Chapter 190: Theus Phantom Pain

The operation went quite smoothly, and when the white pillow woke up, there was a strong sense of dizziness caused by anesthesia. She is no stranger to this, and when she woke up, this feeling accompanied her for almost two months.
Someone held her hand, and what appeared in the blurred vision was her increasingly familiar figure—although now it seems to have two.
Your Highness ...
She wanted to make a sound, but she didn't listen.
The left arm of the white pillow is still immersed in recovery fluid, and it takes at least 24 hours to be liberated. More than Hua Mu, Hua Baihuang and Hua Mo also sat at the end of the bed with her.
Hua Mu told her not to talk and leaned down to kiss her forehead.
"It's over. If you're tired, go to sleep."
The white pillow felt Hua Mu's soft lips, and only felt a warm current from the forehead into the brain, and the dizziness was reduced a lot. This made her involuntarily think of the experience and feelings of last night, and her consciousness instantly became sober.
"temple……"
"Auntie!" Hua Baihuang saw her mother kissed her, and immediately came to join in the fun, "I want to kiss, I want to kiss."
She is like a bull, Hua Mu is afraid that she will not know the importance, and resists her head to prevent her from coming.
"Don't overwhelm your aunt."
Hua Baihuang wasn't ignorant, but she was excited and couldn't control her movements. When she heard this from her mother, she immediately took her hands lightly and carefully, and carefully put it on the white pillow next to her.
"Auntie, are you still in pain?"
White Pillow never knew that the difference in feelings of having a family member in the hospital would be so great. If she hadn't experienced it, she probably wouldn't feel much, but she realized the feeling of loneliness after experiencing this happiness.
"I'm fine."
Hua Baihuang showed a reassuring expression, "It's great, aunt, you haven't woke up, my mother is crying."
"Bai Huang!" Hua Mu didn't expect that the little traitor's mouth was so unreliable, he didn't hesitate to sell his mother.
Hua Baihuang was startled, slipped back to the end of the bed, and buried his face on Hua Mo's small body. Momo felt, and An quietly hugged her head.
Hua Mu was amused by her daughter, seeing the white pillow looking at herself faintly, and she rarely showed a bit of shyness. Since knowing that White Pillow really came back, she has been acting boldly. Last night it was even more ... everything was done, but the thing that would be shy in the end was still shy.
"It's not as serious as crying, just worried ..."
Well, she couldn't help but steal a few tears-looking at the white pillow unconscious, she inevitably remembered the scene when the other party was frozen.
White Pillow clenched Hua Mu with a hand that regained some strength, with deep guilt in his eyes. She felt sorry for things that had almost died, things that she couldn't remember in the past, and things she couldn't calmly face Huamu now.
Although what happened last night brought the two closer to their relationship, it also caused some other problems. Because she didn't remember, she didn't feel deeply before, but after intimate contact with Huamu, she suddenly developed a strong sense of loss.
Moreover, she believes that this sense of loss is not only felt by herself—His Royal Highness must be more intense.
They were originally combined sentinels and guides, and the connection between the spirit and body allowed them to have the most intimate and indivisible connection. However, both mental bodies disappeared due to the incident.
Although they still determined each other's intentions, the strong sense of emptiness that had been lost to the body attacked the two violently last night. That is not just tears of happiness and joy, but also tears of nostalgia and pain. Under love and joy, it is the fact that lovers lick each other's wounds.
At the thought of this, Bai Zhen felt more sorry for Hua Mu.
"What are you thinking?"
Hua Mu saw her frown slightly, and while gently touching her long hair, she asked, "What are you thinking, so serious?"
The white pillow smiled faintly and shook his head gently.
"Anyway, you are not allowed to think about it. You should keep your body up in the past few days. Other things will be considered later."
"Ok."
While Her Royal Highness was busy taking care of her lover, some rumors gradually began to spread in the empire. First, a paparazzi filmed the scene where His Royal Highness took his daughter and sister to watch a movie with a tall and beautiful woman, and then I do n’t know from which forum it was rumored that Wang Wang stayed in the tower for a week and has been personally taking care of someone in the hospital. The matter of female guards.
It's a lover!
The people quickly smelled the gossip, and various guesses and inferences quickly spread on the Internet.
Based on the sorrowful experience of this Highness and the style of cleanliness and self-improvement, there are few people who gossip in recent years. However, it does not mean that there is no, not just guessing the identity of her dead partner. In recent years, more and more people have begun to pay attention to when his Highness will reopen his emotional life.
It is a pity that there are not many candidates, and it seems that the female sentinel who succeeded the Queen's is somewhat suitable.
However, as soon as the appearance of the two little royal highnesses became public during the New Year, many
experts
who specialize in royal gossip began to trace their roots.
