Chapter 53:

The next day, I went to the Prince's Mansion with Mrs. Xie and met Xie Zhaoxuan.
To my surprise, she was pregnant, probably for more than six months. Her physiological changes did not detract from her appearance. She was still beautiful, noble and elegant, and added a lot of peace and gentleness that she could have. Xiao Yu, who has changed her title to King of the Mountain, carefully holds her and looks happy. The good condition of the two men is what I expected.
Xie Zhaoxuan saw me, showing a peaceful and friendly smile, and no longer had a high attitude. "Small sister finally came home, our family is a reunion."
Mrs. Xie’s look dimmed. She thought of Xie Zhaoxuan who could never go home again.
Xie Zhaoxuan said to me: "The king is merciful, allowing me to go to the mountains after production. Although there is no distance, there is no dispute, the mountains are clear, the people are simple, I will like to go there."
I said to Xiao Yu: "Sister, my sister will take care of you."
Xiao Yu said: "It is the responsibility of men to take care of their wives and children."
Xie Zhaoxuan saw his eyes very satisfied, very gentle.
I did not see Qin Yuhua. I heard that she had been asked to leave the government when she was confined in the privilege, and she became a female crown. The Qin family was so powerful that the Zhao family did not bother her. It was the time of the banned time that Xie Zhaoxuan finally had a feeling for Xiao Yu, and the two had a good ending.
When Xie Zhaozhen walked with me in the warm corridor, I took my hand and said, "If it is true, the last person who is the mother of the world is you."
She has a gentle tone and has no excessive feelings.
I have my own opinion. "The mother of the world is not talking about it."
"It is true that the Queen does not only represent the prosperity of the rich." Xie Zhaoxuan said, "Four sisters, I can see that you are very upset."
I looked at the white snow outside the yard and suddenly said, "Sister, I don't know what to do. Even if I know what to do, I don't know how long it will last."
Xie Zhaozhen smiled. "You are a very free and reluctant person. When you first said that you would marry you, you fled without regard to obstruction. But in the future, you should not be so casual."
"I am very clear, so I am very upset. I am very confused. On the one hand, I know what I will face. On the one hand, I don't know what I will face. I know that the harem is not just a place where women live. It reflects the entire situation of the church and the entire political trend. Before that, what I was exposed to was nothing more than injury and a war that had little effect on me."
"You are right." Xie Zhaoxuan said, "There is not a familiar place for you. I know that you are worried about Lujia. But after the prince has promised to make you, you are better than Lu Ying anyway." Lu Yingzhi I have seen, is a very sleek and savvy woman, I will not easily be embarrassed with you."
"You also think that if she has the heart to be in trouble with me, I will have no way?"
"Not at all." Xie Zhaoxuan said, "You naturally have a way to deal with her. But will you use it? Before the city was told that you were a spy, we are very worried about your safety. In fact, a little understanding of the insider, brains When I think about it, I know that it is the hands and feet of Lujia. Fortunately, Wang Ye will protect you in time. Four sisters, after this, you should know that Lu Yingzhi is a person who has been killed in the storm, her heart is harder than you. More. You can't do anything, she will not look at it when she does it. Your heart is soft and kind, which is a big step worse than her."
She is right, I am dumb.
Xie Zhaoxuan took my hand. "Although you can enter the palace, it is the honor of Xie Jia. But as your sister, I am very worried about you. After Wang Jie enthroned, sooner or later, he will start to eliminate the big party forces such as Lu Jia. It’s a fight in the hall. When the emperor is fighting with the old man, you fight with Lu Ying in the harem...

