Chapter 1: The story is like this

One summer, I heard from my mom that Zhang Zi is getting married. The mother shoveled the potato in the pot and said, "Oh, the more Zhang Zi downstairs is getting married, you know?"
I was trying to chew a piece of beef tendon all over the body. I heard the news, and I didn’t control it for a while. I bite on my tongue and my tears rolled down. very painful! Mommy said: "We have been with Zhang for so many years, when my dad and I came to work here, Zhang Zi is only five years old. This child has been smart and motivated since he was a child, and he has grown up to work. His girlfriend has seen you. Did you hear that it was a model?"
I wiped my tears and said, "It’s not a model, it’s doing things at an advertising company."
"In short, your aunt Wang is leaving his heart." Mom is very happy, "What do you say we are sending? It’s not enough to say that the red envelope is not enough." I don’t mean to sneer: "Wedding gift, that It’s not easy. The Xie Jiazu’s uploaded scrolls are the most appropriate.
My mom waved the spatula to yell at me: "Small age, don't learn a good one! Is this what your girl said?"
I grinned and smiled and felt my tongue hurt. "I have to get married, but I am afraid of shame? Passing on the ancestors, the things that are justified. Who are we? We are the family of Chinese medicine."
"Thai family has a reputation for centuries, I will lose in your hands." The mother angered me.
I? What am wrong with me?
Of course, not only did not inherit the mother's porcelain white skin and the father's tall man, even Xie family blood in the medical talents I did not pick up. When I was going to study Chinese medicine, it was also because the liberal arts scores were too bad, and there was no other boat that liked the profession.
If the uninformed outsiders have heard of it, they will boast a few words: "Is the ambition of the ambition to inherit the ancestors' attire and carry forward the glory?"
At that time our family will smirk. There are six children in the Xie family, three of them are sent to the focus, and two are going abroad. Only one of me is the second in the country. Mom often sighs, Xie Huai, why don't you give me a fight. In fact, she should not ask for a girl so high. Although it is not steaming buns to sigh, but what is going to fight, it has already risen.
I studied medicine and pursued the golden mean. When everything was done seven points, I was self-satisfied. The first celebrities are vying for one, and there is no shortage of me. People are willing to make green leaves to set off the sacrifice spirit of flowers.
Xie's family is a family of Chinese medicine, and it is passed to our two generations, and there are also uncles and cousins ​​who study Western medicine. My dad’s clinic, which was passed down by my grandfather, has been twenty-one years since I was born.
Twenty-one years, I think, I love Zhang Ziyue, I am afraid that there are also twenty-one years. Zhang Jia is our old neighbor, and moving three times to stay with us is not an ordinary fate. Zhang Zi, I am six years old, when I dragged two noses, he was already a young pioneer. The adults said that the children did not remember, but I clearly remember that Zhang Ziyue, who was in the Taiji period, was already handsome and eye-catching. If an adult asks me at that time, I will say that if I get a child, I will hide it in a gold house. But no one asked me this way, and I couldn't make a golden house to hide him a big living person. So I secretly crushed him for years.
After studying, Dr. Zhang Ziyue studied nuclear physics. After the conversation, I felt that the lives of all of us were in the hands of their intellectuals. At that time, he was already a well-known elite on the list. He was handsome and straightforward, and his manners were biased. The girls who pursued him were so beautiful that they could choose the people in the Dream of Red Mansions, and they could form a World Cup. Zhang Gongzi seems to be unable to get one, and the east is like the emperor.
Seeing this situation, I even dared not think about it. As I said before, I am very easy to be content with this person, and I only eat seven full meals. When Zhang Ziyue was a younger sister next door, this unique identity was exchanged for twenty years, and other girls could not squeeze. I don't think about it.
However, on a sunny day, Zhang Zi suddenly decided to marry Miss Li, who is now in contact with her. The first love lover finally became the husband of others, and the next-door girl is a stranger.
Miss Li Wei, I have seen it, but it is not the daughter of Faye Wong and Li Yapeng, but an elite in the advertising industry. It is beautiful and beautiful, comparable to an advertising model. It stands out with Zhang Zi, everyone praises. The elite is matched with the elite, and the child born is the fairy. Zhang Zi is willing to get married, Zhang Jiale is broken, even my aunt is happy, as if she is married to her daughter. I am alone and I can’t express it. People feel that the failure of love is a shame. It is caused by the low individual index. In fact, I don’t know that it is just a hormone.
