Chapter 1030: If I do n’t have low self-esteem

Chapter 103: If I am young I do not feel inferior
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This night, it is really a reversal of the plot. The two sides obviously misunderstood each other, but the ending is ultimately good, without causing greater misunderstandings, or maybe it is fate, otherwise how can there be such an intersection?
Qin Sheng didn't vomit or not, but vomited on this road. The woman happened to live here again and happened to quarrel with her husband tonight. And this man came to see this woman today. He has n’t seen the woman for more than half a month. He came here just after returning from a business trip. Maybe he was under a lot of pressure from outside, or he suffered something. Grieved, I want to come here for a meeting, because only here all his emotions can let go.
Qin Sheng and this man did n’t talk about life in the street. After all, it ’s not very convenient here, and it ’s because of these episodes tonight that men are willing to take these stories, and because Qin Sheng is not a bad person, otherwise they will be regarded as bad people. Protect his ex-girlfriend?
In the end, the man asked Qin Sheng to eat supper. Qin Sheng did not refuse. He smiled and asked where the casserole porridge was delicious, just to wake up. The man smiled and said that you can find the right person. Every time I drink too much at night, I will go to that food stall to eat casserole porridge. One person can drink a big pot. Qin Sheng said happily after listening to it, so what else to say, please lead the way ahead.
After getting in the car, Qin Sheng asked Chang Baji to follow the man's car, but Hao Lei was a little worried. "Qin Sheng, so late, let's go back to the hotel. Besides, we don't know them either, or be careful. After all, when I first arrived in Shenzhen, I was unfamiliar, and who knows what happened? "
"I still believe in him, and if I really want to do something with me, I don't have to send two such people? Besides, every time he talks about his ex-girlfriend, there is a light in his eyes, just like you said Han Bing's At that time, this may be love. We live in this world, and we will encounter countless people every day. How can there be danger everywhere? "Qin Sheng said with a smile.
Now that Qin Sheng has made such a decision, Hao Lei will never say anything again. As for Chang Baji, it doesn't matter, besides, the place they go to is a food stall. There should be no danger.
Half an hour later, the men took them to a food stall where they often eat supper. This row is almost always a seafood stall. After all, the most indispensable thing in the south is seafood, and casserole porridge is also standard for supper.
The man looks more familiar with the boss, and he ordered the dishes after he was greeted in the past, all of which are some of the characteristics here. Of course, I have not forgotten to order two pot porridge, and some light dishes. After all, Qin Sheng said that he would be sober. The man also smelled the strong smell of wine on Qin Sheng.
After the two parties sat down, they introduced each other formally. Qin Sheng knew that the man's name was Chen Yanping, a very nice name. He didn't say what he did specifically, but said that he would do a small business in Shenzhen, and the flat-headed man was him. Hu Zi, the driver, was originally a scout, so he has some skill.
Qin Sheng didn't ask anything. After all, he can drive a Mercedes-Benz with a driver. He wants to come with a small net worth, but in Shenzhen, a city full of multi-millionaires and billions of net worths, men say it's understandable to do a small business. As for Qin Sheng, he only introduced himself as Qin Sheng. He didn't say anything else. He also introduced Chang Baji and Hao Lei, all of whom said they were only friends.
However, Chen Yanping guessed that these two so-called friends are likely to be bodyguards, otherwise this skill is not even an opponent, not to mention that their car is the latest Porsche Cayenne S, or maybe the other party's identity is special, so they are not willing to What more to say, since it's a meeting between the two sides, it's already fate to sit together and eat together, and Chen Yanping didn't ask much.
"Your skill is really powerful. I am not your opponent at all. Now my shoulders and back are still hurting. Can you take it lightly next time?" Huzi is a northerner who is more audacious and sits down and teeth.