I heard that it was already cold and sweaty.
"If you win, if you don't win, then you are not..." Xie Zhaoxuan sighed. "Really, I can't bear to go to that place. You don't like me to learn some means, you really are, everything. I do not know."
I am silent about heaven. I have lived for so many years, and now I have discovered that I am actually nothing.
Xie Zhaozhen kept sighing. She was kind, because I was worried that I would enter the palace with such a naive and soft-hearted little girl. It would not be long before I gave it to me with only one spare rib.
I whispered: "He will have a lot of women..."
Xie Zhaoxuan screamed, "Don't you worry about this?"
I didn't say anything.
"Stupid girl!" Xie Zhao took care of my hair. "Ordinary rich men are all married and married, not to mention the respect of a country. Your brother-in-law still has two big sisters. As long as he puts you in your heart, As long as you are always a queen, don't you do it? Or what do you ask for?"
I laughed and laughed and thought this scene was funny.
Yes, I actually dislike the emperor's wife. This is really the best thing in the world.
I laugh, laugh at my innocence and stupidity, laugh at myself and don't give up. After laughing, I felt infinite sadness and infinite sadness.
It’s clear that it won’t be the life I want.
Xie Zhaozhen asked what I asked for.
Would like to have as one people, old age is not way off.
Now such a person is in front of me, but I can't hold his hand.
On the afternoon of that day, many people came to Xiefu, saying that the people in the palace dressing office would give me tailor-made clothes. Half of the clothes, the poor people in the palace came to invite me to go to the palace, saying that it was to see what the Queen’s residence in the palace was still missing, and told him to go.
I was stunned by this dial-up, and I finally picked up the fabric and then I was sent to the palace by a car.
The Queen’s Zhonggong is not the first time, but the last time it was a guest, this time it was the master.
Queen Zhao has been abandoned and sent to the Imperial Tomb. Now the owner of the Zhonggong, the magnificent and magnificent, reveals the silence and gloom, the luxurious and exquisite furniture has a deep and dignified sense of history, and the incense burner exudes a strong and old atmosphere. The spacious and quiet lobby is gorgeously piled up, but always feels empty. In the big day, there are still candlelights, and the shadows are cast on the murals, staggering like ghosts.
I took a nap.
I haven't thought it before, but now I find that it is really big. A room is connected to a room, and perhaps there is a dark room secret behind the wall. The majestic and rich colors and patterns are filled with sight, making people breathless.
I walked blindly inside, and found that everything was almost the same, and it didn't take long to get lost. Because of the reason for the demobilization of the followers, I had to explore the way to go back alone.
Somehow, I went to a warm room.
It was a relatively simple room, and the two walls were covered with a portrait of a lady dressed in formal attire. Take a closer look, these are the emperors of the Eastern Qi Dynasty.
The Queen of the filial piety of the founding of the country, the sage of the sage of the sage, only the emperor of the sage of the thirteenth day, the queen of the emperor of the Buddha of the whole life, the emperor of the Buddha of the whole life, twice was abolished, and the emperor of the emperor was established three times... ...
A familiar name, a strange face. The women who have been old have stared at me quietly in the fireworks for centuries, and seem to tell them their stories. Only the sadness, loneliness, grievances, and pains behind those prosperous glory have been clearly written in their eyes.
I looked at them one by one, and the last portrait was Xiao Yu’s mother, Jia Mu.
The very young woman has a beautiful and touching face. Xiao Yu’s eyes are very similar to his mother. The eyes are thick like ink, and they are like water. They smile very much. It’s just that Xiao Xiao’s face always has a cynical chuckle, just like the sultry son of the rivers and lakes drinking and drinking, but also has the domineering spirit of the world.
I looked at the large areas that were still empty on the wall. Maybe one day, my portrait will hang in this place? That is also good. As far as I know, after the abolition, I am not qualified to hang here. Lu Yingzhi’s ultimate goal is to compete for a place in this place.
When I thought of Miss Lu, I was as irritated and headached as the students who did not study hard.
Shaking his head turned around and was surprised to see Xiao Yu standing outside the door.
He looked at me intricately, worried, anxious, afraid, and it was almost impossible to appear in his eyes, which made me very puzzled. We quietly stared at each other for a long time, and no one thought of breaking this silence. The years spent together are in the middle, awakening the dusty memories, let us return to the time we first met, and trace back a little bit.
"Auntie?" I called him.
He came back and walked in to pull my hand.

