Chapter 53: Cultivate a manual

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Deng Jingwen Huo stood up, his back touched the cup on the table, splashed water on his hand, wet the gauze wrapped around the palm of his hand, but he didn't feel it, his eyes fixed on the screen of the computer in front of him. Look at the boy on the screen, and the little broken model...
He remembered, his memory has always been good, just because he didn't care too much, so he didn't recognize it for the first time.
It was a few years ago. On that day, he just came back to talk about a business. When he came home, he saw the boy sitting on the carpet in the living room, squinting at the fragments of the model on the ground. It was just a very simple model. But the boy didn't fight well. At that time, he felt that the child was not as clumsy as himself. But he was very good because he was in a good mood. He went over and helped the boy fight.
The boy was very happy at the time, holding the model like what baby got, pointing to the little man above, this is Dad, this is me... Dad is the best, my favorite dad...
And he just left without paying attention to it.
He never thought about a little thing that didn't matter in his eyes. The boy remembered it in his heart for so many years.
Deng Jingwen raised his head slightly and reached out and held his eyes.
Look at what he did... look at what cruel things he did.
Because he is selfish and indifferent, he only sees himself from the beginning to the end, so he misses the person who loves him most in this world. Even if this love is based on the love of his loved ones, it is so extravagant to him.
He finally understood why he lost, because he is not worthy of having such feelings.
[叮, goal Deng Jingwen good feeling 2, current good feeling 98]
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Xie He started his life in a coffee shop because the location of the coffee shop is relatively quiet. There are not many guests on weekdays. Most of them are white-collar workers who work nearby, and occasionally there are some students. It is really very easy. Moreover, Yu Yu is very tolerant to him, and is about sympathy. It is estimated that there is no greeting from Liu Yan, and she will be so thankful.
Xie He’s daily responsibility is to help the coffee to the guests, and sit idle in the window.
This position is carefully selected by him.
Because on the second day after he started working, Deng Jingwen took a long-term package from the window of the western restaurant on the second floor of the opposite building. Deng Jingwen sat there for a long time and looked at him silently. Xie He is a very considerate person, actively chooses a point that is most suitable for being peeped, showing his desperation and sadness anytime and anywhere, and giving his father a comfort.
[Xie He: It’s pitiful, bitter! The 18-year-old boy dropped out of school to work. Is it a family tragedy or a moral loss? 】
[444: ...] I don't know what to say when I am silent! _(:3ゝ∠)_
[Xie He: Baby, how much is Dad? 】
[444:98 \\\\(≧▽≦)/]
[Xie He: It seems that there is still a fire, smile jpg]
[444: What are you going to do? 】
[Thank Ho: Oh, I am going to let the dull father learn about good examples and understand how to be the right way to love someone:)
444: Why does he have a bad feeling? ......
Xie Heyi began to be very cramped in the store, and often made mistakes. After a while, it gradually became much better, and his hands and feet were also neat. The staff in the store are also very kind to him. Like the pet brother, Xie He said that he was very moved by these kindness. Although he was still silent, he occasionally volunteered to help others.
At noon on this day, thank you for going out to help everyone buy lunch. The ghost made a circle around the road and looked at the gate of the school across the road.
In the past, he didn't take the school seriously. He spent two days fishing for two days, indulging in the car, picking up girls, eating and drinking... Now that he lost, he began to miss the once carefree campus life, which was the only one in his life. A piece of pure land. He looked at it for a while... At this time, Ning Yu and a few boys came out of the school gate.
Xie He’s look in panic, turned and left.
However, Ning Yu has already discovered him.
Since Ning Yu was sent home by Deng Jingwen, he was shut up by Ning Fu.
When Deng Zhuo was taken away, the desperate eyes were constantly replayed in Ning's mind, which made his heart suffer. But he could not even leave his home... In order to reduce his father’s suspicion, Ning Yu said no. I liked Deng Zhuo again, and promised that I would never take charge of Deng Zhuo before I was finally released by my father. After he came out, he did not dare to inquire about it. He could only keep secretly paying attention to Deng Zhuo’s news.
It was said that Deng Zhuu was kidnapped by Zhao Hong and his son not long ago. Deng Jingwen almost overturned the entire city before he saved him back.
And there is another rumor that has gradually spread, saying that Deng Zhuo is not the biological son of Deng Jingwen.
Every message makes Ning Yu’s mood even heavier. Is the boy kidnapped or injured? Has he been through this time? Is there any pain and sadness?