Black hair black pupils-or brown eyes similar to black pupils are not uncommon in the empire. Several large families in the empire are yellow races with black hair and black pupils. But after a series of exclusions, Her Royal Highness's partner was locked in the female sentinel of the Black Hittites who once became popular in the empire but disappeared.
At the beginning, there were not many video materials, and the charm of this guard was so high that it set off a wave of female sentries in the empire under the pitiful intelligence.
This inference is very reasonable and well-founded. Once the forum and various social media spread, it immediately became popular on the Internet. After the photos taken by the paparazzi were made public, this reasoning seemed more reliable and convincing.
The new woman appeared almost exactly like the sentry? And is it a resurgence of old love or a substitute lover ... aren't they all delicious?
The people are boiling-on the Internet!
Hua Mu stayed with the white pillow in the hospital for a week. Although she left, she took care of the white pillow most of the time. Especially when rehabilitating, she will be there every time.
The recovery of the white pillow was not smooth. It's not that there is a functional disorder, but the pain problem is very serious.
Even with current technology, the slight pain just after surgery is inevitable. In addition, the white pillow is still a guard with five senses, so at first everyone thought this was normal.
But the problem soon became more and more serious. Neither painkillers nor anesthetics had any effect. Shen Shihe immediately determined that this was not a physical cause.
After the anesthesia, White Pillow realized that the moment the arm came back, the pain that once lost her arm was activated again in her brain.
This is phantom pain that is very similar to the phantom pain of the former limb. Because the originally amputated limb has been connected again, it is also called Theseus phantom pain.
This situation rarely occurs among ordinary people, but the probability of the sentinel will greatly increase. However, this symptom is not permanent, and the symptom will slowly ease after the nursing of cerebral cortical function reorganization.
Shen Shihe has rich experience and quickly adjusted the rehabilitation plan, not only to cooperate with physical therapy, but also applied to the tower to help guide mental treatment.
Although the guard's demand for the guide element is far lower than that of the sentinel, it is also inseparable from it. It's just that guides are always short of resources, and most of the time they find it difficult to accept the comfort of public guides.
The fact that White Pillow needed to apply for a public guide treatment was very frustrating to Hua Mu, and it reminded her again of the pain of losing Luna.
As the body of the sentinel and guide, the spirit body, although not following the host from birth, mostly accompanies the host to the end of life. Sentinel and guides who have suffered major trauma and only lost their spirits are usually considered to be saved by the spirits. Loss of memory is another self-protection mechanism.
But Hua Mu did not forget, whether she lost the pain of the white pillow, the loss of Hati's pain or the loss of Luna's pain, she did not forget.
What came from the return of the white pillow was the recovery of the heart. The numb heart suddenly came alive, and the pain that once lost an important half of the body began to become more intense.
She knew not only that she felt it, but also the white pillow.
This is one of the reasons why the two had an intimate relationship, but during this time they kept silent. That kind of joy, that kind of pain made the two couldn't bear to mention it.
"It's time, well, today's rehabilitation will end here." Today is the day when White Pillow was discharged from the hospital. During the last rehabilitation during the hospital, Shen Shihe worked tirelessly to accompany her personally.
Because of the accident of Theseus phantom pain, the rehabilitation period of White Pillow has also been slightly extended, and he must report to the rehabilitation area every day after he is discharged from the hospital.
The white pillow looks fine except for some fatigue. The initial rehabilitation training of the bionic prosthesis is mostly in terms of fineness, so physical exertion is relatively low.
"Auntie, have you played well? I want to play too, I want to play too!"
Today's rehabilitation project is a hand-touch audio game, in a sense it is actually playing games. Hua Baihuang was already eager to try, and as soon as he watched the white pillow stop, he couldn't wait to rub it up.
She has been very active since birth, and it's rare to be able to accompany the white pillow so honestly these days.
White pillow endured the pain in his arm and wanted to hold Hua Baihuang to the seat, but Hua Mu almost took her daughter and put it on the chair.
"Only play for a while, play with Momo."
Huamo also has a lot of training on keeping the body healthy, so he is no stranger to rehabilitation props.
"Good ~"
Huamu settled the two children and took out the handkerchief to wipe the thin sweat on the white pillow.
"Does it hurt again?"
In fact, the pain has not stopped, and can only be alleviated by the guide element and the neutralizer. From this point, we can actually know that it is the ability of the sentry that causes the pain.
"Not bad."
Shen Shihe doesn't think this is a simple bad thing. The Hughes' Phantom Pain is often a sign of the ability to return to the sentinel who lost his spirit.
"You take a break to go to Censang, she will be free in half an hour."
But it is too early to say that, after all, the necessary connection between the two has not yet been studied. She is afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.
The author has something to say: Luna and Hati are still far away from the reunion. Of course, the broken is to call them back!