How is it so cool?
Xiao Yan frowned and said,
I got a good white fox in the morning and told them to bring it to you.

I asked: "How come you?"
Xiao Yu smiled and said: "I heard that you are here, I came to see you. The room has been seen, how do you feel?"
I spoke, thinking for a long time, only picked a compromise: "Not bad."

Really?
Xiao Yu’s words are unusually serious.
I have to say: "Yes... it will be brighter."
"I will tell them to brighten up the room." Xiao Yu said with a sigh of relief, and said with enthusiasm, "Are you going to see it later? I told them to make a big pharmacy, stove, medicine pot, Everything has everything. You can do your own thing freely."
He is very excited, like a child who gets good things to offer treasure.
"Is it?" I laughed on my face. "It's good. Thank you!"
Xiao Yu continued: "In this palace, you can arrange everything. The Zhengtang is not very prestige. You will accept the pilgrimage of the ministers in the future."
I also followed what he said: "All are good!"

I really like it?
Xiao Yu is not at ease.
I am sure, "I really like it."
Xiao Yu holds my face and looks at my eyes. "To tell me the truth, be happy, I don't want you to hide your heart in your stomach, you know?"
I obeyed and said, "Know."
"Really." He kissed my nose.
"Wang Ye," the eunuch's weird voice destroyed all the atmosphere, "Leu Yuanshuai asked."
Xiao Yu’s face was disappointing, and he didn’t have a good air:
Know it.

He still glared at me. "I have to go. Don't leave, stay here for a meal. I call the cook to be your favorite dish."
I smiled and nodded.
He gently stroked my face and turned away.
He walked through the promenade, walked back and turned back, and finally the tall and straight back was obscured by the followers, so I turned and walked back. I haven’t taken two steps yet, and suddenly there is a voice called behind me.
I looked around in amazement, Xiao Xiao ran back somehow, and looked a little flustered and anxious, waiting for his sight to find me, the silk was gone.
I couldn't help but see that he strode back to me. He hadn't returned to God, and he was already in his arms.
"Auntie?"
"嘘-"
I closed my mouth and smelled the sandalwood that exudes from him. It is a unique fragrance.
For a long while, he let me loose, took my face and stared at me carefully.
I am smiling, "What's wrong? I won't suddenly disappear."
Xiao Yu smiled helplessly and bitterly. "Nothing, just... nothing."
He bowed his head on my forehead and let me go.
"Wait for me to come back," he said firmly. "Well, wait for me to come back, you know?"
"Know it!" I felt inexplicable and pushed him with a smile. "Go ahead, or Lu Laotou will cry again."
Xiao Yu was very helpless. This time he walked very simply, with a mighty follower, and soon disappeared into the corner.
A female official next to her sighed: "Wang Ye is very good to be a young lady. Miss will be a queen in the future, and she will be able to make a post-Emperor story with her majesty."
This flattering is too early to shoot. I laughed awkwardly.
"However," the female officer said in a tone. "Miss is a temper too easy."

Is it easy to be easy to follow?

The forty-year-old female official said to me in a serious way: "Miss is kind and easy-going, it is a blessing for us to be slaves. But in the future, there will be many other noble ladies in the palace, which are not noble, and which are not thinking about who is going out. Going to the ground. The people in the palace are complicated and managed. It is not a good temper. It must be done with a good manner. Miss, don’t be reluctant to be a wicked person, let other girls ride on their heads."
I laughed.
There was another young female officer who looked like a bitter and said: "Don't be afraid of the young lady. We have been in the palace for so many years, and we have seen it much. As long as we can grasp the heart of your majesty, the harem is yours. Lu Jia," she lowered her voice. "When is Lu Jia can be arrogant? Miss, you can be the son of Miss Lu in the future..."
"Stop!" I laughed. "Don't pull it out, the word is still missing."
The woman officer misunderstood what I meant. "Oh! Miss you, Miss Lu is a beggar, but Wang Ye and Lu Yuanshuai have decided. And Li’s Missy..." The older female officer slammed She looked at her, and she closed her mouth with interest.
I barely smiled and waved them back.
That night Xiao Yu came back earlier than expected, and did not let people know, and came in just to catch me eating chicken.
I smiled and stood up, rubbing my hand on my body, "Come back?"
"Come back." Xiao Yan smiled at me. "I saw the little fox stealing chicken."
I walked over to help him take off his cloak. "The north wind started in the evening, and the old told me that it would be even colder."
Xiao Yu’s warm hand shook my hand.
I will still get a door tomorrow, look at the imperial tomb and the people outside the city. I hope not to snow.

