Chapter 51: Cultivate a manual

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The boy’s words, one word and one word, fell into the ears of Deng Jingwen, as if it were a sharp needle that pierced his heart.
This is what he said personally. If he knows that he will love his boy one day, he will not treat him like that cruelly. Deng Jingwen closed his eyes and covered his deep painful look. All this was due to his sin... but the consequences should not be borne by the boy.
He reached out and touched the boy's head gently. His voice was low: "Do you have any value left? I have the final say, I think you can stay, so don't think about it, okay?"
Xie He decided to look at him and shook his head slowly: "But, sir, I don't want to stay."
This point, even if the boy does not say, Deng Jingwen also understands in his heart, but he can not let him go, leave his side, who else to protect his boy? The boy will be bullied, hard and alive, and even... may die in the corner of no one when he does not know, and these are absolutely unbearable to him.
What is even more unbearable is that one day I will not see the boy.
Deng Jingwen was silent for a few seconds and he said, "I don't allow it."
Xie He glanced at him again, hung his eyes and stopped talking. In the face of Deng Jingwen, he has never had room for rebellion. If so, why do you still have to resist in vain. Anyway, this person... I don’t care about his thoughts at all.
Deng Jingwen carefully picked up the boy and put it on the bed, and quickly called the doctor to re-bandage the wound for him.
From the beginning to the end, thank you very quietly, neither crying nor noisy, even the doctor was a little surprised, he quickly handled the wound, and smashed it again, don’t get rid of it, and then don’t get into the water, then left. .
The soup that Deng Jingwen had come in before was already cold. He went out and changed a bowl. He picked it up with a spoon and put it on his mouth and cooled it before handing it to the boy's mouth. "Let's eat a little."
Xie He didn't move, sitting there like a lifeless puppet.
Deng Jingwen’s heart was so painful, but he was still patient and shouted:
I know it hurts, but you still have to eat something.

Xie He still didn't move, even his eyes didn't lift.
Deng Jingwen’s eyes were dark, and he was deeply depressed in pain and helplessness. His lips were in a straight line. For a long time, he sank his voice:
Be obedient, otherwise I will punish you.

