Chapter 1903: : This is the bottom line and the principle.

When Xiao Ruo returned to the hotel, Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan had already returned to the room they had opened to rest. There was only one Leng Lenin in the room.
"Papa~"
"come back…"
"You... why are you still here?"
As soon as Xiao Ruo stretched out his hand to open the door, he heard a sound from the room, and when he looked up, he saw Leng Lenin sitting on the sofa in the room.
Thinking of the scene where the incident between the two people this morning alarmed both Chen Xi and Jiang Mochuan, Xiao Ruo felt a reddish cheek unconsciously.
Leng Lenin smiled lightly and looked at her: "Well, I'm still here."
"Clean up, take you out for a meal first."
Leng Lenin got up from the sofa and walked to her, took the things in her hand, unconsciously thinking of the words she said in front of the anchor's phone screen.
Xiao Ruo was a little embarrassed and didn't know what way to face him, but still shook his head: "Forget it, I want to rest. If there is nothing wrong with you, please find your room and rest."
"No, you just came back from work, you must eat."
Leng Lenin knows the rules of their entertainment circle very well. This little guy ran out at noon without eating a bite of food, maybe he just rushed to the venue to work.
Xiao Ruo shook his hand and shook his head and took a step back: "Mr. Lenin, I don't want to go out to eat now. I just want to sleep. I am tired and sleepy. You respect me."
I have forgotten how long no one cared about me like this. Suddenly, a Leng Lenin popped out from him silently, Xiao Ruo still felt more or less unacceptable.
Leng Lenin stared at her for a long time, but finally shook his head silently, and said helplessly, "Xiao Ruo, why do you keep hiding yourself?
Obviously you also want to accept new feelings and start a new life. "
Xiao Ruo raised his eyes and glanced at him when he heard the words, his eyes a little tired: "I do want to accept new feelings, but Mr. Lenin is obviously not the one I need, so... Thank you Mr. Lenin for always taking me so seriously."
She is very aware of the gap between herself and Leng Lenin. Leng Lenin is the pride of heaven, and her past is already the past.
She was also the eldest of the Xiao family when her parents were there in the past.
But now that Mom and Dad are gone, what is she worth?
She is now a small person who just wants to make money in this world, wants to heal her brother's legs, and wants to do all this and change the status quo under the aura of the entertainment circle.
She and Leng Lenin were impossible after all.
Leng Lenin felt a pain in her heart. He watched her clean up for herself in the room, standing still and suddenly didn't know how to comfort her.
"Mr. Lenin, I said one last time, I really don't have those feelings for you, so... don't embarrass me like this."
"Sometimes you may just think that you are saving me from the sea of ​​suffering, but I also hope you can understand me. You are...you are also giving me some unknown oppression, understand?" Xiao Ruo cleaned up from the bathroom At that time, Leng Lenin was still outside.
Seeing him, Xiao Ruo didn't want to pretend to be, and walked to him to express what he wanted to express.
She hopes that the lover she chooses in the end can be an ordinary man, not someone who has been born with a golden key since birth like Leng Lenin.
Leng Lenin did not speak, and reached out and handed her the toner on the table. Because of this action, Xiao Ruo had to swallow all the words that Xiao Ruo prepared next.