I am reminded of a person. "There has been no news of Mr. Song for a long time."
Xiao Yu sat down at the table. "After the last incident, he was depressed for a few days. Later, although it was restored, I saw that he was much more gloomy than before. The child was full of ambition, he was strict with himself, and he was full of heart. In business, I have known many years with him, and I hope that he can have a companion in his life. It’s just that I see it very hard."
I think of Yunxiang, and it is also very lonely.
Xiao Yu touched my hair and said lightly: "She is just asking for her benevolence."
I don't go too far. "If you didn't force her like that, she might not die."
Xiao Yu took back her hand. "She did such a thing, it is very difficult to escape. Even me, can't maintain her. And you think it is better for her to live?"
I am not happy: "You can tell me long ago."
"I didn't think about it. After I discussed with my son, I felt that once you knew it, you must persuade Yunxiang and save her mother."
"Is this not very good?"
"But we also lost a clue..."
"So you just want to use her!" I was angry and took the case.
Xiao Yu tried to explain: "Xiaohua, the battlefield is a life! They are not righteous if they are not benevolent, they are used by a chess piece, we can also use it..."
"Yunxiang is your chess piece, but she is my sister!"
"But we can't use things emotionally!" Xiao Yu also stood up. "You only have one fragrance, but I have millions of soldiers."
My heart is half cold.
Also. They are a little the scent of Yunxiang, but when a piece is used. If it weren't for me, Yunxiang's end would not be much worse.
I said, "She... she is an individual. She has a conscience. She has been struggling with pain. We could have given her the opportunity to free her..."
"Xiaohua, I am a military commander. I am thinking about the interests of the majority. Saved her, we lost the opportunity to mislead Zhao Fang, it is possible to let more soldiers lose their lives. You can hate me to die. But I don't regret doing this!"
Xiao Yu looks serious and his voice is determined.
I don't want to look at him, I don't want to see him. "She actually swears herself..."
Xiao Yu is compelling. "Song Zijing will not forgive those who have deceived himself. Zheng Wenhao and her will never be together. Your friendship with her cannot be continued. She has a woman who bears thousands of life bonds and lives forever. In jealousy and fear. Do you think this life is worth continuing?"
He said that it makes sense, Yunxiang understands herself, so she stole my poison.
Xiao Yu’s tone is soft.
Don’t you say this? Ok, these days, I have never been bothered by these things for a day. I just want to have a quiet meal with you, no chores, nothing. No one else wants to, only the two of us are together. Okay?"
But things have developed to this, and I still have a mood to eat. I was passively pulled down by Xiao Yu and held the chopsticks boringly poked the rice in the bowl.
Xiao Yu looked in his eyes, sighed, and gave me a piece of ribs. "Try it. If it is cold, it will not taste good."
I looked at his eager gaze and finally opened his mouth in obedience.
"...let me go in...Wang Ye!" There was a sudden noise outside.
The ribs that have not yet arrived are dropped into the bowl. Xiao Yu angered: "What happened outside?"
"Wang Ye, Lu Jia is asked to see." The wind rushed out and answered the door.
"How is it Lujia!" Xiao Yu’s feelings of annoyance and annoyance are undoubted. "What is going on tomorrow, let people go!"
"Wang Ye! Wang Ye!" The fierce female voice is getting louder and louder. We don't want to hear it. "Wang Ye, our family lady is now confused! The general is not, the slaves are brave enough to take the lady's waist card." Palace, the slave, please go to see the lady!"

