Chapter 916: Think about it?

Chapter 916 Think About It?
I have thought a lot about the future, but I never thought I would lose you.
It is said that you can see the rainbow after the wind and rain, and all of us should have experienced it. Why is the final result so?
Lin Su never thought that one day the man she loved so much would say this to her. She thought they would get married. She thought they would go hand in hand for the next ten, twenty, fifty years. I thought they would have black hair to white heads, which turned out to be what she thought.
why?
Lin Su wanted to ask why, but he understood that it was meaningless. Qin Sheng was not the kind of unreasonable man who would not make such a joke. When Qin Sheng said this, it also meant that Qin Sheng had made up his mind. determination.
Lin Su was a little overwhelmed, and her heart hurt like a knife cut. It was like Ling Chi. She didn't know what to say. At this time, she knew what helplessness was.
All of Lin Su ’s reactions Qin Sheng sees, from the disappearance of his smile to the pain in his eyes. Qin Sheng knows what Lin Su is suffering. As a man, watching the beloved woman looks like this, Qin Sheng thinks how he is at the moment He was helpless, but since he said this, there was no chance to look back. He could n’t give Lin Su any more hope, because everything in the end was disappointment.
Lin Su had burst into tears at the moment, and Qin Sheng had flushed his eyes. He stretched out his hand and wiped Lin Su's tears a little tremblingly, and said "sorry" with guilt.
Lin Su had recovered, she smiled and shook her head a little self-deprecatingly. Fortunately, she still did n’t say anything in the end. Since that was already the case, Lin Su did n’t want to say anything. She would n’t let go of all the pride. Because he also knows what kind of man Qin Sheng is.
"I may be getting married. She is a woman who can change the ending of our Qin family. I have no right to choose. This is a result that all parties want. Sorry, Lin Su, I have failed you. If you have the opportunity, I am willing to use the rest of my life to make up for this guilt. I know you are very painful and uncomfortable. If you call me and I will make you more comfortable, you can do it. "Qin Sheng gritted his teeth. This is an inevitable step, no matter how painful, He will go on.
Lin Su suddenly smiled brightly and said softly, "How can I give it up?"
I love you so much, how can I be willing? This is the real Lin Su. When she really falls in love with a man, she will only consider it for the man first, because this is the person she loves.
The more Lin Su is, the more painful Qin Sheng is. He is unwilling to let Lin Su hide all his grievances in his heart and bury it in his belly. He hopes that Lin Su can vent, but he also knows that Lin Su is not such a person.
Lin Su wiped away her tears and still looked at Qin Sheng so tenderly. When she calmed down, she no longer thought about what she was doing now, but instead thought about Qin Sheng ’s decision when he made it. I do n’t know how many times I have to suffer because she believes that Qin Sheng is not in love with another woman because she has changed her heart, but there is no way to do so. If there are other ways, Qin Sheng will not say such things to her.
"Qin Sheng, do you still love me?" Lin Su asked softly.
Qin Sheng did not hesitate and directly replied "Love, you are my favorite woman"
Upon hearing this sentence, Lin Su was already satisfied, and she smiled very brightly, "That's enough,
Thank you Qin Sheng, thank you for staying with me for so long, I wish you happiness, well, I will be happy too "
Somehow, tears have blurred Qin Sheng ’s eyes. The most painful thing in the world is like this. How much pain is it for you to love a person deeply but to release him with your own hands?
However, Qin Sheng did not know what to say, what should he say? How can he be painless and Lin Su?
Lin Su did not want to put too much pressure on Qin Sheng. This should be the reason why Qin Sheng returned to Shanghai this time. Fortunately, he did n’t just break up on the phone. Fortunately, he could come to see her last time, since Qin Sheng had already said What should be said, he should also be gone, the short-lived happiness is over, and it is forever. Although Lin Su is very reluctant and heartbroken, he also knows to bear it silently.
Time is the best medicine, and the people and things that are memorable will eventually be resolved by it, but some people need three years and five years, and some people need a lifetime.
"I'm sleepy, I'm going to take a bath." Lin Su didn't want to make the atmosphere so embarrassing. Since he was so happy when he was together, he was not so sad when he parted.
Qin Sheng seemed to remember something, and quickly said, "Don't you have something else to tell me?"
"No more" Lin Su smiled bitterly, it should be said that it was not necessary, because it no longer makes sense.
After Lin Su entered the bathroom, did Qin Sheng hesitate to leave? If you don't leave, staying will only make Lin Su uncomfortable. If you leave, Lin Su may be even more uncomfortable, so Qin Sheng finally chose to stay.
In the bathroom, Lin Su feels that everything is not true tonight. She doesn't know if this is a dream or a fantasy, because she never expected such a result, aren't they ready to get married? Moreover, she was pregnant with his child.