All in all, I am falling out of love. In the summer vacation, I have nowhere to go, but I have to smile every day. The lights were turned off at night, and the tears flowed in the darkness. The sweetness and bitterness of first love is only known to you. I have hoped for countless times that Zhang Ziyue knocked on the door of my house and said to me, "Hey, I want to understand, the person I like is actually you."
But never. Zhang Ziyue looked at me when I was born, watching me wear open pants and watching me wear a bra. His old man even knew the number of my monthly events. I don't have in front of him. Xie Huaiqi is Xie Huaiqi, not a spring-hearted girl.
Anyway, he is getting married. Another step toward baldness, beer belly and hemorrhoids. And I am still young, isn't it?
But still sad.
The summer of this year was surprisingly hot, and the cool seaside town has turned into a stove on the Yangtze River. The business in the home clinic is very good, and there are endless people who are suffering from heatstroke. Dad is kind and helpful, and he works as an antique sage. He distributes the herbal tea for free in the clinic.
I don’t have a son, I’m a coolie. I stand at the door every day and boil water to make tea. I also offer cooling tea to tourists, passers-by and crickets. Although this job is very large, my image is very small. A little boy said to his mother, "Why did you send us something?" I sweated my back and unkempted my eyes and scared him away. Going back to the mirror and scaring myself. Who is the female ghost who doesn't know the unkempt face in the mirror and looks sad? I washed my face with water, tied my hair and took a deep breath. "Get up with the spirit, Xie Huaizhen. You are not ugly, but also able to do it, there are still many men who are struggling to reach your wife like this. Let Zhang Zi become a past." I pushed the door of the bathroom. Zhang Zi’s smiling face jumped into my eyes. I am standing upside down. Did he hear the words just now? That's all right? God killed, standing bad, why stand at the door of the toilet?
I am incoherent: "I just... it was too hot, and I was so dizzy..." Zhang Zi smiled and said: "Hey, why are you so nervous? I just passed by, get some cold medicine, and pick you up by the way."
He is gentle and elegant, as always. I looked at it carefully, didn't see any clues, and let go of it.
I asked: "Who has a cold at home?" I skillfully picked up the medicine and wrap it up. Zhang Ziyue looked at my movements and asked me: "Will you graduate in the future, will you come back to inherit this clinic?" "Should be it." I said. In fact, in my teenage fantasies, I inherited this clinic, and Zhang Zi became my husband. I treated the patient during the day and watched the stars with him on the terrace at night. We are not very wealthy, but this kind of life is very warm.
But now Zhang Ziyue is going to be someone else's husband. My mirage collapses and the future becomes blurred.
Maybe I will go to graduate school. When a girl has no way out, she only has to go to school. There is always a road in Shushan.
The clinic is close to home, and we both walk slowly. The street lights are lit, and our shadow is drawn to the old elders. The world is so big, we are like two children. At that moment, I really hope that time and space can continue to extend so infinitely until the end of the world.
Zhang Ziyue said: "You seem to have something to worry about recently, always thinking thoughtfully."
I hate men most. Many times they have a little bit of thought and they know that the other person is breaking their heart, but their mind is not turning that bend. I asked him: "Are you sure?" After a while, he reacted and smiled: "The banquet is scheduled for September 19." "The number is very auspicious. Is the new house laid out?" Zhang Ziyue Nod, "All right. Will you come?"
The muscles on my face froze, and for a long time I squeezed out a sentence: "I have already started school, I am afraid I can't come..."
Zhang Zi’s expression of disappointment came. His expression is really beautiful. I suddenly felt that my absence was a great regret at his wedding. I almost decided that even if the flood typhoon would come over. But the residual reason sealed my mouth in time.
Even if I have time, I will not run to see the sweethearts. They are in the honey, and I am drinking too much alcohol here, too too uncomfortable for myself.
We entered the elevator. Zhang Zi lived downstairs in my house, but he only pressed the number on my floor. I must have sent me home first. He is very considerate and considerate. The more I think about him, the more I admire Li Hao’s good fortune. In the elevator, we were two people, and the silence of the cockroaches permeated. I looked over the neckline where he was soaked in sweat, and there was a dark v-shaped water stain on the chest. His square chin was a little blue, and the sleeves under his sleeves were strong arms. There is also a wide shoulder and chest. Everything about this will belong to another woman. They will live in beautiful gardens and keep me out.
