Chapter 352: What are you going to do now

What are you going to do now
Although everyone could not accept Buao's death, it was always a fact, a fact they had to accept.
Bu's mother has woken up, but her body is still recovering and she can't handle these things yet.
So three days later, with the help of Gu Wuhao and Yu Wenjin, Bai Yan held a funeral for Buao.
A very simple funeral, there are not many guests, only a few of their close relatives and friends.
Because Buao's remains were not found, Buao's clothes and a photo were placed in the urn.
Counting it down, it has been more than three years since Tang Anran was reborn on Xu Anran.
In the past three years, she and Gu Wuhao attended too many funerals.
Her mother, Tang Peipei, Gu Wuhao’s grandfather, Mr. Gu, and Wen Yijia’s suspended animation...
To Tang Anran, these people are very important.
It’s really bad to watch the people you care about leave you one by one forever. They feel very uncomfortable now, not to mention the white smoke that loves Buao the most...
Bai Yan stood quietly in front of Bu'ao's tombstone, staring at the photos on the tombstone for a long time, and suddenly laughed.
"Why do you always like to have a straight face? How many times have you told you that you have to smile more often. I like the way you smile."
"Look now, I don't even have a picture of you smiling, what should I do if I miss you in the future."
Bai Yan said, paused, and then laughed again: "By the way, you laughed once in the wedding photo. It seems that I have kept that photo well."
The corners of her mouth rose up, as if she was smiling, but her eyes were red, and warm tears were falling down the corners of her eyes.
"You said a few days ago that you would stay with me after you quit, but now I can't even see you. It's too much..."
Thinking of the words Bu Ao said to her during the last call between the two, Bai Yan's voice became choked.
"Liar! Buao, you are a big liar!"
"You said you want to be with me forever and you will love me forever, how can you say nothing, how can you leave me alone..."
Bai Yan finally couldn't pretend, and she sat down in front of Bu'ao's tombstone and burst into tears.
Seeing her like this, Tang Anran and Wen Yijia hurriedly took steps to help her up, but they stopped after two steps.
They knew that Bai Yan had been suppressing her emotions for the past few days, and it might be helpful for her to vent her feelings now.
So the two of them didn't come forward, they just stood aside and looked at her silently.
Bai Yan cried for a long time. Although he kept calling Buao a liar and blamed him for abandoning himself, his heart was full of love for him.
It may be because of too much emotion, plus the time spent sitting on the ground for too long, when Bai Yan was about to get up, he suddenly felt dizzy in front of him.
"White smoke!"
In a daze, she heard someone calling her name loudly, and then she fainted completely when her eyes went dark.
When Bai Yan woke up again, he found that he had been in the ward. Tang Anran and Wen Yijia were both with them by the bed.
"What's wrong with me?" Bai Yan asked in a hoarse voice, raised his hand and rubbed his forehead, still feeling dizzy.
Hearing Bai Yan's question, Tang Anran and Wen Yijia looked at each other and didn't know how to answer for a while.
Seeing the reaction of the two of them, Bai Yan mistakenly thought that he had some serious illness, and a wry smile appeared on his face: "Very good."
If she really gets sick, she can be with Buao forever.
Although this kind of thinking is a bit irresponsible, Bai Yan really thinks this is good.
"Yanyan, no." Tang Anran saw Baiyan's reaction and knew that she had misunderstood, and quickly explained to her: "Your body is okay, you are... pregnant."
"Pregnant?" Bai Yan was stunned when he heard Tang Anran's words.
Tang Anran repeated to Bai Yan what the doctor said to them.
At thirteen weeks of pregnancy, she had no other problems except for her own weakness.
It has been almost three months since Buaochu's mission left, how could she not know that she was 13 weeks pregnant?
No, she seems to have not been here for a long time...
It may be because she always stayed up late to drink before, and her menstrual period has not been on time.
After marrying Bu Ao, she wanted to have a baby, so she was actively preparing for pregnancy, staying up late and drinking, and drinking Chinese medicine to regulate her body, but the effect was not obvious.
The menstrual period was two or three months late, and she thought it was normal.
In addition, she was very thin, and her belly was flat at 13 weeks of pregnancy, nothing unusual, so Bai Yan never thought that she would become pregnant.
Before Bai Yan had recovered from the news of her pregnancy, Bu's father pushed Bu's mother in a wheelchair and walked in tremblingly.
"Yanyan, we respect your wishes. If you don't want to keep this child, we won't force it."
Mom's body hasn't fully recovered yet, she can't walk or talk, but she has a clear consciousness.
Hearing what Bu's father said, Bu's mother in the wheelchair nodded and said vaguely: "Yes..."
Bu Ao is the only child, and now he is gone, the child in Bai Yan's belly is the only blood of their Bu family.
If you change to another family and something like this happens, most people will definitely persuade the woman to give birth to the child in order to inherit the family.