Chang Baji casually said, "I have practiced with the experts for a few years. Your skill is just ordinary grasping. It's okay to deal with ordinary people. When you meet a practicer like us, it's not an opponent. It's normal for me. If it ’s a ruthless character, this might have to lie down in the hospital. "
After listening to it, Huzi took a deep breath, and I was a good boy, so powerful, fortunately, I was not too impulsive just now.
At this time, Hao Lei also just looked at Chen Yanping. Chen Yanping shook his head and smiled, "I don't even need to say, I just practiced boxing in the gym. Those coaches are all flowery. It's normal to meet you as an opponent."
Hao Lei smiled and said nothing, not to mention that he was a retired special force, otherwise they would be shocked again.
Chen Yanping looked at Qin Sheng and asked in a low voice, "Do you want to drink more?"
Since the man wants to tell his story, if there is no wine, it is estimated that there will always be less taste, but he knows that Qin Sheng drank a lot in front, so he just asked politely.
Qin Sheng hesitated and said, "I drink less beer, I drink too much tonight"
Hearing that Qin Sheng said he could drink something, Chen Yanping was obviously very happy. He appreciated the man who was a few years younger than him. He was so temperamental at a young age. He was calm and experienced. .
After the dishes were ready, the wine came up, and Qin Sheng took the initiative to pour a glass of wine. Chen Yanping said, "Now you can tell your story."
After Yan Yanping finished drinking, he filled himself again, but this time he did n’t drink anymore, but lit a cigarette. When the smoke rose up, Chen Yanping ’s eyes became more and more vicissitudes, he slowly said, "Actually There is no story, it is similar to the story of most couples. Moreover, there are too many such stories happening in this world every day. Who cares who feels? "
But Chen Yanping said so, but in the end he said, "Neither of us are from Shenzhen. Her family is from Jiangsu, and my family is from Hubei. Both of her undergraduates are studying in Huazhong Technology, but they are not a class. I met by chance in a basketball game. Shui tells the truth, in the words of contemporary young people, I was a little fresh meat at that time, and I played basketball well, how can I not catch the girl? She is our cheerleader from the opponent class, I saw her from the court, At first sight, dog blood couldn't be cleared up, so in order to attract her attention, I made a crazy breakthrough to score and almost thought I was an NBA player. After the game, I voluntarily ran to her to contact me, maybe I succeeded After her attention, she blushed a little embarrassedly and eventually gave me a call, so we knew each other. "
At this time, Qin Sheng joked halfway, "Whether it is college or high school, dating is still relatively simple. It seems that as long as you learn well, play basketball well, play guitar well, etc., as long as you have a skill, you can find a girlfriend. So easy? "
"Later, I tried hard to chase her, and it did n’t take long for us to be together. For a college student, having love seemed like having the world, and so we spent four years in college, although the middle was always Stumbled, but the ending is still good. After graduating from college, I want to come to Shenzhen for a break. At that time, Shenzhen was suitable for young people like me who wanted to work hard. Many of my classmates were developing in Shenzhen. But I My family hopes that I stay in Wuhan, and her family wants her to go home to work. For this reason, we have quarreled many times, maybe it is the driving force of love. Finally, she broke down with her family and resolutely came to Shenzhen with me. " Chen Yanping continued.
Obviously this is a beautiful love story. The male and female protagonists break through the shackles and stick to love, but if it is still beautiful, there will be no current story.
Qin Sheng did not disturb Chen Yanping, let him continue to say: "My family is very poor, was born in the countryside of Hubei, and her family is not bad, her parents do a small business. After we arrived in Shenzhen, we all found a job, but the ideal is good, The reality is cruel, I changed several jobs and still nothing, and I was cheated twice by others. As time went on, our spearheads became more and more intense, and the pressure on her side was great, I hope she will go back Development, I always said to let her believe in me. We lived in the basement and were hungry. I want to give her a better life. But God always teases me. Her parents finally compromised and said they only need to buy a house in Shenzhen. I promised to marry us, but I have a rural child, and there are two younger siblings at home. How can I have that ability? "
Yeah, sometimes it seems that all love is fragile in front of reality.