She really wanted to tell him that you are going to be a dad, but he didn't give her a chance. This sentence finally suffocated in her stomach, and I don't know when to talk about it.
Lin Su didn't cry. She told herself to be strong. Without Qin Sheng, she was still Lin Su. She had her pride. She just forced herself to calm down. Only calm down would not think too much.
When Lin Su came out after taking a shower, she had long guessed that Qin Sheng might be leaving, but she didn't expect Qin Sheng to leave at all. Instead, she was already lying in bed, looking out the window and not knowing what she was thinking.
Lin Su hesitated for a moment, and finally lay next to Qin Sheng, just facing away from Qin Sheng, the two didn't say anything, just like a couple arguing about the Cold War, although they never quarreled, but Lin How much do you hope they are arguing?
I do n’t know how long it took. Qin Sheng turned around and hugged Lin Su from behind. Lin Su did n’t struggle and snuggled in Qin Sheng ’s arms, still familiar with the taste and temperature. This may be the last time.
Still nothing, whether it is Qin Sheng or Lin Su, is not that kind of hypocritical person, what should be said already, only need to accompany at this moment.
Lin Su thought she would sleep through the night, but somehow when she fell asleep, or maybe it was because in Qin Sheng's arms, this was her calmest soul home.
Only this night, Qin Sheng didn't fall asleep. Lin Su was not Qing'er or anyone else. She had difficulty accepting other results. What's more, even if Lin Su would like Song Ruyu to be willing? Are the Songs willing?
Therefore, Qin Sheng knew that he really wanted to lose Lin Su and lost his most beloved woman. He would be guilty whenever he remembered this moment in the future.
The night was very long. Qin Sheng hoped that it would be as long as possible, because he could spend more time with Lin Su, but he also hoped to go early, because then he would not have to suffer.
It was finally dawn, Qin Sheng got up silently, Lin Su was still asleep, Qin Sheng couldn't bear to disturb, he quietly went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast for Lin Su, and cleaned the house again, when everything was done, Qin Sheng did this Re-entering the bedroom and looking at Lin Su who was asleep, Qin Sheng was really reluctant to leave. He gently stroked Lin Su's cheek, and finally lowered his head and kissed Lin Su's lips, gritted his teeth and turned around to leave.
This walk may be a lifetime, although they may see you again in the future, but it is no longer the relationship.
Boom ...
When I heard the door closing, Lin Su, who had already woken up, opened her eyes. In fact, she woke up long ago, but she did n’t dare to wake up. She was afraid of losing all of it. As if she closed her eyes, she would have All over the world.
However, she had to face it calmly and she lost him.
At this moment, Lin Su couldn't help it any longer, hiding under the quilt, crying with tears in his heart, his voice was so suppressed ...
Outside the door, Qin Sheng did not leave. He leaned back against the door and wept in tears silently. What a pity in this life, this heart is muddy.
Qin Sheng finally left, he did n’t stay in Shanghai, and he did n’t have time to stay. Now that he has made his choice, he should move forward without hesitation. After everything is done, he will find a way To make up for Lin Su, even if Lin Su doesn't need it, he will make up for the Lin family. It seems that this will make him feel better. Hehehe, he is also a hypocritical person.
After returning to Beijing, Qin Sheng did not return to Qin's home, nor contacted anyone, and drove directly to the community where the grandmother lived. The others were at the door. After confirming his identity, Qin Sheng drove in alone.
This is the first time Qin Sheng has come to such a high-level place, but he was not uneasy. After all, he was looking for his grandmother, even if he walked to the door of the small building where the grandmother lived, and saw the guard on duty at the door, There are still no waves in Qin Sheng's heart.
In the living room of the small building, Zhu Jiayou was chatting with the old lady to relieve boredom. The old lady's two granddaughter-in-laws said they would bring their children at noon. Zhu Qingwen had returned to Shanghai. After all, the school had already started in these two days, and there were still many things to be done .
Qin Sheng's face was pale ~ EbookFREE.me ~ He looked very tired. He walked slowly to the old lady and whispered "Grandma"
During this time, Qin Sheng did not call the old lady, nor did she ever visit the grandmother, and now suddenly appeared, still in such a state, the old lady naturally knew what was going on, and asked directly, "Have you thought?"
Qin Shengzhong focused on the head and said "think well"
"No regrets?" The old lady continued to ask.
Qin Sheng's eyes narrowed and he shook his head firmly, "No regrets"
"Then your choice?" The old lady didn't know the result, so she asked directly.
Qin Sheng laughed with some painful self-deprecation, "I and Lin Su broke up"
After the sentence was finished, the old lady sighed a long time, and naturally understood Qin Sheng's final choice.
Zhu Jiayou over there, with a look of brutality ...