I sighed in frustration.
Suddenly under the feet, the lights were extinguished, and the elevator stopped. I and Zhang Ziyue face each other. Elevator failure?
Zhang Ziyue experienced the old and immediately pressed the keys on all floors. Then ring the bell for help.
"We are here the second unit of b4, and the elevator is halfway up. You can see it soon."
I figured out that the elevator should be stuck between the 13th and 14th floors at this time. It’s good to go up. If it’s going down, I’m afraid of Zhang Zi’s life.
Gods, I don’t seem to make a wish to die with Zhang Jun on the same day of the same month. Zhang Ziwei comforted me: "I am not afraid, and soon someone will come to save us." I am not afraid, there are people who are loving and companion. He is different. He is going to be the groom's official. The beautiful and gorgeous scroll of life has only just begun. It will be too rash. So I joked and adjusted the tension at the scene: "Zi Yuege, who is the most missed person at this time?"
Zhang Zi didn't expect me to ask this question, and stopped, "Missing? To rescue our people."
what? "You should say, the most missed is Li Jiejie." Zhang Zi is more funny: "I miss her, what is the use of our trapped elevator?" I said: "You are really not romantic, what do she like you?" He said: "How do I know. This problem is only for girls who like to ask." I took the courage and asked: "What made you determined to get married?" Zhang Ziyue thought about it and said, "The age is not small." I hope to form a family." "Just nothing?"
"What about you?"
"You should say that you are crazy about falling in love with Li Jie, not that she is not jealous. May this life be with her, the end of the earth, never separate."
"You helped me solve the toast at the wedding reception." Zhang Zi smiled at me. The love in my mind is unrealistic to him in his eyes. And even if I am so old, he will still be a small follower that dragged his nose.
Zhang Zi suddenly asked me: "Hey? You are almost a big boy, and you should find a boyfriend." I blush, very uncomfortable: "I don't want to." "What? Is there someone you like?" "I shake my head, think about it, and nod, then think about it or not, and shake my head."
Zhang Ziyue laughed: "How is it so complicated? There is, there is, there is no."
I said, "The people I like don't like me." Probably my voice is too small, Zhang Zi didn't hear it clearly. "What do you say?" I sighed and finally shouted out, "I like a person, I liked him since I was a child, but he didn't like me. He only used me as a younger sister. He is going to marry someone now."
After shouting, it seems that all the strength is exhausted. I sat on the floor, lowered my head, and didn't know what to look at to face him. The elevator was stuffy, but my heart was a little relaxed, as if I had put down a lot of stones, breathing my heartbeat, and all of them were smooth.
Zhang Zi has not spoken for a long time, and there is a suffocating silence in the elevator. Of course, he should know that the person I am talking about is him. He is just thinking about how to reject me so as not to hurt my feelings.
My feelings? Even I personally feel that my love is licking his elegant Gaohua.
"Hey! Hey!" A man’s voice suddenly sounded in the intercom, and both of us were shocked.
"Several people are inside? Are you still okay?" Zhang Ziqing cleared his throat and said: "There are two people here, and they are all okay at the moment." I am next to me: "Get out of us, it's hot!" "Wait! The machine is broken and is being repaired."
It’s a bad time to be bad.
As usual, when a girl's confession is over, she should be shy and squint at the speed of light, and let the other person hang in the place to understand the meaning. But now I pick the confession in the elevator, I can't get up and get down, there is no way to escape. Shame to the extreme is not shy, simply go out.
"Zi Yuege, I liked you since I was in junior high school. I know that I don't look good, I am not smart, I can't match you, so I never say it. Don't laugh at me, anyway, now you are getting married, I will talk about it. It doesn't matter. I feel much better in my heart. You don't have to respond to me anymore, I just want you to know it. I am a brother, I will call you a brother, you will always be my brother. I wish you have the happiness you want. ""
I finished, met his gaze and smiled at him. Of course, it is not a smile like a spring. Zhang Ziyue’s eyes flashed with light that I didn’t understand, and I didn’t know which sentence I said made him move. He took a long while and slowly stretched his brow and said, "Oh, actually..."
The elevator suddenly slammed down. I rolled on the ground and shouted in my heart. "Hey, hello..." There were two sounds in the intercom. The elevator's fall stopped for a moment, then fell straight down.
In the process of rapid decline, I only feel that Zhang is holding my hand tightly.