan and He Mingrui had finished talking about the matter before going back to the room to see if Chen Xi was resting in the room.
When I entered the room, I saw a small mountain bag bulging on the bed. You don't need to guess that it must be Chen Xi.
When he walked to the bed, Jiang Mochuan stretched out his hand to pull the quilt apart, and he saw... Chen Xi was secretly crying while covering the quilt by himself.
Seeing Chen Xi crying, how could Jiang Mochuan stand it.
He immediately took off his shoes and went to bed, rubbing Chen Xi tightly in his arms, and asked gently.
"You said... Am I born to be a broom star?" After experiencing the things He Yajing told herself, Chen Xi suddenly felt more and more that she was a broom star.
He Yajing has brought so much trouble to He Yajing since she was a child. Now that she has grown up, they are both wives and mothers. He Yajing and Yancheng two elders have to bear so much for herself.
Lifting her head, Chen Xi looked at Jiang Mochuan in front of her with tearful eyes, looking at him with a broken mood and asked.
"What nonsense?"
"You are a lucky star, a lucky star bestowed on me by the heavens. No one has ever said that you are a broom star, understand?" Hearing Chen Xi's words, Jiang Mochuan frowned slightly.
I don't understand what happened to Chen Xi in this short period of nearly half an hour. How could he have such thoughts for no reason?
Jiang Mochuan started from knowing Chen Xi and continues to this day.
I never felt that Chen Xi was a broom star, but instead felt that Chen Xi was a lucky star given to him by the sky.
Think about Chen Xi's first formal meeting with herself, Chen Xi sent Jiang Yuechen to herself.
Later, when the manpower of the translation department of her company was not enough, Chen Xi also helped herself for so long in her company.
Later, Chen Xi sent herself the Xiaocai Bao and Xiaorou Bao.
From beginning to end, Jiang Mochuan felt that Chen Xi was a blessing bestowed on him.
"But...but I really feel like I am a broom star." Chen Xi couldn't help feeling a little comforted when he heard Jiang Mochuan's words.
In this world, everyone may think she is good.
Even He Yajing, who has been exhausted by her for most of her life, might think she is good.
But Chen Xi feels like a broom star. If he didn't give birth to Jiang Yuechen for Jiang Mochuan, Jiang Mochuan could choose a woman a hundred times stronger than him to marry.
If Jiang Mochuan didn't choose to be with her, maybe... Jiang Mochuan's many jobs that he had left because of quarrels with him before could make him earn a little more money back.
"Okay, don't think about it, it will pass."
"As long as we pass this time, our lives will be very good in the future, you believe me, okay?" Seeing Chen Xi's appearance, Jiang Mochuan felt a little careful.
He stretched out his hand and rubbed Chen Xi's head, looked at her affectionately and said.
Jiang Mochuan promised that after this incident, he would definitely protect Chen Xi.
"If it really can pass, then it will be fine." Chen Xi didn't hold any hope in her tone, because she knew clearly that after this incident.
Next time there will be new troubles.
When she found He Yajing before, she wondered why things would never happen again.
But she never expected that it would be such a big trouble to greet her.
If she could have a peaceful day, she would be thankful.
"No, you believe me, okay?" Jiang Mochuan didn't want Chen Xi to continue to fall like this.
Although he didn't know why things happened one after another for the two people, she still hoped that Chen Xi could regain optimism about life.
"I believe you?"
"How do you want me to believe you?"
"Believe you, will everything that should happen change?" Chen Xi's emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out after hearing Jiang Mochuan's words.
She wanted to believe in Jiang Mochuan, but everything that happened before her made her unable to believe in Jiang Mochuan.
Jiang Mochuan is a human like her, and he can't change everything arranged by fate.
Chen Xi knew this point better than anyone else.
"Well, it's all my fault. Don't cry, okay?"
"You don't know, my heart hurts every time you cry." Seeing Chen Xi who burst out all of a sudden, Jiang Mochuan was suddenly at a loss.
He did not expect that because of his own words, Chen Xi would be so emotional.
He also knew that Chen Xi was definitely depressed and tired, but... he didn't want Chen Xi to continue like this.
"Woo... I don't know why, God is going to have trouble with me. I thought everything would be better, but all of this is temporary and will never be better." Hearing Jiang Mochuan's words, Chen Xi could no longer bear it. Can't restrain their emotions.
Lying on Jiang Mochuan's shoulders, he vented all his emotions at once.
I thought that she had always been strong, but she didn't expect that Chen Xi still couldn't control her emotions well in front of the person she loved most.
"It's okay. No matter what I have, I will face it with you. We have all faced so much together. Even if I come again a few times, I will be by your side." Jiang Mochuan's heart was drawn by Chen Xi's emotions. pain.
He had never believed in the so-called "distressed" by those people before, and felt that it was all exaggerated by others.
But I didn't expect that when I encountered such a thing, I would really feel distressed.
"You said what is going on with all this, why do you always get through?"
"Why do everything have to be imposed on me? Why do you have to oppose the people around me?" Chen Xi felt that her emotions really couldn't continue to pretend to be strong.
If you don't cry with Jiang Mochuan today, sooner or later, her emotions will explode even more.
She didn't understand why so many things never happened to others, but happened to her.
Thinking about the burden of so many people because of herself, thinking about Guo Shudong's burden of He Yajing and Yancheng because of herself, Chen Xi felt more and more that she was a disaster star.
A catastrophe through and through.
"No one has ever felt that their life is good. You will feel that your life has many disasters, just because other people's disguise is good enough, understand?" Although Jiang Mochuan also knows that there are indeed many things that happened to Chen Xi.
But as a lover, he can only comfort Chen Xi as much as possible.
I hope he can understand all this, she is not the only one to bear.
"If... if one day, I don't want to drag you down, you must not look for me, okay?" Chen Xi felt much better after venting his emotions on Jiang Mochuan's shoulder.
Slowly raising her head from Jiang Mochuan's shoulder, Chen Xi said with tears in the corner of her eyes looking at Jiang Mochuan.
She couldn't guarantee that one day, in order not to drag the people around her, she would choose to leave.
She couldn't bear all this anymore, and all kinds of things happened, every time... it seemed to surround her.
"Don't be stupid, I will always be by your side in this life."
"Even if you are gone one day, I will find you. Even at the end of the world, I will find you and tell you that I am willing to accompany you to bear and face all this." Hearing Chen Xi's words, Jiang Mochuan was a little flustered.
He didn't want Chen Xi to leave again, but if it happened one day, he would do his best to find Chen Xi.
In any case, he would not let Chen Xi leave him again.
"Sometimes...sometimes I wonder if I did something bad in my previous life, and why in this life... God will put so many things on me."
"If I can, I don't want to continue like this. I want to go. I don't want to drag so many people to stay for myself." Sitting in front of Jiang Mochuan, Chen Xi felt that the whole person was a little out of breath.
She has forgotten what she said before and holding you in her heart. She thought that she must be especially strong in the future.
Although she can't be stronger than everyone, she doesn't let anyone see her cowardice.
She just hopes that if her departure can make everyone's life better, she is willing to be the victim.
"Fool, don't think about it, what should I do if you are gone?"
"You are gone, what do you do with the baby?"
"We all need you. Don't always be so selfish and think about others, but think about our family appropriately, okay?" Jiang Mochuan felt a bit bitter in his throat.
Looking at Chen Xi, she said with some redness in her eyes.