"You said if Xiao Ruo came back, what would happen to seeing Lenin still in her room?" In the next room, Chen Xi looked worriedly at Jiang Mochuan, who was working hard.
Xiao Ruo has such a strong personality. If you really see Leng Lenin still in the room, would you blame her for not taking Leng Lenin away from the room?
Jiang Mochuan turned around and glanced at her, deep eyes with a faint smile: "Don't always give yourself so many ideas. If Xiao is not a fool, she can understand all these things you do."
"Furthermore, she is already an adult, with her own feelings, and she has to try to face it by herself. You can't stay behind her for the rest of your life, understand?"
Chen Xi stopped talking.
From a young age, Jiang Mochuan asked Jiang Yuechen to do whatever it was, as long as it was his own.
This often makes Chen Xi somewhat helpless.
Although it is good for a boy to be independent, it depends on his age to make arrangements. After thinking about it, he doesn't want to say anything to Jiang Mochuan. No matter how much he talks to him, he will only think that she has too much control.
Jiang Mochuan looked up at her and quickly returned his gaze to the notebook: "Xiao Ruo has a life of her own. If she really doesn't want to, she will refuse it directly and will not leave hope for Leng Lenin."
"Furthermore, Leng Lenin is not a stalker. If Xiao Ruo really doesn't want to have any involvement with him, he will simply dash all his illusions and will not give him the hope of staying beside him."
Chen Xi: "..."
Jiang Mochuan's words, no matter when it is, will always be so profound and sharp.
Playing tricks with him, there is no possibility of winning at all.
Thinking of Leng Lenin's statement to herself tonight, Chen Xi still felt a little overwhelmed.
Perhaps it was because the development of Leng Lenin and Xiao Ruo was so fast that she couldn't imagine it, or it was because the things that Leng Lenin did made her not know how to react for a while.
After thinking about it, Chen Xi finally did it directly.
What Jiang Mochuan said is indeed correct. They will solve their own lives. No matter how much they intervene, they will just say a few words in the middle.
At night when four people gather for dinner.
Xiao Ruo never said a word from beginning to end, only Chen Xi talked with Jiang Mochuan, and Leng Lening from time to time.
Chen Xi turned her head and glanced at Jiang Mochuan who was sitting next to her, feeling that the time was almost up, and then looked up at Xiao Ruo, who had been eating with her head down: "Ruo Ruo..."
"Sister Chen Xi, what's the matter?" Before Chen Xi finished speaking, Xiao Ruo looked up at her suddenly and asked as if she had already prepared everything.
Shaking his head, Chen Xi didn't know what to say for a while.
Reached out and pinched Jiang Mochuan's thigh under the table, reminding him to say a few words, Jiang Mochuan was a little bit dumbfounded, and looked at Xiao Ruo and said: "Tell me your own thoughts, you... follow Leng Lenin's thoughts."
Xiao Ruo was taken aback, and a sourness flashed in his heart: "Brother Mo Chuan, what do you want me to say?"
"Mr. Lenin and I are obviously not the same at all. Instead of this, it is better for everyone to give everyone their own lives, okay?"
Xiao Ruo never thought of having anything to do with Leng Lenin that he shouldn't have.
Instead, she hoped that she and Leng Lenin could maintain the previous relationship.
Although she knew it was difficult, she didn't want to touch her feelings with Leng Lenin.
This is the bottom line and the principle.
Although Chen Xi helped her hide her past, she herself knew how unfair to Leng Lenin what she had done in the past.
How unfair to all the good men in this world who want to be with themselves.
Chen Xi opened her mouth and sighed: "Ruoruo, sometimes you have always restricted yourself too much in that circle. Didn't you find it yourself?"
"You know in your heart that those things are in the past. You used to do those things to treat Xiao Nan's illness. Why do you always put so much pressure on yourself?"
Chen Xi just said these things to Xiao Ruo from the standpoint of an older sister. She always wanted Xiao Ruo to put down her past and start her life again.
Xiao Ruo raised his head and glanced at Chen Xi, her eyes flickered, and her tone was choked up: "Sister Chen Xi, I don't understand, why are you trying to force me?"
"I know what I have done in the past. Even if the circumstances did not allow me to make such a choice, I still did. I... I don't want to be unfair to anyone."
"Hey... don't cry, I mean, if we really don't want to accept it, we won't accept it, okay?"
Seeing Xiao Ruo's tears about to fall, Chen Xi's heart trembled.
She had never thought of persecuting Xiao Ruo, but hoped that Xiao Ruo could let go of her feelings.
Don't always take those things in the past, and always force yourself to do certain things that make her unable to choose the future.
Taking the napkin in Chen Xi's hand, Xiao Ruo wiped the tears from the corner of his eyes and turned to look at Leng Lenin: "Mr. Lenin, I know you are good to me."
"But I don't want to involve relationship issues now, I..."
"Reason?" Leng Lenin raised an eyebrow and interrupted Xiao Ruo.
Xiao Ruo was taken aback, lowered his head and said nothing. If it is really because of the past that she has been reluctant to accept new feelings, Xiao Ruo feels that this statement is not sufficient.
After all, Leng Lenin had already told her that if it was only because of the past, he wouldn't mind. Everyone had already said that. If she continued to say anything, it would be a little hypocritical.
Leng Lenin did not speak either, sitting in the same place quietly waiting for Xiao Ruo to take the initiative to answer, no matter what it was, there was always her own reason.
If Xiao Ruo had to use the past as an excuse, Leng Lenin could only say that he was sorry, and he would not give up so easily.
Chen Xi took Xiao Ruo's hand and stood up from her position: "You eat first, I'll go chat with her."

"Sister Chen Xi, woo...I don't want to accept him, I don't want to at all." In the huge independent box, Xiao Ruo felt that there was no one around, and stretched out his hand to hug Chen Xi tightly.
She did not dare to let herself expect too many things that did not belong to her, Leng Lenin was the thing that did not belong to her.
Even if he kept saying that kind of guarantee, it still wasn't.