Judging from Deng Jingwen's emphasis on Deng Zhuo, the man who has always been known for his indifference and indifference seems to be really tempted by the boy, and the boy has always admired Deng Jingwen... Once they are no longer father-son relationship, will the boy be logical? Accepting the love of Deng Jingwen?
Then he is afraid that there will be no chance at all.
Whether it is from strength or the importance of the boy's heart, he can't compare with Deng Jingwen.
Ning Yu’s mood is getting lower and lower, and hope is gradually changing...
Today he was absent-minded and pulled out by his companions. Just walked to the school gate and saw the boy standing alone across the street.
Although the boy showed a pair of eyes with a mask, he recognized it at a glance! There was a pleasant look in his eyes, but before he could make a sound, the boy turned and ran as if he was afraid of being recognized.
Ning Yu did not have the mind to think more, lost his companion and chased the past, finally chasing the boy at the corner of the street!
"Xiao Zhuo!" Ning Yu grabbed the boy's wrist, and his eyes were filled with complex emotions such as sadness and doubts. He was both saddened by the boy's escape from him and doubted about the boy's performance, and why the boy wore the waiter. clothes?
Xie He looked scared. He hurriedly bowed his head and pressed his throat and said, "You have mistaken people!"
Ning Yu’s grief was almost laughed at by this sentence. Does his boy feel that he has no eyesight? ! He reached out and opened the boy's mask, and smiled helplessly: "You are like this-"
However, one of his words did not speak, and the rest of the card was in the throat, and he couldn’t say it.
The boy's flawless right face, a long reddish knife squatted on it, as the most perfect sculpture was born of life, ruthlessly cruelly shattered the beauty.
Because the face suddenly exposed, the boy's eyes showed a look of panic and inferiority, he quickly reached out and covered his face, opened his neck and ran down.
Ning Yu looked at the mask in his hand and took a moment to look back from the shock. Seeing that the boy was about to run out of his sight, he hurriedly chased the past and grabbed the boy's waist. He whispered: "I'm sorry.

He quickly brought the mask back to the boy and said, "Don't worry, nobody sees it."
About this sentence played a role in appeasement, and the boy’s trembling gradually calmed down.
Ning Yu’s heart hurts. What happened? Doesn't it all mean that Deng Jingwen cares about him very much and protects him well? Why is this happening?
He has countless words to say, but looking at the boy's timid and scared eyes, he can't ask a word, just saying: "Where are you going? I will send you."
Xie Hezhen looked at him, his eyes were deep inferiority, and he lowered his eyes slightly. "I, I want to go back to the store. Go, I don't need you to send me."
Ning Yu had already noticed the clothes on the boy, and saw the logo of the coffee shop on the clothes, and said: "Just by the way, I am going to buy a cup of coffee."
Xie He’s expression in his eyes did not seem to know how to refuse.
Ning Yu’s voice was a little sad. He looked at the boy with a gentle gaze:
You just don’t want to see me?
He finally couldn’t help but say this, he has already missed the point of madness, how I can walk away as a blind eye.
Xie He looked at him and silenced for a few seconds before he said with some uneasy voice, "No... I am just..."
Ning Yu said: "That's not enough, let's go."
Xie He said: "But I still have something..."
Ning Yu said: "What is it?"
Half an hour later, Ning Hao helped Xie He to return to the store with lunch. This store is not far from the school. I think the boy has always been so close to him, but he has no way of knowing. Can't help but sigh.
Ning Hao did not want to make the boy embarrassed, ordered a cup of coffee to sit down, silently watching the boy busy in the store, low-browed and pleasing to the guests, only to feel the eyes slightly sour. The beautiful boy who once arrogant, spoiled and spoiled the fireworks... Now he loses his appearance, loses his identity, loses his self-confidence, and feels inferior and cautious in order to survive his head...
Ning Yu’s hand was tightly picked up, and his eyes were filled with grief and indignation.
He almost believed in those ridiculous rumors! Deng Jingwen that animal! He actually pushed the boy to this point. If it was him... he would not let the boy suffer such damage, and he would not let the boy’s smile disappear.
Xie He was busy, and found that Ning Wei was still sitting there, hesitated, and finally went to the scalp and whispered: "Schoolmaster."
Ning Hao suppressed the painful emotions in his heart, and showed him a smile, his voice was mild and low, giving a reliable sense of security. "Xiao Zhuo, I said, you have trouble finding me."
Xie He looked at him, his eyes could not help but red, he said: "I don't want to trouble you, and I am so good now, you see I will be self-sufficient."
Ning Yu’s heart was dull and painful. He said,
Are you worried that Deng Jingwen will deal with me? I...you don’t need to do this for me, I want to protect you.