So serious?
Xiao Yu stood up.
Is it not good to watch yesterday?

"Miss started to get hot in the evening, and it was already heavy at night, but she wouldn't let us tell you."
Xiao Yu turned around and looked at me.
I am indifferent to sticking chopsticks and eating vegetables.
Xiao Yu hesitated, Lu Jiaxuan has been crying into tears, and she is ignorant when she is ignorant!
I ate fried cornflowers and looked at them both silently.
Xiao Yu finally said: "Xiaohua, what do you do?"
This is like a little star fire falling on the oiled haystack.
I sneered: "What can I do? Lu Jia can not worry about going to see their baby daughter. But maybe you are different, and when you go, Lu Yingzhi will be alive and kicking."
"Xiaohua..." Xiao Yu argued.
I continue to ridicule: "Remember the doctor that I gave Miss Liu that year? Wang Ye is doing a pair, keeping the medicine to the sick!"
Xiao Yu eagerly wants to hold my hand, I am quick to open and hold him.
"My patience is limited. Lu Yingzhi's three-day two-handed kicking, is there a end? It is your mission to hold her in Lujia, not my, I don't have to tolerate her. Wang Ye, you? You I want her to still want me, you can do it yourself, I am not going to accompany you!"
"Xiaohua!"
I avoided Xiao Yan’s extended hand and opened the door.
The cold, cold wind blew in the air, and I slammed it. A beggar in the yard was caught by the guards. When I saw me, she stopped struggling and cast a resentful look toward me.
I smiled indifferently, ignoring Xiao Yu’s footsteps and ran out. Outside is a narrow palace road, the dim palace lights are shaking in the wind, can not see a figure, can not hear other sounds besides the wind. I ran in the same labyrinth, almost blind, looking for. It’s not Xiao Yu, it’s not an export. It’s something I don’t know. It’s a missing piece in my heart.
The palace at night is so deep and deep, there are countless roads and entrances in front of me, turning around, but always surrounded by high walls. I was lost by the cold wind and I stopped at the end of a road.
There was a door closed, and only a chandelier gave a faint glow, letting me see the red paint and the rusty lock on the door.
The scene in front suddenly began to distort, and the palace gate stretched like a bowl and rushed over to me, engulfing me. I panicked back and forth, slipping my feet and falling in the snow.
"Xiaohua--" Xiao Yu rushed over and hugged me, and the thick and warm cloak wrapped me.
"What's wrong? It's falling? You talk!" He hugged me anxiously, touched my face and hands, and kept asking.
I am indifferent to face and look at the door. "Where is that?"
"Where is it?" Xiao Yu did not know.
An replied: "Back to the lord, there is a cold palace over the door."
"Everything went so far." Xiao Yu held me tight and chuckled. "You can move really fast, I almost can't catch up. The palace is big and complicated, and I will stay away after a while."
After a while, I said, "I'm sorry. I... shouldn't be tempered... make you very embarrassed..."
Xiao Yu suddenly buried her face in my neck and sighed and said, "Nothing! I am not right, I have not considered your feelings! I will not be in the future, you should not leave me! Really not!"
I felt the fiery temperature passed from him and closed my eyes.
That night, Xiao Yu personally sent me back to Xiefu, then drove away. I turned back and asked the concierge: "Which direction does Wang Ye go?"
"Go west."
Going back to the palace is going north, he still went to Lujia.
There are many people who make people, and you never know it at the time. At that time, I looked calm. Looking back, I was actually undercurrent. At that time, I felt that I was always looking forward. At that time, what you thought you could hold forever would often pass by; at that time, the unforgettable thoughts you missed, when you remembered it, had already passed.
East Qi Kyoto will always leave me with a deep and depressed impression, probably also the experience of the self. In my own definition, she has already been covered with a layer of blue-gray, and the melancholy is like a sky that does not always clear. Happiness is nothing but a splendid fire in the sky, but it leaves an eternal bright color in my retina -