Vol 3 Chapter 456: Turns out, I thought you were a sister, but I didn't expect...

"So, are you timid? Black?"
The bystander Qing, as expected to be Saori, was really right by her.
As observers of the whole story, both Saori and Kirino suddenly noticed what happened to the negative energy of the low pressure that enveloped the whole body when Ogeng Ruri first came to the meeting place.
Because in the previous story, there is no element that can make Wugeng Liuli feel depressed.
Even if the beginning of the adventure is a misunderstanding of such an oolong, it is impossible for Wugeng Liuli to be shaken, at most it makes her angry with the game planner. As friends, they can still experience this.
So, is it because of Yuuki's memory loss that had an impact on Wugeng Ruri?
"So, are you timid?"
Although the wording of Kirino's words is a bit straightforward, it can even be said to be unceremonious, but there is nothing wrong with the only point that hits the subject.
After knowing that Yuuki's memory was missing, Wugeng Ruri suddenly disappeared without a trace of her regret that Yuuki was the first to obtain magic.
Even the curiosity and excitement about studying Yuuki's [Limited Healing Art] all of a sudden disappeared.
So she knew how she felt at that moment.
Are you timid?
Wu Geng Liuli lowered her head, not knowing how to answer Tong Na...
Not going back tit-for-tat as usual, it says everything.
She is indeed timid.
However, she has been deceiving herself in her heart, has been avoiding this, and has never wanted to admit it.
"Ye Gong Hao Long" is an allusion to the story that Wu Geng Liuli heard from the SNS forum.
When I first saw this story and understood what he meant, Wugeng Liuli had a dismissive attitude towards this story.
Even funny Mr. Ye's timidity, if one day he really encountered something mysterious, he would not be as embarrassed as him.
However, this is not the case.
Originally, as I imagined, I did have the courage to explore, but when I saw a corner of the real mystery, fear followed...
However, compared to the fact that she was afraid of the fact that Yuuki had lost her memory, Gosei Ruri felt extremely ashamed of her timidity.
what is this? what is this? what is this!
I used to boast that I would never be as embarrassed as Mr. Ye in Haikou before, but now I feel fear and timidity about the things I have longed for before...
It's too bad, too ugly, too ridiculous! Now I must be like a clown, like a joke...
Such a negative spiral entwined the five watch Liuli, making her speechless and unable to refute Tongno's question...
Seeing that Wugeng Liuli didn't speak, Tong Nai, who felt that he had been ignored, immediately prepared to say something aggressively.
She doesn't think that the black cat who never admits defeat can just be indifferent with her own words and contempt.
However, at this time, Saori seldom tried her best to cover Tongno's mouth and stopped Tongno to continue talking.
"Xiaotongtong, this statement is too much. I think the Black Cat must not be a coward. There must be some reason for this. Xiaotongtong, please calm down."
Saori first arranged Kirino on the chair again, then turned his head and smiled to face the five watch Ruri:
"Black Cat, it's okay.
Faced with such unknown and unknowable things, no matter it is, everyone will be afraid.
When I heard that the neural link device can delete memory, I was also very worried. My own memories are being manipulated at will, and this alone makes me feel like I can’t breathe.
and so……"
"It's not like this, Saori... it's not like this."
Wugeng Liuli smiled bitterly and shook his head, and said slowly:
"Without a certain memory, I am still not the original myself...
Without a certain memory, friends are still not friends, relatives are still not relatives...
If memory can be fabricated, implanted, or false, how can I prove that I actually exist here...
I also thought about these things at the beginning, and even referred to the plots in many sci-fi myths that I had seen before.
But the final answer is [no answer]. When the power gap is not comparable and the information is overwhelmingly insufficient, all resistance is vain.
All means taken for granted are powerful conditions deliberately created by novel authors for plot conflicts. So I try not to let myself think about these things.
After all, it’s useless to think so much. The ones that should come are always coming. I just do what I can.
but……"
"But you could have thought that way because you thought you had nothing to lose."
Tong Nai took what Liuli hadn't finished saying:
"Even if the memory of that virtual world is deleted, your family is still family, and we are still us. This game does not make sense and the player's original memory is also deleted.
But it's different now..."
"Is it because of Yuuki's business?"
Saori said in a low tone:
"As a game player, if there is a problem with the memory of both, then the fate of the two will be completely cut off..."
Now that my friends have finally figured out the weakness in my heart, Wugeng Liuli no longer hides it.
"Yes, that's it..."
For them, who have spent most of their acquaintance in the accelerating world, doesn't all the fetters come from the memories that may be lost at any time?
"But, what's the matter!" Tong Nai looked at Wugeng Liuli in a depressed mood: "Black! Fetters, real world memories, etc., aren't they all things to be created after this?! Why are you dying here!~"
"Not at all! Who would be depressed because of this kind of thing!"
"Then why do you put on such a dead face!"
"I don't care about you! This is my problem." Wugeng Liuli rolled his face to EbookFREE.me~ and stopped arguing with Tong Nai.
"Why don't care about me, it's a hindrance for you to put on that dead face!"
"Okay!-you two!"
Saori quickly separated the two, and then embraced the two again.
"First of all, Xiaotongtong should stop using that way of talking to irritate the black cat, okay? Although it is not that he does not understand Xiaotongtong’s mood, he also knows that Xiaotongtong is thinking about the black cat, but the black If the cat doesn't want to say it now, don't force her, okay?"
"..."
Seeing that Tong Na was silent, Saori hugged her tightly again.
"Alright...Ah~"
"Puff!-Are you going to suffocate me? Big breasted girl!"
After Tong Nai broke free of the yarn by attacking his waist, his face flushed annoyed:
"Ah-I see! I just saw this dead cat getting angry..."
After talking, Tong Nao glanced at the five-geng Liuli who wanted to break free from the embrace of the female Saori, but was a little strenuous because of her size, and then took a sip of tea and stopped speaking.
And Saori didn't find Wugeng Liuli who was blushing and struggling to survive until now, and quickly let go of her.
But instead of letting go, he grabbed Wu Geng Liuli's shoulder and said harshly:
"Black Cat, so are you!
I'm very angry too! "
"……Sorry."
"Really, really, very — often — angry!"
"...So, sorry."
Wugeng Liuli is still a bit stubborn, but it is still somewhat softened by yarn weaving.
"Everyone said yes? Hei Mao's promised it too, right? Don't keep a secret when you are troubled!"
"Yes……"
"Then let's be honest! Why is it bothering you?"
"I……"