Bu's father and Bu's mother were also reluctant to kill their children in vain, but they knew they could not be so selfish.
Bai Yan is still so young, it is impossible for her to stay a widow for a lifetime.
Bu’s family must be able to raise a child, but in case it’s white smoke
The person who marries knows that she has given birth to a child, and may despise her.
They have always treated Bai Yan as a biological daughter, and naturally hoped that she could live well, so even though it was painful in their hearts, they made this decision.
As soon as Bai Yan heard this, he didn't hesitate for a second, and immediately said excitedly: "I want to leave the child!"
She didn't speak just now because she hadn't reacted yet, and she didn't want the child.
This is the combination of her and Bu Ao bloodlines, the crystallization of their love, the child she has been waiting for for a long time, how could she not want it!
"Mom and dad, I know what you are thinking." Bai Yan said to Mom and Dad, while clenching the sheets tightly.
"I have identified Buao as a person, even if... even if he is gone now, I never thought of marrying someone else in the future."
"In this life, I will only be Buao's wife."
Having said this, Bai Yan raised his hand and gently stroked her flat belly: "Don't worry, this is our child. I will definitely give birth to him and raise him well."
When Bai Yan said this, Bu's father and Bu's mother finally got a trace of comfort in their hearts, and the two old men nodded their heads with red eyes.
Mom's health is still not well, so after talking to Bai Yan
, Went back to the ward to rest.
Both Tang Anran and Wen Yijia had children and had some experience in this area, so they told Bai Yan a lot of precautions, so that she must take good care of herself.
That night, Bai Zhe and Yan Mu finally rushed back from abroad when they heard the news.
In fact, Bai Zhe has always been interested in comics. It happened that Yan Mu knew a teacher who had drawn comics for many years, and he deliberately wanted to avoid his feelings for Bai Yan, so he took Bai Zhe to F country to contact the teacher to study.
It's just that he didn't expect that such a change happened just a few days after he left.
Four days have passed since I learned that Buao had an accident. Bai Yan had hardly eaten anything. After finding out that she was pregnant today, she barely drank some soup.
When Yan Mu saw the white smoke lying on the hospital bed, his heart jerked.
She looked a lot thinner, her face was very haggard, and Yan Mu was distressed.
"Can I be alone with her for a while?" Yan Mu asked Bai Zhe and Tang Anran in a low voice, "I have something to think about.
Talk to her. "
Yan Mu had said so, and it was naturally difficult for them to stay, and the group quickly left the ward.
Only him and Bai Yan were left in the huge ward. Yan Mu did not speak immediately, but looked at Bai Yan in silence.
Bai Yan is a wise man. Seeing Yan Mu's appearance, he already guessed something in his heart.
She didn't want to stay in a room alone with Yan Mu. As soon as she started to call Tang Anran and the others to come in, she heard Yan Mu suddenly ask: "What are you going to do?"
"What?" Bai Yan looked at him blankly, and didn't understand what he was asking.
"Child." Yan Mu stared at Bai Yan's eyes and asked her seriously, "Are you going to give birth to the baby?"
"Of course." Bai Yan answered Yan Mu's question without hesitation: "This is my child and A'ao, of course I will be born."
"Bai Yan, no matter what you decide before, I will support you unconditionally, but this time I ask you to think carefully."
Yan Mu put away the old laughter, frowned and continued: "I know the Yibu family's financial resources, let alone one child, it is ten, a hundred children can afford, and can even be raised very well. "
"But you need to know that a child needs more than money to grow up."
"Buao is gone. We are all very sad about this. I can also understand your desire to give birth to a child, but this child is born without a father."
"You can give him enough maternal love, but what about father's love?"
"Do you know how much a single-parent family hurts a child? Have you ever thought about how much discrimination and harm a child without a father will suffer from childhood?"
Speaking of this, Yan Mu's emotions became obviously agitated.
As Bai Yan listened to his questioning, she didn't know how to answer, because she really didn't think about this...
After asking these words, Yan Mu also realized that she was too emotional, and quickly apologized to her: "Sorry, I'm a little excited."
"In fact, when I say this, I am not advising you not to have children, but I want you to be psychologically prepared."
"Because I am a child from a single-parent family, I know too well the pain and struggle in these children."
"My biological father is unknown, but my mother alone pulled me up."
"Even though I was eating and wearing, my mother never let me eat
Suffering, but before I became an adult, my life had been bad. "
"Because I didn't have a father, I was bullied by my classmates since I was a kid. They called me a wild species without a dad, and let other classmates isolate me and didn't play with me."
"My mother has a very weak personality. I'm afraid she will suffer and I don't want her to be sad, so I never mentioned it to her."
"Pretending to be very happy in front of her. She always thought that my classmates and I were getting along well."
"But she didn't know. I have no classmates or friends. I have always been alone. I have endured the cold violence on campus for ten years."