Hearing the word 'punishment', Xie He’s expression finally changed a little. He squatted. He slowly opened his mouth, covered the spoon, and swallowed it.
Deng Jingwen finally fed a bowl of soup.
Deng Jingwen returned to the kitchen, put the bowl down, stood on the edge of the pool, and did not move for a long time.
He did not want to admit that he was so sad that he wanted to escape.
Such a boy... that looks like a wooden one, no more than a half of the past...
Once he was a little gentle and smiled, he could smile at him with joy, and the child who was happily spinning around him disappeared completely. He no longer needs his gentleness, no longer his rare goodwill, not even I want him again.
After I lost it, I realized that it was really valuable to abandon things like squatting.
However, at that time, because it was too easy to get, so I didn’t know how to cherish it, so I could easily trample on it... He thought that he would not care at all, but it was not like this. He needed it... the person who always needs the other person, In fact, it should be that he is right.
[叮, the target Deng Jingwen good feelings 2, the current good feelings 94]
Xie He just drank the soup, while doing faceless expression, no love, while browsing the system store, by the way and 444 chat.
[Xie He: How is the painkiller effect in the system store? 】
[444: Not bad! 】
[Xie He: Not expensive, give me ten boxes. 】
[444: Ok! 】
[Xie He: Is there any new low-calorie food that has not been fattened recently? Recommend me a baby:)
[444: Hao Le \\(≧▽≦)/]
[Thank Ho: Wait... I give you a booster! Spit clean and eat again. 】
When Deng Jingwen came back, he saw that the boy was unable to kneel by the bed. All the things that were just easy to eat were spit out. He hurried over to lift the boy up, wiped his mouth for himself, and handed the water to his lips. "Hay the mouth."
The boy didn't resist him this time. He took a sip of water because of the vomiting. The face finally couldn't help but reveal a painful look. The hand clung to the edge of the bed.
Deng Jingwen was very distressed. His boy, who was spoiled from childhood, how can he suffer such damage...
He gently held the boy in his arms, Zhao Hong... Deng Jingwen's eyes showed a chilly look, and anyone who hurts the boy would not let him go.
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From that day on, Deng Jingwen was almost inseparable to take care of Xie He, Xie He was very cooperative and did not resist, he deeply understood what is called 'when obedient, never obey, should not obey when obedient,' With his 'docile obedience' slow down to Deng Jingwen heart pokes the knife.
For example, Deng Jingwen feeds him what he wants to eat, but spit it out after eating, and he lost a toss.
For example, Deng Jingwen wanted to hold him to sleep. He never resisted, but he always woke up in the middle of the night and screamed Deng Wenwen, and then kept him to the early morning.
For example, never call Dad, just call Mr., and show the fear of being extremely afraid of seeing people.
The knife is very accurate.
After a period of time, the wound on Xie He’s face was finally able to be dismantled. The painful accumulation of the painful accumulation made Deng Jingwen’s eyes full of gloom, and Deng Jingwen would be very nervous as long as he had a little bit of wind and grass.
But Xie He is still not satisfied.
[Thank Ho: Dad is not a strong person, so the good feelings are not rising, let me once again have the challenge of fun :)
[444: ...] Why did he suddenly feel a little sympathy for Deng Jingwen? This must be an illusion.
[Thank you: I can see that my father is too gentle and too considerate. 】
[444:o(n_n)o~] It’s really ‘gentle’...
[Xie He: But at present it seems that Dad does not eat this set, and the rude person like Dad definitely prefers rude means. Smile jpg]
[Thank you: I want to take medicine:)
444: ... I keep silent.
Although the wound on Xie He’s face healed, it was not so horrible at first, but the long reddish knives were still very conspicuous on the innocent face, as if the most beautiful paintings were separated. Both regret and helpless.
Deng Jingwen has been contacting the top-level cosmetic doctors since a long time ago. He has a team and waited for the boy to perform surgery.
On this day, he looked at the boy and barely ate something, and he was very distressed.
Deng Jingwen hugged the boy and said softly: "I have invited you the best plastic surgeon, and I will be able to cure you. You will be fine..."
This sentence made Xie He finally have a reaction. He lowered his head and asked, "Really?"
This is the first time that a boy has spoken to him for the first time. Deng Jingwen’s eyes are filled with joy and said: "Yes, you can recover, believe me."
Xie He hasn't responded for a long time, half a sigh, his body trembled a little. He finally looked up and looked at Deng Jingwen with an indifferent gaze. He said, "Sir, can I die?"
Deng Jingwen looked at this kind of gaze, and his heart sank. There was no half-point of joy in those eyes, and some were just endless indifference... This reaction completely exceeded his expectations, which caused him to be extremely uneasy. He asked, "Why?"
Xie He stared at him coldly, and his feelings of hatred and hatred gradually emerged in his eyes, but his tone was still calm, saying: "I feel so good, so I don't want to cure."
Deng Jingwen was silent for a moment and advised: "Don't make trouble... I just hope that you can get better... Listen to me?"