"We have been arguing and always compromising, but even so we have not given up on each other. She paid a lot for me, but I have no ability to return. She said that it is OK to buy a house, let me go to Jiangsu to see her parents
I told her parents that I can give her a happy future, but at that time I was in a trough of life, where I have the confidence to meet her parents, I always think of a little achievement, I dare to meet her parents . At the same time I also said that if you really believe me, we can get married first, and I will definitely give you a future. But neither of us could compromise, and the contradiction became deeper and deeper. Sometimes the cold war didn't speak for a long time, but I still loved each other. "A cigarette is about to burn out, but Chen Yanping only took a sip.
"In the end, the last straw that overwhelmed our love came. She suddenly told me that she was pregnant. Although I was not prepared, I wanted to have a baby, because it was my baby after all. She did n’t want it, and it was true. When we were unable to raise a child, let ’s say we were not married yet, and there were so many factors between the two families. So, she secretly beat the child, and when I knew it was too late, I could n’t bear it anymore. , Broke out completely, she broke up when she was the weakest, and she just smiled and said okay, we broke up like this, and the story is almost over here, "Chen Yanping twisted the cigarette butt, a little sigh of emotion. .
Qin Sheng sighed for a long time, pitiful lovers.
Hao Lei heard a bit indignantly, "So you didn't save it again?"
"Why not? When I calmed down, I regretted it. After all, she beat the child for me, but when I wanted to find her to keep her, I could n’t find it anymore. I searched for a long time. For a long time, I gave up in the end, because at that time I started to re-start a business, and almost all my energy was put on the work. "Chen Yanping was a little guilty.
Qin Sheng narrowed his eyes and asked, "How did you get in touch later?"
"When I heard about her again, it was two years later, and a university classmate told me, and I only knew that she had always been in Shenzhen. It was only then that she was getting married, and I heard this At the time of the news, almost the whole person was going crazy. I went to her on impulse, but when I saw her so happy, and the man was so good to her, I gave up, what qualification do I have? "Chen Yanping continued. The smile on his face was more and more painful.
Qin Sheng smiled bitterly, "What about now?"
"Later, I was successful in starting a business, and it was a little bit mixed, and she was living happily and having a couple of children. I only visit her occasionally, but never bother her life, Because I was also not qualified to see her. During this time, her husband ’s business was in trouble, so I only wanted to see her after I came back from a business trip, and only then I met you. Take a bite.
Qin Sheng took a sip and said, "Do you still love her?"
"Love, love, love, I am willing to switch her back with my present one." When Chen Yanping said this, his eyes were already moistened involuntarily. He remembered the good things he used to be, and all the good things he could remember , And those she paid for herself, it seems that she will never meet such a person again, she is so suitable for you, just like another you in this world, but you missed her.
Qin Sheng laughed at himself and said, "Do you regret it?"
"Sorry" Chen Yanping smiled bitterly.
Qin Sheng continued, "Are you sorry?"
"How can I not regret it?" Chen Yanping took a deep breath before saying, "Have you ever heard that song? Li Ronghao's young talents ~ EbookFREE.me ~ This is my favorite song"
Without waiting for Qin Sheng to answer, Chen Yanping subconsciously hummed: "If I don't feel inferior and understand what is precious, I will be ashamed all my life. Advance and retreat, will not let me suffer, at the wedding, drink a few more glasses, and the one you are now ... "
Chen Yanping sang and sang, tears burst into tears somehow, and in the end he completely collapsed, the kind of heart-ache pain, it seems that there will be no second time in this life, he can only lie on the table , And wept bitterly.
In the middle of the night, under this open-air food stall, a man was crying so hysterically, venting all his grievances for so many years, even though he had no success in his career now, he had lost the things he loved most.
Some people will understand, some may not understand ...

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