Vol 3 Chapter 546: I always feel something is wrong, but it still hasn't stood still...

"I don't want to go back?"
how is this possible? Obviously, haven't I been working hard (and not) with this goal for the past 20 years?
How could it be possible that this moment has come but you don't want to go back?
Although theoretically speaking, true white has never been wrong, this should be a truth beyond magic, but this time Xingqi had to raise a little objection...
Objections that are not objections...
"I don't want to go back? Isn't that of course?"
Actually, it's really not an objection...
Xingke smiled and affirmed the words of true white:
"It's really white, I should have told you? How did I die?"
Sitting on the sofa, Zhenbai calmly and seriously looked at Xingqi with an unknown smile, amused the child in the cradle, and replied:
"Well, remember, I sacrificed myself in order to defeat a powerful enemy."
"Don't you think my death law is very illegal?"
"...I don't know, I haven't died."
"Ah... I didn't mean this, I meant to say... Actually, my death is no different from suicide, isn't it?"
"Yes."
"Speaking nicely is [self-sacrifice], but to put it plainly [self-sacrifice] is also a kind of [suicide].
Just like the good old people who know that they have little remaining life and want to die in the end to be worthwhile to see righteousness.
I, Xingqi, died of suicide. "
The winter wind blew for a while, and it was clear that the sun was only slightly westward, but there was also a hint of chill.
"Well, Xingke, my real name is somewhat similar to the pen name Xingzhi."
"Remember, but I still call you someone, the melody here is better."
Zhen Bai looked a little happy, don't know why.
"Of course you can, as long as you like it."
"Then back to the topic just now... Actually, I kept one thing from you in my story I told you.
That is, in fact, the original [Gut Biological Consciousness Collection] was not that powerful, or... it was not my opponent at all, I could destroy it to the point of being completely wiped out at any time.
But the method is a bit too simple and rude..."
Faintly, Zhen Bai seemed to feel the truth.
"Destroy all living organisms in that world that are parasitic with gastroenteric virus, and even destroy the tattered planet...all the problems are solved.
Simple and rude. "
Whether it is the [Cursed Son] or those humans, as long as they are all dead, the problem will be solved... Collective consciousness? Where is the collection without individuals?
Even if all the existing primitive gut creatures are eliminated, the enemy will not disappear as long as there are parasites.
Especially the cursed son, the lowest erosion rate is more than 20%, that is to say one-fifth of the gastroenterology.
Magic can only suppress the erosion rate. The final result of the study is that there is no cure other than replacing the body.
In other words...
"The enemy who fights has always been [owner]. The reason why the enemy maintains a certain combat effectiveness is because we deliberately leave combat effectiveness for the enemy.
And the only ones who knew the truth of the matter were me and Koyuki at the time, and Koyuki was sealed by me. "
Like a cat that succeeded in stealing fishy, ​​Xing Ke said with a smile:
"No way, I’m very troublesome. I don’t have feelings and motivation to do something. If I don’t help others, if I don’t work hard for the anger of others, if only I go to that world to solve the problem. If I found the root of the world’s problem, I might have started a global extinction event.
Everyone died amicably together, there is neither a painful future nor a struggle between good and evil... Isn't it bad? "
"Not good. That's like blacking out a failed painting. I don't think it is good."
Rarely, Zhenbai offered his own opinions.
"Yes, it’s true that what you said is very reasonable. There is indeed something wrong, so I followed Yi Liya's temperament and established a refuge[Avalon School District], established a school, collected those poor My child, revenge against evil adults... Although I personally involved a lot of private goods in my plan for fun, I still do all the good people and good things. Even Ilia, who is growing up, is a little obsessed with me What a meaning! Hahaha..."
Originally, I just wanted to be together, but then gradually became emotional...a little dangerous.
"Originally, it’s not bad to go on like that. I originally made appointments with many people to realize their wishes, so in fact, it’s not bad to go on like that—
Like the original plan agreed by Xiaoxuno in advance, I used my excess magic power to suppress the [Protogut biological collective consciousness] and took a longer time to solve the problem, and then returned to the Ark of the Macro Realm, crossing one by one. The world, one by one, help your companions to solve problems, and then slowly develop and grow your team during this period, defeating and crushing one after another weak chickens who claim to be enemies, and shooing one after another beautiful girls to build a big harem. Become a great being that spreads a diverse world, become an immortal legend... Isn't that bad? "
Xing Ke muttered to himself as if he was asking himself, and as if asking Zhen Bai.
"I am detached from the world, and there is no [self in the parallel world], so since I gave up another choice, then there really is no other world line? So now I am not sure I am What did I miss?
but……
The only thing I am sure of is that I did follow my heart and gave up the plan to fight a war of attrition, and directly dragged the enemy to death. "
"Giving up my life, giving up the agreement with others, giving up my responsibilities as the founder of the organization, giving up everything, willing to sacrifice myself, and choosing death."
"Then, when I came to this world, I had to set a goal of [go home] for myself, and work hard for it, slowly until now..."
"But, I have to think again now, what exactly should a person like me do now when I go back?"
"I don't want to go back? Isn't that of course! ~ Now that I still have the face to go back, it's all because my face is thick enough and shameless enough, how could I still want to go back in my heart?"
Xing Ke's face was extremely calm, but Zhen Bai and the child in the cradle felt keenly...
What's wrong...
"Think about it now~EbookFREE.me~ At that time, my death was really worthless? Just as the more the quantity, the lower the value. My life is worthless..."
"no."
"What's not?"
"No, someone's life is not worthless."
"Um...really white. I'm glad you can be so sure of me. Well, I understand. I won't say this again..."
"You do not understand!"
"Ugh?"
"Someone doesn't understand at all!
When someone denies the value of your life, you deny the value of all the people you meet in your life! "
"that……"
"go back."
"what……"
"Go back! Go back and see!"
Zhen Bai stepped forward and pushed the star carving towards the direction of the Rainbow Gate...
"Go back! Someone should go back, maybe they will understand!"
Standing in front of the door, seeing that he really used his eyes and expressions to urge himself to be white, Xingke smiled somewhat self-deprecatingly:
"Heh... Having said so much, I was just looking for someone to push myself, I'm so cunning..."
As he said, his expression gradually softened, and he stepped forward and pulled up the stroller and the really white hand:
"Then come together! Really white, I will introduce you to people outside Altaïr..."
[Rainbow Bridge? Time Boundary? Link begins (BifrostReversal)]! ~
The time-space gate that had been prepared for a long time, finally showed a colorful rainbow at this moment, shining in the sky...
…………
Above the sky, Altaïr stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and took out the badge--
"Well, he went back..."
"Now, is it too late?"