However, this obedient seems to stimulate the thank you, he finally can not maintain the false calm, suddenly pushed Deng Jingwen, trembled, loudly said: "I said I am dead! I will not cure me!" shouting shouting tears Down, the red knife on the beautiful face was twisted, and the expression was horrible and terrible. He looked at Deng Jingwen with red eyes, and said the word, "Is this the value I left behind? I am cured, Then you can please you again."
"Sir, is this face really so beautiful? I don't want to let me go until now."
Xie He reached out and touched the uneven scar on his face. How good it was, I thought I would never have to please the man again, but he had to cure him. He stared at Deng Jingwen with hatred, opened his mouth and made a crying cry: "I only regret that why did Zhao Ling not make a few more strokes, then it would not be cured."
"That... you won't like me anymore."
"If you can not like me, how good."
Deng Jingwen looked at the boy... The pain made his heart almost numb.
So is this the true idea of ​​a boy? Has he always thought this way... I thought that I would stay with him, take care of him with all my heart, and think of setting the rule of law to him. It is just to continue to use him to possess him. Under the meek appearance, there is hidden grief and helpless submission. , there is nowhere to escape the despair.
The boy who had longed for his love, one day said to him: If you can not like me, how good.
For a boy, his own favorite is not only what he wants, but also a burden and torture.
He has never had a moment, hating himself like he is now.
I hate the one who was once ruthless.
There are many people who say that he will be retribution. He didn't believe it before... Now he finally believes.
Obviously, she was so painful that she could not breathe, but Deng Jingwen still did not leave. He swallowed all the pain and mixed blood, and did not reveal any points. The person who showed up in front of the boy was always moderately inclusive and disguised. He could not scare him any more. It is.
Deng Jingwen reached out and hugged the boy and said, "You don't have to please me. I just want to cure you. There is no other meaning." I just hope that you can smile happily, continue to stand in the sun, and be happy. ...is me, want to please you.
It is a pity that his comfort has no effect at all. The reason why one person can win another person is to rely on the other person's willingness.
Once lost expectations and trust, all the warm words are nothing but deceitful lies.
Xie He struggled desperately, he was emotional: "Don't touch me, don't touch me! Don't touch me!" He was crying, crying hysteria, crying with helplessness and despair, it seems to have finally collapsed. "You Don't touch me... why do you like me... why do you like me... I don't look good, it's really bad... oh..."
Xie He struggled too fiercely. Deng Jingwen feared that he would hurt himself. He could only helplessly let go of his hand. His voice was hard: "I don't touch you, don't be excited, I won't force you any more."
Xie Hezhen shrank his body, his eyes were red, staring at him with fear and vigilance, shivering.
Deng Jingwen hanged his hand on his side and said, "Don't be afraid, I will go out."
Deng Jingwen walked out of the door and leaned back against the wall. He looked up and felt that his eyes seemed wet, but he did not cry. In fact, he is also very upset, but he can't cry, can't cry out loud, can't collapse, can't be weak... About this is God's punishment for him, so he must calmly go on and go redemptive for the mistakes he has made.
I don't know how long it has been.
Suddenly there was a broken voice in the room.
Deng Jingwen quickly pushed the door back to the room and saw that the bowl on the table was broken. The boy grabbed a piece of debris and slammed it on his wrist! Blood poured out! The blood of that place made Deng Jingwen want to split, as if the scene of finding the boy on that day was reproduced again, only a little bit, he would have to lose him forever!
He rushed over and grabbed the debris from the boy! Holding his hand tightly, the pieces broke through his palms and didn't care. Seeing the boy continued to grab other pieces on the ground, he clung to the boy's waist and forced him out.
Xie He struggled desperately, but this time he didn't break free. He cried and said, "Sir, don't worry about my waste. My face won't be good, so I don't have any use for it. Really. ......"
Deng Jingwen’s lips trembled a little,
Don’t say this...

Xie He’s body was stiff. The next moment, the tears were still dry but the face was smiling.
Sorry... sir, I am wrong, don’t punish me, I don’t say...

Deng Jingwen lowered his head and looked at the boy in his arms. The boy cried for a while, smiled for a while, struggled for a while, and then hugged him and bowed his head for mercy.
He finally had to admit that his existence would only bring endless pain to the boy, and that pain would drive him crazy and die.
And how can he be willing to continue the pain of the boy, the one who suffers... It’s him.
How can he continue to own a boy because of selfishness, because he is unwilling to let go... He will once again push his boy into a desperate situation, how can he make the same mistake again... Deng Jingwen closed his eyes in pain.
Blood dripped down his fingers and landed on the ground, but he didn't realize it. He moved his lips and his voice was depressed and sad.
"I don't like you, I let you go."
[叮, goal Deng Jingwen good feelings 2, current good feelings 96]