Xie He was silent for a moment and suddenly said: "Schoolmaster, do you still like me?"
Ning Yu nodded without hesitation.
Xie He decided to look at him, he slowly reached out, like on the execution ground, a little bit of a mask, revealing the scar on his face, he said in a word: "Schoolmaster, do you see it now? Do you still like me?"
His voice is very calm, as if there is nothing in this world that can hurt him again, because he has suffered the most desperate grief.
Ning Yu stared at the boy, involuntarily reaching out and gently stroking the boy's face. The face is no longer smooth, and it feels bumpy... Yes, at first he might be attracted to this face, but is this really all he loves? No... As he said, he loves this person. From the day he realizes that he is in love with the boy, his appearance is no longer all.
Otherwise, why do you look at this face at the moment, his heart only pity, no disgust?
Ning Yu said: "I have always liked you, never changed."
The boy’s tears suddenly flowed down. Since he left the Deng family, this is his first cry. Because crying can’t solve any problems, he can’t give him any relief, it will only make him more desperate...so he can’t continue to cry. Going on, he must learn to be strong.
But at this moment, in the face of the warm voice of Ning Yu, he couldn't help it anymore... It turned out that there is still such a person in the world, and it is not only his face that loves.
Ning Yu looked at the boy's tears, suddenly became confused, and hurriedly took out a paper towel to help him wipe: "I'm sorry, sorry."
Xie He grabbed his hand and whispered, "Why are you saying sorry, you have not hurt me."
Ning stunned for a moment, he did not think so much, saw that he cried the boy, and apologized without thinking.
Xie He looked at him, although his eyes still contained tears, but his eyes were mild smiles. He said: "Schoolmaster, thank you very much. But I am not worthy of you."
Thank you so much for loving me like this...
Unfortunately, he is no longer as arrogant as he used to be. Now, what qualifications does he have with Ningjia? He has already added so much trouble to Ning Yu, how can he let him turn his back against himself and his family?
This sentence makes Ning Yu heartache almost numb, when, his boy, will also say such humble words.
He reached out and wanted to hug the boy, but the boy turned and left, his hand staying in midair, holding the air in vain.
Ning Yu looked at the back of the boy's departure, and was distressed... but he did not dare to force the reluctance, and could only hold back the impulse in his heart.
Anyway, I know where the boy is, and he has the patience to slowly influence him.
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Since that day, Ning Hao has come to this coffee shop every day, and occasionally brings his own companions in order to fear the boy. He doesn't do anything. He usually goes after drinking coffee. Sometimes he doesn't even say a word to the boy.
As long as he can see the boy, he is satisfied.
This persisted for more than a month, and the boy’s attitude towards him was naturally much more. He was no longer as inferior as he was when he first met. He smiled at him from time to time, and the smile at the bottom of his eyes made Ning Yu’s smile not move. Open line of sight.
Even if his appearance is no longer beautiful, his boy is still deeply attracted to him.
With Xie's attitude toward Ning's attitude changing day by day, Ning's good feelings toward him also steadily rose, and soon reached 96.
It suddenly rained on this day. I didn’t bring an umbrella before I came. When I left, Xie He took the initiative to go over and said to him, etc. I went to find an umbrella for you. He ran back to his room, took an umbrella for Ning, and ran out quickly to open it for him.
Two people stood together in the rain screen. Xie He looked up and showed only a pair of beautiful eyes. The eyes contained a gentle smile. He reached out and handed the umbrella to Ning Yu. Ning Yu slightly bent over and took it.
Deng Jingwen across the street was deeply hurt by the seemingly beautiful picture of this scene!
Through the glass that was wet by the rain, he looked at the two people in the rain curtain who were almost snuggling... The hand hanging on the side of the body clenched and the fingertips plunged into the palm of his hand.
The boy he loved deeply, only looking at his eyes with helplessness and humiliation, obedience and pleasing, he did his best, and there was no way to make the boy show his true smile to him and cast a trustful look. And now... the boy finally showed his man a tender smile that he couldn’t afford... He gave the love that once belonged to him to others.
He will devote himself to the embrace of another man... from then on with other people's happy lives.
Deng Jingwen thought of it here, and he was going crazy.
He thought that he could do it, no longer appeared, silently guarded, as long as he looked at the boy's happiness and satisfied.
But at this moment, watching the boy and Ning Yu stand together, it is so good, so happy and happy... He finally has no way to deceive himself! He can't do it! Can't do it! Can't do it!
The hatred and jealousy in my heart grows like crazy vines, squeezing his chest, making him painful to breathe.
Painful to want to destroy everything!